This thing about me becoming a girl

"Mom, I'm back."

After hearing the movement, a petite figure suddenly jumped out of the living room.

Bei Daojiu ran to Bei Daoya, looked east and west, patted his shoulders and pinched his face, and was relieved when he saw that Bei Daoya was fine.

Immediately, she felt a little wronged, as if she was about to cry.

Bei Daojiu was really worried. Bei Daoya didn't answer text messages or answer calls, which really worried her.

From the beginning, I thought Xiaoya just didn't see it, and would reply when he saw it. Until more than an hour passed like this, Bei Daojiu, who hadn't waited for the reply, began to feel a little worried.

Little Crow will not read the message but not reply to me.

Then the worry slowly made her unable to sit still, and she couldn't stop walking back and forth in the room. As time went by, this feeling became more and more intense.

In the end, she still couldn't bear to go out to the school, but... she still didn't wait for the North Island Crow, and she didn't wait for the familiar figure of the Crow to walk out of the school until the school closed.

Looking at the text messages that still seemed to have disappeared without a reply, and the phone calls that couldn't be reached, Bei Daojiu began to feel anxious, and it became more and more intense.

And once Bei Daojiu starts to be anxious, it will lead to anxiety, and then it will induce symptoms.

Although she knew it shouldn't be like this, Xiaoya might just have something to do or the phone was out of battery, but once this kind of anxiety arose, she couldn't control it by herself, otherwise it wouldn't have tortured her for nearly 20 years.

In fact, she is really a very weak person, she belongs to the kind of faint sheep who has no ability to resist in the face of danger, because her own flaws and fears are enough to defeat her.

Fortunately, Bei Dao Ya replied to her not long after.

"I went to a classmate's house to attend a study meeting. I didn't hear my phone on the sofa. I'll be back soon."

Anxiety comes quickly and is out of control, and goes away quickly and is also out of control.

After seeing this news, Bei Daojiu gradually calmed down.

Although there is still a delay that cannot be dispersed without seeing each other.

In fact, before Bei Dao Ya came back, Bei Dao Jiu thought about many questions that he would ask her then.

Why didn't you answer the phone, why didn't you reply to the text message, which classmate's house did you go to, why didn't you tell your mother in advance, my mother is so worried, don't do this in the future, etc.

But when the person came back, Bei Daojiu checked and found that the little crow was still healthy, but he didn't say a lot of words.

He just buried his head, and when he looked up again, his little face was full of bright smiles.

"Welcome home, Little Crow! Are you hungry! I've already prepared it! Let's cook now!"

She didn't ask Bei Daoya if she went to her classmate's house, or why she didn't come home until dark.

He also didn't say how worried he was just now.

Because it was unnecessary, saying it would just transfer part of the bad mood she had just endured to Bei Daoya, and it would become her burden, making her regret why she didn't go home earlier.

It’s completely unnecessary. It’s superfluous to tell another person about the consequences of what has happened. Since it’s all over, just keep it in your heart. There’s no need to let others feel about yourself. The part transferred by the bad mood.

And it's quite like a mental illness. My daughter just had no news for four or five hours, and she was almost destroyed by anxiety. If I said it, Xiaoya would also be distressed, such as freedom being restricted.

So it's better to let this matter never happen, and act more happy, and Xiaoya won't be unhappy if she is happy.

As for why I didn't ask Bei Daoya why she didn't contact me, or didn't reply to text messages, that's because Xiaoya has grown up and has her own space. It's impossible to always ask her to report everything to me. This is impossible, and the little crow will be distressed.

Although thinking of these things still makes me a little lonely, in fact, as long as we can meet each other every day, it is enough to satisfy Bei Daojiu!

Seeing the cheerful back of Bei Dao Jiu bouncing into the kitchen, Bei Dao Crow couldn't help closing his eyes, wondering what he was thinking.

At dinner, Bei Daojiu still kept serving dishes to Bei Daoya. Although his face was full of bright smiles, it was just like Bei Daojiu could not hide anything from Bei Daoya, and Bei Daojiu could not hide anything from Bei Daoya. Island Jiu.

She didn't seem to notice it deliberately, she seemed to be joking and naughty, but she seemed to be asking cautiously.

"What's the matter, little crow, seems to have something on his mind."

Hearing that Bei Dao Ya looked up at her, I had to say that Bei Dao Jiu's smile was really healing, even though her eyes were filled with worry.

"No, mom thinks too much."

147. Long time no see, Uesugi

"You shouldn't have come. After all, I'm already in a very sensitive situation. It would be bad if you were involved."

Shang Shanmu's expression was peaceful, although his demeanor was natural, his slightly drooping eyes still exuded an unconcealable sense of exhaustion and haggardness.

He made coffee and said this to Sawamura Mariko who was sitting on the sofa in the living room.

Hearing that Mariko Sawamura was a little excited on the sofa, she stood up straight.

"I believe... I believe in my father!"

Hearing this, Kamisugi turned around and looked back at Mari Aoi Sawamura on the sofa, her clear and ethereal eyes were full of seriousness, and she looked straight at without averting her gaze.

Seeing this, Shang Shan seemed to show a gentle smile that hadn't been seen for a long time.

"Okay, I see, I made you worry."

Hearing this familiar tone, Sawamura Mari Aoi's heart that had been hanging for a long time finally relaxed.

Actually, Sawamura Mariko doesn't care whether her father didn't do what her grandfather ordered or the bank's affairs, as long as her father is fine.

After all, these things can be solved, even if they are left alone, they will be washed away by time.

She was worried that her father would be devastated after being hit, but now she was relieved.

I haven't been able to see my father for a long time, and the growing worry of not knowing his father's current situation finally eased at this time.

Uesugi held a glass of juice and put it in front of Sawamura Mari Aoi, sat on the seat opposite her, took a sip of the freshly brewed coffee.

Seeing Uesugi looking exhausted and haggard as if he hadn't slept well, Mariko Sawamura also knew that her father had actually had a bad time due to various reasons, so she felt a little blocked.

She wanted to say something, but didn't know how to speak.

To comfort father?But it was completely meaningless at this time, because since his father was willing to meet with him and no longer stayed at home alone, it meant that he had adjusted his mentality and walked out of the influence of these things.

At this time, go to comfort and say that these things are nothing, it will only be a little redundant.

So Sawamura Mari Aoi didn't know what to say, so she could only hold back in her heart, silently sipping juice.

But in fact, as long as the father is fine, then it doesn't matter.

Sawamura Mari Aoi just sipped the juice, and she naturally began to have an appetite in a calm mood.

I want to eat something sweet, I will go to the dessert shop later, um...but there are only 1000 left, I don't know if it is enough.

Sawamura Mari Aoi fell into a new distress. As the end of the month approached, she probably wiped out her little hands and had less than 1000 yen left.

It should be said that she has long run out of money. On the seventh and eighth day of the first month, there are only two or three thousand left, and she has lived so tight until now, life is very difficult.

But in fact, fortunately, the elders of Mariko Sawamura did not include living expenses, travel fares and a bunch of messy living necessities together in their pocket money to Mariko Sawamura.

Otherwise, it may be difficult for Mari Sawamura to survive until the end of the month.

Although she has always received a good education, which also includes personal financial management, what Mariko Sawamura despises the most is those colorful snacks.

Whenever she saw those snacks, the money ran out of her wallet by herself, and she didn't even know it!How exasperating!So I can only vent my anger with snacks!

Sawamura Mariko summed up her remaining pocket money, where she would go to eat later, and must maximize the value of the remaining money.

Seeing that Uesugi was fine, Sawamura Mari Aoi's previously affected appetite returned.

She just pursed her mouth and drank the fruit juice, silently, thinking about what to eat and how to eat it.

The atmosphere in the room became quiet like this, and the two of them didn't speak any more.

Perhaps this kind of behavior is a bit strange, Mingming Sawamura Mari Aoi has not seen Kamisugi for more than half a month, and she has been worrying about it all the time, basically coming to Kamisugi’s villa every day, knocking on the door but not getting any memories, and then lost leave.

Normally, according to this development, it should be a touching father-daughter scene where there are endless things to say and endless questions after the meeting, and then you show how worried you are during this period, and then get comforted.

But none of this happened. After seeing that Uesugi was fine, Sawamura Mari Aoi felt relieved and didn't ask too much.

Maybe it feels a bit strange like this, but in fact, this is the way Mari Sawamura gets along with Sugi.

It's been like this since childhood.

Because the two were not normal father and daughter from the beginning.

When I was young, it was not normal to go to my father's house during the day like going to school, and return to another home on time at night.

In fact, at that time, Uesugi did not add his own things to the education of Aoi Xiaomari, because no matter what happened to Sawamura, he would not completely hand over his direct lineage to a foreign surname to raise him. Aoi will not lack the recognition of family affection during the growth process, resulting in possible defects or lack of recognition of the family.

After all, her mother is really a hands-off shopkeeper, and Shang Shanmu just asked to take care of Xiaozhen Aoi, so she agreed.

In fact, the most important reason was that due to some special circumstances at the time, Aoi was selectively ignored by Homi Sawamura, otherwise Uesugi would not be able to take care of her.

When Aoi Aoi is at Kamisugi's house, there will be a maid who will always accompany her and monitor Uesugi's behavior. Uesugi really starts to induce Aoi Aoi when she and her peers participate in the family training class.

At that time, the maid would no longer be with Xiaoma Aoi all the time, and at that time Uesugi and Xiaoma Aoi had developed a certain relationship, even if Uesugi didn't say anything, Xiaoma would still come to him.

In the eyes of Xiao Zhenkui at that time, Shang Shanmu was probably the father who saved her from that deserted villa, and the only person who cared about herself, so she also cherished Shang Shanmu's existence.

She is a little worried that her father doesn't like her anymore, so no one cares about her, so she will be a little careful when getting along with Shang Shanmu, fearing that her father will hate her, and she also listens to her father very much.

Because Shang Shanmu said at that time how much he had paid for the right to take care of her, which moved Xiaozhen Aoi very much. He wanted to maintain this hard-won family relationship, and he didn't want his father to pay a lot for his daughter. , but let him down.

Ever since knowing her father's efforts to get her present, Xiaozhen Aoi has stopped being naughty, fighting, never being self-willed, not even ordinary intimacy, such as raising her head high, kissing her face, etc. Because she has always been obedient like a mature and sensible child, and it is even more impossible for her to act like a child to her father like a normal daughter.

In short, she has none of the shortcomings that daughters in ordinary families have.

Because she didn't want to disappoint her father, she worked hard to be a perfect daughter.

In addition, at that time Shangshan was mainly educating her, and she would give her preschool education, explain the principles of life, and what was right. Over time, compared with other emotions, Truth Aoi respected Shangshan more.

This is not to say that Shang Shanmu is not important, he is still an irreplaceable important person in the heart of Xiaozhen Aoi.

It's just that there will be estrangement, and this kind of estrangement is probably the estrangement that has never really opened up.

In front of Uesugi, Aoi wants to be a perfect and obedient daughter who will not disappoint him, which leads to the wrong way of getting along between them.

Just like the current situation in the room, Mari Aoi Sawamura will hide all the things that may cause trouble to her father in her heart, and she does not have the sense of intimacy between a normal father and daughter.

Sawamura Mari Aoi was still thinking about what to eat later, but Uesugi broke the silence first.

"Jin Aoi, how is life at school these days?"

Hearing this, Sawamura Mari Aoi wrote it down on a note.

"very good!"

She didn't know what she thought of just after finishing writing, so she added something to the note.

"...Father, next week there will be a project I will participate in at the sports festival, can you come and see..."