The daily life of Buddhist texts

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"The song is ready."

Chapter 9 Chapter 9 So I Give Up Music

Oreki Gen took the ax and took the pick, and returned to the flat floor purchased by his parents in the city center.

The high-rise buildings outside the floor-to-ceiling windows reflect the flickering neon lights.The raindrops hit the window, reflecting light, like colorful pebbles.

After tapping the keyboard and mouse, Gen Oreki used Cakewalk and the virtual singer software to complete the "transportation" of the music an hour later.

Oreki Gen stretched his waist, and poked the face of Fu Nogi Yujie who was lying beside him.

"Brother autistic, why are you pretending to be a fan of Atamaitai?" Axe Nogiyu asked, "Aren't you yourself?"

"It's me." Gen Oreki nodded.

There was silence.

Axe Nogi Yuji tilted his head, pointed at Gen Oreki with his finger, and made a gesture that he thought was cute.

Maybe "I think" can be removed, because objectively speaking, Axe Nogi Yujie itself is the embodiment of the word "cute".

"I see."

"What do you know?"

"Brother autistic, your intentions are so sinister."

"Talk to me," Gen Oreki knocked Fu Nogi Yuge on the head angrily, "I'm your master anyway, how can there be a shikigami who verbally criticizes his master like this."

Axe Nogi Yujie touched his head, his heart was calm.

"Brother autistic, you must think it's boring to reveal the foreshadowing from the beginning, and you want to take the initiative to reveal your identity at a certain critical moment, and then take advantage of the trend to win the girl's heart?"

"It's not that complicated..."

Oreki Gen held his forehead in distress, scratched the center of his eyebrows with his fingers, and didn't answer what Axe Nogi said.

He always thought of himself as a "porter" rather than a shining creator.

Oreki Gen doesn't mind using this kind of "handling" to earn fame or money.

Making a profit for yourself is no big deal.

But he was scared.

I am afraid that because of these music, I will be washed away by the compliments and real praises on the Internet, and eventually lose myself.

What's more, he also suffers from type 3 affective disorder.

According to the diagnosis of this disease, the more excited the emotion is, the deeper the emptiness and loneliness will be. In severe cases, it will even destroy people's hope for life.

Therefore, Gen Oreki tried to avoid revealing his identity information on Youtube, and made the account of Atamaitai a talented but mysterious character.

Although after several years of psychological training, Yuan Oreki is currently able to face the general praise calmly.

But some praises still go to Oreki Gen's heart.

For example, Oreki Gen saw comments from anonymous netizens in the comment area, which was the highest praise.

"From a musical point of view, there is no doubt that Atamaitai is a genius, and even a good person with the character of "hoping to use music to bring strength to everyone".

Music needs inspiration, and inspiration needs emotion. Only the music performed under the surging emotion can move people's hearts.

Man is an animal with diverse emotions, with a beautiful side, a bad side, a kind side, a jealous side, an envious side, a blessed side... Emotions from all aspects are finally mixed into a complete "person".

Such an emotional person chooses to hide himself, only showing his beautiful side, and wants to bring everyone strength through music.

Atamaitai is such a gentle and wise person. "

Oreki Gen felt fine that day, but then fell into deep self-doubt that night because of the Type 3 affective disorder.

"Brother autistic, what's the name of the song for Sakuragaoka High School's Light Voice Department?"

Axe Nogi Yuji interrupted Oreki Gen's memory, pointing to the file on the desktop of the screen.

""So I Give Up Music"." Yuan Oreki read out the name of the song and changed the name of the file.

"..."

Axe Nogi followed the rare silence.

snap.

"I said, autistic brother."

"what."

"They want to recruit new ones, right?"

"Correct."

"Then what's the name of the song?"

"Don't just look at the surface, you will know after listening. Sometimes positive incentives are not as effective as reverse persuasion."

"It's really insidious, autistic brother."

"The power of music comes in many forms and this is one of them, in other words... it's strategy!"

"You're really autistic, Brother Insidious."

"Hey, don't change the word order for me."

Oreki Gen first used Line to notify everyone in the light music department in the group chat, and then opened the file.

What comes into the ear is first a drumbeat, and then the clear piano keys and the voice of the virtual diva.

Axe Nogi Yujie listened quietly, as cute as a delicate and beautiful toy doll.

Only when she is listening to music, will she not damage the wood source.

Upbeat music came from the stereo, and the singing voice of the virtual singer was loud and clear.

"After thinking about it, I still don't understand"

"I have to wait for you under the blue sky"

"Blowing the wind at noon, blowing thoughts into the afternoon"

"Hey, what should we do from now on?"

"The way to move forward has never been learned"

……

A girly room.

Mio Akiyama was lying on the white desk, holding a pen and a notebook, with earphones in her ears.

The lyrics are neatly arranged line by line in the notebook.

Some of them are highlighted with red pen.

"I should have given up the piano, but I didn't change my habit of playing the table"

"Love, help, tenderness without reason, it's really disgusting"

"I don't care about things like selling well"

"I used to have faith, but it doesn't matter anymore"

"So I gave up music"

……

Following the singing of the virtual singer of "So I Give Up Music" in the earphones, Akiyama Mio also hummed softly, unconsciously, she had already remembered this song in her heart.

It sounds good and is not difficult. After a day of practice, the light music department can play this piece at the recruiting meeting on Sunday.

But at the moment Mio Akiyama felt mixed feelings.

Creators' works always contain their inner emotions.

Akiyama Mio has always believed in this.

She kept guessing and figuring out Oreki Gen's state of mind when he wrote this song, but what she felt was a deep sense of powerlessness and sadness, but amidst the extreme negative emotions, she also smelled strong emotions of persistence and reluctance to give up...

Oreki-senpai's heart...is like the sea,

A person who was so calm and gentle on the surface turned out to be such a turbulent heart, hiding fierce and fiery sadness.

It's really... so sad.

To be able to write a song like this...what the hell did he go through?

Presumably because he needed to give up, but didn't want to.

Under tremendous pressure, he firmly walked on the road of music producer.

That's why I have this song "So I Give Up Music".

Unknowingly, her eye sockets gradually became moist.

Chapter 10 Chapter 10 K-ON!

Line.

"K-ON!"

This is the group chat name of Sakuragaoka High School Light Music Club.