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Open the faucet, poured with cold water, washed with the sweat, smashed the cheeks, trying to let himself wake up, and immediately realize that he is very awake, because those memories are too real, because those memories are too real, It seems that there is no instant to be false.

It's not cold, and the temperature of the skin is still not able to recover. I have to feel the existence of blood vessels; that is almost the touch of vampire, the bleak and turbulent.

Looking at the hands that gently tremble, Blue Rise suddenly understands. Everything just now is the side effects of chemotherapy.

But ... chemotherapy side effects? What is ridiculous.

First, he did not cancer; second, he did not accept chemotherapy; third, his body did not even have too much problem. But he is experiencing the torture of chemotherapy side effects? This is simply a bad thing! Runful! Non-comment!

The smile of the mouth is not pulled up, and I ridicule, but I am half-half, watching myself in the mirror, but suddenly paused: This is not impossible.

It is like a pregnant couple general. When the wife is pregnant, the husband began to adjust their living habits to the same model, get up, fitness, and even food habits, etc..

In some specific psychological resonance, the husband may also have the symptoms of "pregnancy", including the general situation such as politics, nausea, etc., even if there may be conscious fetal movements and the abdominal blocked, completely simulate the pregnancy of the wife.

This phenomenon has been confirmed by medicine and has truthful cases in real life.

Everything is too real, too close, so that the body feels the psychological suggestion, began to make a corresponding reaction, completely blurred the boundaries of reality and hypothesis, so that the situation has evolved into reality. So, is he now this?

He is really all feeling the corrosion of cancer. He is really actually feeling the invasion of chemotherapy. All everything is like a world, that kind of suffocation, like the right hand of death, catch The neck is slowly gathered, then kills all the hope.

So, is he really crazy now? Unreal and reality have been completely integrated, just like "the world of Chu Gate", the illusion of the TV has become the true life of their lives.

He is existed, but it does not exist. He is a real person that is fabricated. He has blood and meat. There is a personality and corner, with false mess, true and false. But all of his everything is held in the hand of "God". So, can he go out like Chu Gun, is it going out this absurd realistic real?

Rising your head again, looking at myself in the mirror, the cheeks hanging on the water, there is still too many blood colors in pale, and the silent scorpion lost all the brilliance. I pulled the mouth, showing a big smile, but the fundus did not have any movements, and the deep and unbeatable portable refraction could not make vitality.

He knows that in the depths, the bottom of the fund is deep, there is a pair of invisible giant hands that are dragging his legs, gradually away from the water, vitality is like this little glow. Dividing the lake in the dark, until it completely disappeared.

This is a tumor talking.

He tells himself so that this is not his true thoughts, this is not his true situation, all this is just a tumor, the tumor called Adam.

All this is true, he is a blue ceremony, and it is a movie called "anti-cancer"; he used to be Chu Jiashu, lying on the bed / god, is a ten years; he played Adam He suffered from cancer and was receiving chemotherapy; his reality prototype was Wil, film screenwriter, successfully got rid of cancer entanglement.

This is true. His thoughts are very clear.

However, reality and illusory boundaries can't find it. He is not sure that this is "anti-cancer me" film, he remembers that there is a play in Adam to vomiting in the bathroom; he is not sure that this is not back In the memory of the last generation, he remembers the feeling of the ice bones, not from the body, but from the soul; he is not sure this is his own real situation, the low burn in the last time, the stomach disease His body became weak.

He tried to find true self in the mirror. But it is unclear, which is the true self. Blue ceremony? Adam? Chu Jiashu? Which "self" should he look for it, can he be able to stand in the track of real life?

This is not normal. It's like he just experienced the use of chemotherapy side effects. Therefore, this is a tumor talking. When the tumor is opened, it seems like "Harry Potter" story, the trees speak, the hat will talk. It is virtual, but it is true.

It must be the case. He is very calm, not panic at all. There is no "living" period, and the dreams and films are unclear. Now, he is very awake, he needs to continue to be awake.

Open your eyes again, watching the familiar face in the mirror, saying that he said, "Now is 2011, February 20, in the afternoon, I am in Seattle, I am shooting 'anti-cancer me', I am an actor. , I am taking the show, all this is a play. "

After that, he paused a moment, once again repeated all the words, then stopped again, seriously looked at the mirror, then "I am Blue Rise" is switched in the tongue, no matter how I can't say it. Finally, he simply gave up, took two sheets of paper, wipe it all the water beads on the cheeks, long spit out a breath, the whole person finally recovered.

Once again, I left the bathroom, and then I saw the Seth and Will standing at the door.

The two people's faces have a strong concern, and the nervous look does not have any observations. If you want to have a few words, you don't know where to enter, the result can only be ignorant in the same place. This is like a friend just told them that he has a cancer. In addition to the expression of "sorry", I don't know how it should be good.

Blue Li felt this is fun, the smile of the mouth is coming up, "You pass the first, I sit down next to take a break, then keep up." Now the limbs still can't feel too much strength, the whole person They have a feeling of disturbing, he needs to breathe.

"Are you okay?" Says still didn't hold back, asked carefully, as if the blue ceremony was a fragile porcelain doll.

Will standing next to it is also a heavy face, but he did not speak, but his eyes looked at the blue ceremony, the faint ray revealed a firm and hope. The power of the belief, awakened the resonance of the blue, between the interlattion of the line, but there was a tacit understanding of the talents of the same way.

"I am very good." Blue Li nodded at Sussey, "I just didn't feel uncomfortable, it was slightly handled. Now, I need to sit down and take a break, one." Springs made a request, Blue Rise took the initiative to emphasize "alone", "I am serious, you have passed it."

Looking at the big guys who don't want to move, the blue ceremony is not from Del, "Here is the hospital, the medical staff is always coming, this should be that you don't need to worry about me. Rest assured, I am not intended Take your own life adventure. "

Suce has a weird feeling, there is such a moment, he feels blue, saying; but the next moment, he feels that it is in Adam. The blurred feeling, even distinguishing, this is a reality or movie - he is the most in the movie and Adam's opponents. He always feels that this scene has just happened in the script.

Six scratched his head, hesitated for a moment, and then in Wilway to ask the eyes. After both people booked, this is reluctantly a step. If you still have to worry, I look back, but I see it, the blue ruth is coming to the bench next to it, sitting down, relax and rest.

Sens this is a little peace of mind, Wil dragged his arm, whispered, "Let's go, he will be fine." Chapter;

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Whether it is correct or wrong, since it has come here, of course, I still have to explore. r

Temporarily converge, and skilled, I asked the front desk, and there was no pause, and the architecture where the rehabilitation center was located. After entering the target building, his footsteps slowed down. It seems that it is as follows, but also searched in the surrounding retriember, waiting room, lounge, hallway, looking for its own target character. r

For recent time, the focus of the entire North America will be concentrated toward Hollywood. r

With only the last week of the Oscar Awards, the long award season finally went to the end, who would become the final winner this year, absolutely said that it is very eye-catching. r

This year's competition is extremely fierce, two days before the deadline of the voting, the negative news is still going out, like a wonderful big play, you sing me to debut, less than the last moment, the deer is still unpredictable. r

The competition between "Social Network" and "King's speech" can hardly say that it is torn face, and the Waynestan brothers discussed the opponent. r

Before Marc Zakberg, he didn't like the movie of "social network". This is not very unexpected. I don't have a cold, I think the movie is a wrong interpretation of my personal image. r

At the same time, "Black Swan" and "Kids are very good", the battle has also entered the stage of the white heat, Natali Portman's "avatar door" is more hot, and there is already standing in the wind Above. r