Before Prying Away the Small O

Yun Wan was stunned by Shen Li's phone call.

He subconsciously pressed You Chenxing into the closet, hurried out of the bedroom, saw You Chenxing's shoes at the entrance, stuffed them into the shoe closet without thinking, patted his cheek, and looked at his glasses before opening the door.

Looking at it this way, I almost didn't mention it in one breath.

The omega's eyes in the mirror are wet, her cheeks are flushed, her complexion is good... but it's too good.

Yun Wan: "..."

Ding-dong-

The doorbell rang again.

After a while, after the doorbell rang, her cell phone rang again, and Shen Li called.

In such a hurry, are you in a hurry to reincarnate?

Yun Wan, who was in a hurry at first, was urged twice by Shen Li, but instead became quiet.

No, she has nothing to worry about, it's not her who did the wrong thing.

Besides, You Chenxing...

Glancing at the clock on the wall, it was thirteen after ten... Well, even if it was a friend, it was a bit strange that You Chenxing stayed with her at this hour.

What's more, Yun Wan didn't think their friendship was pure.

There are too many things mixed in.

Yun Wan didn't answer the call, and when the phone stopped, Yun Wan was sure, and Shen Li outside the door must have heard it too.

Sure enough, with some probing and uncertainty, the person outside the door said loudly, "Wan Wan, are you at the door?"

The sound insulation effect of her door is also top-notch. If you are so close, the ringing of the incoming call is so loud, and it is transmitted to the other side. It is estimated that it is the same as Shen Li's words. There is only a faint sound, which makes people uncertain.

Yun Wan opened the electronic cat's eye.

Outside the door, Shen Li was dressed in military uniform, obviously coming directly from the unit, oh no...

Maybe...

Realizing something, taking a deep breath, Yun Wan finally opened the door.

The sensor light in the corridor outside the house lit up one after another due to the sound of the door opening. The female alpha's hair was stained with a little water droplets, but her clothes were dry. She should have driven directly to the underground parking lot to take the elevator. The probability is that when you register at the door guard, you open the car window and get it.

Yes, Shen Lilai, like You Chenxing, had to register to enter.

This house was bought by Yun Wan when she was in college. It was close to her work unit. She decided on the direction of her work. Father Yun chose it for her convenience in the future.

When we got married, I also considered not to deal with it, but there was no couple who didn't quarrel, and I didn't know what happened afterward. Every time there was a fight, Yun Wan didn't want to go to Father Yun's place to worry him, so he came here.

After going back and forth, the small apartment became a place for her to be alone when she was in a bad mood or wanted to be alone.

Looking at Shen Li outside the door, Yun Wan suddenly thanked her father for his decision.

This is hers, and hers alone.

Other than that, it has nothing to do with anyone.

"...Wan Wan."

After staring at each other for a longer time, seeing that Yun Wan didn't want to let her in the door, Shen Li couldn't help calling Yun Wan anxiously.

Yun Wan returned to his senses, lowered his eyes for a moment, and finally let go.

"I'll get you shoes."

Shen Li had his own slippers, Yun Wan took them out from the shoe cabinet and put them at the entrance, but what she thought was that after the divorce, they would have to be sorted out.

"What are you doing, why is it taking so long?" After changing his shoes, Shen Li asked casually.

"Pick up your clothes in the bedroom, just now."

"Oh oh."

Shen Li sat down, Yun Wan went to get her a cup and poured water, the atmosphere was a little embarrassing, seeing that Yun Wan didn't really want to talk to him, Shen Li took the initiative to ask, "Have you cleaned up, do you need my help? "

The voice from the kitchen was faint, unable to hear joy or sorrow, "No, it's alright."

"……Oh."

The atmosphere fell silent again.

Realizing that Shen Li had been trying to talk to him, Yun Wan asked her for something to do, "You got water on your hair, go to the second bedroom to wash and wipe your face. Be careful of catching a cold."

"good."

After pouring a cup of warm water for Shen Li, Yun Wan saw the two cups on the coffee table at first glance, "..."

Shen Li went quickly, washed her hands and face, and then loosened her hair and wiped it twice, she hesitated for a moment, Shen Li walked out of the guest room after getting it done, followed her line of sight, and asked naturally, "Huh? What? Three cups?"

Yun Wan's face was not blushing or panting, "Just watching the TV series, I wanted to drink water and orange juice, so I poured a glass."

"Oh oh."

Handing Shen Li's cup to her, the other party took it and took a sip.

The hair is loose. The original long hair has been cut to shoulder length because of the heavy work this year. It is always tied in a ponytail on the army and will only be put down when I get home.

Shen Li's hair is somewhat similar to Yun Wan's, both are jet black, and there is no white hair, and the hair quality looks good.

It's still a familiar face, a familiar person, but since... After that, every time Yun Wan sees Shen Li, her mentality is different.

When I first discovered it, I avoided it.

Afraid that he couldn't help being impulsive and angry, he rushed in front of Shen Li, crying and making a fuss, throwing the child's affairs in the other's face and asking loudly, shamelessly.

At that time, Yun Wan couldn't accept it.

Reason knows, but emotion can't accept it, reason knows that everything can't go back, but emotion always reminds her in the middle of the night, telling her about the beauty of the past, delusional, when she wakes up one day, nothing happened, she still You can be the Yun Wan of the past, except for fertility problems, everything else is smooth and envied.

later.

After she finally accepted that Shen Li had a child outside, every time she met, it was a long period of pain.

Her marriage with Shen Li was not particularly favored, but aside from this, Yun Wan had thought about it from beginning to end in the past six years. In other respects, Shen Li had not treated herself badly.

——“Compared to the time when you were in college, you basically haven’t changed much, and your life must be good.”

This is what Fu Sixing said today. Exact words.

I didn't specifically point it out, but the last sentence followed the discussion on Shen Li. Yun Wan understood the deep meaning, and Fu Sixing actually wanted to say that she chose Shen Li and made no mistake.

If there is no such thing, Fu Sixing's words should not be wrong.

Apart from the fact that she has no children, her marriage for the first five years was really good.

Shen Li is not like You Chenxing, she has such a strong talent, but she is a self-motivated person. In places like the military, the relationship is only one aspect. The starting line of the children of the aristocratic family is the same, and she may also want to fight. In short, compared to For his peers, Shen Li's promotion was not slow, and he was highly appreciated by his superiors.

Yun Wan knew that there were factors of his own in the multiplied efforts he had put in.

Shen Li didn't want outsiders to say that she made the wrong choice.

Even on the issue of the child, she has always insisted, and Shen Li's attitude has been very casual from the beginning.

if……

Too bad there is no if.

Such a good marriage in all aspects is sudden and comes to an end.

No matter what the reason was for Shen Li to leave Tang Xing's child, she made her own choice.

She made her choice, and Yun Wan also had Yun Wan's persistence.

Up to now, this marriage is no longer a matter of love or not, but... it's just that it can't continue.

This knowledge used to torment her constantly.

make her suffer.

I can't figure out how a good life has changed overnight.

Now, Yun Wan strangely discovered that after the most painful period, she didn't understand, and she didn't even want to understand.

There are many things in the world that are unreasonable, and her marriage change may not be an exception.

Shen Li is derailed and has a child.

A seemingly perfect marriage is broken and cannot last...

And all she can do is accept it all and make her own choice.

Therefore, Yun Wan's eyes looking at Shen Li are very calm now, something has settled in her heart, those eyes have no love or hate, and there are not too many waves.

Her heart is also very calm.

After thinking so much, it only took a short blink of an eye to fall into reality.

Shen Li put down the water glass, and Yun Wan asked her, "Why didn't you say anything in advance when you came back today?"

"Oh, I said earlier that I'll be back on the weekend. Today...what, the last military plane in the army just happened to be able to get on, so I came back with me."

It was a temporary comeback.

After he finished speaking, he looked at Yun Wan from the corner of his eyes, and his expression was still a little unnatural.

Oh, because of the quarrel today, I'm afraid that Yun Wan's heart has a fire that hasn't gone away.

Yun Wan realized this later.

Thinking of meeting Fu Sixing and the phone call between the two, and realizing that Shen Li appeared in the middle of the night to seek peace, Yun Wan kept silent.

She stopped talking, Shen Li took another sip of water in embarrassment, and somehow felt that the atmosphere was not right, but she couldn't tell where the problem was. After thinking about it, she asked tentatively, "I saw Fu Sixing today. , how are you talking?"

"pretty good."

Yun Wan was calm, even too calm, not like someone who had just quarreled with Shen Li in the afternoon.

"He cooperated with the Fifth Research Institute to conduct a series of experiments on nuclear bombs. This project has been completed, and he has just been transferred back to Beijing..."

Before finishing speaking, Shen Li was stunned, "He was dispatched back to Beijing?"

"Yeah." Yun Wan nodded, "Fu's family is also a noble family in the First Military Region. If it wasn't for the right opportunity, he should have returned to Beijing long ago, otherwise the marriage would not have been delayed until now..."

As soon as the second sentence came out, Shen Li's expression changed a bit, as if he was holding on to a measure that didn't exist, he hesitated for a while, and said weakly, "Tell me."

She wanted to hear it, but Yun Wan had nothing to say.

He continued, "I was sent back to Shangjing, the experiment is over, I should have been awarded the second-class merit, and now I am a major. It must have been hard to do experiments in the wilderness in the past few years. very stable."

After thinking for a while, Tim said, "By the way, I also asked about my dad, and said that I can find him if I need help. You know, he has a good temper and is a warm-hearted person, so he feels more mature than before, and other aspects , nothing has changed."

Shen Li's lips twitched for a moment, her expression was complicated, Yun Wan couldn't understand it, and she didn't bother to think about it. "

"Then...you just said that his marriage has been delayed until now, and he is..."

"Well, I don't even have a girlfriend yet. My family is anxious."

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Yun Wan seeks truth from facts. Hearing these words in Shen Li's ears, there is a hint of meaning. He feels that Yun Wan is angry, but...

Shen Li glanced at Yun Wan again, and rationally felt that Yun Wan should be angry, but feeling...

They've been together for so many years, and they don't feel the same.

There was a conflict between the past experience and the existing cognition. Shen Li was not sure about it. After waiting for a long time to see Yun Wan say the second sentence, in the cramped time, he had an unpredictable sense of strangeness towards Yun Wan.

In the end, Shen Li chose a safe path and apologized first when the greeting was almost the same.

"Wan Wan, I've thought about what happened in the afternoon, it's my fault."

Yun Wan paused, looked down at the cup, and didn't speak for a while.

Shen Li said goodbye, and said in a soft voice, "You know, you are a famous omega of our generation, and the whole family knows that he was chasing you back then, so when you meet today, we Someone in the group mentioned this..."

"What group?" Yun Wan suddenly said, with a very biased focus.

Shen Li suffocated and said, "Just, the group of friends, I met after work, there are many alphas from aristocratic families in it."

"Oh." Yun Wan nodded.

This kind of network resource group is not only available for alphas, but also for omegas. There are also circles of children of aristocratic families. In detail, the size depends on whether I like to socialize or not. In short, Yunwan has them, but unless they are cued, Basically faceless.

Yun Wan didn't find it strange to discuss in this group, gossip, human nature.

"And then, some took pictures and posted them in the group, so I..."

"I'm in a hurry."

Yun Wan listened quietly, and after listening, she was quiet, and only nodded.

Just when Shen Li thought she would say something, Yun Wan's first question was also very strange, she asked, "I just saw it in the group, no one sent you a photo?"

She and Fu Sixing sat in the glass room for so long, they could be photographed inside and out.

I really want to tell Shen Li that I won't be stingy to take an extra photo to prove it.

Shen Li was dazed by Yun Wan's question, everyone was numb, and he always felt that this was not a good question.

Nor is it the direction of dialogue that a reconciliation should have.

But she was the one who apologized, so even though she felt it was wrong, she still bit her head and said, "A friend posted it."

Just one sentence, which friend is, but I don't mention it.

Yun Wan shook the water in the cup, as if there was something in it that made her concentrate, without raising her head.

The next sentence, the voice was still understatement, but suddenly sharp, "Well, then, where are you wrong?"

"..."

After two years of love, six years of marriage, and countless quarrels, Shen Li can say with certainty that Yun Wan never spoke to her in this tone and tone.

It's not even like talking to the subject, like... like interrogating a stranger.

After such a long time, Shen Li realized later that there must be something she ignored during this period of time, there must be something wrong, and Yun Wan was asked to talk to her like this.

Yun Wan just looks arrogant. After getting to know her deeply, she is not a person who loses her temper.

but now……

Shen Li didn't speak, Yun Wan raised his head, that calm gaze fixed Shen Li, the inside was very empty, and the emptiness made Shen Li flustered.

"I... I shouldn't listen to rumors, no, I shouldn't be jealous, I..."

Under Yun Wan's "continue" gaze, Shen Li finally said, "You shouldn't interfere with your reasonable social interactions."

Yun Wan opened the chat box again, "Fu Sixing is not a villain, right?"

"I met him when I was in the susceptible period. He took me all the way to the infirmary. He was well behaved from beginning to end. He is a decent person, and there is no objection?"

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Shen Li naturally knew that Fu Sixing was a decent person, but... But after this happened, when she thought that Fu Sixing had seen Yun Wan in the susceptible period, she was even more shy about Fu Sixing because of her alpha's possessiveness. .

Facing Yun Wan's gaze, Shen Li didn't forget that he was wrong, nodded in the end, and added an acknowledgment.

"Yes, he is a gentleman."

Yun Wan nodded, "Well, your understanding is quite clear, and what you said is reasonable, so that's it, I have received the apology."

"?"

"Wan Wan, you..."

Seeing Yun Wan's calm and almost indifferent reaction, that strange feeling was instantly brought to the greatest extent, and I didn't want to mention it at first, but after Yun Wan's "received an apology" so lightly, Shen Li still didn't collapse, said, " You're not angry about what happened last time, so are you still, do you still care?"

Her words made Yun Wan stunned for a moment.

Last time, weren't they talking about the tea party, the tea party didn't get sorted out, why was it last time...

Suddenly thinking of that rainy day, Yun Wan's eyes narrowed, and this change of expression fell into Shen Li's eyes, as if providing evidence, she cautiously said: "Did you leave because I quarreled with you last time? Because of the concept, are you... blaming me?"

Yun Wan told Wu Shen to say that he was no longer angry, although he didn't feel that Yun Wan was relieved at all, but Shen Li didn't dare to use this word again, for fear of angering Yun Wan.

At this moment, the expression on Yun Wan's face was very complicated.

So is her mood.

Shen Li actually felt that his lies were flawless?

How deceitful is she?

Or, how well Tang Xing was hidden by the other party, asked several questions, thought about it, and finally felt that the crux was only in the three views of the two people?

This is, it's ridiculous, it's ridiculous.

But Yun Wan didn't want to laugh, she even felt unspeakably sad.

Shaking his head very lightly, Yun Wan laughed at himself, "What's your fault, you can't look at the problem from the perspective of a family alone?"

Shen Li didn't speak, but Yun Wan understood the meaning, that's what she thought.

This problem is an old one, and it has been between the two of them for several years. In the early days, there was a quarrel. Afterwards, Shen Li took a lot of steps, and Yun Wan also took a step back. Slowly running in, a unified concept was gradually formed in small matters. , but there are big things involved...

Involving core concepts...

In fact, their minds have never really been unified.

However, it doesn't matter.

Usually Yun Wan would jump, but now, she can only hear her voice faint, even with some indifferent attitude in it, stating, "I don't blame you, I figured it out."

Shen Li's heart skipped a beat when he said this at the beginning.

She wanted to argue something, but she had nowhere to focus on Shang Yun Wan's calm gaze, and suddenly felt that although they were close at hand, the distance between them was invisibly far away, and she didn't know where to start to touch them. other side.

"Shen Li, we were originally from two worlds."

"I was born in Shangjing. I have the best resources since I was a child. I have never endured hardship. I am used to seeing personnel battles, and I even think it is commonplace."

"So, after seeing countless battles in the open and private, I subconsciously, when I encounter anything, or in other words, before doing anything, the first thing I consider is my family."

"It's not easy for a family to continue forever. It must not only have outstanding elders, but also new descendants, generation after generation, so that it will not decline."

"In my generation, on the Yun family's side, my father is the best of his generation. My uncle works in a foreign country. Although I have no children, it is fortunate that my cousin has two children. The Yun family should rely on them in the future. Their……"

All of these Shen Li knew that Yun Wan didn't intend to talk more, and changed the topic, "It's not easy to continue a family, but being defeated is an instant thing, do things carefully, don't give outsiders a handle, here we are the most basic and most basic. I don't need to mention me, Xia Xia and Zhou Ding, or if you ask your friends from aristocratic families, no one will disagree."

"As much as you worry about the incident itself, we are more worried about our family of origin."

"It's okay for a person to do something wrong, but whether it will affect the family, and whether it will affect the younger siblings, this is what we consider at a deeper level."

"Just because you haven't seen it doesn't mean it doesn't exist. In the struggle for power, there are too many means to do anything."

With a light breath, Yun Wan actually laughed, sarcastically.

"Maybe like you said, selfish, we are all selfish."

"But not for ourselves, because there are too many people behind us, and we can't afford to gamble."

"You didn't understand before. I said it many times, and this should be the last time."

"I also understand your philosophy. You are afraid that because of your own failure, you will delay the best time to deal with the matter. You may even feel that it is nothing to be punished slightly, and the incident will go in the best direction, just fine."

"I can understand what you're thinking, but I can't agree."

"For me, or in my circle of friends, our family is above all strangers."

Yun Wan twitched the corners of his mouth, "Yes, it's a matter of concept."

"But you see, in fact, we both know the conflict inside, but we just can't reach an agreement."

"I don't blame you, we are people from two worlds, it's normal."

The open-mindedness in these remarks made Shen Li stunned.

The feeling of unfamiliarity and powerlessness is even worse, and I want to stay for a while longer, afraid that Yun Wan will rush him, and in a panic, Shen Li suddenly said, "Didn't you say that I have something to tell me when I come back?"

Originally, she wanted to change the topic and give herself time to think calmly for a while.

As a result, it's okay not to ask, but to ask, Yun Wan followed the trend.

"Well, it's something."

"Since we are from two worlds, let's let each other go, Shen Li, let's get a divorce."

Shen Li was stunned.

In hindsight, Yun Wan's open-mindedness, calmness, and even expressionless face in Yun Wan's words were not really angry.

It's not that she's angry, she just wants to give up on herself...