Back to girlhood years

Ye Fei takes Shen Wenya to the steps at the entrance of the auditorium, where no one usually comes. Ye Fei sits down and claps beside her to indicate that Shen Wenya also sits down.

"I'm straight to the point. I sympathize with you, but Yiyi is my friend. She hasn't been hurt by that beast. I hope you don't talk nonsense and ruin her reputation.".

"Poof," Shen Wenya couldn't help laughing, "celebrity? It's funny that you should use this word. Is it in your eyes that a person whose reputation has been destroyed like me must be extremely hateful and will publicize your friend's story everywhere for psychological comfort? "

Ye Feiding looked at her for a long time and said, "it's not so hateful, but because of the imbalance in my heart, you can pull another girl to hell.".

Shen Wenya's smile slowly faded, "how can I see it?"

"I was there when you bullied Du Meng in the toilet. I still remember what you said. You hated those good students, but at the same time, you envied them. Your character is very contradictory. People with this temperament are disorganized and easy to get angry. Maybe they will take it out on my friends when they are in a bad mood!"

"Ha ha, you think you are a psychological expert, and you still analyze my character." Shen Wenya was stunned for a moment, and then laughed. "As you say, I'm an indefinite time bomb, which can blow up your friends at any time. What else do you want to talk to me about? It depends on my mood. What can you do?"

"You may have overlooked one thing," Ye Fei said with the same look. "In this matter, we are equal. I'm not here to ask you, but to warn you. Don't forget, my friend has also seen with his own eyes about you and that beast. We won't say anything. I hope you don't either... "

"Say, I don't care if you just say it." the girl looked stubborn and determined, "I have nothing to be afraid of. My reputation has been destroyed long ago. Those people have arranged me as a woman without seeing it with their own eyes. They are not afraid of another rumor from you.".

Ye Fei slightly opened his eyes, "what's the matter?"

Shen Wenya heard Ye Fei's concern. After a few long breaths, she showed a bitter smile. "I didn't expect that I would have a chance to talk about this.".

"I just passed the mark line and got into the experimental high school. At that time, I thought I must study hard and try to get into an ideal school. I was introverted and didn't like to communicate with others. I didn't have many same-sex friends in my class. Maybe it was because I grew up well and the boys were very friendly to me. They would help me on duty, carry water and so on.", She drew a cigarette from her schoolbag and lit it. "Do you mind?"

Ye Fei shakes her head. She can't imagine that this girl used to be a good student.

"To tell you the truth, I was a little proud in my heart, and the teachers liked me very much. Oh, I was the representative of our geography class at that time. Did you guess what would happen next? "The girl laughed at herself.

"For me, who has never been a class cadre, I am very concerned about the position of the representative of this class. Although in grade one of senior high school, geography is only an optional minor. As a representative of the geography class, I had more chances to contact with that animal than others. Once, when there was no one in the office, he took my shoulder and shook my hand. He said that if he chose liberal arts as a sophomore in high school, he would take good care of me. At that time, I felt wrong and ran out with an excuse.

"Next thing, you can't think of it. I blame myself for being stupid." the girl flicked her cigarette ash with her fingernails. "I told one of my friends about it. At that time, I just wanted to find someone to talk to. I didn't think so much about it. As a result, ha ha, those words spread out somehow. No one said that beast's fault. Instead, they accused me one after another, saying that I deliberately pretended to be poor and made boys feel sorry. Now I still slander the teacher. I really think that I'm a beautiful woman with a beautiful country. Any man will be fascinated by himself. "

"I didn't expect that things would turn out like this. I'm stupid and can't say a word of refutation. Besides, the beast didn't do anything too much at that time, so I had to endure those rumors silently and think about it for a period of time.".

"After that, a boy confessed to me that he wanted me to be his girlfriend, but I refused. However, he became angry and said that I didn't pretend to be pure, but actually I didn't know how many boys I was having an affair with. I didn't want to explain, and then I was spoiled by that beast." the girl's voice slowly calmed down, "I can't say anything, I'm afraid no one will believe it, I'm even more afraid of the strange eyes of those people after I say it. It lasted for a year. The beast threatened me with photos from time to time. At the beginning, I knew I was afraid. Now I'm numb. Only when I was bitten by a dog, I can get rid of the devil's claw if I insist on it for another year.

"Why don't you tell your family?" Ye Fei is angry at her cowardice, but also loves her experience.

"Family? As for my parents' personality, if they knew, they would surely say why other girls are all right, but they just stare at you. They won't go to the trouble of that beast. For their reputation and my reputation, they don't dare to make it public at all. ".

If their children are sexually assaulted, for the sake of their children's future, parents will generally choose silence, because words are terrible. Just like Meng Yiyi's mother who knows her daughter has been molested, she also chooses silence. Ye Fei understands, but does not agree.

Those naive and beautiful female students will feel dirty about such things. It's a scandal that can't be disclosed. When it happens, they should only be dumb and say what can happen if they get rid of being laughed at. They are not sensible when they are young, but their parents actually think the same way.

Ye Fei clenched her fist angrily. She could feel the girl's sadness and helplessness. Even if this happened ten years later, there would still be many people blaming the girl who suffered. Let alone it's 2003, when people talk about sex.

"I know," Ye Fei stood up, "I will find a way to let that beast rope in the law, before that, I hope you don't talk about anything, Yiyi she is a very vulnerable child, not easy to escape, don't let your cowardice and darkness destroy a person.".

"I try my best", the girl sneers and looks sad. Ye Fei lifts her feet to leave. She knows that in a short time, the girl will not slander Yiyi.

"If one day you need to personally identify that animal, would you like to?"

Her answer was silence.

Ye Fei smiles bitterly. She should have known the answer.