Baby’s Breath

Xue Youka cried so loudly in the operating room, tears like broken pearls.

The strong light of the operating lamp is dazzling.

The male doctor and female nurse who performed the operation on him are very gentle: "Little friend, don't cry, it will hurt for a second, and it will be perfect after the cut. You look good here, and you will be good-looking and easy to use in the future..."

When bandaging, Xue Youka had bean-like teardrops on her face, and the phrase "good-looking and easy-to-use" remained in her mind.

Will it really look good and easy to use?

But it hurts, it hurts too much.

The nurse covered him with a paper cup and told him: "Urine in the first two days-the urine may be a little painful. You have to take medicine every day. Your mother knows this. Ask your mother to help you take the medicine. Remember?"

Xue Youka shook her head awkwardly, lowered her head and held the paper cup: "Sister, where's my clothes?"

"Do you want to wear pants or a skirt? Your mother brought you a skirt..." Before he finished speaking, Xue Youka immediately interrupted: "I want pants! Pants!"

He Xiaoyou, a nurse in the Obstetrics and Gynecology Department of their county hospital, took his son Xiaoshengchu this long summer vacation to the andrology department of the hospital where he worked for a circumcision.

Xue Youka often came to the hospital to wait for her mother to get off work. Basically everyone in the obstetrics and gynecology department knew him. He had never been to the andrology department, nor did he know the doctors and nurses here.

He couldn't put on his pants, so he carried the elastic band to the obstetrics floor. During the period, the pants were worn to the wound again and again. The pain was so painful that he couldn't stop tears. With tears, he asked the front desk sister where his mother had gone.

"Hey, it's Xiaoka?" The young nurse who just graduated from the health school stood up, squinted and smiled, "Your mother had a temporary operation, and she has to work overtime... Oh, did you just cut that one? "

Xue Youka's face burned.

"Is it particularly painful? Sit down and rest. Don't stand like this."

"...I don't hurt!" He stubbornly shook his head, turned around and ran, strode too far to reach the paper cup, and the pain almost died on the spot——

Ten minutes later, Xue Youka put on her skirt depressed and sat on the bench outside the operating room waiting for her mother to come out. He dared not close his legs, and separated his two calves. He lowered his head listlessly, staring at some dirty canvas shoes, for fear that people who came and went could see him.

The experience of wearing a skirt is different from what I imagined. The two legs are chilly, but it is very cool. Underneath was naked, he was a little uneasy, covering the skirt with his hands.

This skirt was not worn by his cousin Fang Liqing.

He arranged for his son to undergo surgery as soon as he was on vacation. He Xiaoyou went to his cousin to borrow two eliminated two skirts, and said to him: "Before your cousin, Zheng Siqi, and so and so, they did it. After this operation, there is no shame in wearing a skirt. If you don’t believe me, ask them to go."

Xue Youka didn't believe it, and she was very resistant, and didn't want to have an operation. In the end, she was coaxed into doing it. Because my mother said it didn't hurt, and my father said he did, he was called a man, so he went obediently.

Who knows that it hurts like this, the needle pierced down, and the pain was frightening.

"Oh, isn't this a small card? Hahaha, dressed so beautifully!"

"Have you just finished surgery in the andrology department hahahaha?"

"Haha, the kid's dress is pretty beautiful, and it looks so much like your mother!"

He Xiaoyou is beautiful and is a county hospital flower. Her son Xue Youka was born with thick eyebrows and big eyes when he was a child, with ear-length black hair, his eyes are like crystal clear amber, and his facial features are as beautiful as a white and soft. Little girl.

The doctors and nurses passing by all knew him. The child didn't recognize him. When he was young, he came to the hospital and waited for his mother. He laughed at everyone and was likable. It is rare to see him crying so much that his eyes were red.

It's a kid after all, and adults passing by and seeing him in a skirt make it inevitable to make a joke.

But Xue Youka felt that her self-esteem had been stepped on to the bottom. The more she listened, the more she could not lift her head, and the more she listened, the more aggrieved. He didn't want to have surgery, it was his parents who lied to him.

He has never been so embarrassed when he grows up like this. Xue Youka’s young mind was shocked unusually. The lights in the corridors of the hospital were flashing. The smell of disinfectant water that had been used to smell in the past became pungent, the anaesthetics gradually passed away, and the affected area became more and more painful. , Spreading towards the limbs and brain. Every adult who knows him must make him amused.

Before her mother had the operation, Xue Youka couldn't stand it and ran away.

The hospital was crowded, taking the elevator downstairs, and no one noticed it when he ran out.

His family lived far away. When he was just in elementary school, his grandfather sold a few trees to buy a residential building for him. A family of three, two bedrooms and one living room.

His cousin’s house is not far away. He Xiaoyou and Xue Youka’s father are busy at work, and he is often late for school and school. So when he was studying, his aunt drove to pick up his cousin and picked him up by the way. , Xue Youka often eats dinner at his cousin's house, and sometimes stays overnight.

However, the eleven-year-old Xue Youka is quite sensible. He knows that by taking the bus, he is already a lot taller and can no longer be cheeky and free of tickets.

He walked slowly to the bus stop, and touched the glitter on his cousin's skirt. The skirt was white with small blue flowers on it, without pockets.

He has no money and no card.

Looking back, the hospital was far, far away. Xue Youka's mouth was flat and his eyes were dripping with tears. It was so hard for him to come here like this. It turns out that being a man is so hard. He sat on the seat of the bus station with his arms in his arms and kicked angrily towards the street steps, but his facial features wrinkled in pain and tears rolled down again.

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Qingzhou is an affiliated county seat of Guizhou. Shanling County is located in the northeast of Qingzhou. It has beautiful mountains and clear waters and is the hometown of grandma.

"Cheng Yu, look, this hospital was founded by your great-grandfather before."

The sun headed through the old county seat. Weibo drove very slowly. He explained everything in the old county seat to the young master who came to Shanling County for the first time: "There is also this river called Linghe. This county seat is In the name of this river, it flows southward into the sea. You can see if these lychee sellers on both sides are there. The hillside is rich in lychee. Many fruit farmers make a living on it. There is a lychee forest next to your grandpa’s house."

The car drove slowly across the bridge. When Weibo saw that he didn’t speak up, he was accustomed to it. During this journey, he was a young man with his mother. He was a bit withdrawn and cold, but he took the advantages of his parents and looked very jerky. They are Jianmei and Xingmu, quite handsome. He was less than fifteen years old, but he lived a very thorough life, like a little adult. On the way, Wei Bo rarely saw him smile. At this moment, he preached: "Xiaoyu, have you seen the duck in the river?" Those who eat are all wild fish. In the past few years, people here liked to catch ducks in the river. Now that they pay attention to ecological protection, the government does not allow them to catch them..."

Weibo was telling anecdotes about Xiaocheng, and Cheng Yu looked out the car window quietly with his chin supported.

This side is next to the river, which is much quieter than the old county town. Grandpa's house was built on the upper reaches of the river. The undeveloped county town is old and primitive, with natural aromas of every plant, every tree, every brick and every tile.

The scenery passed by his eyes slowly. When Weibo saw him shut up, he suddenly saw the fruit grower standing under the sun on the roadside and said: "I will get off the car and buy you some fresh lychees to try."

It was already out of the county seat, and there were not a few cars. Wei Bo pulled the car aside, Cheng Yu nodded, and responded.

Weibo got off the car and weighed the litchi. Cheng Yu looked out the window on the other side and suddenly caught a glimpse of a girl by the roadside.

The girl was wearing a white floral dress with short hair. She walked very awkwardly, as if her leg was injured. She was crying as she walked, and stopped in the middle of the bridge, looking at the flow under the bridge in confusion River water.

Weibo was carrying a bag of lychees and was going to get on the bus. As soon as he looked up, he also noticed the short-haired **** the opposite bridge.

"Is it lost?" Wei Bo handed the lychees to Cheng Yu from the window, and watched for a few seconds with a little worry, "I can't see the parents, I cried so pitifully."

Cheng Yu glanced at it from a distance, then withdrew his gaze, peeling off a brightly colored lychee with his white fingertips, seemingly not interested.

Weibo hesitated for a moment: "In this way, Cheng Yu, wait for me for a while, and I will ask."

Cheng Yu was a little impatient, but Wei Bo was not to blame, the little girl looked like she was going to commit suicide.

Weibo crossed the road, walked to the girl, and asked her with a smile.

"Little sister, where is your grown-up?"

"My house...I'm not a little sister!" Xue Youka opened her eyes wide, staring at the old uncle who was suddenly questioning, feeling a little vigilant in her heart, "My father belongs to the police station!"

This is what He Xiaoyou taught him.

He Xiaoyou thinks that his son loves to laugh, laughs at everyone, and he also likes to shout, his mouth is very sweet, which is very good, but he is always worried that he is too careless about being abducted by traffickers, so he plays a small child. Just instill a concept of "don't talk to strangers, don't eat things from strangers".

Seeing that she was cute and not annoyed, Uncle Wei smiled: "Uncle is not a bad person. Don't be afraid. Uncle lives there." He pointed his finger at a house built by the river and far upstream. A top-notch room.

Xue Youka's eyes opened wide. He knew that the house was across the river from his grandfather's little orchard, and was on the opposite bank, but he had never seen the owner.

Xue Youka used to swim to the opposite bank with friends, and was particularly curious across the wall, because it was very beautifully repaired. There are two elegant stone lanterns standing outside the door. Behind two rows of lush green shades, there is a small well-kept yard. Wisteria flowers poked their heads from the edge of the wall.

Uncle Wei bent over to be level with her, and said in a coaxing tone: "Uncle drove by and saw you crying. He thought of my granddaughter and worried that you were lost. Where do you live? Adults? Why don't you care?"

"I live...next to the police station." Xue Youka could no longer walk. He looked up and saw the black car parked on the opposite side. The old man in front of him was not like a bad person, but rather like his grandfather, he. I'm a little bit more vigilant, but I still remember what my mother said.

Uncle Wei: "Do you remember the phone number of your family? Uncle borrowed your cell phone to call your adult and come pick you up. Otherwise, I think you have a leg injury? How do you go home?"

"I..." Xue Youka wanted to say that it was not because of her leg injury, but because of her chirping pain, but she was very embarrassed and couldn't say it.

He doesn't want to walk home, but at this time, his mother is undergoing an operation, his father is not at home, his uncle is in a meeting outside, and his aunt is mostly playing mahjong. Who will pick him up?

He paused for a moment, looked up at this kind and kind uncle, fighting against his mother's heart in his heart. He is no longer a child, and he is not so easy to be abducted. But now he has injuries, and he can't run even if he is in trouble... A few seconds later, he thought of a compromise, and said shyly: "Uncle, can you lend me a dollar? There is a bus stop in front of me. I can go home by myself. I will return the money to you another day. ...Don't worry, I have been to your house to play, and I will return the money to you another day!"

"Hahaha," Weibo heard the words and took out a piece of steel. "A dollar is not enough to take the bus? Is the bus station still there? You see, the sun is big and it is so hot. Uncle drove you over and the car had air conditioning. "

"Enough is enough, thank you Uncle."

The door opened and it was so cool in the car. He couldn't wait to walk into the car with his short legs. Then he saw that there was another person sitting in the car. He was a big brother. When Xue Youka looked up at him, he happened to collide with the boy. look.

Cheng Yu was wiping his hands with his usual indifference, and the tearful mole on his cheek became a touch of his cold temperament.

Cheng Yu glanced at the little girl.

Xue Youka didn't recognize the child, but she was still a little bit timid, looking in other directions nervously with her bright eyes.

The car was filled with the aroma of fresh lychees.

Uncle Wei got on the bus and explained: "Xiaoyu, this little girl has fallen her leg and wants to go home. I drove her to the bus stop."

"I'm not a little girl." Xue Youka defended unhappily, trying to explain that he was a boy, but there was no way to explain what was going on with this skirt on his body. Speaking of skirts, it is necessary to talk about the operation. It turned out that the little brother cried because of pain, which is too shameful.

He was embarrassed to say.

"Hahaha." Weibo was amused. He saw that the little girl was young, but her speech was very clear and logical, and she was different from many children, so he asked, "Then you are not a little girl, but an adult? You? how old?"

"I... will be fifteen years old soon!" He gruffed and reported his age four years older. His mother said that children are easily targeted by swindlers, since they are all fifteen years old. Now, the trafficker has to weigh whether to kidnap him.

Weibo was a little surprised: "Are you fifteen years old?"

"Quick, almost full!" He was a little guilty, his eyes rolled.

Weibo laughed, and didn't break through: "There are lychees here, do you like to eat lychees?"

"Love..." Xue Youka wiped the corners of his eyes with a paper, and when he saw the lychee bag on the boy's side, he immediately shook his head, saying thank you, not wanting.

"My grandfather grows lychees at home. I have eaten them all day recently. I was wasted if I couldn't finish them."

"Is there lychees planted at home?" He motioned to Cheng Yu to distribute to the girl.

Cheng Yu pinched a lychee and handed it over, but she didn't look at him. Xue Youka raised her head and quietly stared at him for a few seconds, stretched out her hand to take it, and said thank you to her brother.

Cheng Yu did not answer, but put the lychees on the central armrest of the back seat of the car, meaning that he had to eat it by himself. His expression was his most common indifference.

Xue Yuka didn't go there. He was not uncommon at all, and said, "Uncle, you can come to my house to pick lychees. It's cheaper than the ones sold on the street."

"Okay, where do you live?"

When asked this question, Xue Youka immediately flinched: "The police, next to the police station..."

An old and a young chatting friendly, Cheng Yu's eyes turned to him inadvertently, looking down at the girl, her eyes were red, maybe she was crying too hard just now, her eyes are still covered with mist. The eyelashes are hanging down like a small fan, the small nose is also red, the white and tender face is small, looks soft, and the baby is fat, about less than 1.6 meters tall, maybe because of the leg injury. , The sitting posture is not elegant.

Soon, the car drove to the bus station, Weibo smiled and asked him: "Is home far away? Uncle will send you back?"

"Thank you, uncle, no need." Seeing the station, he felt relieved. Fortunately, he was not a trafficker. Xue Youka immediately opened the door and said to Uncle Na in a polite and obedient manner: "Goodbye, uncle, I will go to your house another day. , To return the money to you personally, and to return it to you."

"It's okay, be careful next time you go out, don't fall again."

Xue Youka nodded and closed the car door. Just after taking a step, he was dragged back by a resistance. The paper cup hanging between his legs shook a few times, and his face turned pale and he cried in pain.

"The skirt is pressed." Cheng Yu opened the door, and the hem of the floral skirt fell from the edge. Xue Youka looked up at him, pressed the skirt dimly with tears, and whispered thank you.

The boy's cold face softened for a while, and he said you're welcome.

The black car rubs shoulders with the bus.

"This little girl is beautiful and beautiful, and there are many beautiful people in the hills." Weibo casually reported the name of a female star, "She is from the hills."

Cheng Yu listened absently, but couldn't help thinking that just now, the little girl got out of the car and didn't pay attention, revealing a piece of white legs, as shiny as the peeled lychee in her hand.

It is very supportive.

There was no summer homework during Xiaoshengchu's vacation, but He Xiaoyou was strict with him. He bought a seventh-grade exercise book and teared up the answers to write for him.

He fished for three days and dried the net for two days. He only wrote a little. Seeing that he was about to hand in his homework, he had to hold the Buddha's feet temporarily and take it out.

Sitting in the car, Xue Youka held her schoolbag in her arms and Cheng Yu sat next to her. Chu Jin sat in the co-pilot and asked him, "Do you still have to study when you go out to play?"

"Mom gave me homework, I go home at night, she will check it."

Chu Jin: "It's so good. It's a homework for a few grades. Are there any ones who don't? If there are ones that don't, let my brother teach you."

Xue Youka said no.

Cheng Yu glanced at him.

Chu Jin still smiled: "My brother told his uncle, did you go to Qingzhou to buy a birthday present for your mother?"

Xue Youka nodded.

"Really filial."

"Uncle Chu, did you go to Qingzhou to see the exhibition?"

"It's a space art exhibition."

Xue Youka is not interested in art exhibitions. He heard the words: "Uncle Chu, what time do you finish watching the exhibition? I can take the bus to buy things, and I will look for you after I buy it, so it won't delay your business."

Chu Jin waved his hand: "How long can you buy something? I will buy it with you first, and let's go to the exhibition together."

This little girl didn't even have a cell phone. They took him to Qingzhou, how could it be possible for him to go wandering around by himself.

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