Back to girlhood years

Ye Fei's bedroom has a large bay window. The curtain is selected by Yu Huilan. The first layer is made of cotton and hemp with purple flowers. The second layer is made of white gauze curtain with lace. The desk is covered with a lake blue cushion. At this time, ye Fei is sitting on it in a daze. To be exact, she is thinking about life events.

The sunlight hits Ye Fei's face through the white gauze, which is not like the scorching heat of summer. The appropriate temperature makes people drowsy. A corner of the curtain is raised, which envelops Ye Fei. Her expression is more and more confused. At this time, her brain has two villains in a fight. One is either you die or I die.

From returning home last night to now, ye Fei has been struggling with one thing, which is how she should choose between fate and family.

Ye Changhe's various performances show that he has a good feeling for He Ping, but it seems that the situation has not yet reached the point of indulgence. If she breaks the case now, ye Changhe will not admit it, and it is likely to backfire. Maybe he will push Ye Changhe to He Ping's side. What will her mother do then. Yu Huilan is a kind but cowardly person. How can she face her husband's infidelity? Will she be as angry as she was in the last life? But if she doesn't expose it, how can she monitor and destroy the "adulterers and prostitutes"? She thinks for a long time. It seems that the only way is to transfer to He Ping's class.

The biggest problem is that He Ping is now an English teacher in Meng Yiyi's class, which means she has to transfer back to the science class. She worked hard for so long, struggled for so long, forced herself to give up everything in the past, chose the liberal arts class, and asked her to go back to study science. She really didn't have the courage. She clearly knew the consequences of her study of Science in the last life. Did she really want to repeat the mistakes.

But if she doesn't turn back, what about her mother and her family? Do you want her to watch their mother and daughter abandoned? She also thought that she was no longer Ye Fei in the last life. Even if ye Changhe didn't want them, she would not let herself and her mother fall into a miserable situation, but she didn't want to make peace after all. What she wanted was not a choice, but both in her own hands.

Ye Fei hugs her knee in pain and buries her head deeply in her knee. She seems to have walked into a dead end. No matter how she chooses, it's wrong.

"Feifei, you are not going to cram school today?" Yuhuilan feel strange, this almost ten o'clock, ye Fei how still stay in his bedroom, no point of departure.

"Oh, I'm a little uncomfortable today, so I won't go." Ye Fei's voice is feeble. It really sounds like a sick person.

The door squeaked open, and Yu Huilan came in with a cup of hot water. "What's wrong? Do you want to go to the hospital? "

Ye Fei reluctantly pulled the corner of his mouth, "it's OK, maybe yesterday's lobster ate too much, some stomach discomfort, a hungry meal is OK.".

"You girl, how old are you? You don't know how hungry and full you are. Come and drink this cup of hot water. I'll make some porridge for you at noon," said Yu Huilan. Suddenly she remembered something and turned around to go out. "I remember that Hawthorn can help digest. I'll take some for you.".

"Mom", ye Fei grabs Yu Huilan's arm, light brown eyes in a cluster of startling flames, "losing me and losing my father, which one will make you more painful?"

Yu Huilan was stunned for a moment, knocked off Ye Fei's arm and forced to smile. "What's wrong with you, you girl? What's the problem you're asking? Isn't it from which book

"Mom, you would choose dad, right?" Yuhuilan didn't answer directly, but let Yefei see through her real thoughts. At this moment, Yefei only felt cold all over, but she didn't blame yuhuilan. She even made countless excuses for her in her heart. The saddest thing is that she found that she actually understood her mother.

I remember a story. The professor asked a woman to write down on the blackboard the names of the 20 most difficult people in her life. The woman did so. She wrote about her parents, relatives, friends and so on.

The professor said, "now please cross out the person you think is the least important." the woman crossed out the name of a friend.

The professor said, "please cross out another one." the woman crossed out the name of a relative.

The professor said, "please cross out another one." the woman did as she did. At last, there were only three people left on the blackboard, her mother, her children and her husband.

At this time, the woman finally realized something. Her hands began to tremble. When the professor asked to cross out a person's name again, she hesitated and struggled for a long time. She raised her chalk and crossed out her mother's name.

"Please cross out one more," the professor said again.

The woman looked at the name on the blackboard and burst into tears. It seemed that after a century, she held up her chalk and crossed out her child's name. Then she cried bitterly.

The professor seemed not surprised at all. He calmly handed the tissue to the woman and said, "now let's talk about your reasons.".

The woman dried her tears, looked at her husband outside the house, and said slowly, "I know that the people closest to me in the world should be my parents and my children. If my husband is gone, I can still find him. But as time goes on, my parents will leave me first, and my children will leave me when they grow up. Only my husband can really accompany me through my life.".

"Don't feel sorry, I've done this experiment countless times, and you're not the only one to make such a choice." the professor said nothing more, leaving a group of sighing spectators.

Ye Fei has never doubted the truth of this story. From the perspective of a woman, especially a Chinese woman, this result is inevitable. It is not cruel, but a fact.

"I also think it's weird to ask this question. Forget it, I'll just ask it casually." Ye Fei restrained all her emotions, "and I don't eat hawthorn. It's too sour. I want to eat Jianwei Xiaoshi tablets. Can you help me buy them? Mom? "

Yu Huilan nodded her forehead and said: "you ah, you were shouting about losing weight some time ago, but now you are eating your stomach. I really want to tell you what to do."

Ye Fei spits out her tongue. She is just like this. Since she was born again, she has tried her best to restrain herself, and her heart is full of trouble.

After Yu Huilan left, ye Fei collapsed on the bed and closed her eyes powerlessly. The first picture that appeared in front of her was that old man Lin was pointing at her nose and scolding her. She sobbed and asked for help. No one was willing to help her. There was a physics textbook soaked in tears on the table. She suddenly opened her eyes, panting to drive the picture out of her mind, and then she thought of a sentence, heaven has a way, you don't go, hell has no way, you come.