Before You Leave Me

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I left. I wanted to go one place, and i wanted to see one person. I reach for my phone in my pocket not remembering that i left it upstairs in my room. I had only pajama pants and a dirty white shirt on with house slippers. I guess i should of thought about what i was doing.


By now i memorized the way to Lola's ''secret spot'', she brings me here almost everyday. I can tell she feels safe there, like she can hide and not worry about anyone finding her. I feel that too.


I watch as the cars go by, peolple sticking their head out of their window to see why i'm dressed like i hopped out of bed and decided to go for a walk. Well it didn't exactly happen like that but then again it kinda did.


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I made it the her spot. Why do i keep calling it ''the spot''? i need a name for it. A code name, something mysterious. The hideout? nah. The secret cove? nope. To be continued i guess. The door is already half open, is she here? I know seeing her will make me feel better, all i want to do is touch her pull her close and forget about everything, kiss her and never want to stop. I hear two voices coming from inside once i make it closer to the door, a guy's voice? I open the door in a hurry, curious to know who's in there with her.


There she is... laying on the couch no shirt on, with a random guy on top kissing her. My heart drops and breaks into a million pieces. @@