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The raging weakness, a punch hit on the heart, but he can't feel a little bit, it is wide, it seems that the light of life is in a little bit, just like a little bit. The burn is full of ashes.

Such a fierce, and so fierce.

He is a coward, even if it is, he has chosen to give up, ridiculously, ridiculous, tears have lost its meaning, turning a shame, laughing at his incompetence and helpless. So what about now? What should he do now, waiting here to wait for death?

Between, there is a bright light in the line of sight, and finally evolve into a white light. The world has become a large piece of white, just like ... just like a hospital ward.

Faceless can't move. The hands cannot be moved. The body can not move. He turned his turn, but found that even the neck can only move, trying to raise his head, look at his own foot tip, so a simple action has failed, the kind of panic in numbness, instantly broke out , Nightmare, he actually returned to the nightmare again.

More terrible than death is

He returned to the body of Chu Jiashu, returned to the bed, and he was trapped in the body of the high paraplegia. His soul can be in the universe, but they are killed in this. In the place where the square, even the suicide can't do it. It can only be trapped in the same place, waiting for the doctor's pronunciation and the arrival of death.

why? Why is this this?

He is Blue Rich - Hall, not Chu Jiashu; he has reborn again, no longer bundled in the world; he is now preparing for the "Constitutive" shooting, not lying on the bed On, waiting for the help of others.

No, not this, things should not be like this.

He struggled, struggling, crazy, but used to do full, the body did not move, and it seems that even the finger has felt, the whole soul is killed in the brain, cut off. Thoughts with all the contacts below the neck, the world is shrinking to the ultimate.

The vast universe quickly contracted, from the boundless endless evolution into the place, the panic is like a broken bamboo destroyed all his ingredients. "No, no, no such, impossible, absolutely impossible." He forgotten so, struggling, even more and more powerful, even the teeth biting the tongue and the mouth did not pay attention.

Sir, a bloody smell spreads in the mouth.

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It should not be the case, it is impossible to be like this. can not be like this.

He is struggling, he is doing his best to struggle, as if the heart is mad madman, but in any case, his limbs do not feel any strength, even the rope friction wrist and ankles have complete disappear, it seems ... It seems that he once again became a high paraplegia.

There is less than anyone below your neck. Even the daily excretion of the metabolism must be completed in other people's help, that kind of shame, that kind of weak, even if it is lying on the bed, it is still in the mind, never Habits, will never be found out.

No, no, he doesn't want, he doesn't want it. If so, he would rather end their own lives, only to realize the freedom, " " is the most terrible thing in the world. he does not want.

Farm, a bloody taste spreads in the mouth, the rich bloody breath makes the sound become ambiguous, "no, no, no", all the words have disappeared, only one left Simple syllables, but not what is denying, or what is rejected.

He still refused to give up, refused to compromise, struggling crazy. However, all efforts seem to be only futile, standing on the other side of the ring, is a fate, the universe, the whole world, only one finger, you can complete him. His small, so instead, even more light and weak than one dust.

The natural universe is so big, but his world is so small.

"Jiashu, Jiashu!" A shout, rushing from far away, and then fixed his constantly shaking head, shouting, "Jiashu, calm down, cold ... ... "" "But said, the voice is swallowed, and the words quietly disappeared between the lips and teeth," at least, at least you are still alive. At least ... "

In the familiar eye, he saw his reflection, the original Chu Jiashu, black hair, yellow skin, black eyes, slightly thin, eyebrows, but at this moment, his lips are dyed The blood between the lips and teeth is contaminated with the lips, but the more it is, the pale is shining, as if the aura is very popular, and it is sprinkled on white.

No, he is not a Chu Jiashu. He is now Blue Rich - Hall, he left the bed now, he successfully chased his dreams, he truly became himself, should not be like this, he was also trapped in the body of Chu Jiashi again. In, but ... but he is Blue Rise - Hall. No, this is wrong, this is impossible.

"No! No! It is impossible. Not!" He is crazy, constantly struggling, the whole world is talented, even in the face of the universe, the powerful power is also shaking, but ... He realized that all the mountains showed that the tsunami just happened in the mind, that is just his soul in the fight.

In fact, a wind calm in real life.

In Ding Yanan's eyes, he saw the pain. He saw the suffering, he saw the struggle, he also saw it ... All of his fight, all confrontation, all unyielding, all anger, everything is just the idea of ​​the mind, his body, there is no response, there is no response.

Such cruel, hit it.

So, "Blue Rich-Hall" is just a dream? Everything is just a beautiful dream? Now, I woke up, he returned to reality again, returning to this unplanned body, returning to the destiny of how to strive to fight against it.

How beautiful dreams, how cruel in reality.

Easy, all the psychological lines are completely defeated, can't prevent it, he has not even have to make a defense posture, and the whole person begins to fall.

Close your eyes and died, and the tears of hot slipped down. He tightly biting his teeth, not letting your desperation and fragility, but the continuous teardrops have been burned to the cheek, the stock helplessness, firmly bundle his body, then this is like this Slowly fall, there is endlessly.

"Jiashu, you don't want this. Everything will be fine, Jiashu, you don't give up easily." Ding Yanan's voice is full of pain, standing next to it, but she is helpless, she wipes the tears on the cheeks of my son, but instantly It is wet again, and the hot temperature makes Ding Yasan couldn't help but hit the right hand, firmly grabbed his mouth, and did not let himself cry.

Why is this this?

What is the dream? Is the blue ceremony a dream, or "the gravity of the city" is a dream? The life of the past 23 years is a dream, or is a dream of lying on the bed? Is him a blue ceremony, or a Chu Jiashu? He is still an actor?

When you re-open your eyes, the universe disappeared, the earth also disappeared, he could only see a white in the ward, the sound of other beds above other beds, which is a familiar Chinese. Everything is so true, truly people have no way to refute.

Those movies, those play, those friends, those lives ... All memories gradually began to become blurred, getting farther, getting far, almost disappearing. About London, about New York, about actors, everything is just his dream, he is still a Chu Jiashu, still is the patient who trapped above the bed.

Those freedom, those dreams, those memories ... and the wind on the skateboard, slide over the ear; step on the surfboard, cover the huge waves of the top; climb on the cliff cliff, whistling The wind and the blue clear sky ... all all, all are just a virtual dream.

In real life, he is still sleepy in this place, even the basic life cannot be self-care.

So what can he do?

He can't do anything, can only wait quietly.

From the reality to hell, then returning to hell from paradise, the huge drop of ups and downs, can't prevent the tall body of camels, all the willpower is broken. This time, he didn't want to fight. He gave up.

Open your teeth, bite the tongue, as long as you cut off your tongue, the bloody blood will blocked the throat, even if it is not bleeding, he will die directly. This is the best ending. Don't hesitate, resolutely deciduous, he bite it.

"Jia Tao! Jiashu! You don't scare me, Jiashu!" Ding Yanan has been shaking, killing his son's chin, then put his fingers into in, and blocking the closure of teeth. It is like a lot of water that is generally turning, almost makes Ding Yanan to be fainted, but she still bite the teeth, refuses to let go, "doctors, doctors."

Shouting, tears, then slide, "help, who can come over to help, save my son, doctor, doctor! I beg you, ask for you." Ding Yanan's voice has completely collapsed, shudder The despair of the stock is like a black hole, and all the vitality is completely involved in it.