This thing about me becoming a girl

It can be described in one sentence: "There is no obstetrician who has not been treated roughly."

In addition to the lack of labor resources, there is a serious shortage of obstetricians in Japan. After all, there are really very few medical students who volunteer in obstetrics.

Aida Riko admires those great mothers who give birth to life, but she feels that she is really not that kind of material, especially when she is used to seeing young couples who encounter problems after giving birth during pregnancy, she feels that she is not that kind of material.

Because she is very clear that her personality is very free and easy, and she doesn't like to be bound, probably because she can do whatever she wants with her liking, so she feels that she can't do her best to raise a child well, so she just doesn't want it .

But I didn't expect to be pregnant, so I was very distressed. After thinking about it, although I felt it was unfair, I decided not to. After all, it was even more unfair to him that I couldn't raise this child wholeheartedly.

What's more, she is not married yet, and her boyfriend has not shown that he wants this child.

But after thinking about it, a girl who was a first-time mother came to the hospital.

Compared with her, Aida Riko's situation is much better.

The current situation of the girl is very serious, much more difficult than her. She just graduated from high school and has no financial resources. She came to the hospital alone for the examination. Anyone who calls to explain the news of their pregnancy, no good news, no bad news, just sits alone.

Sitting in the afternoon, until the evening, until the next day's dawn, the whole night, she didn't close her eyes, and she didn't make any inquiries during the period, as if she didn't even have a friend, and she was quite lonely.

The nurse felt that this would harm the pregnant woman's body, so she stepped forward and advised her to go back and rest.

But the girl lowered her head when she heard it, and murmured in a very small voice: "I have nowhere to go, don't drive me away."

After saying this, she didn't know what sensitive nerve was touched, the girl finally seemed to collapse, covered her mouth, curled her knees, and buried her face between her legs.The shoulders shrugged uncontrollably.

Riko Aida saw this scene. The petite girl hugged her knees and curled up on the blue chair in the hospital corridor, controlling her sobs.

She saw it clearly, although she didn't know what happened to the girl, but she was very pitiful, so she also fell in love with this girl.

After sobbing for a while, the girl fled the hospital in embarrassment.

Aida Riko went to the doctor to find out about her condition, and she probably understood why she was like this.

For a girl who was born in a society just after graduating from high school, has no financial resources, and has no contact with her parents, pregnancy is really a big deal.

I just don't know if the child's father will be responsible. If he ignores it, it will really be a disaster.

The girl's current situation is really not suitable for this child.

And the girl did make this choice, a miscarriage.

Riko Aida thinks it is a very wise choice. The child is really not easy to raise, and considering the economic situation and age of the girl, if she is less than 22 weeks old, it is also a legal abortion.

Seeing the harm pregnancy caused to young girls, Riko Aida felt more and more that it was the right choice for her not to have a child in her belly.

Maybe I will change my mind about not having children in the future, but it is really not the time, in all aspects.

Underage abortion requires four signatures from the guardian of the man and the guardian of the woman, but when it comes to the guardian of the man, the girl said that she does not know who the child is...

When preaching about the woman's guardian, she added: "Father and mother are very busy...may not be able to come..."

Hearing this, the doctors in the department fell silent.

Perhaps the listener would feel that the woman who said such words was indiscreet and inconsistent with her family, but the expression on the girl's face when she said these words was a bit of hidden sadness.

But there is no way, the process must be signed by the guardian before it can proceed.

Seeing the back of the girl coming here alone, and leaving the hospital alone, Riko Aida suddenly had a thought in her heart. She was extremely worried that the girl would go to some kind of small hospital to have an abortion.

The young girls were not only physically hurt, but also mentally.

So she chased after it, and it turned out that her worry was right, the girl did have such a plan.

She could only keep talking to the girl about the stakes and how much harm it might cause to her body. The girl just nodded as if she was afraid of getting too close to her.

Aida Riko wanted to do something else, but she couldn't do anything. She could only say over and over again that she couldn't go to an irregular hospital.

In the end, the girl left, and Riko Aida also started to prepare for the abortion, but she was always worried about the girl during the process.

Until the past 7 weeks, the girl failed to appear in the hospital.

At this time, Riko Aida regretted very much, regretting why she didn't do more.

But in the eighth week, the girl came back with a middle-aged man with a tattoo on his neck and an impatient face.

After showing his identity and signing, he left in a hurry without even looking at his daughter.

During the process, the girl kept forcing herself to smile, an unnatural, cowardly smile.

She is very afraid of this man.

There is a mandatory consideration period before the abortion, which is not very long, but it is enough for you to think clearly, and when the time is up, you can go back to the hospital and go through the last process. After you sign, you can start.

Aida Riko was concerned about the girl, and began to prepare her own questions. After all, the legal abortion cycle is within 22 weeks, and she is already 9 weeks old.

But I didn't expect that after thinking about the time, when the girl returned to the hospital again, she was no longer ready to have an abortion, but to give birth.

154. Clear purpose

When the girl said that she had already considered it clearly and was not going to have an abortion, Riko Aida was very excited and quickly asked her why.

But the girl seemed not prepared for why her reaction would be so strong, and was a little frightened, she shrank her neck and dared not make a sound.

Sensing the gaffe, Aida Riko adjusted her mood. She knew very well that it was a very unclear choice for the young girl to give birth to this child. Although these had nothing to do with her and she should not influence the girl's thoughts, she still had want to speak out.

As an obstetrician and gynecologist, she understands what it means to have a child. It is really not possible to do everything well with the mentality of longing for a child. There are really many things that are needed.

The girl is only 16 years old this year, what age is it?Although it is true that sixteen pregnancies are not uncommon, the situation of teenage girls is not the same at all.

This child is very likely to be born without a father, and the burden of upbringing is all on her shoulders alone. Seeing her father's attitude of signing with impatience even for his daughter's miscarriage, it is basically impossible to share the burden.

A young girl who has just graduated and has no source of income, and even barely supports herself, if she chooses to give birth to a child, one can imagine what she will face.

And if the girl loves this child very much, then in order to raise her, she has to pay too much, and the girl is still very good-looking... Aida Riko no longer dares to think about it. There are not no related cases, maybe in daily life This kind of thing is happening in .

Rationally speaking, giving birth to this child is unfair to the girl, and it is also unfair to the child. Riko Aida couldn't bear it.

If the girl could be strong, perhaps Aida Riko would not think so, but the key point is that the girl is too cowardly, dare not even look at people, keeps her head down, her soft and timid eyes seem to be shrouded all the time. He is weak, his petite body is like a fragile flower bone, and his weakness is pitiful.

This girl is extremely inferior and introverted, her heart is sensitive, and she is very serious. Riko Aida can see this. When she gets a little closer to the girl, the girl can't help but flinch, and the voice of the conversation is a little trembling. She is really afraid of herself, not only herself, Maybe everyone, although she never expressed any malice, she just got used to it.

Aida Riko doesn't know what the girl has gone through to become what she is now, but her current state is definitely not suitable for giving birth to this child, maybe this will become a tragedy.

So even though it would seem particularly nosy and annoying, she still told all the pros and cons of the child's birth.

She didn't mention whether the child should be born or not, but she just talked about the good influence the child had on her and the troubles she might encounter.

But the cowardly girl seemed to have an extremely firm attitude towards this matter. No matter how hard she tried to speak, she kept her head down and didn't speak, just stroking her belly cautiously.

Seeing her appearance, Aida Riko couldn't help it. After all, the child belonged to someone else, and she was just an outsider, so she could only tell her what the birth of the child would bring her.

So she began to popularize for young girls what to do as a mother, things to pay attention to during pregnancy, and things to prepare. At least let her not go on a difficult road now.

Finally, Riko Aida asked a question she didn't understand, why did the girl's attitude change so quickly, didn't she still plan to have this child before?

"May I ask, why do you suddenly want this child?"

After she finished speaking, she added: "If you are offended, please ignore this question, I am sorry."

Hearing this, the girl looked up at her timidly, as if she didn't understand why this doctor was so concerned about her own affairs, but she didn't ask any questions, just whispered timidly.

"This... this is family, you can't lose it..."

Aida Riko was stunned for a moment, she didn't know how to answer the girl said that.

"But... how about this..."

The girl gently stroked her stomach. This action is done by her age, and it seems to be a delicate thing.

"If not, then I will definitely regret myself in the future..."

Looking at the girl's appearance, Riko Aida really felt that she was nosy and annoying.

It's just that she couldn't help but think of the child in her womb. If she had a miscarriage, would I regret it in the future?

To be honest, although I don't want it now, I can't be 100% sure in the future. After all, what I think now doesn't guarantee that it will always be this way in the future.

It has to be said that she came to make the girl think clearly, but she was a little shaken.

All of a sudden, she wasn't sure about her future. After all, what she thought about at the beginning was that the current self didn't have the conditions to raise her.

Riko Aida felt confused, but she really started to think about it.

Looking at the situation of the girl, I feel that I am much better off than her. Why do I still feel that I am not capable of raising a child? Moreover, raising a child does not seem to mean absolute bondage. I must devote myself to the child. There are other things.

Slowly, slowly, Riko Aida has been able to make no decision, and before she knew it, 22 weeks had passed.

Damn, now I can't even think about it.

Although she thinks this is pretty good, she doesn't have to worry about it.

But to her surprise, the father of the child in her womb expressed that she wanted to marry her, and she was planning to raise it by herself from the beginning.

Later, she went on maternity leave.

Back to the present, looking at this surname, the middle-aged Riko Aida is actually very grateful to her. Without her, life might not be what it is now.

The current life is quite satisfactory, and she has also transferred from the obstetrics and gynecology department to other departments as she wished. Perhaps she has such a life, thanks to that girl.

Looking at the doctor who had been silent for a long time, Bei Dao Ya asked coldly.

"Is there something wrong with my name, doctor."

Hearing this, Riko Aida reacted from the memory and shook her head.

"No, I just remembered someone with the same surname, sorry for wasting your time."

Bei Dao Ya glanced at the name on his form, wondering what he was thinking.

Is the same surname Bei Dao?..

she said after a moment.

"Is this person called Jiu?"

Aida Riko was taken aback for a moment, then raised her head and asked.

"Yes, do you know her?"

"She's my mother."

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In the department, Aida Riko sat at the desk, while Bei Daoya sat on the chair in front of the desk.

Aida Riko looked at her with a gentle and somewhat incredible smile on her face.