Looking back on these past, she almost involuntarily raised the corners of her lips and outlined the arc of self mockery. She didn't open her eyes until she noticed that the light above her head was a little dark. The lip line was slowly flattened and said coldly, "you're finished."

Lu Ting's deep and heavy eyes stayed on her red lips for a moment before they looked into her eyes. The beautiful eyes were black and white, but they seemed to show a light mockery of him.

Qin Qian didn't know what he was looking at, but she just recalled those past and saw how stupid she was, so her eyes looking at him were cold and lukewarm.

"The little boy has been too dependent on you recently."

Lu Ting looked at her with deep eyes, leaned down and put his hands on the sofa behind her, "so?"

Qin Qian looked fearlessly at his deep eyes and said coldly, "I hope you can restrain this development."

Lu tingshen seemed to pull his lips, and his voice was low, "you want me to stay away from the child."

Qin Qian didn't speak, but gently pursed his lips. She didn't want him to be too close to the child, because they couldn't be like ordinary father and daughter. It's better not to be close than to bear the pain of giving up.

"Not afraid of her sadness?"

Qin Qian twisted his eyebrows and said calmly, "so I hope you don't follow her like this. Instead of going to the company every day, you will guard her here. If you do so, it will make her very painful when she leaves in the future. The child likes you very much and likes to rely on you. I can't stop it, but I don't want her to be too sad when she leaves."

"Do you want me to go to the company?"

Qin Qian was stunned for a moment, but if he went to the company normally, it would be a good way to go out early and return late, so he nodded.

"You can..." just before he finished, her jaw was dragged up by him. She was slightly stunned and looked into his dark eyes.

"You are selfish." A low, cold voice suddenly sounded over her head.

Because of his words, Qin Qian seemed to freeze, his eyes seemed to be obscured by a layer of vague things, the corners of his lips rose slowly, full of strong ridicule and light indifference.

"Yes, I'm selfish. I only care about myself and the people I care about. You should have known this long ago."

This is not the first time he said such a thing to her

She used to have too much greed and desire for him, but with the waste of time, her enthusiasm will be frozen, but her love for him will only increase.

So that in the end, she only had a simple wish, that is, he could give her a simple birthday alone like accompanying Qin Xue, but she had never succeeded in these years.

On her birthday that year, she finally found the opportunity. She could only be with him. She was full of joy and expectation.

It took him two days to set up the environment, but he was completely indifferent. The whole process was expressionless, no smiles, no blessings, and only the most perfunctory "Happy Birthday".

At that time, she was so humble that she knew how gentle and careful he was when he celebrated Qin Xue's birthday, but when she came here, there was only this simple and perfunctory sentence.

But she still felt very satisfied. She just wanted him to spend a complete birthday with her alone.

But when she was happy to cut the cake, his cell phone rang. She would not forget her mood at that moment. No matter how many years passed, she would not forget the heavy mood at that moment.

All the expectations and joys turned into desolation and absolute pain.

The call came from Qin Xue. Standing beside him, she could clearly hear her panic choking cry coming into her ears.

She said, "brother tingshen, where are you? I seem to have a fever, sweat a lot, and have no strength. I'm so afraid..."

What did Lu tingshen do at that time?

Throw away the knife ready to cut the cake, turn around and walk away. He said, "don't be afraid, I'll go right away."

How was she feeling?

She stared at the destroyed birthday cake, looked at his back ready to leave him, rushed directly, hugged his waist, red eyes behind him and prayed.

"Don't go, please, spend this birthday with me. If you worry about her, I'll let someone live..."

"Qin Qian, it's just a waste of time for me to celebrate your birthday."

But she was unwilling to let go, even if his words had seriously injured her.

"No, I won't let you go. You must spend this birthday with me!" At that time, she was flustered and didn't know how to retain him correctly.

"Qin Qian, you are so selfish." And he only left such a cold and heartless word and resolutely left.

At that time, she stood alone in the center of the floor full of flowers and looked up at the prayers in the air. Each one was blown up and tied up by herself. What kind of mood did she have to decorate all this?

It's all her expectation and care.

However, for him, it was her selfishness, her greed and a waste of time for him to spend a birthday with her. However, Qin Xue always attended Qin Xue's birthday on time and was never late, but for her, he never came on time.

In such a big villa, she was the only one who watched the cake she made herself destroyed beyond recognition by the knife he threw later. While being blurred, her body was also numb with blood. The blood was frozen. The cold idea seemed to sweep her into the dark and hopeless deep sea.

She seems to have spent all her courage in her life on that period of time and on Lu tingshen, but what did she get?

It's a pain deep into the soul!

Qin Qian trembled his eyes, raised his hand in the center of his chest, pushed him away, and then slowly stood up. His eyes were cold and full of strong irony.

But she didn't say anything. She just looked at him with a very cold look and turned away from the study.

Lu tingshen just looked at her back and disappeared in the study. He stood in place for a long time before raising his hand and pinching the center of his eyebrows. Today, he was really tired and collected his eyebrows for a moment.

It's not difficult to guess what she just thought. She put her hands into the pocket on the side of her pants and sat in the position she had just sat, with her residual temperature on it.

Look at the bright moon outside the window. In such a dark night, such a bright moon is easy to be needed. How to go on the dark road that needs it to shine on this long night.

Qin Qian came out of the study. She gently pushed open the child's door and looked at her sleeping face. The cold in her eyes finally dissipated and stroked her eyebrows and eyes. She didn't lie next to the child until the aftertaste numbness disappeared.

"It seems that it's really difficult to forget..."

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