Barracks of Rebirth

?? At 8 o'clock, Xin'an shuffled into the office like every day, turned on the computer, boiled water, and cleaned up the scattered documents on the desktop.

When Ji Xin'an carried the kettle and poured water into the cup, the other two people in the office came to work one after another when the clock had gone for a quarter of an hour.

The three of them just smiled at each other as a greeting, Ji Xinan sat back at her place and started chasing the novels that were updated in the middle of the night last night but hadn't come to read yet.

Sitting across from Ji Xin'an was Sister Xiao, who was about to retire. As soon as she sat down for a while, she heard a loud voice from her loud headset, "Play your cards!" Thank you for all the flowers I've been waiting for'. As soon as she heard it, she knew that she was fighting the landlord again. She had been playing this game for almost two years, and she was quite persistent.

Next to Ji Xin'an, Shi An, who is not much older, has been calling him Shishi. I don't know what online game he changed today, and he is starting to kill from Novice Village excitedly.

This is the beginning of a day's work for three people in this office. In such a public institution, as long as the people in the unit do not resign or do anything that violates the law, they can basically guarantee you to retire. No matter how well you do, no one will ever fire you. This also results in more people coming in and fewer people going out every year. After all, there are a lot of people who retire, and the students who graduate from schools in the system every year and the children of employees of the unit who join the army and transfer to work in the unit can only use N to calculate.

The result of this is that basically every department is seriously overstaffed, and several people do the work of one person, so the workload is pitiful, but you can't sit there every day in a daze, you can only find things to do by yourself, anyway, as long as you don't do too much Exaggerated things, no one will care.

Ji Xin'an is the youngest in this department. Now, in addition to doing some of her own work every day, she also does some errands that no one wants to do. But there is still a lot of free time. In my spare time, I just sit in front of the computer and read novels, and I just pass by. It's not just her, everyone is like this, there is no passion, no ideals, helplessness, indifference, and then retire after a long time, and it seems that life will be very fast.

In fact, Ji Xinan once had ideals.

'Yes! I have had ideals too. ' Ji Xin'an was watching a book where the heroine was willing to give up a comfortable life for the sake of her ideals, and she thought of herself. 'But this ideal is really a long time ago, just like a previous life. ’

Ji Xinan once wanted to be a soldier, this thought seems strange, after all, it is rare for a girl to have such an idea, but Ji Xinan has always had this idea since she was a child.

But with the passage of time and when it is really impossible to achieve, Ji Xinan can only hide it in the deepest part of his heart.

She also had the opportunity to achieve it. When she graduated from junior high school, her grades were not good, and she was in a period of rebellion. After graduation, she did not want to continue studying. The family wanted her to join the army. After two or three years as a soldier, she could go to work directly, and she didn't have to worry about finding a job. But female soldiers are not so easy to become. First, if you have money, a male soldier may spend ten or twenty thousand dollars, but a female soldier may double it several times. The second is to have someone, because there are too few places, there is no one in the army who cannot be qualified.

Ji Xin'an's family had no money and no one, so of course it was nothing. After that, she went to the corresponding school in the system. Although even college students are not included, there are still internal policies in some places. Female employees of the unit can receive it. After graduation, Ji Xinan successfully got a job, and it was quite easy. It took ten, ten years, only eight years for the War of Resistance and only three years for the War of Liberation. And Ji Xinan spent ten years proving only one thing - ordinary.

Ji Xinan, who was getting more and more bored, turned off the computer and looked up at his watch. It was only ten o'clock, and it was more than an hour before get off work, but he still picked up the phone and the keys, threw them into the bag, and told Sister Xiao opposite. : "Sister Xiao, I'm leaving first! Call me if you have anything!"

Sister Xiao teased her without even raising her head: "Let's go, let's go, if I have anything to do with you, hurry up and find a handsome guy to fall in love with!"

Ji Xinan said nothing, smiled, picked up the bag and walked out. Ji Xinan is 29 years old this year, and she is going to be the third person immediately. She is still single. She also had a vigorous relationship.

Because the school Ji Xinan went to was not a high school, the school did not oppose falling in love. The situation was similar to that of a university. There were more or less couples in each class. At that time, Ji Xinan and her boyfriend Zheng Yuan were the best. The famous couple, the love affair between the two people is well known to the whole school, they are the envy of the boys and girls in the school, and they are unanimously optimistic about it.

When they graduated, the two planned to be together, but despite their efforts, they were unsuccessful, and they separated. At that time, the two reluctantly boarded their respective trains home.

Ji Xinan was very confident in this relationship when they separated. After all three years of relationship, the two plan to work for a period of time, find a way to be transferred together, and then get married.

But the idea is beautiful, the reality is cruel. The beautiful society outside is too tempting for those who have just walked out of school.

When Ji Xinan, who was planning to surprise her boyfriend with infinite thoughts, appeared in front of her boyfriend's house, she saw two naked bodies on the bed.

It turns out that distance not only produces beauty but also produces mistresses.

Ji Xinan, whose heart seemed to be torn apart, ran home without looking back, and fell ill immediately, which lasted for a week.

Ji Xinan never mentioned this boyfriend again after her illness. Although no one could see anything different from her after that, she never fell in love since then.

Later, I inadvertently saw the ins and outs of this incident in a chat log in the class group. In fact, it couldn't be simpler. Zheng Yuan just reported to the work unit and was spotted by the daughter of the top leader within a few days, and then It's a stalking pursuit.

Zheng Yuan's line of defense lasted only a month before it fell. The two secretly started dating behind Ji Xin'an's back. Later, when Ji Xin'an found out, their three-year relationship with Ji Xin'an came to an end, and they were together publicly, and soon got married. Although we all know that Zheng Yuan doesn't love her, so what can he do!

If there is not a lot of love, then there is a lot of money, maybe a lot of money in Zheng Yuan's heart is enough.

And Ji Xinan had many colleagues and friends who introduced her to a few, but Ji Xinan always lacked interest. That love really scared her. The three-year relationship is not as tempting as the vanity fair. How could she open her heart and hand herself over to a blind date who she didn't know at all, so everyone saw that she was not interested, and she was no longer interested in being a matchmaker.

29 years old, if singles of this age in big cities like Beijing and Shanghai are still young, they can’t be called leftover women, but in such a city that has already begun to modernize but is not very big, it seems a bit embarrassing. , People of this age here, children go to kindergarten everywhere. So she is not worried, but the people around her are worried for her.

Ji Xin'an, who came out of the office, didn't go home directly, but ran to the shops on the street.

Ji Xinan's phone suddenly rang when she walked out of a specialty store after trying on the shirt. She stretched out her hand and took it out of her bag to see that it was Zou Ze, who had not been in contact for a long time.

"Hello, hello!" Although they used to have a very good relationship, they hadn't been in touch for a long time, so they were very polite.

"It's Ji Xin'an! You're so polite, you don't know who I am!" Zou Ze on the other end of the phone mocked.

"How can you not know who you are! Zou is a musician! What good is it that you have not found me for so long?" Zou Ze is a musician and graduated from a relatively famous music academy. I have always considered myself a musician.

"Of course it's a good thing to find you. I'm getting married next Sunday." Although he said that, the voice coming from the receiver was not happy at all.

"This is really a good thing! You should be happy, why are you so helpless?"

"What are you happy about! It's not like that, my grandfather insists on getting me married at my age, so what about me! Obey orders and obey orders, and choose the ones that are pleasing to the eye. Anyway, there is no one I love. It doesn't matter who you are." Although Zou Ze looked like he was completely absent, he also revealed a hint of helplessness.

Although I sympathized with him, I couldn't say anything comforting. "Anyway, if you're going to get married, be nice to others. A girl will be entrusted to you in her whole life, and you have to be responsible."

"Okay, I see. I will treat her well. You are about to have a fight with my menopausal mother."

"I said do you still want me to go?"

"Don't, don't, you will definitely come."

"Okay, as long as I'm alive, I'll definitely go, okay?"

"What are you talking about! Well, I have to inform the others. Let's talk when you come!"

"bye."

Ji Xin'an, who put down her phone, raised her head and suddenly saw a car running out of control onto the sidewalk, and a five- or six-year-old girl was standing in front of the car.

Ji Xinan rushed over without thinking. Her subconscious thought was to pounce on the little girl and then roll to the side together, but her mind was always faster than her body, so she only threw the little girl out. She didn't rush to dodge, but the car that rushed over suddenly knocked her out.

At that moment, Ji Xin'an felt that the surrounding noise seemed to disappear all of a sudden, and it became quiet. I don't feel anything, not even pain.

But she knew her life had come to an end. At this time, I was very sober and thought, 'It turns out that life is only so short, I haven't done anything yet, and I can't talk about career and love now. Even his parents have not been filial piety, I don't know how sad they are when they leave. If I could do it all over again, I would definitely live a different life. ' and then lost consciousness