Back to girlhood years

Ye Fei wakes up with swollen eyelids and chills. Fortunately, she doesn't have class today and has enough time to take good care of herself. She struggles to get up, pours a glass of water for herself and drinks it slowly. Her swollen throat feels better. She takes out her mobile phone and looks at the time. The screen still stays on the page of the call record.

4: 30, my husband. It's 33 minutes.

It turned out that it was not a dream. Qin song really broke up with her and gave her a long reason.

They had been separated for a year, but they never said the word "break up". Both of them are partial rational people, and will not always talk about breaking up. Now he said it, which means that he really wants to break up, so she agreed.

Ye Fei put down her glass and suddenly thought of a sentence she had seen two days ago: you and I are like dewdrops and dewdrop bearing grass. We can cuddle up in the early morning, but with the rising of the sun, either you leave me or I leave you quietly.

Ye Fei drank water for half a day before she remembered that she didn't take any medicine. She found out yesterday's medicine from the drawer. When she was ready to take it, she remembered that the doctor said that she would take it after dinner, otherwise it would stimulate her stomach. She wanted to put down the medicine and go out to buy something to eat. Who knows, with a shake of her hand, the pills suddenly scattered on the ground, yellow, green, red, black, like rainbow candy.

Ye Fei squats down to pick up the pills one by one. When she gets up, her head touches the corner of the table. She bares her teeth in pain. When her nose is sour, tears flow down. She knows that what Qin song says is true, so she is so sad.

"When I was a child, because my parents were not around and my grandfather was very busy, I was eccentric and stubborn since I was a child. I must get what I want, no matter what method I use. In order to let my mother look at me more, I tried my best to cram physics and finally got into her favorite university; In order to let you achieve your wish, I control my temper and patiently tutor for you; For you, I hit people, hit other people's cars, shoot people, and turn against my family. I dare to do anything. I don't think it's anything. Ye Fei, from the very beginning, I made up my mind to be with you forever. So when my family forced me, I resisted with them and didn't spend any money on them. Then I began to plan. I broke the business and forced my grandfather to accept you. But ye Fei, I regret it! "

His voice was filled with uncontrollable sadness. Yefei bit by bit plucked his nails and said nothing. The black hole in his heart became bigger and bigger.

"My grandfather was admitted to the intensive care unit two days ago. This is his second stroke. The doctor was almost in critical condition. My father pressed me to the door and knelt down. He said, "Qin song, no matter how you make trouble, I don't care. I don't care about power and status. But when you do this, have you ever thought about your grandfather, who has raised you for 20 years?"

Ye Fei's breathing almost stagnated. She didn't know that grandfather Qin was so ill.

"My friend and I talked about a cooperation that was almost finished, but the other party changed his mind and found another company. Later I learned the reason. Those people are willing to cooperate with me not because of how good my project is, but because I am the grandson of the Qin family. The attitude of my friends who started a business with me has also changed. After 20 years of flattery, I've been ridiculed and ridiculed. I'm not surprised by honor or disgrace. In the past, I envied the ordinary and ordinary life of others. I thought it was the fireworks in the world, trivial and beautiful. Now I realize that the ordinary is full of smoke and fire. People in it are not necessarily happy. They have to sacrifice too many things, such as dignity. What I can't give up is dignity. I don't have the power of the Qin family, I'm nothing. "

Ye Fei could hardly hear her breathing. She kept lying on her side and quietly listened to the voice on the phone.

"My grandfather is right. We are people from two different worlds. We will not be happy together. Maybe we should say that the price of happiness is too high. If I had realized this earlier, it would not have happened."

Ye Fei hung up the phone, as if having a dream. In the dream, Qin Song said a lot of words, which were longer than his composition. She said to herself that she had a fever and her brain was not clear. How could Qin song talk to her at such a long time and use a lot of words with depth? However, dream and reality are opposite.

It was not a dream.

Originally, it was just a common cold, but it lasted for two weeks. First, she had a fever again and again, and then she began to cough. Her cough was painful. At that time, her appetite was very poor. When she was completely good, she was almost out of shape. Fortunately, the weather was cold and she wore more clothes, which was not so exaggerated.

Everyone in the dormitory knows that she broke up with Qin song. Shen Er scolds Qin song for a long time, and then pesters Da Yong to introduce her to Ye Fei. Ye Fei politely refuses, but Shen Er refuses: "the best way to treat a broken relationship is to start a new relationship. Elder sister, I'm good for you."

Ye Fei was busy looking up the information, but she didn't lift her head. "Do you think I'm lovelorn?" Then he took out another book and turned it over.

Shen Er thought about it seriously and said, "it was very similar when you were sick. Xiao Si repeatedly told me not to mention Qin song's name in front of you, for fear that you would not be able to bear the stimulation and aggravate the illness. It's not like these days. I'm walking like a raging wind. I smile more brightly than Lin San. I eat more than I do. Well, my homework is perfect. "

"So, don't worry about me, my heart has always been very big, isn't it lovelorn, life in the world, not lovelorn several times, I'm sorry to walk in the world," Ye Fei rubbed sour glasses, took an eye from the drawer, put it on, turned to see Shen er is still looking at her, white her eye, "don't you say a brave go to the cinema, how clothes haven't changed!"

"Ah," Shen Er screamed and got into the wardrobe. Ye Fei's ears were finally clear.

When she had a fever, she was wondering why she was not particularly sad. She was so fond of someone and watched him leave. She was not heartbroken, or heartbroken, and her grief was greater than her heart death. Was it because she had lived two lives and looked at everything, or was it because she had been prepared?

She can't say it clearly, but in the dead of night, she thought that the person who guarded her heart was gone like this. Her heart felt like a piece had been dug out and stirred slowly with a thin needle. Every beat of her heart was faintly painful, as if it would never stop for a lifetime.