Awake on his bed

Tobias was really nervous when he arrived at Jake's house. He was contemplating whether he will go inside or run away?!

Was he going to be a coward again?!

He doesn't realized that he was already at the door, he took the keys out from his pocket and with shaky hands, he slid the key inside the keyhole.

Tobias pushed the door slowly praying not to made even a tiny sound. He stepped inside and looked around anxiously.

And when his sight landed on the back of a woman that he will not forget even after so many years. His eyes started to show many different emotions!

Longing, agony, anger, hatred and love!

Then, his eyes saw a two little angels lying in their respective cribs. The one that was wearing blue overall clothes and was now sleeping but still feeding from a bottle Maria was holding. The other one with a matching clothes but the color was different, it was pink. She was actively wriggling her small little arms and legs while feeding!

Were they his babies?!

His precious twins?!

Tobias was overjoyed to be able to saw them, but devastated at the same time knowing that he wasn't there when they came out on this world! He just clenched his teeth an balled his fist to control his anger and his wanting to come near them!

He wanted to hug them!

Tasha and Thaniel was their name?

Tobias felt more depressed to think that he was not there when Maria gave them names! Was Jakewith them when she thought about their names?!

He was enraged and jealous on his best friend!

'f**k you a hundred times Jake! You **shole!'

He was standing there stiffly but Maria did not recognized his arrival. So, he cleared his throat to make her knew that she wasn't alone.

But she said things that broke his heart terribly! She thought of him as Jake and she even talked about how amazing Jake was when he cared for HIS child!

'f**k you again bro!'

Tobias cursed inwardly.

When Maria seemed to found his silent was a little bit off, she turned to him with a frown. Tobias held his breath when he saw her turning towards him!

And when she did, Tobias was rooted on his spot. He felt chills all over his body and he can't produced a sound! He doesn't knew how to start a conversation with her!

How?!

After he did?! He felt embarrassed and awkward at the same time facing her!

He watched as Maria's smiled vanished, she just looked at him as if he was a ghost! Then, her emotions changed from shocked to an emotion that he can't point out!

Tobias saw her tears slowly falling from her eyes! His heart was stabbed a million times because of that! Then she stood up slowly, walking towards him and when she was a foot away from him, she raised her hands firmly!

'was she going to slap me?'