Barracks of Rebirth

Hearing Ji Xin'an's question, he turned to look at her.

"The soldiers of the whole regiment are donating money to Instructor Tang. We students are leaving tomorrow, so we donate some before we leave, which is a little bit of my heart." Jiang Chen said sadly.

"Donation? Don't you care about the instructor's medical bill? Why do you still use everyone's donations?" Ye Canran asked in surprise.

"It's not about medical expenses. Have you thought about his future problems? Although we dare not think about it, we have to face it. Instructor Tang began to join the army when he was a teenager, and he stayed in the army for the next few years. A person with no strengths, he can't do anything other than being a soldier, and he has suffered such a serious injury, you say what will happen to his future.

Moreover, I heard from the instructor that he is the only one in his family, and his parents are not in good health. His future life is really a problem. Although the donations may not be much, it is better than nothing. "Jiang Chen said with a sigh.

After listening to this, Ji Xinan and the three fell silent. They really never thought about these real problems, but Ji Xinan felt that she was a little naive, and she never thought about these things.

But imagine that for a person like him, the army should solve the difficulties of life. It's not that she doesn't want to donate money, but she thinks that such a thing, how can the army ignore it, so she looked at Jiang Chen and asked suspiciously, "Instructor Tang. The troops won't care about what happens in the future."

"Hey, we all know his situation, the army is impossible to stay any longer, although there will be resettlement such as changing careers, and the future life can be long, the army can't control him for a lifetime, just a little money every month, pay It's not enough for living expenses." Jiang Chen sighed and said.

Ji Xinan was a little sad, these soldiers were loyal to the country, but when they were about to take off their uniforms, they couldn't even guarantee their own lives, not to mention disabled soldiers like Tang Sanshao, there were many normal soldiers who were demobilized. local, but they have no culture or skills, and have nothing but strength.

How can they survive in a society where even ordinary jobs require a college degree.

This made them maybe have problems in their lives. Thinking of this, they couldn't help feeling a little emotional. Something suddenly came to their minds, but they flashed by and didn't catch it.

At this time, seeing that other fighters are paying more or less money, these ordinary fighters only have a meager allowance every month, but when their comrades are in trouble, they all extend their hands without hesitation.

The three of them all came back to their senses, looked at each other, and walked over with everyone. Yu Yao and Ye Canran took out all their money, but they didn't bring much money because they came to the training camp. Only a few hundred in total.

He sighed helplessly, and stuffed it all in.

Ji Xinan suddenly thought of something, turned around and ran back to the dormitory. Several people were stunned for a while, but she ran back after a while.

In his hand, he held the wallet that had just been returned by the instructor, and without even looking at it, he took out all the money in it, and was about to put it in, when he was stopped by the instructor. "Ji Xin'an, your money is too much. We only need to donate to the company commander as much as we can. Even your instructor Tang will not agree with you."

At the beginning of the training camp, they saw that Ji Xinan had brought so much money, and they thought she was the daughter of a wealthy family, and she must not suffer much, but they did not expect that the training camp not only persisted, but was still so excellent. achievement.

And the money that was confiscated by them at that time, after being tossed around, Ji Xin'an wanted to donate all of it directly to Tang Sanshao, and everyone couldn't help but look at her differently.

"Instructor, this is also my heart. We can't do anything else, we can only take some money. If you don't let us do it, it won't make us feel more guilty." Ji Xinan But insisted.

"But if the money is your own, then I will take your instructor to accept it, but you are only a student now, and you don't have so much allowance for a year. These must be given by your parents, I don't want you Take your parents' hard-earned money to give your instructors, and if you graduate in the future and are really capable, come back to help your instructors." The instructor also refused to give her money.

"Instructor, whether you believe it or not, I earned all the money myself, so it's not impossible to use it to help Instructor Tang, and it's not just these, Instructor Tang, we students will always pay attention, we I will be able to help him." Ji Xinan raised his head and looked at the instructor.

The instructor was taken aback for a while, and when she saw her serious look, she really believed it, but reluctantly let go of her hand and asked her to put all the money in the box.

"An An, do you think I'm useless? The instructor won't tell me if I'm tired. Now he's like this, he can only watch, but he can't help at all. At least you can take out the money, but I can't even help. This can't be done." Yu Yao also listened to Ji Xin'an's words and said with a wry smile on her face.

"Yu Yao, you are thinking too much. You may not be able to help Instructor Tang now, but there are still many days to come. There is always something you can help." Ji Xinan turned to look at her and smiled. said.

"I will, when I graduate, I will take care of him." Yu Yao said firmly after hearing this, in her heart, Tang Sanshao is for her injury, she has this responsibility.

Ji Xin'an glanced at her in surprise, looked at her firm expression, and sighed in her heart that Yu Yao seemed to have grown a lot at once.

Early the next morning, the trainees carried their luggage and left the barracks. Compared with the excitement when they arrived and the reluctance during training, their hearts were a little heavier at this time.

Ji Xinan went back to school alone, and did not go back directly. There was still one day left for the school to report, so she was not in a hurry to go back, so she went back to her 'home' and lay on the bed. After a month and a half, this happened. There are so many things, at this time, returning to your home is like a lifetime.

A month ago, I was still talking and laughing here, just treating it as an ordinary training camp, but I didn't expect so many things to happen, but it didn't affect her, and maybe it strengthened her beliefs.

But just as she was lying down, she heard the sound of the door opening, and sat up immediately, "Zou Ze, why are you here?" Sure enough, except for her, Zou Ze was the only one who could have the key here, but not Zou Ze. It was a pleasant surprise to think that he would return it at this time.

"When did you come back, don't give me a call." Zou Ze was even more surprised than her. After seeing her, he walked in without even taking off his shoes and hugged Ji Xinan. in arms.

"I just arrived too, I haven't been in a hurry yet." Ji Xinan smiled and leaned her head on his shoulder, suddenly feeling very at ease.

"I guess you are coming back these days, and I can't get through to your cell phone, so I come here to clean up when I have nothing to do. I'm afraid that when you come back, the house will be dusty and it will look uncomfortable." Zou Ze explained with a smile. .

Ji Xinan raised her head and looked around, it was really clean, not like no one had lived in a summer vacation at all, so she couldn't help being moved. "You didn't go anywhere this summer?"

Zou Ze nodded, "Without you, there is no point in going anywhere. It's better to stay at school and play games. When I miss you, come here and stay for a while, I always feel like you have your breath, this Summer vacation is here.”

"Zou Ze, don't be so nice to me, I'll be under pressure." Ji Xinan chuckled after hearing his words, but her eyes on Zou Ze obviously changed.

"I'm not good to you, but to whom." Zou Ze smiled after hearing this.

Ji Xinan couldn't help but take the initiative to climb on Zou Ze's shoulder, smelling the familiar smell of him, thinking about what she had experienced over the past month, her nose could not help a little sour, and thinking that the embrace she was relying on now was the most worthwhile Trusted, and she can rely on.

She didn't need to be strong at this time, so tears flowed down, but this time it was out of control, crying and crying.

Zou Ze was startled. He hadn't heard Ji Xinan cry for a long time, and he cried so sadly.

"An An, what's the matter, have you been wronged?" Zou Ze hurriedly wanted to pull Ji Xin An away to look at her, but he was also anxious.

But Ji Xin'an was not pulled away, and said with a crying voice, "Don't move, let me have a moment, I'm fine, I just want to cry."

After hearing this, Zou Ze dared not move, raised half of his hands, and had nowhere to put them, and finally patted Ji Xin'an's back lightly to comfort her.

After a while, Ji Xinan's mood finally improved, she slowly raised her head, saw Zou Ze staring at her, and couldn't help blushing, "Is it ugly when I cry?"

Looking at her, Zou Ze couldn't help laughing, "It's very beautiful, and you look good when you cry, but it's better to just cry occasionally to vent." Then he pushed her to sit on the sofa and washed a damp towel. To her, also sat down.

Sitting on the side and looking at her, although she has only been gone for more than a month, the changes have not been small, she has tanned and lost weight, she felt distressed when she saw this, "An An, you have lost a lot of weight, have you lost weight this month? suffered a lot?"

Ji Xinan shook his head, "It's nothing to endure hardship, it's just..."

"This time, you can tell me what happened, you won't cry for no reason." Seeing Ji Xin'an hesitating to speak, she guessed that it was also related to the crying just now.

Ji Xinan rested her head on his shoulder, still sobbing and talking, slowly telling him everything that happened these days, and finally when he said that Tang Sanshao might take off his military uniform, his expression changed again. It was a moment of silence. "Zou Ze, I'm really scared this time, not that kind of hesitation, just a little scared, I don't know why I feel this way, I always know that the road ahead is not so easy.

I also knew that there would be danger, but I was never afraid, and this time, for some reason, I felt scared and timid. You said I was useless. "

"How can it be useless, you are better than everyone, and you are afraid, this is normal, how can people not be afraid, but if you really don't want to do it any more, we can go, you can do whatever you want , I'll accompany you." Zou Ze said with a smile after listening to her words.

"No, Zou Ze, I don't want to give up. I admit that I'm scared, and I'm also saddened by Instructor Tang, but this can't be a reason for me to give up. I'll persevere." Ji Xinan shook her head.

"I knew it would be like this." Zou Ze looked at Ji Xin'an and smiled.

"You hate it." Ji Xinan reluctantly patted him, but it was almost as light as patting dust.

"An'an, don't be afraid. No matter where you go in the future, I will accompany you. If there is any danger in the future, we will face it together." Zou Ze grabbed Ji Xin'an's naughty hand and took her in his arms. .

Ji Xinan listened but fell silent, "Zou Ze, I really feel so lucky, because I didn't miss you again, I read a sentence, don't miss the last bus home and a person who loves you deeply. Man, I'm so glad I didn't miss someone who loved me so deeply."

When Zou Ze heard this, he laughed sincerely, and hugged Ji Xin'an even tighter. Both of them felt such a warm moment.

In the days that followed, Ji Xinan returned to the school, and after reporting to the principal, he resumed his previous life.

Because she went to the training camp, only people who knew her well knew, so this time it didn't make the whole school too exaggerated, and after something like this happened, the school didn't specially publicize it, so this time it wasn't like other activities before. make it that big.

It's just that there are a lot of people who know that she went to the training camp. Seeing that Ji Xinan has changed her appearance and came back in just over a month, it is inevitable to ask about the details of the training camp and her condition.

But Ji Xin'an really didn't want to talk about these things, if there wasn't something about Tang Sanshao later, she would be happy to tell everyone the interesting stories of this training camp, but now she has no such thoughts at all.

Although everyone was puzzled by Ji Xinan's depressed appearance after returning, they stopped asking about the training.

And Ji Xinan didn't mention it when she saw others, not to mention that she wouldn't take the initiative to mention it, and resumed her previous life, training and playing games every day, and going to the student union when she had nothing to do, it seemed no different from before.

But those who knew Ji Xin'an found that Ji Xin'an was obviously a little depressed after returning from the training camp. Although they all discovered such a situation, they didn't know what to do.

Especially Luo Jiayi and others, who can feel her change the most, but they don't even know the real reason, and they can't help her if they want to.

"Luo Jiayi, do you feel that An An seems to be a little down since she came back?" Lu Ziyan asked Luo Jiayi when she saw Ji Xinan was not there.

If there is anything in normal times, everyone will instinctively think of Ji Xin'an and let her make up her mind, but today is Ji Xin'an's business.

"There's something down, she didn't seem to be like you before, just like a chatter, she kept talking every day." Luo Jiayi looked at her and said with a smile.

"Oh, I'm telling you about business." Lu Ziyan said dissatisfiedly, "Don't you really see that An An is wrong?"

"What's wrong, you are talking about it." Seeing this, Luo Jiayi put down the book in his hand and looked at Lu Ziyan.

"I can't tell you the specifics, it's just a little reticent, and some... just a feeling, you ask me to tell me I can't tell." Lu Ziyan was a little anxious, so she didn't say anything.

"It's melancholy, isn't it?" Luo Jiayi continued her words.

"Yes, that's the feeling. Before Ji Xin'an's body was always sunny and upward, but this time back, it was obviously more melancholy. Although it feels more like this, this is not the An An we are familiar with. Come on." Lu Ziyan nodded and said with a worried look on her face.

"Actually, I found out when An An came back. I thought she should be able to recover by herself, but it's been a month, but it's still like this. I'm really worried." Luo Jiayi also said.

"But why did she become like this? We don't even know how to help her." Lu Ziyan said helplessly.

"I guess it must be something happened during this training camp." Luo Jiayi thought for a while and said.

"Aren't you talking nonsense? I can guess it, but no one knows what happened." Lu Ziyan rolled her eyes at her and said.

The two fell silent for a while, and suddenly they looked at each other as if thinking of something, "Zou Ze."

When they came to the computer room, they found Ji Xinan who was staring at the computer screen, still looking so lonely, neither of them moved, because at this time they had already seen Zou Ze who was sitting beside him.

And his face was even more worried, and he was no worse than the two of them. After thinking about it, he didn't go in to disturb them, and they all backed out, realizing that Zou Ze's concern for Ji Xin'an couldn't help but find her. It's not right, they don't want to mix it up.

Of course, Zou Ze here is worried about Ji Xinan. He knows why Ji Xinan became like this, but he persuaded and persuaded him, he said it, but Ji Xinan only said that he was fine, but How could Zou Ze not feel her change, and suddenly felt a little helpless.

After Ji Xinan returned to school, the training session was still going on. Zou Weiguo clearly felt her progress. Like everyone else, she also noticed her silence this time. At first, she didn't care, but after a long time, she found her. I haven't recovered yet, so it's a little urgent.

When he learned from Zou Ze why Ji Xinan became like this, he slapped him on the head, "Why didn't you tell me earlier, little brat?"

"I didn't know it would be so serious. I always thought she would get better in a few days, but I didn't expect that she would not recover." Zou Ze said a little aggrievedly, covering his head.

"This kind of thing can be big or small, do you think it's a joke?" Zou Weiguo really wanted to beat him hard when he saw him, but he finally sighed and turned away.

Watching Zou Weiguo leave, Zou Ze also sighed, if he really just beat him up and Ji Xinan would recover, then he would be willing to be beaten.

After Zou Weiguo left, he didn't go to Ji Xin'an directly, but after he did not know what to do, he called her out alone during the training session the next day.

"An An, come with me." Seeing that everyone else had disbanded, Zou Weiguo brought Ji Xinan out.

"Master, where are you taking me? I haven't asked for leave yet." Ji Xinan saw Zou Weiguo pulling her directly into the car and drove out of the school gate.

"Okay, stop pretending, it's not that I don't know, you can go out freely now, even though I'm an instructor now, I don't care about these things, go to a place with me, make sure you want to go." Zou Weiguo smiled After saying a word, let the driver continue to drive.

Ji Xin'an was stunned for a moment, then smiled embarrassedly, but she didn't expect Zou Weiguo to take her directly to the hospital where Tang Sanshao was, so she couldn't help but be stunned, seeing that Zou Weiguo didn't say anything, so she didn't ask , only followed him to the outside of Tang Sanshao's ward.

Tang Sanshao was still living in the ICU ward, but he had already woken up at this time. The two of them stood outside the door, watching him smile and say something to the instructor, and there was no trace of frustration on his face.

Ji Xinan was stunned for a moment and looked at Zou Weiguo, only to see that he was looking at him with a smile, "Master, you..."

"It's because of him that you're unhappy these days." Zou Weiguo said with a smile.

Ji Xin'an nodded, "Actually, I don't want to do this either, but I don't know why, as soon as I close my eyes, Instructor Tang appears to be covered in blood, and I feel uncomfortable."

"You are also considered a battlefield syndrome. Many recruits who are on the battlefield for the first time will have this kind of situation. Although I also thought that you would have this kind of situation, I didn't expect that you will encounter such a thing before you graduate.

This is also because my master did not do it properly. If I told you this early, maybe it could be avoided. Fortunately, you are not serious. "Zou Weiguo looked at Ji Xinan and said with a smile.

"Battlefield Syndrome?" Ji Xinan was stunned for a moment, not expecting that she would be like this.

"I brought you here because I wanted you to take a look at your Instructor Tang. You can see that he is not depressed at all. Can you see something from here?" Zou Weiguo looked at Ji Xin'an and said with a smile.

"I know what you want to say. Instructor Tang is so optimistic, what reason do I have to be sad, but as long as I think that just because of such a mistake, the instructor will take off his military uniform and it is impossible to live like a normal person. , I feel sad.

"Ji Xin'an had a lonely expression.

Zou Weiguo sighed, "Indeed, if it's really on the battlefield or on any mission, it's worth it, but it's just a training mistake, but it's also impossible, as a soldier, you have to face the Dangerous, now that we are wearing this uniform, we must always be prepared.

It is necessary to face danger and casualties from time to time. The soldiers are not as perfect as you think. The death must be vigorously killed, and the injury must be earth-shattering. Those are all things in the novel, and there are too many helpless in reality. "

Ji Xinan was stunned for a moment, it was true that what she had thought before was too ideal, so when faced with such an accident as Tang Sanshao, she became puzzled and depressed.

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