Barracks of Rebirth

Hearing Ji Xin'an's words, Zou Ze suddenly put away his smile. Although An An was no different from usual, Zou Ze, who was too familiar with Ji Xin'an, heard something wrong with her.

"An An...Are you crying?" Zou Ze heard it for a while, and he was sure in his heart, and immediately raised it in his heart.

Ji Xin'an was stunned for a moment, and reached out to touch his face. Sure enough, there were tears, but he just revealed his emotions in a sentence, thinking that he was pretending to be good enough.

I didn't expect that Zou Ze would be too sensitive, or that he knew her too well, and even this was heard by him, and he was wrong.

Seeing that Ji Xin'an didn't speak, Zou Ze was a little anxious, "What's wrong with you, you're talking, did something happen again?"

Ji Xinan shook his head, "Zou Ze, I'm fine, I'm really fine, you don't have to worry about me."

Zou Ze listened and stopped asking. Since Ji Xinan didn't want him to know, he didn't ask.

Then he changed the subject and asked, "Are you reconnaissance battalion now, Zhao Fan's company?"

"No, I'm in the Fourth Company. The battalion commander assigned me here on the day I came to report." Ji Xinan said softly, wiping away her tears, trying not to let his choked voice be heard by him.

"Fourth Company? Four sharpshooters?" Zou Ze asked in surprise.

"Yeah." Ji Xinan smiled and nodded, "It's that sharpshooter Four Company."

Hearing this, Zou Ze seemed to understand why Ji Xinan was troubled, or why he was so sad, so he continued, "You know, our company and your current company are among the top ten famous companies in the country. Yes, I also asked our company commander, who is the strongest among the ten companies.

You know that someone as narcissistic as him, of course, said that our company is the best, but then I heard the platoon leader say that in fact, the company commander would submit to the fourth company if he refused to accept anyone, because he once lost to the fourth company. . "

"Really, that Fourth Company is really amazing, and it can make such a person admire." Ji Xinan said with some surprise, she had seen the Sixth Company Commander before, and he was really a master who was not afraid for a day. I didn't expect that. And the people he is convinced of.

Zou Ze nodded and continued, "Of course, so even our company commander is convinced of how good the company will be, but it's not easy to get into them.

You know how strict the selection of soldiers for the Fourth Company is. Not all the soldiers they choose are those selected from the recruit company, it is only a part of it, and more is the training selected from other reconnaissance companies. aces.

They are also proud of being able to enter the fourth company, and even such people, it takes a while to adapt to the fourth company, and some people will leave because they can't bear the hardships. "

Ji Xinan was stunned for a moment, but did not expect that Silian would have such a story.

Zou Ze sighed but continued, "So you can understand how difficult it is to get their approval. It's much harder than in other places.

We may have always been excellent in school, but it takes a lot of hard work to adapt to these arrogant companies. "

Ji Xinan couldn't help but smiled bitterly and thought, it's more than trying hard, she can't help but lose all her confidence.

"An An, do you know what it was like when I came to the Hero Reconnaissance Company just now?" Zou Ze asked without waiting for her answer.

"What else can I do? I didn't see all of them when I went. You get along well with them, and they all treat you like a brother." Ji Xinan couldn't help but say.

"What you've seen is already later. When I first came, you didn't see the face of the company commander, it was as dark as the iron pan in the cooking class, and you told me For a while, if you can't adapt to it, get out." Zou Ze said, imitating the tone of the company commander at that time.

Ji Xinan couldn't help but say, "So you also use this time, why didn't you tell me before?"

"Yes, why not, and it's even worse than this. I didn't tell you because I felt ashamed of those things." Then he told her everything that happened since he came to the Scout Company.

Ji Xinan heard that he was looked down upon by them, and the training was really inferior to them. When he was sad, he really felt the same way. He was really more difficult than he was at that time.

It can't be said to be sad, but the ones who have been hit have lost confidence.

Hearing that he was unwilling and worked hard, and finally caught up or even surpassed them, he was also happy and felt relieved.

Finally, when I heard that he had made a bet with others, he was still yin in the queue, thinking that he was in the water room by himself, frowning and grimacing at the pots of socks, and couldn't help laughing.

"How is it? You're in a better mood." Zou Ze finally breathed a sigh of relief when he heard her laughter.

"Yeah." Ji Xinan nodded, "It's much better. It seems that we thought things too simple before. Although the army and the military academy are only different in epaulettes, the difference is huge."

"Yeah, if we want to complete the transformation from a student to a real soldier, it takes more effort."

Ji Xinan nodded, knowing what he meant.

Zou Ze smiled, couldn't help being silent for a while and then continued, "An An, we have been in the military academy for four years, and we have always been the best students, idols admired by other students, and darlings in the eyes of teachers.

Gradually, we will feel that we are amazing and a little insane, but when we really come into contact with real soldiers, we will understand that we are usually too self-righteous.

In fact, we are nothing now, we are just new recruits. We have to start all over again. Maybe we will suffer some hardships, maybe we will suffer some grievances, or even a blow to our previous beliefs, but this must be what we have to experience. Only after these things can we truly transform. "

After listening to Zou Ze's words, Ji Xinan couldn't help being silent for a while.

"An An, do you remember, you told me that this is your dream, and now is the moment you are closest to your dream, maybe if you work harder, you will get through it.

Do you want to give up just short of this? Zou Ze smiled and then said, although the details of Ji Xin'an are still unclear, but based on Zou Ze's understanding of her, this must not happen.

Ji Xinan listened and nodded, "Zou Ze, I know what to do. I should be like you, to impress them."

"That's right, it's like Ji Xin'an who refuses to accept and fears no one." Zou Ze finally felt relieved.

"When did I become like this, she is a lady." Ji Xinan couldn't help saying.

"Yes, you are my lady alone." Zou Ze answered immediately.

Ji Xinan laughed helplessly.

After hanging up the phone, Ji Xinan put away her smile. Although it was easy to talk to Zou Ze just now, she really understood how difficult it was to do.

Having been in contact with the people of Silian these days, she already knew their strength, but it was not so easy for her to integrate into these people.

Even so, she wasn't as desperate as she was just now. In fact, she could make sense of these reasons when she thought about it, but she was a little stupid after being hit by Tao Hongzheng before.

So, after talking to Zou Ze about this, I thought about it a lot, looked at the food on the table, brought it over and started to eat.

Although the blow just now had a great impact on her, it could no longer break her will.

After eating, Ji Xinan walked out of her dormitory and came to the playground.

However, they found that many people here are still training. Obviously, these are not organized by Lianli, they must be doing additional training themselves.

Ji Xin'an was exhausted after the normal training every day, of course, she was not in the mood to practice again, so she didn't know that these people would be training here by themselves.

Ji Xinan thought about it or walked over. Seeing Tao Hongzheng, he hesitated and said, "Can you lend me another gun?"

Several people were stunned when they heard her speak. Tao Hongzheng was the first to come back to his senses, and without saying anything, he directly handed a gun to her.

Ji Xinan thanked him, then walked to the side and took out the straps. According to the way they trained during the day, they tied two bricks and hung them on the gun, and then started to stand with the gun.

Several people were stunned for a moment, and they couldn't help but glance at each other a few times, not knowing why, they had never seen her come out before, and there was a daytime thing today, and everyone thought she must have been hit hard.

I wondered if she would leave Silian, but she didn't expect that she would recover in just one night, and she even ran out to practice on her own.

Seeing that everyone was not training, Tao Hongzheng looked at Ji Xinan in a daze, and couldn't help but say, "What are you looking at, what should you do, go back to sleep if you don't want to train."

Everyone came back to their senses, stopped looking at Ji Xinan, and continued their previous training. The only difference was that there was another Ji Xinan around today.

Ji Xin'an didn't look at them again after he stood up. He concentrated on his arms, tried his best to control the gun in his hand, and kept his posture correct. It was really difficult.

During the day, I couldn't hold on to only one piece, not to mention two now. After only ten minutes, my hands began to tremble again, and sweat began to flow down my face.

But Ji Xin'an did not give up, and still persisted.

You have to get up from where you fell. Since you were defeated in marksmanship, you should start from your weakest point.

She knew that if she lost today, her physical strength was not as good as Tao Hongzheng's, and she also had stability, and this training was to make up for her deficiencies, so the first additional training project was this.

But just when Ji Xinan insisted, those people's training was a little distracted, and they looked over curiously from time to time.

"Tao Hongzheng, what's going on here, why is she here?" Just as everyone was a little surprised, He Anliang's roar came over. RO