Barracks of Rebirth

?? After a few days off, it will be the day to go back to school. Ji Xinan was happy because the master came back, and he forgot all about it. He only remembered it when the teacher called, and kept apologizing, but The head teacher was not angry, but told her cheerfully that she was the first in the grade.

Ji Xinan was just happy for a while when she heard the news, and then went back to her own business.

But she forgot that it doesn't mean that everyone has forgotten. Yu Yao has been in a bad state since the New Year's Day party, and when she read the results after anti-school, her mood fell to the bottom. He was surpassed by an inconspicuous Ji Xinan, and his heart was full of powerlessness.

In the days that followed, I was in no mood to do anything, and I hadn't even touched my favorite piano for several days. Every day, I either stay at home by myself or just sit in an unoccupied corner.

Today, I unknowingly walked to the training ground where she would never come. Looking at the noisy crowd, I suddenly felt that I had no sense of existence compared to them.

"Yaoyao, why are you here? Don't you like fighting and killing the most?" Guo Rong was also very surprised to see Yu Yao. It was the first time she saw Yu Yao here, and she usually let her come here. will not come.

"Aunt Rong, you're really lively here." Yu Yao gestured to her, trying to smile, but only showed a wry smile on her face.

"What's the matter, Yaoyao, go to Aunt Rong's room and sit for a while." Guo Rong saw that her face was a little ugly and her body was shaking, so she wanted to pull her into the office to warm up.

"Yeah." She nodded and followed Guo Rong in, taking the hot water poured for her and holding it in her hands.

"Yaoyao, what happened, if you trust Aunt Rong, tell me." He took another thick clothes and put them on her.

"Aunt Rong,..." As soon as she opened her mouth to say something, she couldn't control it any longer, and she fell into Guo Rong's arms and burst into tears.

"Cry, cry, you'll be fine after crying." Guo Rong hugged her and patted her gently, without saying anything, just waiting for her to vent slowly.

After crying for a while, Yu Yao finally calmed down, "Aunt Rong, do you think I'm useless?"

"How come, who doesn't know that our Yaoyao is the best, good at studying and playing the piano, but also sensible and obedient. If such an excellent girl dares to say that Yaoyao is useless, it is either a problem with her eyes or a problem with her head. ." Guo Rong smiled and wiped her face with a towel.

"How can it be like what you said!" Guo Rong smiled through tears, and her face was slightly red with embarrassment.

"Why not, I'm telling the truth." Guo Rong saw her smile and was finally relieved.

"But... it's not now, I'm not the best now." Yu Yao lowered her head.

"Yaoyao, I know that you strive to be the first in everything, but don't take this as a burden. There are still many meaningful things in life. If you take being the first as your only goal, you will miss a lot of wonderful things. So don't take the ranking too seriously." Guo Rong thought she was just like this because she failed the exam, so she smiled and comforted her.

"It's different, Auntie Rong, if someone who worked harder and worked harder than me surpassed me, I would be convinced, but this time the person is really..." Yu Yao lowered her head in frustration. .

"If you are only sad because she surpassed you without your efforts, then you shouldn't. In this world, there are too many unfair things. This is just a small injustice." Guo Rong felt even more amused. , I feel like a child after all, so sad just for such a trivial matter.

"But I'm not reconciled. How much have I paid for these? I don't dare to slack off every day, whether in class or when I go home, so that I get the first place every time. I have been practicing the piano since I was five years old, and I have never stopped for so many years. Yes, she has already passed the ninth grade, but why can't I compare to her? She obviously doesn't listen to anything in class. I even saw her reading other books in class, and she couldn't even see her name during the entrance exam. But in just one semester, she surpassed me, and she was far worse than me in playing the piano after only a few months, but she could write her own songs at the New Year's Day party and then play and sing by herself. It seems that in this world There is nothing she can't do." Yu Yao vented all the depression in her heart at once.

After a pause, he couldn't help but continued to say, "And Zou Ze can only see her now. She was caught by the teacher in a daze and called to the podium to do the problem. She did it. Zou Ze didn't think she didn't listen to her in class, but praised her for her greatness. She wanted to learn the violin. Zou Ze went to Uncle Liu's place to grind it for a month. He wanted to give her the best violin from him. I'm about to take an exam, put down her homework, and accompany her to change the score and practice the piano. She doesn't care about everything, but she does everything so well. I work so hard in everything, but I can't beat her in everything, but why do they only look at the results? !"

Yu Yao said these thoughts that even her best friend never said, and her expression gradually became a little distorted, "I am envious of her, jealous of her, and even hate her a little bit, without her, I would still be the best. ."

"Yu Yao, you hate her not because her grades are better than yours and she can play and sing, but because of Zou Ze!" Guo Rong said it directly, she watched them grow up, Yu She can still guess some of Yao's thoughts, but she doesn't want Yu Yao to keep thinking like this, it's not a good thing for anyone.

"Aunt Rong, I ````" Yu Yao lowered her head after being told what was on her mind.

"Yaoyao, jealousy can sometimes promote a person's progress, but sometimes it can ruin a person. You don't want her to be better than you, but it's not wrong for you to want to be the first, but she doesn't do anything wrong even though she doesn't work as hard as you. "Guo Rong thought that she should do something now that she knew it.

"But before her, I was always the best, Zou Ze... Although he was not lukewarm to me, he wouldn't be like a stranger like he is now." Yu Yao raised her head unwillingly.

"Yu Yao, you are a descendant of a soldier. What a soldier does is upright and fair. If you are not reconciled, you can compare with her in an upright and fair manner." Guo Rong saw that persuading her in this way was not the way to go, so she changed her tactics.

"Compare with her, can I... OK?" Yu Yao seemed to have lost confidence in herself.

"Why not, our Yaoyao is the best, and not everyone sees the results, but someone will see your efforts. Besides, she is not omnipotent, it is impossible for everything to be so good, there is always the same you It will be better than her." Guo Rong saw that she was a little loose, and smiled and thought, maybe bad things can be turned into good things.

Yu Yao listened and was silent for a moment, "Aunt Rong, maybe you are right, I should compare her with integrity, I will not be worse than her." The voice was leisurely, but with some firmness.

"Yes, this is what we soldiers should do." Guo Rong finally smiled. "Is it still cold, let me pour you another cup of hot water!"

"No, I'll be leaving after a while." Yu Yao put down the cup and felt that she was getting warmer, so she wanted to leave.

"Don't leave in a hurry, you've never been here before, so I'll show you around after a while." Guo Rong didn't plan to let her go like this, at least only after she was happy. rest assured.

"Yeah!" Yu Yao smiled and nodded.

Because Yu Yao has never been very interested in these things, she has never been here. When Guo Rong took her to see these female soldiers who were training or fighting, they now seem to have a different kind of charm. Take a look at them slowly. Going down, he couldn't help showing an interested smile.

"How is it, not bad!" Guo Rong smiled when she saw that she was starting to pay attention.

"Well, I never thought that girls could be like this. They are awesome." Yu Yao's eyes showed a strange look. Her parents taught her that girls should be quiet, ladylike, and temperamental, and let her play the piano since she was a child. It is to accompany her to develop a girl with temperament, she has always thought so, but she never thought that a girl could have such a side.

"Instructor Guo, where has An An gone? Why haven't I seen her for so many days?" At this time, a female private soldier who had just come off the stage saw Guo Rong coming over to her.

"Her master just came back a few days ago, and she's been pestering him to shoot!" Guo Rong was also happy when she mentioned Ji Xin'an, and she hadn't seen her for several days, she really thought about it. .

"This girl has gone crazy." The man also sighed and left.

"Aunt Rong, who is An An!" Yu Yao intuitively thought of Ji Xin An, but it was a little unlikely when she thought about it.

"A little girl about the same age as you, who wants to be a soldier, comes to follow me for training every day." Guo Rong said to her casually.

"You want to be a soldier at such a young age?" Yu Yao was surprised to hear this.

"Yeah, I thought she was only fresh for two and a half days, but I didn't expect her to persist for so long." Guo Rong now appreciates her more and more.

"What's her name, maybe it's our classmate!" Yu Yao was also interested.

"Ji Xin'an."

Yu Yao was stunned for a moment, but then fell into silence.