Barracks of Rebirth

Ji Xinan was directly pulled out of the hospital by him, and he was obedient all the way, without a trace of resistance, let him drag him back, as docile as a little sheep, maybe knowing that what he had been hiding made him angry, so it was Looking at him carefully from time to time in the car, she looked like an aggrieved little daughter-in-law.

"Zou Ze, don't be angry, I" Ji Xinan wanted to explain, but she really had nothing to say. After all, she had promised Zou Ze that if he got hurt again, she would tell him, but this time, she still had nothing to say. Lost.

"I'm not angry." Zou Ze shook his head, "I'm afraid, you know that I heard Zhao Fan tell me that you were injured, and you haven't recovered for many days. Do you know how I feel? I think about your injury now. These days, I feel alone, and I am not by your side."

"I'm sorry" Ji Xinan leaned on his side and leaned his head gently on his shoulder, "Zou Ze, it's not that I don't want to tell you, it's just"

I just don't want you to see my unbearable appearance, but I didn't say it.

Zou Ze listened and sighed, "Okay, let's stop talking about this, everything is over, let's go home."

Ji Xinan nodded lightly, and Zou Ze's car drove out again.

When he got home, Ji Xinan watched him busy cooking for her and cutting fruit for her, while he sat curled up on the sofa and buried his head. He just saw him on impulse, so Throwing himself into his arms, he didn't care about anything.

But at this time, she suddenly didn't know how to face Zou Ze. The marks on her neck always reminded her how dirty she was. She wanted to forget what she had just experienced, as others said, and pretend that nothing happened. , but she couldn't do it. She worked so hard for so many days, but she couldn't forget it... She didn't know how she would face Zou Ze like this, and how could she still be worthy of him.

Zou Ze looked at her but didn't ask anything, until he put the food on the table, then he smiled and patted her lightly... "Are you asleep?"

When Ji Xinan was touched by him, she instinctively wanted to resist, but she suddenly thought that she had already gone home, and it was Zou Ze who touched her, and she held back, she knew that if she couldn't bear Zou Ze's touch, then I was really finished... But fortunately, after thinking that it was Zou Ze, the body instinctively did not have the kind of resistance to others.

However, Zou Ze still felt her quivering movement, and his heart tensed, but there was no expression on his face. Seeing her raised her head in confusion, enduring the distress, she showed a bright smile... "Come over for dinner, this is. I must be tired of eating those bad meals in the hospital for a few days, but I know how bad the food is... Today I will let you **** craftsmanship."

He didn't care whether she agreed or not, he pulled her to the dining table and gave her all the dishes at once, with a bright smile on his face, "Eat more, although it's not as delicious as yours, it's better than the hospital and the hospital. The Blue Sword Cafeteria is good, but this is the first time there should be room for improvement 'If you like it, I will work hard in the future, even if it doesn't surpass you, it should be about the same."

Ji Xin'an nodded lightly... She stuffed the food into her mouth silently, but it was like chewing wax, without a trace of taste, but looking at Zou Ze's expectant gaze, she only lowered her head and slowly ate it.

But Zou Ze didn't seem to see it, he ate with her... He raised his head to look at her from time to time, and served her some vegetables. At first glance, he seemed to be a perfect husband, and he couldn't pick out a single fault.

"I'm full." Ji Xinan put down her chopsticks after taking a few bites. In fact, she doesn't eat a lot these days, and no matter how delicious it is, she can't taste it.

"Why do you only eat so much? Is it because I don't make it delicious?" Zou Ze looked at her and put down the tableware, frowning at her appearance.

Ji Xin'an shook her head, "No, what you made is delicious, but I haven't had any appetite and I can't eat it, maybe it will be fine in a few days."

"How can this be done? You see that you have become so thin in just a few days. I have to think about my welfare. It's almost too thin to hold a washboard body in my arms." Zou Ze persuaded with a smile. Knowing that his expression might affect her at this time, he tried to make himself smile more naturally.

If it was usual, Ji Xinan might have given him a scowl early, plus the Jiuyin White Bone Claw, but today he just smiled reluctantly and looked down at the food, but he had no desire to eat at all.

"Good, eat a little more." Zou Ze saw her appearance, so he had to pick up her rice bowl, sit next to Ji Xin'an, and start feeding with his chopsticks, "Come on, open your mouth."

Ji Xinan looked at him as if he was coaxing a child, and smiled helplessly, but he opened his mouth obediently and let him feed the food into his mouth, and the amazing thing was that he fed it into his mouth. The rice seems to be fragrant, and it can be eaten.

The two of them fed one by one, and soon ate the rest of Ji Xinan. If it was Luo Jiayi, they would be surprised and couldn't shut their mouths. Can eat more food, think of many ways, but never saw her eat more.

But now Zou Ze just gave her a few gentle words and let her submit. Although she didn't eat as much when she was in the army, it was a good sign.

Ji Xinan saw that Zou Ze was going to serve rice again, and reached out and pulled the corner of his shirt, "I really can't eat it anymore, don't serve it any more."

"Then don't eat it." Zou Ze said with a smile, "What do you think we should do that afternoon?"

"Whatever you say, I will listen to you today." Ji Xinan chuckled, looking at him in a daze, as if he hadn't seen him for a long time, and his appearance can only be seen in dreams.

"Why are you looking at me like that? Did you see me in a few days? I'm handsome again?" Zou Ze squatted in front of her and held her hand in his own.

"Beautiful." Ji Xinan smiled when he heard it, feeling his hand rubbing against the back of his own, and seemed reluctant to take it away.

Zou Ze smiled and lowered his head, but when he looked at her hand, he couldn't smile anymore. The wrist was full of scars tied with rope. Although it was scabbed, you could still see how deep the wound was. The bruise on the side, with his hand gently over it, can't help feeling sour, thinking about how much she will suffer this time, these scars will not appear until they are tied for at least a few hours, but it happened again in these few hours. What, Zou Ze's heart hurts even more.

Ji Xinan saw his movement, and was about to shrink back...but Zou Ze grabbed her hard and didn't let her take it back. She lowered her head, and gently stroked her wound with her hands...as softly as she was stroking her. Like a gem "Does it still hurt?"

Hearing Zou Zeqinglu's questioning, Ji Xinan couldn't hold it any longer. After holding back for a long time, she burst out in depression, and her tears fell at once, "It hurts Zou Ze, I really hurt."

No matter how painful it was these days, she buried it deeply in her heart and endured it secretly, but at this time she let go of her guard and let go of everything.

Zou Ze listened deeply and hugged her deeply, letting her cry in his own arms, knowing that at least crying out is better than holding it in. For a time, only Ji Xinan's cry was slowly in the room. Maybe it was tired crying, it turned into sobbing, and then there was no sound.

Looking down, it turned out that she was already asleep. Zou Ze looked at her face with tears in her eyes, but she was sleeping soundly, and couldn't help but smile bitterly. Thinking of Zhao Fan's words, he knew that Ji Xinan had been in trouble these days. How hard it is, and I know the pressure she is under. Although I don't know what happened, it may make a strong woman become like this, even more serious than that after the undercover incident, so I know what she has been subjected to. the blow.

At this moment, Zou Ze felt relieved that she could relax for a while. At least she could let her guard down when facing herself, and she would not guard against anything.

He gently picked her up and put her on the bed. Just as she was about to leave, she found that Ji Xinan's hand was firmly pulling on the corner of his clothes, making him unable to move even if he wanted to, but he was afraid of waking her up and dared not use too much force. , can only stop to lie on the bed with her, and hold Ji Xin'an in his arms.

Until this time, he dared to look carefully at the scars on her face. Although a lot has been removed, he can still see the previous marks, and he can guess what it will look like when there is no good.

He sighed bitterly, watching Ji Xin'an like a cat, lying quietly in his arms, his heart also calmed down, his hands tightly wrapped around her, and he also fell asleep.

This is Ji Xin'an's heaviest sleep in the past few days. The nightmare that has been haunting her has not bothered her again. She found a comfortable place to sleep in Zou Ze's arms, and it seems that even the injuries on her body It's not so painful, it turns out that when the mind is calm, everything will be fine.

She didn't know how long she had slept, but she knew that this was the most comfortable sleep in the past few days. She slowly opened her eyes and found that she was still in Zou Ze's arms, while he was still sleeping soundly and peacefully. There was a snoring sound in the breath.

Seeing this, Xinan laughed. This was the first sincere smile she had shown since she came back. Maybe it was something she didn't even notice. She reached out and pinched his nose, Zou Ze couldn't breathe. Suddenly woke up.

"Big lazy pig, what time is it, it's almost ten hours of sleep, and it's still sleeping." Ji Xinan nodded his head playfully and said.

Zou Ze seemed to be sleeping soundly, but in fact, because Ji Xinan was in his arms, he was always vigilant, and Ji Xinan woke up when he touched him.

Because I woke up suddenly, I was so scared, but when I saw Ji Xinan smiling, I was relieved and yawned, "Okay, don't let me sleep if you sleep enough, you know there was a The little lazy pig fell asleep first, and he had to hold me in my arms and said nothing to let me go. You said that I was not sleepy in the daytime, so I could only lie here and stare, and then I fell asleep. After a while, I was woken up by the sleeping little lazy pig."

"I hate it, I didn't force you, you can go. I sleep alone in such a big bed and no one is tight on me, it's more comfortable." Ji Xinan said stubbornly, in fact, as soon as she opened her eyes and saw Zou Ze, she I already understood that I slept so well this time, and it was Zou Ze's credit for not having nightmares, but he refused to admit it.

Zou Ze smiled, but didn't refute. He tightened his hands and held Ji Xin'an in his arms without a crack, "That's why I'm willing to rely on you, I can't sleep without you."

Ji Xinan reluctantly reached out a hand and nodded his head, "Then I'll be generous and give you half the bed."

"Then I have to thank you." Zou Ze laughed after hearing this, but suddenly stopped when he looked at her, and Zhong hand gently caressed the wound on her face that had not disappeared, "It must have been very difficult at the time. Thrilling, it would be great if I could accompany you."

Ji Xinan froze for a while, didn't say anything, just nodded lightly, "It's a pity it's not from the same team."

Zou Ze's hand stroked down her face. He had actually seen the marks on her neck, but he knew that it might be the most painful wound in her heart, so he just pretended he didn't see it.

But at this time, his eyes fell on it unconsciously, and Ji Xinan felt a little dazed immediately, but his whole body instantly cooled down, he broke free from Zou Ze's arms and jumped off the bed and rushed into the bathroom.

Seeing Ji Xin'an's reaction, Zou Ze's smile froze on his face and froze there, until he heard the bathroom door slam shut, and then he recovered.

He also rushed over immediately, "An An, open the door and tell me something, don't do this."

"I'm fine, Zou Ze, I just want to be quiet by myself." Ji Xinan's seemingly calm but choked voice came from inside.

Hearing this, Zou Ze couldn't help but sighed. It seemed that he still had to work hard to restore everything to its original state. He was silent and looked at the closed door without disturbing Ji Xin'an. He slowly backed out and sat blankly. in the living room.

But after a while, the sound of water came from the bathroom, but it didn't stop. After waiting for a long time, Zou Ze finally couldn't help but jumped up and rushed to the door again, hesitating but still knocking hard. "An An, open the door."

"I don't want Zou Ze, don't come in, I." Ji Xinan heard Zou Ze's voice, and the body curled up in the sprinkler hid in the corner again, as if she could retreat into her own small space without having to come out again.

Seeing her ostrich-like appearance, Zou Ze couldn't help but kicked the door. For others, the locked door was very strong, but for Zou Ze, it was vulnerable to a single blow. It was opened with a bang, and the entire lower half was broken into pieces.

Ji Xinan was startled when she heard the sound, but when she looked up, Zou Ze had already rushed to her side. Seeing her curled up in the corner, she was drenched in cold water without even adjusting the temperature, and her whole body was wet. A through, trembling there, and immediately ignoring her objection, he pulled her up and wrapped the towel around her body.

"An An, what's wrong with you? Be strong, isn't it just a mission, the mission is over, everyone is fine, and you are fine, let's forget him, okay?" Zou Ze pinched her with both hands Her shoulders made her look directly at herself, "This is not the Ji Xin'an I am familiar with, where is Ji Xin'an who doesn't frown even if the sky falls?"

Ji Xin'an avoided his sight, but he couldn't break free from his iron pincer-like hands, even if he wanted to.

"An'an, it's not like your character. You have survived the undercover thing so hard. If there's anything you can't get through, say it out loud. You are not only torturing yourself but also torturing yourself. Everyone." Zou Ze didn't want to let her escape, and said loudly to her.

"I don't." Ji Xinan wanted to hide but couldn't, but when she felt Zou Ze's gaze, the feeling in her heart became stronger and stronger, but Zou Ze pressed her too hard, leaving her nowhere to run.

Looking at Zou Ze's eyes, he seemed to suddenly go out of his way, and shouted loudly, "This time is different, don't you want to know what I went through, then I will tell you that I was captured on this mission, except to torture me. He was almost raped and raped.”

Speaking of this, I was already crying, but when I shouted out the words I had been holding back in my heart for so long, it seemed that it really eased a little.

Zou Ze couldn't help but be stunned when he heard it. Although he was already prepared when he saw those traces before, he couldn't help but be shocked when he said it himself from Xin'an's mouth.

Seeing Zou Ze's appearance, Ji Xinan smiled miserably, threw off his hand, and stretched out his hand to tear his collar, "Look at this place and this place, they are all left by him, I feel good about myself now. Dirty, the whole body is dirty even in the pores, I really shouldn't have escaped, I should have died there."

"What should I do if you die? I'm not allowed to say such things again." Zou Ze came back to his senses, and when he heard Ji Xinan's last words, he broke into a cold sweat and looked at the broken-hearted man with excitement. Ji Xinan hugged her distressedly, "You are not dirty, Anan, no matter what happens to you, you are the most beautiful in my heart. You are my angel. It's nothing, it's really nothing."

"You don't need to comfort me, I know how embarrassed and embarrassed I am really, that's why I don't want to see you at this time, I'm not afraid of anyone like this, anyone can face it, but I don't want to Facing you." Ji Xinan cried, trying to break free from his embrace.

Zou Ze felt her desperation, and stopped talking about comforting words. Without thinking, he used actions to prove it. He raised her face with both hands and kissed her lips fiercely.

Ji Xinan struggled without even thinking about it, but Zou Ze shoved her into the corner and imprisoned her in the middle, leaving her with no room to resist, so he could only let him kiss her on the lips roughly.

But Ji Xin'an, who couldn't bear other people's touch before, was not at all disgusted at this time. It was also a rough kiss, but this kiss with a familiar smell made her more and more addicted, and she resisted slowly. Disappeared, his hands unconsciously climbed onto Zou Ze's shoulders, and began to try to respond to him.

Zou Ze seemed to feel her change, and gradually became gentle, as thin and slow as tasting delicious food, leaving Ji Xin'an's lips, his kiss slipped down gently, slowly from the neck. , her collarbone and her bare shoulders left his traces and tastes.

The clothes on Zou Ze's hands slowly fell to the ground, leaving only the corset that could cover the body. Zou Ze looked at her weakly clinging to his shoulders, her body was so soft that she had no strength, and her eyes were already gone. Becoming confused, he no longer hesitated, picked her up, and walked out from the door that had been kicked by him.

He threw her onto the bed at once, and before Ji Xinan could react, he pounced on him. At this time, his patience seemed to be back on Zou Ze's body. His kiss swam down her earlobe and swam to her neck. In the end, it stayed on her seductive collarbone, biting inch by inch.

There was a numbness in the skin that Zou Ze had touched, Ji Xinan's hands gradually slipped to the sides of her body and grasped tightly.

He raised a hand, twisted Ji Xinan's chin, and kissed her lips. The tip of his tongue easily knocked her lips and teeth, and he ran rampant in the territory she lost, wandering left and right. Ji Xinan was already twisting Head, being kissed by Zou Ze's oppressive kiss 'the kiss was a little breathless' Zou Ze still did not let her go, and slowly became rough. Zou Ze seems to like this kind of kiss very much now, making him feel Ji Xinan The presence. She tried to push Zou Ze away, but Zou Ze didn't intend to let her go. The hand gently rubbing her stomach moved up a little bit. Ji Xinan, who had not exposed a large area of ​​her skin, was even more at this moment. Uncovered, the thick calloused hands slid across her skin, making Ji Xinan, who was not resolute in resisting, immediately disarm and surrender.

Seeing the burning flame in Zou Ze's eyes in the haze, who would have thought that it was only for the entanglement in her heart at first, and maybe neither of the two of them would have imagined that things would become like this.

"Zou Ze......" Ji Xinan's hands were weakly hooked on his shoulders, and her body arched forward slightly.

His kiss fell again, pressing her resisting language and body back together.

Along with the kiss, he was no longer polite, and the other hand began to move down slowly and dishonestly. Without any other obstructions, he found the target very smoothly, covered it directly, and gently knead.

Ji Xinan felt that the gas in her lungs was suddenly smothered in it. Even if her chest was about to be torn apart, she couldn't breathe anyway.

The pleasure from Zou Ze's fingertips gradually became obvious, as if a happy current was spreading upward from her toes little by little.

"An'an......" Zou Ze bit Ji Xin'an's lower lip lightly, his voice was deep and hoarse, but looking at Ji Xin'an, who had let him ask for anything, he was abruptly stopped.

The rapid breathing of the two sprayed on each other's cheeks, and it could be seen that Zou Ze was holding back the desire in his heart at this time.

Ji Xinan was still awake at this time, soberly guessed that Zou Ze was still taking into account her feelings at this time, he didn't want to take advantage of others' danger, and his performance also made Ji Xinan understand that it was too urgent to stop at this time.

But she didn't stop. Instead, she hooked his head down with both hands, and put her lips together, "An An, are you awake now, do you know what you're doing?" Zou Ze didn't continue, but instead asked her.

Ji Xin'an nodded lightly, "Zou Ze, I know what I'm doing. Now may not be the best time, but I want to give myself to you, and I've never looked forward to it so much."

After listening to Ji Xin'an's words, the flame that had been extinguished ignited again.