This thing about me becoming a girl

She was always distracted, distracted, and her steps were disordered. She almost let Bei Dao Crow fall down several times. If she hadn't reacted in time, she hugged Bei Dao who was slipping because her legs were pulled due to her sudden slowdown. crow.

After practicing like this for more than ten minutes, the two stopped.

She looked at the pale and panting North Island Jay, and wrote on a note paper with some remorse.

"Sorry, because of me, sorry."

Mari Aoi Sawamura knew very well that all the failures in today's practice were caused by her own faults, but Kitajima didn't complain and kept accommodating her mistakes.

Sawamura Mari Aoi lowered her head, feeling very remorseful...

Looking at the delicate face with drooping eyes, Bei Dao Ya just shook his head and said.

"Take a break."

The two sat side by side on the bench used for rest in the quiet path of the back garden.

Beidao Ya looked up through the swaying branches above his head, and now there were more clouds in the previously untainted blue sky, like something floating in his heart.

The shadows of the trees whirled, the breeze blew past, the branches rustled, and the ears and skirts of the two girls on the bench were also slightly moved.

Bei Dao Ya turned his gaze away from the cloudy blue sky and turned his head to look at the person beside him.

"Is there something on your mind?"

Sawamura Mari Aoi nodded slightly.

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135. Then go prove it

Biche's blue sky is covered with many clouds, and it always feels a bit pity to look at it.

Sawamura Mari Aoi drooped her head, feeling a bit sleepy.

Is it a matter of mind, is it a matter of mind, a girl's mind is sentimental, although Mariko Sawamura does not look like a person with this personality, she cannot escape the troubles of her mind.

At this time, compared with the sense of distance that cannot be ignored brought about by the noble and innocent in the past, she has a sense of reality and less illusory.

Sawamura Mari Aoi tilted her head to look at Kitajima Crow, took out a note from her pocket and wrote on it.

"Does it bother you?"

Bei Dao Ya said: "What troubles."

Sawamura Mariko lowered her head and wanted to shake her feet, but her height did not allow her to make such movements on a bench that was not very high, so her legs could only slowly dawdle on the gravel road.

She wrote on a note, and after a while, she tore off a piece of paper and handed it to Bei Dao Ya.

"It's because of me that I delayed the practice. I'm sorry for disturbing you. I will adjust my mentality as soon as possible. Please give me a little time, just 10 minutes."

After she finished speaking, she closed her eyes, as if dealing with distracting thoughts.

Seeing this, the North Island Crow raised his head slightly, looking at the swaying branches and leaves above.

The sunlight formed spots of light through the gaps between the branches and leaves and fell on the corners of her eyes. She gently brushed her black hair blown by the breeze by her ears, and said calmly.

"People will have worries, it's normal, I don't feel troubled."

Hearing Kitajima Ya's cold and calm voice, Sawamura Mariko opened her eyes and looked at her, her clear eyes seemed to be asking, really?

Bei Daoya understood the meaning in her eyes and replied.

"real."

Sawamura Mariko nodded as if she was relieved after hearing the words, as if she was worried that she would cause trouble to others because of her own reasons.

She wrote on the note again.

"Is it obvious that I have some troubles, is it obvious?"

Sawamura Mari Aoi does have something on her mind. To describe it, it can be said that this worry has already reached the level of affecting her appetite, but she obviously feels that she is hiding it well.

Bei Dao Ya looked at her, and was about to answer when he noticed a pair of ponytails shaking constantly in the corner of his eyes.

She looked into the forest behind Mariko Sawamura, and a little yellow-haired pair of ponytails kept jumping downhill to attract her attention.

Seeing Bei Dao Crow looking over, Huashanyuan Xiaozao hastily gestured and gave a thumbs up, as if to say come on!I like you!

It was probably talking about something that the North Island crow couldn't understand, such as holding a sealing ceremony.

Sawamura Mari Aoi saw Kitajima Crow stop talking, and followed her gaze to look back, but found nothing.

Then she turned around again, looking at Bei Dao Ya in confusion.

At this time, Huashanyuan Xiaozao showed her head from behind the tree, gave a thumbs up with a proud smile, and then trotted away.

If you read correctly, there was a gray rabbit in his arms. It is estimated that this is also the reason why the Kitajima Crow has been practicing with Mari Aoi Sawamura in the woods these afternoons, but he has never appeared hanging behind.

Kitajima Crow looked at Mari Aoi Sawamura, did not mention this, but continued the topic just now.

"It's pretty obvious."

Hearing this, Mari Aoi Sawamura lowered her head, feeling a little frustrated.

Bei Daoya said again: "Perhaps you should hide your thoughts in your heart instead of showing them on your face, so it won't be so obvious."

Sawamura Mari Aoi wrote on a note.

"Then it should be hidden like this."

Bei Daoya replied: "It's simpler, just don't think about it for the time being."

Hearing this, Sawamura Mari Aoi closed her eyes and tried, but quickly shook her head, and then wrote on a note.

"I can't do it, I always jump out uncontrollably."

Bei Daoya said again: "Then go and solve the root cause of your troubles."

Hearing this, Mari Aoi Sawamura was silent, and the hand holding the pen on her knee also paused.

After about half a minute, she began to write.

"If there is someone who is important to you, suddenly one day, everyone will speak ill of him because of something that has not been proven.

And you know that these things cannot be done by him, at this time, what should you do. "

Bei Dao Crow looked at her sideways and replied, "How important it is."

Sawamura Mari Aoi thought for a while: "It's very important. If you use one of the characteristics to describe how important it is, it's like a mentor who taught you a lot of truths."

Hearing that, Bei Dao Ya withdrew his gaze from her, and looked up at the blue sky covered with many clouds that was no longer clear.

Kitajima Crow understood what Sawamura Mari Aoi meant. What she wanted to ask was not what to do, but how to protect this important person.

In the same way, Bei Daoya also understands, including who is the person who is troubled by what to do, and who is the important person.

So she asked again: "Does this person trust him?"

Sawamura Mari Aoi nodded.

Bei Daoya said again: "Then does this person think that everyone else is wrong?"

Sawamura Mari Aoi thought about it, then nodded, but quickly shook her head again.

"It's just that they don't know the truth of the matter yet," she wrote on a note.

Bei Daoya asked again: "That's why this person knows the truth of the matter, so he feels that other people don't know the truth of the matter."

Sawamura Mari Aoi was silent when she heard the words, and shook her head after a long time.

She was about to say something, but was interrupted by Bei Dao Ya.

"Remember the picture I drew on the tram before?"

Sawamura Mari Aoi nodded.

Bei Daoya said: "A lot of things are preconceived, as I said at that time, there are two kinds of painters, one kind of painters put their enthusiasm into the paintings, while the other kind of painters have a certain purpose, A painting is just a process, a tool, a tool used to accomplish a purpose.

After these two kinds of paintings are completed, there is a qualitative difference, which can be described as illusory, such as whether they have a soul or not.

But the painting itself will not know whether it has a soul, because it is already like this when it is created, so it cannot be distinguished.

So even if this painting has flaws, it can't be seen, because it has been like this since its birth.

This is caused by preconceived notions, and it is difficult for others to reverse it.

But in the same way, as long as it is born, it represents uniqueness.

Just the process is different. "

After listening, Sawamura Mari Aoi didn't understand, her eyes seemed a little confused.

Bei Dao Crow looked into her eyes.

She likes these eyes very much, they are ethereal and pure, like the blue sky reflected in the eyes, without any distracting thoughts, as clear as a newborn baby.

The North Island Crow likes it very much.

I just don't know if the eyes will still be like this in the future.

She got up and looked at Mariko Sawamura, who was covered with spots of light and was looking up at her with delicate cheeks.

The wind is blowing, her skirt and hair are fluttering, her expression is indifferent, and her words are indifferent.

"Then go and prove it, prove you right and everyone else wrong."

After leaving these words, she turned around and left the path where the sun was shining, but the bench could not be seen.

136. Gas!

On the path in the back garden, Sawamura Mari Aoi lowered her head and thought, walking slowly.

At this time, the North Island crow had left for about ten minutes before she stood up from the bench for rest and walked out of the garden.

What exactly is the meaning of Bei Dao's words, she thought, not quite understanding.

Bei Dao is often like this, he doesn't like to talk, but sometimes the words he says are not understandable, but they feel very reasonable!So profound!

Some strange classmates.

Sawamura Mari Aoi probably got her first impression of Kitajima Crow from the mouth of Morishita Nanako.