At the end of a metastasis that fell into a rift in dimension.

The feeling that I had so far glued around in my mind and didn't understand it very well was just a little refreshing.

I was avoiding it because I couldn't sort it out, but when I executed it, my mind was strangely calm.

Well, that's what I thought, and the next word came naturally as I spoke.

I can finally recognize that this is love.

In all honesty, I had given up feeling that way.

Originally, I am a thin race of thoughtful and emotional things.

Imaginations are only doing what they find to live, rather than narrowing their wisdom.

I'm just trying to imitate what my ancestors found and do it right.

So I thought I couldn't feel the kind of "love" or "affection" that I'm sure everyone would feel.

Of course I know how much you love your children. I also have a love for my friends.

But not like that, I didn't understand my love for my partner.

I also understand if it means emotions directed at special opponents, unlike feelings directed at everyone.

That's what happened to Mr. Geena and the first people who accepted me.

I don't mind this body smashing for them. But that's a different emotion than love.

My feelings for them are gratitude and loyalty. I swore I would powder myself for them.

If it's just love, for me, it's someone everyone around me should love.

A fellow who recognizes me. Lord I should serve. The men who rely on me. Children who admire me.

They're all equal, and they think I'm the one who turns their love to them.

That's why I couldn't figure out what a special affection was for just one person.

Because of that, I didn't know exactly what the hell I was feeling about him.

My first impression was' Pretty Boy '.

A man who, for the age he was listening to, looks very young for his people.

Somewhere unreliable, someone with a loose vibe.

When I saw him, I thought he was someone I could like. I looked him in the eye and felt that way.

He doesn't see us as subhuman. I see myself as an opponent.

Rather, it was an eye that even showed respect for Master Guina and the Farnas.

More importantly, he looked at me and at me with surprise and interest.

I thought it was cute like the kids at school.

- - Until that moment.

I can still remember clearly. That sight I saw in my fading consciousness.

He was angry that he had invaded my child and fought to protect him.

I see deep thoughts there, that connection between parents and children.

To him, to him with that strong thought and power, I was saved.

In simple "strength," I'm sure I'm stronger than him.

That's what Master Geena said. Maybe the sight isn't wrong.

Still, without him, I would have died in that ruin.

After I recognized that fact, I couldn't forget the face that felt the strength of his thoughts.

I couldn't stop thinking about him the whole time I was asleep.

Very strong, kind, but somewhere, that face that shows sad thoughts.

Behavior after that, I didn't really understand myself either.

Sometimes I was ashamed of myself for thanking him and couldn't see his face properly.

After seeing him properly, I felt bitter about leaving him for some reason. I was physically shrinking my distance to him because of it.

And when I left, I was still feeling some unspeakable spiciness somewhere.

No such emotions come to mind while I'm dealing with him.

Being beside him erased the hard feelings from me when I was talking.

The reason I've been dealing with him on surveillance when I headed to the settlement is never a lie.

By suppressing him, he had the intention of suppressing Aroness Nehres' actions.

But still, there was definitely a feeling somewhere in my mind that I was enjoying it.

I definitely enjoyed having him beside me and being beside him without any problems.

I remember saying to the slightly grown children, "If you fall in love, you will be mine."

I mean, that's the thing. I fell in love with him and turned my back on him.

I was enjoying my unconscious romance using my work.

That made him very annoying. Do I have to apologize for this?

No, he's sweet. I'm sure he cares. You shouldn't dig back.

I can't imagine him blaming me for what I apologized for.

I can more easily imagine you panicking that you'd rather not care.

I talked to him and he listened to me disclose while checking my feelings, and that's what got me thinking.

I was convinced of the actions and emotions that I had come so far.

A woman named Byabya liked a man named Tallow.

Because I could recognize it that way, I could also understand a little bit about the affection towards those I liked and towards special men.

I like him. I'm sure I like it. That's why I'm good at it. That's all I got.

It is acceptable to me to tell you that I like you.

If you really like him, if you were attracted to him, I shouldn't ask for more than that.

If you're in love, I'm sure that's good too. But you can't fall in love with him.

He doesn't respond to love. Because he has a strong companion.

And I was attracted to him like that.

I want you to stay with me. I want you to love me. I want you to ask for it.

I want you to spoil me gently. I want a hug.

It is not true love to hit him with such thoughts.

If I'm going to bump those thoughts on him, I need to be ready to throw everything away and lean on him.

I can't do that. I can't leave this country.

Even if Master Geena forgives me, I can't forgive myself.

Because I like him. Because I found love for him to be something special.

I ask him to listen to the feelings of his first birth. Don't want any more.

Yet I asked him to give me a hug.

I thanked him for all of it and broke up.

That it made me feel this way. That you took me seriously.

That you were kind to me until the end.

So I'm sure I'm a very, very happy person.

After all, I did everything I could from start to finish, and whoever I liked allowed it.

"Gu, ugh..."

So it's just my self that's so hard.

It's my outrageous thought that I'm not trying to go beside him, but it's hard for him not to be beside me.

This uncontrollable tear also just makes me feel hard on my own.

I wanted to follow you. I wanted to be next to him.

I wanted to be beside him even if he didn't respond.

But I can't forgive you for that. It is unacceptable that he should be made to bear the burden.

Because I like him, because I can love him, and that's why I can't stay with him.

I don't want to be beside him because I like him. Yeah, I made up my mind.

I have no regrets. The fact that he was like him to the end made my thoughts stronger.

I sincerely think that it's women like those two who should be beside him.

I throw everything away for my beloved partner. Those three have all those thoughts.

I must have been attracted to him with those two.

So now, let's cry until this feeling calms down.

Cry till you feel better, and let's go back to me from tomorrow until now.

So just for today, at least for now, I want to stay my best until the end.

"I like, is, hiccup, ta, lol,, mr, tallow, sa, um, ugly..."

Embrace yourself so that you can remember the warmth you received until earlier.

Leaks an uncontrollable whimper as he spits his thoughts out into a space where no one else is.

I kept crying alone until Farna came looking for me, suspicious of not coming back.