BE Crazy Demon Survival System

Xu Qichen stood in place. This familiar and unfamiliar land seemed to hold his legs firmly, making him unable to step out. He could only look at the man sitting on the bench at the bus stop and his black and white eyes.

Xia Zhixu just said that he did all this just to feel the feeling of being liked by himself.

What does this mean?

The fall of the truth came too suddenly, and Xu Qichen almost lost his most basic judgment ability.

He just thought his mind was messed up, he didn't know what happened.

Are you dreaming?

"I don't understand..." Xu Qichen frowned, his voice faint.

"I know you don't understand." Xia Zhixu smiled and pointed to herself diagonally forward. "When I first saw you, you stood there. Seriously, I was so stupid when I was a kid, now I look back. Think about it, I fell in love with you the first time I saw you, even I didn’t even know it. Since I was young, I have accepted the basic rules of attraction of opposite sex, which made me think that I just wanted to be friends with you. ."

Xu Qichen's heart moved, his chest seemed to be a dry well, and suddenly there was the sound of running water.

He couldn't understand what he was saying.

At first glance, I fell in love with...

Joy seems to be separated from his consciousness. They somehow conquered his body, flooded with every cell, and fell into emotions before he could react.

But how is this possible?

This is something he couldn't even think of.

"It's also in this place, you said, you never want to be friends with me anymore." Xia Zhixu took a deep breath, as if trying to get out of the painful memories, "Actually, do you know me? I’ve thought about it a long time ago. I’m struggling every minute and every second I’m with you. Do you want to say it? Let’s say it, but I’m too courageous. I’m afraid you will run away if you make a mistake. Up."

He lowered his head, his tone pretending to be relaxed, "I think, as long as I don't pierce this layer of paper and put those words in my stomach, I can at least occupy a more intimate identity, stay with you, and go to college with you. Watching you realize your dreams, find someone you like, get married, have children, and when you are busy, I can drive you to pick up your children from school. I really thought so."

Xu Qichen's fingers began to tremble uncontrollably.

Xia Zhixu's voice was a little choked, "I can really hold back it, I can hold back just being a friend."

As long as you can stay by your side, your identity is not important at all.

I am not so greedy.

"But God didn't even give me such a hope, and ruined everything while I was away." He wiped his face, stood up, and walked to Xu Qichen's face, only a step away.

He smiled at him, still the way he was when he was young, his little tiger teeth gleaming in the sun.

His tone is very solemn.

"I am 25 years old this year, and I have spent two-fifths of my time on liking you. Rounding off, it’s half my life. Originally, I didn’t intend to tell you these things. I didn’t want to Disturb your life. But since I met you last time at a class reunion and talked to you for a while, I couldn't sleep all night and all night, even if I was extremely tired and fell asleep, my dreams were all you." He laughed self-deprecatingly, "I'm afraid if this continues, I will get something sick."

Looking at Xia Zhixu in front of him, Xu Qichen's heart seemed to be held by someone, it hurts.

He never thought that Xia Zhixu, whom everyone was looking up to, would become like this for him.

"People always say that time can heal everything, and everyone persuaded me that way."

He lowered his eyes and shook his head, "But I don't think, if he is, then he is also a quack, and he gave me the wrong medicine, which made me more and more hopeless. I later thought that the reason why I became like this, Maybe it’s because I’ve never got it. I’m unwilling to do so, so I want to borrow your consciousness and use these virtual characters to approach you for ten minutes and feel the feeling of being in love with you, even if it’s fake, even if you Just doing the task is enough. I can get out if I get what I want."

"But I was wrong." His voice became lower and lower, and the disguised ease began to defeat. "It was wrong from the beginning. People are greedy. If you get it once, you want the second time and don't want to end it. Not even satisfied with only having you in the virtual world."

"I finally understand that I have been suffering for so many years, not because I didn't get you and I was not reconciled, but because I just want you to be with you, I just want to be with you, I..."

He raised his head and looked at Xu Qichen.

"I love you."

Finally, after speaking out what he wanted to say for ten years, Xia Zhixu originally thought that he would feel relieved.

But now he realized that he didn't feel his wish at all. Instead, he began to feel nervous, as if he was still looking forward to something. After all, in so many virtual worlds, he got a lot, more than he thought.

just in case……

just in case.

Xu Qichen suddenly lowered his head and laughed.

Laughing endlessly.

Xia Zhixu was a little confused, could it be that what he said just now was funny.

The anxiety intensified.

"We are two fools."

He was deaf and blind, and still so stubborn.

After groping in the dark for so many years, the people they were looking for were obviously each other.

Xu Qichen walked closer.

His voice was choked.

"hug me."

Xia Zhixu was stunned, everything exceeded his expectations.

Could it really happen in case?

Xu Qichen raised his head and looked at him with wet eyes. He stretched out his hand and pulled Xia Zhixu's arms.

"Hug me."

Xia Zhixu, who had been holding back his emotions, held him in his arms. He had so many things to say, but they were all stuck in his throat and couldn't speak.

Do you also like me?

Do you really like me?

How can you like me...

He buried his head in Xu Qichen's neck.

Xu Qichen's hands trembled slightly, and he hugged Xia Zhixu's back. He sniffed in a soft voice.

"You don’t know, Lin Ran, Mu Yao, Song Yuanyan, Su Lin, their prototype is you, I have never been in love, and I can’t write a good love story. The only thing I can refer to is my love to you. Feelings. But, I thought it would be impossible for me in this life, so every story ends in a miserable way. I was so miserable that I was tricked into this ghost system by you, and I felt that the readers gave me punishment."

Feeling stiff in the body of the person holding him, Xu Qichen rubbed his neck, "Round up, I have only loved one person in my half life."

His breath lingers gently on the side of his neck, like a kind of comfort.

"His name is Xia Zhixu."

Xia Zhixu's mind was blank for a moment.

He never thought that it was himself that he had always played carefully.

"Hey, I didn't cry. Why are you crying." Xu Qichen patted him on the back and smiled softly, "I would not tell you if I knew it."

He is already 25 years old, and he still cries.

Xia Zhixu rubbed his shoulder, "What you said never counts."

What a grudge. Xu Qichen pushed him, "Then you have never heard of it."

"Impossible, if you don't admit it, I'll let 0901 call out the video for you to watch, until you see you admit it." He laughed, showing his little tiger teeth, "You have to tell me again after you go back. "

This fool was crying and laughing.

Xu Qichen's ears were a little hot, he lowered his head and smiled embarrassedly.

Suddenly I found a breastplate with the word Xia at the beginning hidden under my neckline.

Turning over the neckline, three words are written on the nameplate.

Xia Zhixu.

"This……"

"This is my last little bit of selfishness." Xia Zhixu covered his nameplate and smiled embarrassedly, "Don't look at it." After finishing speaking, he took his hand, "Before I go back, you can go with me. Place?"

"where to?"

Xia Zhixu smiled, did not speak, just led him into this campus where countless memories were stored.

It’s empty here, without anyone. They don’t have to worry about anyone’s eyes anymore, they don’t have to hide, but frankly hold each other’s hands, let go of their grudges and anxiety, and re-accept this in their hearts. Long place.

"You made these?" Xu Qichen looked at the Yinglin leaning against the entrance of the school, and the marble steps, everything overlapped with his memory, "It's amazing."

"I have come back many times, and many places are different." Xia Zhixu sighed, "So I can only restore it with my memory."

Xu Qichen never went back to Jingjian.

Although he knew that after he left, there were a lot of clarification posts on the post bar, and many people came forward to help him explain, but the experience of that month made him no longer able to muster the courage, and returning to this once gave him a lot of warmth. local.

Before he knew it, Xia Zhixu took him downstairs in the teaching building. He smiled and said, "Student Xu Qichen, we have to go back to class."

He seemed to be waiting for something, standing still, after a few seconds, he shouted, "0901, hurry up."

0901's voice suddenly appeared: "Sorry, the audio just failed. I fixed it."

"Stop talking nonsense..." Xia Zhixu cleared his throat and repeated it again, "Student Xu Qichen, we want to..."

The class bell suddenly rang, the loudness of which completely covered up his unfinished sentence.

Xu Qichen was amused by him, and laughed so hard that he couldn't help himself, "I can't tell, you are still a formalist."

Xia Zhi Xu Qiang resisted trying to clean up this stupid AI, "We will calculate this account later..." He took Xu Qichen's hand and pulled him to the fourth floor.

Two people stood in front of the classroom at the stairway.

I raised my eyes and looked at it. The classroom door sign reads Grade 1 (13).

Putting his hand on Xu Qichen's shoulder, he pushed him in until he reached the fifth row position of the four groups he once sat, "Classmate, this is your seat, please sit."

Xu Qichen sat down obediently, smiled and raised his head, watching him walk to the podium, cleared his throat, and looked under the stands, as if there were really students sitting down there.

"Hello everyone, my name is Xia Zhixu." He turned around and scribbled his name on the blackboard.

"Although my name is not as elegant as the classmate Xu Qichen's, but it is actually said." He smiled exactly the same as before, turned around, holding a piece of chalk.

With each stroke, I carefully wrote the other three words beside Xia Zhixu.

"Xia is Xia Zhixu's Xia, Xu is Xu Qichen's Xia."

The dust floating in the air outlines the shape of the light, and the light shining straight in from the corner of the window brightens his splendid face inch by inch.

"This is my name."

It is also my destiny.

My name is Xia Zhixu, one day, I will meet you and understand you.

have you.

Xu Qichen tilted his head and stared into Xia Zhixu's eyes, "Who allowed you to introduce yourself like this? Xu Qichen himself disagrees."

Xia Zhixu came down from the podium, patted the chalk dust on his hands, and sighed pretendingly, "Oh, you really have changed. If you changed it, you would definitely not dare to look at me."

With that, he sat behind Xu Qichen.

Every day he used to face the man in front of him, looking at his shoulder blades slightly exposed from under his white shirt, like butterfly wings, stirring his heart.

Xu Qichen was also a little embarrassed. He didn't look back. Just like he was ten years ago, he clearly had his heart tied to the back seat, but he didn't dare to look back easily.

His voice came from behind, "Student Xu Qichen, you are so good, so good, you are all good at everything, and there is a little bad."

Xu Qichen smiled softly and did not speak.

"Why don't you ask me what's wrong?" Xia Zhixu smiled and squeezed the back of his neck, "not modest at all."

"Then you say, what is bad?"

Seeing Xu Qichen handing himself a step, Xia Zhixu immediately smiled, "I lack a boyfriend."

what. Xu Qichen lowered his head halfway, his ears hot.

Make it like a middle school student.

Xia Zhixu cleared his throat and said seriously, "Student Xu Qichen, would you like me to be your boyfriend?"

Xu Qichen stared at a small gap on the edge of the table.

"I was serious."

The heartbeat was too scribbled, so I missed a beat without thinking.

"If you want, turn around and look at me."

Outside the dazzling green window was Xia Chan's extremely noisy instigation.

Xu Qichen took a deep breath and turned his head.

But he was kissed by the person who was half behind on the desk.

Surprise made him widen his eyes and saw his eyelashes trembling slightly, as if he opened the curtains with a brush, revealing those deep black pupils.

He tried many kisses with this person under different skins, there was a soft fight and a warm fusion.

But never once, throbbing like this moment.

It was just the soft touch of his lips, with a little surprise, but his heart seemed to be taken away by him.

Xia Zhixu let go of him and gave him a hug across the desk.

"This first kiss was delivered ten years late." He bowed his head again and kissed Xu Qichen's ear. "But I don't feel a pity at all. Even if it is fifty years late, you are my first love."

Xu Qichen's eyes were a little sour, he had to cover it with a smile, "It's clearly your secret love."

"You are also secretly in love." Xia Zhixu let go of his hands and flicked Xu Qichen's forehead. "They are all cowards, let alone anyone."

naive. The corners of Xu Qichen's mouth could not restrain the ground from rising.

Although they really missed a lot, if it weren't for good luck, if they hadn't been apart for these years, how would they know.

It turns out I really have to do with you.

"Go back." Xu Qichen looked into his eyes, his amber pupils gleaming, "Let the past Xia Zhixu and Xu Qichen end here."

He stretched out his hand and gently stroked Xia Zhixu's face, slowly sliding from his eyes to the jaw line.

"I want to hug the real you."

Xia Zhixu grabbed his hand and nodded.

"Okay, let's go back."

In an instant, the surrounding scenes melted into fragments of light and melted away little by little. Xu Qichen closed his eyes. He felt that he was probably infected by Xia Zhixu, and he felt a little scared at this moment.

Could it be that all of this is just a dream.

The voice of 0901 suddenly appeared, "The main body of consciousness is stripped, and the system is shut down."

There was a short electric ringing in my ear, which only rang three times.

Xu Qichen felt a pain in his head. He raised his head and found that his workbench was in front of him. His eyes suddenly received strong light, and he was a little uncomfortable.

He was about to raise his hand to rub his eyes, only to find that he was still wearing the newly fitted glasses. I took the glasses off and looked down carefully, only to find a small metal disk on the metal temples.

Suddenly the voice of 0901 came from his ear, Xu Qichen was startled, only to realize that he was wearing the earphones that came with his glasses.

"Mr. Xu, please come downstairs."

downstairs?

Xu Qichen stood up suspiciously and shook his head, "The system is shut down, do I still want to follow your instructions?"

0901 calmly replied: "Please don't blame me, I am also under command."

Kind of throwing the pot.

Xu Qichen opened the door. In the spring night, the temperature was not too high. He wrapped his coat, grabbed the key and pressed the elevator.

"Will you still be in the headset?"

0901 replied: "Mr. Xu, I will have a new form in the future, and of course the past data will be kept for backup."

Xu Qichen coughed and said with some guilty conscience, "I hope you can destroy certain backups."

"Sorry, Mr. Xu, you know, I don't have such authority."

With a ding sound, the elevator door was opened. Xu Qichen went out and asked as he walked, "What did you get me down for? Four or five in the morning, it's scary..."

Before he finished speaking, a tall figure appeared in front of him. Step by step, he walked out of the dark shadow of the tree, with the same earphones hanging around his neck.

Xu Qichen was stunned, "Why are you here?"

How did he come so late?

Xia Zhixu walked over and stood in front of Xu Qichen, "I am also using this system for the first time. I was afraid of any accidents, so I rented a house in your community in advance."

He took Xu Qichen's earphones off and touched his ears, "Is it cold?"

The cool fingertips gently touched the hot ears. The real body temperature exchange gave him a wonderful psychological effect, and he felt his nerves tense. Xu Qichen shook his head. He obviously experienced so much in the virtual world together. He did everything that should and shouldn't be done, but he still felt embarrassed when he stood in front of him.

"You, do you want to go up... for a cup of coffee or something?"

Xia Zhixu laughed, "We are like a couple who just started dating."

"Just forget it if you don't go up." Xu Qichen's heart started to burn, "Then you come..."

What are you coming to me for?

In other words, what should we do now?

day. He really feels like he is now back when he was fifteen years old, knowing nothing and being confused about everything.

Xia Zhixu grabbed his hand and dragged him away involuntarily as before. Xu Qichen seemed to be used to it, so he was pulled by him until he was stuffed into the car.

"Where are you going?"

Xia Zhixu started the car, "Go to a place I want to take you to in my dreams."

Xu Qichen looked at him with some doubts, Xia Zhixu stopped talking, only silently grabbed his hand, placed it on his lips, kissed his finger carefully, and kissed him again. Back of the hand.

Then he moved sideways across the handbrake.

Xu Qichen closed his eyes.

But found that things weren't what he thought, Xia Zhixu was clinging to him, lowered his head, and seriously helped him fasten his seat belt.

"All right."

Xu Qichen's Adam's apple moved. He felt extremely embarrassed for what he had just made a mistake. The car slowly drove out of the community. Xia Zhixu's hand was still holding him, and his thumb was gently Rubbing his knuckles.

Xu Qichen pretended to be sleepy and wanted to use sleep to cover up his throbbing. Xia Zhixu saw his head tilted over, and intimately helped him lower the backrest. Originally it was a pretend, but Xu Qichen stayed up late before entering the system. He felt extremely sleepy when he relaxed, and he really fell asleep while pretending to be.

It seemed that he hadn't slept for a long time, and was awake by Xia Zhixu. Xia Zhixu's hand gently touched his face, and he whispered his name. Xu Qichen subconsciously grasped his hand, with difficulty. Opened his eyes.

"Reached?"

Xu Qichen didn't get enough sleep, and was a little unhappy. He didn't know why Xia Zhixu had to take him around when he first came back. He had to lead him over where it was.

Xia Zhixu saw that he was not awake yet, so he stood up and sat down, standing by the car, hugging him, and gently touching his back. Xu Qichen took the opportunity to put his head on his stomach and hummed twice, before pushing him away again.

"what's happenin?"

Xu Qichen rubbed his eyes, "Your stomach is hard and uncomfortable."

Xia Zhixu laughed, "This is my abdominal muscles, not my stomach. Okay, we have to go up." Then he took a woolen hat from the back seat of the car, put it on Xu Qichen's head, and pulled it for him. At the edge, he straightened his hair and said, "I can't blow it when I wake up, and I have a headache." After fixing the hat, Xia Zhixu kissed his forehead through the woolen thread, "Let's go."

Xu Qichen’s eyes are not as good as before. This time he went out in a hurry. He didn’t take his glasses, and everything looked vague. It was even more obvious when he woke up. He could only let Xia Zhixu hold his hand and walk to one. The elevator door.

"where are we going?"

"You'll know in a moment."

Soon, the elevator arrived. Xia Zhixu pulled him to a door. Xu Qichen was a little confused and looked at him. Who knew that Xia Zhixu smiled and said to him, "Press the doorbell."

Who is this going to visit?

"I thought it was your house..." Xu Qichen raised his hand and pressed the doorbell.

Suddenly found that his ring finger had an extra ring.

He looked at it blankly, thinking he was dazzled.

"It's my house." Xia Zhixu smiled.

A middle-aged woman's voice came from the door, "Who is it so early in the morning?"

"Mom, it's me. Open the door."

mom……

Xu Qichen turned around the ring that appeared inexplicably in his hand, and blinked ignorantly.

Then he was sober instantly.

mom? ? ?