Back to girlhood years

In fact, after breaking contact with Qin song, time is very hard. She always sleeps all night. Only in the dead of night can she take off her mask and think about him secretly. It's just that no one can talk about this kind of missing. We can only endure it by ourselves.

When doing physics problems, she would suddenly shake her mind, and think of the impatient look and slender fingers of the young man. He was so clever that he always thought she was stupid. He also learned the word "elm pimple" from old lady Lu. She always used this word to humiliate her, but his eyes were full of tenderness.

When she wants to throw up, she is always in a daze, wondering whether Qin song really existed, whether he was just a dream of his own, or whether her rebirth was just a daydream.

She forbeared and forbeared, and gradually accepted it, as if no one had left.

Later days, it seems that nothing, ye Fei as if nothing really happened, very calm every day.

Thunder was Ding Yingxun several times, finally no longer looking for ye Fei's trouble, but always with a kind of secluded eyes looking at her.

That day, thunder looked at her with this kind of eyes. Ye Fei looked up and asked, "do you need me to write your classmates' record for you?"

"I don't write that stuff. It's a friend's. I have their contact information in my mobile phone, but not a friend's. even if I write it, I won't read it. I'm not like you girls. I like things with empty head and brain..."

Listen to him, ye Fei only feel brain pain, "you call yourself Laozi, Ding Ying call yourself Laoniang, it's really a match made in heaven.".

"Of course," Thunderbolt said triumphantly

"Since you don't write your classmates, why do you come to me?" Ye Fei rubs her eyebrows and says, "it's really tiring to study.".

I'll tell you something.

His expression suddenly serious, ye Fei heart thump for a while, can't be about Qin song's things, she is to listen or not to listen to it.

"You say it Ye Fei's face looks like death, because she knows that since thunder comes to her, she can't help but listen.

"I was recruited by the pilot.".

Ye Fei's mouth twitched a few times, "congratulations.".

"But my wish is to be a navy", thunder is very melancholy.

"None of my business", ye Fei rolled a huge white eye, got up and went to the door.

"I am very tangled. I think you are not the most enlightening person. You can enlighten me, my grandfather..."

Thunder followed up and said, "not only did my grandfather say that, but Qin song also said that, but..."

Ye Fei was angry. She turned around and yelled out word by word, "enlighten me, do you believe I'll cut you?" she said, wiping her neck, and then turned away.

Thunder shrank his neck and was stunned for a moment before he realized what had happened. He seemed to have mentioned Qin song's name just now.

The last days passed quickly, and the countdown sign finally turned into a single digit number, nine, eight, seven, six. On the sixth day to the last, a girl in the next class rolled down the stairs. I heard that it was because she was still reading while walking and didn't notice the steps. The girl fell into a coma. The doctor meant that she didn't know when to wake up. It was up to God. The girl's parents collapsed on the spot. If she missed the college entrance examination, her efforts of more than ten years would be in vain.

Ye Fei is not clear about the follow-up development, and she has no time to pay attention to other people's affairs. She is making the final adjustment.

Others are in a hurry and panic, but ye Fei is calm. Sooner or later, this day will come. It's useless to be afraid.

But old lady Lu looked at her silence and thought she was under a lot of pressure. When she was studying in the evening, she talked to Ye Fei.

"I remember a line in the movie" Ender's game ": one day when everything is not ready, just go on when you are ready!"

Ye Fei smiles. Yes, yes. She always knows that there is no such thing as safe in the world.

Old lady Lu poured a glass of water for ye Fei, and then took out a large glass bottle, "this is the honey from one of my former students. It's a honey from my own family. It's pure natural. Try it.".

Ye Fei quickly thanks. When the water is ready, she takes it to taste and asks, "honey of Sophora japonica?"

"Yes," old lady Lu was very happy. "I didn't expect you could taste it. It's very fragrant, right?".

Ye Fei nods. It's really natural. It's not too sweet, but it's delicious.

"Although I urge you to study every day and say that the college entrance examination is so important, in fact," old lady Lu's voice inexplicably lowered a degree. "The biggest stupidity in life is to bet all your happiness on one node. In fact, every node has its beauty, and the success of the college entrance examination is just to make it icing on the cake. If it is not achieved, it will not fall into the abyss. For example, the classmate who gave me honey went to an agricultural university because of the failure of the college entrance examination. He was always depressed. But after graduation, because of his understanding of agricultural products, he started the wholesale business of agricultural products. After he had the capital, he began to improve and introduce new varieties. Now he has no idea how good his life is. Every time he came, he said, "Mr. Lu, if I hadn't failed in the college entrance examination, I would never have known that I still had this potential. What a blessing in disguise.".

"We all like to see the college entrance examination as a bridge of life, a stepping stone to success, and a watershed of class. But in fact, you have only done a few papers. Just be normal. No one will like you less because you get less marks in the college entrance examination.".

Ye Fei nodded her head like a pound of garlic. She thought she had lived two lives, and she could see everything more clearly than others. However, some of the truth must be understood through certain experience. What old lady Lu said is her valuable experience in teaching for decades.

Those who really love you will not change their love for you because of your score in the college entrance examination, nor will they leave you alone because you are mentally ill, such as Yu Huilan and Qin song.

When it comes to Yu Huilan, she originally wanted to rent a house next to the school to take care of Ye Fei's life. The reason she gave the school was that she was afraid that ye Fei's illness would recur. Although old lady Lu didn't know what ye Fei's illness was, she took a long rest last year, nodded and agreed, and applied for an access card for ye Fei. However, she was rejected by Ye Fei. Living in school is an atmosphere. She doesn't want to get rid of this learning atmosphere. Yu Huilan is worried. Ye Fei comforts her. Don't worry, my illness will never happen again.

It's not her boasting. She's so strong in psychology that she won't frown even if she goes skydiving. As a result, she accepts both good and bad.

If it's good, everyone will be happy. If it's not good, it's nothing. She can make life a little better through her efforts.