Barracks of Rebirth

The elimination of Yao Wenhao and Luo Jiayi may have stimulated Ji Xinan, making her more active to look for opportunities to defeat the red side, feeling that only by doing so will their sacrifices be worthwhile.

Until it was dark, this time none of the three mentioned the matter of rest.

When it got dark, it might be a disadvantage for others, but it was different for the three of them. One was because Ji Xinan was like day in the dark, and the other was because only the three of them were left, but in the woods it was even worse. flexible.

It was the last night anyway, and there was no need to save energy anymore.

One night, the three of them frequently attacked each other, but the three of them were completely intact, so that everyone who was attacked by them secretly hated, and they suffered a loss but did not get anything cheap.

"Did they catch up?" Zou Ze asked Ji Xin'an without looking back. After three days, he was used to asking Ji Xin'an everything at night.

Although she didn't explain anything, several people were tacitly aware of it, so now they asked her while running, knowing that she couldn't see it, so she didn't even look back.

"It's long gone, rest for a while." Ji Xinan just turned around to look at it. They should be looking at the darkness and the complicated terrain, so they didn't dare to chase after them, but for the sake of safety, they took them with them. Run for a while.

"Oh, my mother, I can finally take a rest. I feel that my legs are not mine anymore. I have never been so tired." .

I feel that I was never so tired during military training. I knew that I would not be lazy, and now it is not like a girl can't match it. It's more humiliating.

"An An, you said how many people we can 'kill' in the past three days, I have never counted how many." Zou Ze said with a smile, quite a sense of accomplishment, after all, they were facing Gao and the others for many years. The seniors who have held guns longer than them have been in school longer than them.

"Mine must have surpassed last year's. It was twenty yesterday, but I haven't counted it since then." Ouyang Shujie said rather proudly, "Look at what Ouyang Shuxue said to me this time. , The grades are all here, if she dares to say that I don't look like a soldier, I will have a good talk with her."

Both of them laughed when they saw how angry he was, but they thought in their hearts that even if he killed so many opponents, he still didn't look like a soldier, but neither of them said anything to attack him.

"It will be dawn in a few hours, and the exercise will be over." Zou Ze looked at the military watch he was wearing and said to the two of them. He was also looking forward to it. The 'enemy they killed' was considered to be an extraordinary performance. If you can persist until the end, even if you lose, there is nothing to regret.

"I didn't expect that we could hold on for so long. It's really not easy." Ouyang Shujie said with emotion, feeling that Ji Xin'an was a born soldier. Once on the battlefield, it would be different from usual. , Although I usually know that she is very good, but I didn't expect that the first time I participated in the exercise, she would perform so well that he couldn't even admire her.

"Didn't you kill more than a dozen people last year, why didn't you say anything?" Ji Xinan asked strangely, intuitively thinking that since he said so, it shouldn't be a problem to persist for three days, so I listened to it. His words felt a little strange.

"Uh..." Ouyang Shujie was a little embarrassed to hear this, "Well, I killed more than a dozen people, but I also quit on the first day, and our group, like me, was eliminated on the first day. , I haven't even spent the night in the woods, so I just went back to live in a tent."

"What is the situation, how could the entire army be wiped out, and it's the first day." Zou Ze was also taken aback.

"At that time, we were surrounded, and no one came to support us. We could only break through by ourselves. The people I killed were also killed during the breakout, but in the end, we didn't break out. It’s because of other people’s success.” Ouyang Shujie said, feeling helpless, he always felt that in addition to his bad luck that time, the blue army’s plan was too failed, and when they were surrounded, their own people No one came to their rescue when they heard the gunshots.

They all thought about how they could escape for three days and complete the exercise, but they didn't think about it either. The rule of the exercise was that the more people who killed the opponent would win. Even if they really survived and all their teammates died, what's the point? .

If it's a cartoon now, I think Ji Xin'an's face must be full of black lines. No wonder Ouyang Shuxue said that his last exercise was a blind cat meeting a dead mouse, so it wasn't all nonsense.

With so many people surrounding them, with Ouyang Shujie's marksmanship, it would be strange if he couldn't fight so many.

"Then how many people did you have last year?" Zou Ze asked again.

"Don't mention it, the team of hundreds of people didn't even reach dozens in the end, and there were still many people who didn't get a single shot. You can imagine how they escaped these three days." Ouyang Shujie said with a wry smile. Before, whether it was my father or Ouyang Shuchi, I thought he was useless, but I always thought I couldn't. I wasn't born to be a soldier. It would be a waste to come here, but I didn't expect that I would be considered excellent compared to them. .

When the two heard it, they were a little helpless, and they were also very disdainful of such people. They were soldiers, and their mission was to destroy each other more, but they hid in order to allow themselves to 'survive'. I don't know if the battlefield will become deserters.

"But their graduates didn't come here like this, why are they different when they are in their senior year?" Ji Xinan asked after listening to him.

"This is the genius of the school. You can see that this kind of exercise is inconspicuous. It seems to be just a farewell performance for a graduate, but in fact, it is also an assessment of other students of various grades. Find out where they are lacking, and then carry it out. Special training, this is what the senior students look like now." Ouyang Shujie explained with a smile when he saw her doubts.

"It turns out that this is the case, then it's not surprising." Ji Xinan nodded and said.

"Just watch it. When this exercise goes back, the training plans of most classes will change, including you, too. Let's get used to it slowly." Ouyang Shujie said with a smile.

She has no worries about this Ji Xin'an, and she has never been afraid of training.

While they were chatting, gunshots rang out not far away, and although they didn't rest enough, the three of them jumped up almost at the same time.

"It should be someone else, not at us. It seems that there are people from us around here." Zou Ze calmly said, he has become a frightened bird for the past three days, and he wants to jump up whenever he hears the sound of gunfire.

"What should we do, leave or help them?" Ouyang Shujie turned to look at Ji Xin'an. Although there were only three people left, he still listened to Ji Xin'an.

It is reasonable for him to hesitate. After all, the exercise will end soon, and they have not rested just now. If they go now, it is very likely that they will be eliminated before the exercise is over, but the sound of gunfire is so close. , It must be a firefight not far away, it seems that there is still 'alive', if you don't go, you can't make sense in your heart.

"Go and help them." Ji Xinan thought about it and said, "If we kill one less person and kill one more person, we will have a better chance of winning. Although it is almost over now, no one can I'm not sure what the final result will be." Although she didn't have much confidence, how would she know if she didn't try.

The two of them didn't object, they both nodded, and without wasting time, they ran in the direction from which the gunfire came. Now that they've decided, then hurry up. If you arrive a minute earlier, you may be able to rescue one more person. .

Ouyang Shujie rested for a while, his physical strength recovered a lot, and he was able to keep up, but he still fell behind the two, which strengthened his idea of ​​practicing physical fitness when he went back.

The three ran to the vicinity, which happened to be the flank where the two sides were fighting, and saw the people on both sides clearly. Ji Xinan looked over and was a little surprised, but he didn't expect to meet them in such a big forest, "It's Li Feng and the others, it's about to be Not anymore."

"Help them, if we go further down, we'll all be shot, and we'll come in vain." Zou Ze said in a low voice, although he couldn't see clearly, but he could hear the gunshots and tell which side was coming. Li Feng's There were only a few sparse shots left over there, and there were obviously not many people left.

Looking at the shape of the ground, this point is suitable for attack, Ji Xinan nodded.

The three no longer needed anyone to issue an order, and started shooting at the Red Party personnel who were like live targets.

The people on the red side were immediately beaten, but after a short while, they found that there were only a few people here, so they started to fight back. After all, who has not been eliminated until now, which one is not Top student.

The two attacked separately, but they didn't seem flustered at all.

Ji Xin'an and the three also felt troubled when they saw this, but since they were already in contact, it was impossible to get away immediately.

The people on Li Feng's side were also surprised to see that there was support. In the past three days, they had never encountered any support, and they all fought independently.

In the past three days, they have also come into contact with a lot of red teams, but because they are the only ones fighting alone, from the initial dozens of people to only a few people now, they have been very helpless.

But they didn't expect that they would be eliminated soon, and someone would come to save them. I couldn't help feeling a little excited, and the few people who had been disappointed just now couldn't help but cheer up again.

Li Feng took the remaining few people and moved closer to the three of them while fighting, intending to move closer to them.

"It's you?" As he approached, Li Feng realized that it was Ouyang Shujie and the others.

"Of course, anyone other than us can come to save you, but I didn't expect it to be you." Ouyang Shujie said with a smile, but his movements were not slow.

Li Feng smiled and shouted while firing a gun, "Yeah, we encountered such a big forest twice, and this time we were rescued by you."

People on both sides were surprised by this coincidence, but at this time there was no time to greet each other, and they did their best to block each other's attacks.

"Hurry up and retreat, wait a little longer and don't rush." ​​Ji Xinan shouted when Hong Fang was pressing down, now is the best time to retreat.

Ouyang Shujie and the two listened without hesitation at all. After listening to her words, they ran back and got out of the fight.

Li Feng was stunned, although Ji Xinan was right, but judging from the state of the two, they should be obedient to what they said. It was a little strange for a female student to command them, especially Ouyang Shu, who didn't listen to anyone. Jie, but also knew that now is not the time to think about this, so a few people followed them and ran backwards.

This time, Ji Xinan didn't stay behind, after all, she wouldn't be able to play to her advantage, so she ran first and led the way for them. Everyone could avoid some bumpy roads and run faster.

But this time, like every time, he didn't quickly get rid of the people behind him. Tonight's group of enemies was quite persistent, and they didn't throw them away lightly. Maybe the exercise was about to end soon. The people did not hesitate to use their physical strength or the danger in the woods, so they kept chasing them.

"An An, they're catching up, think of a way." Although Zou Ze didn't see it clearly, the sound of the other's chaotic footsteps could be heard very clearly in the woods.

"We ran in the direction we entered the woods, and when we got there, it would be dawn. It would be useless for them to catch up. We were considered to have completed the exercise." Ji Xinan said as he ran, dawn means the exercise is over. After speaking, he led everyone to the direction that entered the woods.

The people behind them are still chasing after them. After a long time of running, they found that the physical strength of the sophomores and juniors was a little bit behind. They were not as good as Zou Ze and Ji Xinan. Fortunately, they were behind. of people also slowed down, give them some buffer time.

"Ouyang, there's something I don't understand, can you explain it to me?" Zou Ze asked after seeing that some people were a little weak.

"Speak." Ouyang Shujie didn't want to waste any more energy now and looked at him.

"Why are your juniors and seniors only a year apart, but their physical strength is so good. Didn't they have military training for a long time? Why are you all so tired?" Zou Ze followed their speed at this time. He was not as tired as Ouyang Shujie, and his speech was quite smooth.

Ouyang Shujie didn't have the time to answer him, Li Feng's team had a boy with good physical strength and panted, "Although we are only one year away, we train all day except for military training, and then every day after that. When I go out for a morning exercise, the usual training sessions are not very demanding on physical strength, and it gradually becomes like this.

But the senior year is different, because to graduate, there will be various assessments including five kilometers, and they will conduct special training to cope with the exam, so their physical strength will be much better than ours. "

"Then why do you have to wait until your senior year to practice? If you keep training on a regular basis, you won't have to work so hard in your senior year, and we are all military cadets, so why do you have to wait for the exam to train your physical fitness? These are not meant to be used at any time. Yes." Ji Xinan said with some puzzlement, although she has not been in military training for a long time now, and has a lot of things to do every day, but she has never given up training, and her physical fitness will only be stronger than before, no will be bad.

So I really don't understand what they are doing. This is a military academy, how can it be compared with those local universities.

"It's not because of laziness. We are lazy now if we can. I think everyone is the same. After the senior year, we will train together." The boy continued.

Ji Xinan couldn't say anything else, she could only smile bitterly. If you are lazy, there is really no way. "What should I do in the army after that? If it's still like this, can I lead the army?"

"We'll talk about it later, and you don't have to be physically fit when you arrive in the army. It may be necessary in the grass-roots company, but if it's a civilian job, it may not be necessary, so look at these senior graduates, who are so capable now, but After two or three years after graduation, it may not be as good as us." The man obviously knew the military affairs very well, and said without worry at all.

"An An, don't listen to his nonsense, I'm not like them, you know that I'm too busy with the student union work, I can't find time at all, if I had time, it would definitely not be like this, just like me It's like his marksmanship, don't you think that you didn't throw it away?" Ouyang Shujie was dissatisfied with the man's words and said sophistry.

The few people behind them ran out of breath, and looked at him with contempt. It seemed that they knew him too well, and they didn't even hide it.

Ji Xinan burst out laughing, and said without giving him face at all, "I think your deputy minister is busy."

Several people laughed when they heard it, but Ouyang Shujie looked at Ji Xin'an with pitiful eyes, accusing her of debunking, but it was irrefutable.

Ji Xinan smiled and stopped talking, and led the way attentively. After the joke just now, the few people no longer felt so tired, so they speeded up and ran forward.

The people who were chasing behind were very persistent. Although they never entered the range, they did not lose it. It was impossible for them to stop and rest.

The two men and horses ran and chased one by one in the dark woods, until the sky was a little bright, and everyone maintained this state, but at this time, it was not physical strength.

At this time, even Zou Ze, who had the best physical ability, could not walk a little. It was more difficult to walk in the dark than in the daytime. They walked for half of the night, and their physical strength was almost exhausted.

It's all based on an instinct to move forward. After all, no one wants to be eliminated at this point, and no one wants to give up, so they insist on this with one breath.

And the people behind them are not much stronger than them, but I don't know what is supporting them to go down, which makes Ji Xinan and the others very helpless, but they have to admire their perseverance, they are 'fleeing', but They are not.

"Why are they still chasing." The boys behind Li Feng turned around and could see the figures of those people, and complained for a while.

If it wasn't for the female student Ji Xin'an, they might have given up, but seeing that Ji Xin'an didn't say anything, they could only persevere silently, but that didn't mean they weren't tired. Relax and maybe lie down soon.

"Don't worry, as long as you keep at it, they are chasing like this. In the end, when we get to the edge of the woods, it will be useless for them to catch up." Li Feng looked at the time, it was not long before the end of the exercise, and he couldn't help but feel a little secretly happy. To know that the number of Blues who can survive is small, let alone kill the enemy and survive, maybe they can really do it once.

Everyone else nodded when they heard it, they all ran away all night, and it was only a while away, so they insisted on gritting their teeth.

"No, there are people ahead." Ji Xinan suddenly stopped, "run east." The movement suddenly accelerated, just to rush out before they found them and avoid being surrounded by them, so he suddenly accelerated.

A few people were startled, and they looked forward to where there was someone, but they didn't move, only Ouyang Shujie and Zou Ze ran after her without hesitation.

"Why are you still in a daze, don't hurry up." Ouyang Shujie ran for a while and found that everyone else was standing there stupidly. He didn't follow up, so he turned around and called them.

After listening to his words, several people also ran over with heavy steps. Although they still did not believe it, they were afraid of what happened.

"Where is it, why didn't we see it?" Although he ran after them, he couldn't help but ask.

"If you want to follow along, if she says there is, there must be, there is so much nonsense." Ouyang Shujie was a little angry when he heard this, and his tone was not good, but Ji Xinan, who could talk at this time, didn't have time to talk to him. .

Although other people seem to joke with him casually, but when they see him angry, they are really scared. His words make these people dare not complain anymore.

A few people stopped talking, but Ji Xinan suddenly stopped and looked at the front blankly.

"Why didn't you leave?" Zou Ze asked when she saw that her face was wrong.

"We are surrounded." Ji Xinan said with a wry smile, did not expect that after running for so long, he could not escape the fate of being eliminated in the end?

"What?" Several people exclaimed, with an indescribable frustration. This time, no one believed her anymore. After all, there were soldiers behind her, and no one would make such a joke.

"Fighting with them, killing one is counted as one." Zou Ze said fiercely.

"Hey, that's the only way, but we may not hold out until the end of the exercise. I didn't expect that I didn't survive the last three days as Lan Fang." Ouyang Shujie said regretfully, although his tone did not sound heavy. , but there was a look of disappointment in his eyes, which Ji Xinan saw on his face for the first time.

At this time, the others also saw the people from the red party who were approaching, thinking about the edge of the woods not far away, and the exercise was about to end, and they were extremely disappointed.

"Let's fight." Li Feng looked at it, took the gun in his hand, and pulled the bolt with a clatter, and he could see that he was not convinced.

At this time, everyone didn't care what tactics they were using, and at the same time they shot around, and the other side didn't show weakness. After a shootout, both sides suffered casualties.

But at this time, only Ji Xinan and Li Feng were left with Lan Fang, and the team that had been chasing behind also came up at this time.

Seeing this, Ji Xin'an stopped hiding. There were enemies all around where he could hide.

"An An, come back soon, we still have a chance." Zou Ze shouted anxiously when she saw that she was no longer hiding, apparently a suicide attack.

But before he could finish his words, Ji Xinan was shot, groaned, and put the gun down, a little disappointed. Although the bullets were fake, it hurt a little to hit him. Can't beat the pain in my heart.

This is the first time Ji Xinan has tasted the bitter fruit of failure since his rebirth, and a bitter taste in his heart.

Seeing this, Zou Ze blushed and jumped out, "What kind of gang do you guys do?" His subordinates kept going, as if they were going to shoot all the bullets out, but the other party didn't give him a chance. One of the people in the red side watched him rush out. , aim and shoot, and Zou Ze is also out.

The two knew that the next exercise had nothing to do with them, and looked at each other. Although they were still thinking about the gunshots, they could not hear them.

Ji Xin'an heard what Zou Ze just said, and looked at him a little surprised. After all, in his own impression, he was not that kind of rude person, but he was relieved immediately, the feeling of being shot was really is too real.

Even if she felt that she had been killed by this bullet just for a moment, it was no wonder he was excited.

But just looking at him like that, Ji Xinan felt a little familiar, a little like Zou Weiguo, maybe they have the same blood flowing in their bodies, they may not be able to see it at ordinary times, but once they are on the battlefield, they will show their true **** side. .

"Why give up?" Zou Ze stared at her and said, his face a little ugly, looking at Ji Xin'an with eyes he had never seen before.

"Anyway, there's no hope anymore, it's better to go out and fight." Ji Xinan said with a wry smile. "And the chasing soldiers at the back are about to come up. Instead of waiting there to die, it's better to rush out."

"But you know, if this is a real battlefield, what you are facing is not just that simple." Zou Ze felt that when Ji Xinan was hit just now, he felt that his heart had stopped, and he was still afraid until now. , and now he doesn't know how much he feels that it is a drill.

"If it's a real battlefield, I should do it even more." Ji Xinan said coldly.

Zou Ze suffocated in his heart and understood what she meant. War is even more unfair to women.

While the two were talking, Ouyang Shujie and the others were also hit, and Lan Fang's last resistance was gone.

A student who followed behind them came over, and his face was also full of exhaustion at this time, "Student, you are really good, we have not encountered resistance as fierce as yours in the past three days, and we even ran for half the night. , we almost chased in vain, if this team hadn't been led by me, maybe we wouldn't be able to catch up now."

Although his tone was complimenting them, several people couldn't be happy at all.

If it was the usual Ji Xin'an, he might have politely said a few words with them, but now he is not in that mood.

At this time, the person on the opposite side came over to meet them, and smiled at the person who just spoke, "Captain, how is it, let's not be slow."

The man patted him on the shoulder, "The timing is good, it's almost there."

Several people laughed, but this kind of laughter made the faces of the blue team even more ugly.

When Ji Xinan heard their words, she instantly understood that it was the sound of gunshots. Their gunfire must have a certain pattern, and they were used for communication. It was not accidental that her own people were surrounded.

I sighed in my heart, what can I do now that I know, even if they do it all over again, they will not be able to contact them in this way, and there is no way to interfere with their previous contact, so they will still lose.

Ji Xinan looked at the rising sun, only a little short of it, a feeling of powerlessness surged in her heart, war is not a matter of one person, nor is it a matter of a few people, if all of them can be united like a red party, Maybe not as it is now.

The exercise was over, and the graduates won as they wished, but they couldn't be happier.

Because the first few people in the ranking of the number of personal killing opponents are not them, but the blue side, and they are also familiar with the first place, that is Ji Xinan who has heard the name many times.

Although they listened a lot, it didn't mean they would accept it, especially the bright red number after her name, which was all based on their 'life', how could they not feel uncomfortable.

And although they won, it was a narrow victory. In the end, the difference in the number of people between the two sides was the smallest difference since the exercise.

This made the faces of these cadets who were about to graduate from the military academy dull, so they didn't have any excited expressions.

On the other side, Ji Xinan, who had already rested, was sitting in her office. Seeing her performance in this exercise, she really did not expect that more than 40 people had been beaten to death in three days, but she said no at this moment. out of distress.

Although her personal performance was really good, she 'died' at the end of the exercise, and even though they were the first to reduce their disadvantage to a minimum, they would lose no matter what. There is nothing to be happy about.

Obviously they are all students of the same school, but they are different classes of different grades, but why can't they cooperate and are defeated by others.

No matter how many red parties she killed, she would rather her party win, and she would be content not to be the first, and now this result made her even more uncomfortable.

"Don't look at it, you won't win if you look at it again, don't think about it anymore, and you're not without gain." Zhao Fan came over and saw Ji Xin'an staring at the report card of the exercise, his face was not very Well, he thought of the moment she walked out of the woods, she seemed to have lost her soul, Ji Xinan like that was something he had never seen before, and there was no reason for fear in her heart.

To be honest, at that time, he really had the idea of ​​cheating for the first time, and moved forward the end of the exercise, so that when Ji Xinan and the others were killed, it was already after the exercise.

But he knew that even if he did, Ji Xinan would not agree. After getting in touch with her, he got to know her better and better. If it was something else, Ji Xinan might not care, whether it was cheating or not. It's a coincidence, but when it comes to matters related to the soldiers themselves, Ji Xinan will be as stubborn as a cow and will definitely stick to the principles.

So he just thought about it in his heart and didn't dare to put it into action, although he still felt sorry for her.

"Hey, but I'd rather not have this gain in exchange for our side's victory." Ji Xinan sighed and said with a trace of unwillingness.

Zhao Fan was stunned for a moment, but he also thought of her obsession with things, so it's not surprising to have such a thought, "You can achieve such results because every year graduates have to fight for their heads, and you are still not satisfied, If you let them know, I don't know if they will come and beat you."

Ji Xinan looked at him with a wry smile.

"Okay, don't think about it too much. Since you lose, what's the use of thinking about it, you can get it back later." Zhao Fan said with a smile when he saw that she was still unhappy.

"I didn't think about that, but I just felt unwilling to lose. The graduating class was fighting in a group, but we were just wandering around. It was like a few hundred of them against each of our groups. How could they not win? Why? We can't organize and fight against them, so the chances of winning are not much greater." Ji Xinan raised her head and looked at Zhao Fan puzzled.

Zhao Fan smiled lightly, "This is actually a test given to us by the school, you see, no matter from the organization to the exercise, the school's instructors did not participate, just wanted us to solve it ourselves, and see when the Lan Fang people Can unite, or someone can stand up and take these students who have not completed the courses of the general school and defeat the graduate class." He told Ji Xin'an what he knew, after all, this is nothing Most of the students in the student council knew about the secret, but still no one could stand up.

"But no one has been able to do it until now, right?" Ji Xinan said with some disappointment.

Zhao Fan nodded, "However, you are the first Lanfang personnel who personally eliminated the most opponents, and you are still a freshman. This has made everyone look at you even more."

"Really?" Ji Xinan said softly, but really didn't care.

"It seems that the task of defeating the graduates may be handed over to you in the future." Zhao Fan smiled and patted her on the shoulder.

Ji Xinan listened to his words with a bitter face, "Don't make me happy, do you think I can do things that so many people can't do?"

"Of course, I said I can." Suddenly, he seemed to think of something, and said, "But you can win if you want, but don't use us as a test."

Ji Xinan looked like she was really worried, and burst out laughing.

"That's right, you have to smile more, that's the confident Ji Xin'an I know." Zhao Fan laughed happily when he saw that she was amused by him.

"Then I'll borrow your auspicious words and hope that I can achieve this wish before graduation." Ji Xinan also knew that he said these words to make himself happy, so he was very grateful to him.

"You will, I believe in you." This time Zhao Fan put away his joking thoughts and said seriously.

Ji Xinan was stunned for a moment. She didn't have such confidence in herself. Even if she was disappointed this time, she never thought about it, but she didn't expect Zhao Fan to believe so much in her, and she couldn't help feeling moved.

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