Because I'm a coward, I maxed out my san value

Ye Tingbai: "I have some questions for you."

The bone man seemed to have known Ye Tingbai's intentions for a long time, and agreed without thinking, but he also put forward his own conditions.

"Of course, there is no problem, but you have to promise me one thing. This thing is simple to say, and it doesn't matter if you can't do it. This thing is to wait until you have the ability in the future, and kill me."

This is really the first time that Ye Tingbai has seen someone make such a request. There is no loss to himself, so he naturally agreed.

"In the past thousand years, I have chosen more than 600 people. I trained them and helped them, thinking that they could grow up, touch the truth of darkness, and completely liberate me, but none of these 600 people were spared. They all died on the road of exploring the mystery. Are you sure you want to take this road?"

Ye Tingbai: "You seem to know what I want to ask?"

"It's nothing more than asking why you were dragged into the abyss, why that syllable has such great power, or asking deeper.

I know all these, but once you understand and know some things, it means that those beings also know you. Do you understand what I mean?"

Ye Tingbai: "When you stare into the abyss, the abyss will also stare back, but I have no way back now."

"Then come, I'll talk to you."

The man in the bones took Ye Tingbai to another room. This room was very strange. There was a very deep pool that could not be seen to the bottom at a glance, and the room was very humid. It should be a room specially converted to store water, and it was seawater.

"Do you believe in the existence of gods?"

The secondary personality shook his head: "Too little information, unable to judge."

"You can imagine that there are some powerful existences in the world that we don't know, some things that we can't understand, but they really exist. They disappeared before humans appeared, but they are affecting humans all the time. There are only traces of these creations in various legends."

"What you said is unfounded and imaginary."

"This is the ignorance of our human beings, the blind denial of the unknowable. I can tell you for sure that they exist. They are out of your cognition, not bound by matter, beyond good and evil. They have many names, and the most recognized name now is the ancient god."

After saying the word "ancient god", the masked man was crushed into powder by an indescribable force, but Ye Tingbai, who was close at hand, didn't feel it at all.

After a while, the pool next to him began to surge, and a brand new skeleton man climbed out of it, picked up the clothes thrown on the ground and put them on.

"It's true. Every time I just mention a name, I will be crushed."

The secondary personality couldn't help but admire the reborn skeleton.

"Amazing."

"You are indifferent to this kind of existence."

The secondary personality: "I can understand what you want to convey to me, but I really don't care.

What you want to convey to me is nothing more than that their existence anywhere and at any time emphasizes the depth and vastness of the universe and the weakness of human beings, and human senses cannot recognize or understand it at all. We humans are as weak as dust in front of such existence."

Now it was the turn of the skeleton to be surprised, but he couldn't make any expression on his face.

"You are the first person who has this understanding. There are five civilization eras that have been confirmed to exist in our world. The demise of these five civilizations all have traces of ancient gods. Taboo knowledge does have a fatal attraction to humans, but it can also drive you crazy."

"Strange, why didn't you get crushed to death when you mentioned the word "ancient" this time."

"Simple characters or pronunciations have no meaning at all. Only when you fundamentally understand that kind of existence and even have communication, will your call have unique changes."

At this time, the main personality asked: "What exactly did I shout during the day?"

"You are not suitable to contact too much now. It should be the name of an indescribable god."

Pah~

The bone man was pronounced into powder again, and half a minute later he climbed out of the water again.

"Fell into an endless sleep in the deep sea."

Snap~

"Pay attention to his whispers in dreams."

Click~

"Even if you are protected, his apostles will still find you."

Click~

"Thousand-eyed demon."

Just to convey a message to him, the bone man has died nearly ten times, and the time of resurrection is longer and longer, but he is still full of energy, as if there is really nothing in this world that can threaten his life.

"That's all I have to tell you. If I continue, I will have to wait until tomorrow to be resurrected."

At this time, the secondary personality owner asked: "I don't understand why you want to die. Isn't immortality the dream of mankind?"

"In the beginning, it was true, but the longer you live, the more you know, the more afraid you are. This fear tortures me all the time. I want to be free."

The secondary personality nodded as if he understood, and suddenly looked up.

"You are tired of living, right? They often say this. I always thought it was just a crude and meaningless swear word, but it turns out there are really people like this."

Bone Man: ""

After returning home, Ye Tingbai fell into a strange state of contemplation. Not only the secondary personality, but also the main personality, the two of them were silent together. The feeling of being small and helpless invaded them all the time. This world is always so weird and crazy. This time, the two of them actually fell asleep together.

A new day begins. For the first time, the secondary personality controls the body at this time. He mechanically follows the main personality's usual washing routine, and even has to learn the angle of the toothbrush and how many times to brush.

He comes to the breakfast stall downstairs and orders what he usually orders, tofu pudding and fried dough sticks. For the first time, the secondary personality solves his hunger problem by following Ye Tingbai's usual behavior and gently scoops a spoonful of old tofu into his mouth.

The secondary personality suddenly widens his eyes, and the iron spoon in his hand is bent by his hands unconsciously.

"What is this feeling? I have never experienced it before."

He then picks up the bowl and swallows all the tofu pudding into his stomach.

The main personality: "Eat slowly, with fried dough sticks!"

The secondary personality: "Okay."

The secondary personality: "Boss, ten more bowls!"

The secondary personality eats like a bottomless pit. This is obviously the amount of food Ye Tingbai usually eats for two days, but he ate it all in one morning, but the stomach still did not swell up, which is very magical.

At this time, a man suddenly sat in front of Ye Tingbai. He looked up and saw that it was the big man from yesterday. Now there was a band-aid on his forehead.

"Brother, let's meet officially today. My name is Johnson. I was just joking with you yesterday."

The secondary personality looked up at him and continued to eat. He seemed to really like food. The big man felt a little embarrassed. Seeing the fried dough sticks and several bowls of tofu pudding at hand, he was about to reach out for a bowl.

Pah~

The iron spoon hit Johnson's hand that he had just stretched out.

The secondary personality: "Mine, buy it yourself if you want to eat it."

Dividing line

You are so awesome. Yesterday's extra chapter was successful. Account (one is owed, and it will be made up on the day of listing)

With the increase of book friends, it is getting easier for you to review chapters. Many book friends have suggested that they want to save a few chapters to read together, and suggest recommending more chapters.

I understand, so I will change the conditions. The first day's chapter review is 150 or the recommendation votes on the day are 500 (I didn't make it difficult for you yesterday when the recommendation votes were more than 400). If either of the two is achieved, there will be extra chapters.

Today's small theater

Si Youxu, who is in his twenties, is sitting shoulder to shoulder with a man in the training ground. Their backs are soaked. Facing the setting sun, they smoke the same cigarette, one puff and the other puff.

"I have hidden this cigarette for a month, and you are lucky enough to have it."

"Brother Li, I will leave tomorrow."

Si Youxu seemed a little depressed. The man hugged Si Youxu's shoulders and patted him hard.

"You should leave. I will look down on you if you don't go back. My wife is about to give birth. It will be a few days. When the baby is born, I will go to help you. It's better not to stay in this inhumane place.

When you come back, no matter whether you are a man or a woman, you are the godfather."

"Okay."