This thing about me becoming a girl

Baihechuan Wanhua asked again: "What about the Sawamura Isuzu and the Sawamura caged bird?"

"I know."

Hearing this, Baihechuan Wanhua thought for a while: "That's it, then there is a new point that needs to be explained."

She continued.

"Although Uesugi-kun is just a controllable puppet husband to Sawamura Xiaocage, and does not need to bear any responsibilities that need to be obeyed, after all, she should have never fulfilled her wife's obligations to Uesugi-kun."

Having said that, Baihechuan Wanhua's tone changed.

"But Uesugi-kun, according to my understanding of Sawamura Isuzu, even if she is just a puppet husband of her lover, she is not the character to allow things to happen.

She is the kind of character who can't see the slightest flaws, and she treats her subordinates extremely tough and harsh. Since Uesugi-kun is from Sawamura, I believe she must know more than me.

After all, I, an outsider, have heard about it, so Uesugi-kun must know it better.

If Uesugi-kun, who is a tool, fails to perform his duties as a puppet, and betrays Sawamura Xiaolongniao like having an illegitimate daughter, although it is a bit presumptuous to say so, I don't think Uesugi-kun will be safe and sound.

Unless, you had this daughter before Sawamura Xiaolongniao found Uesugi-kun and said that she wanted to have an empty shell marriage with you.

Otherwise, no matter how I think about it, I don't think that a woman like Sawamura Isuzu who can't rub the sand in her eyes will turn a blind eye. "

She looked at Shanshan's increasingly ugly face and smiled slyly.

"So, why? Or what happened back then that caused Sawamura Isuzu to forgive you? Uesugi-kun."

Shang Shanmu lowered his head, and began to smile with a forced smile on his decent face.

He was touched on something that he absolutely didn't want to mention, which was the shadow of his life and the source of pain that constantly breeds twisted hatred.

Just thinking about it felt like ants were gnawing at his heart, and the spreading pain distorted his mind and made him unable to think.

But he still kept his emotions in check, he said.

"Sawamura Isuzu did indeed punish me as Lord Chukun said."

Hearing this, Baihechuan Wanhua asked again: "Then what is the punishment?"

Uesugi had an embarrassing expression. No matter what the reason was, such a thing was too shameful for a man, let alone denying the fact that he was a man in front of a beauty like Baihechuan Wanhua.

Clenching his fists, he thought of that scene again, the scene that breeds hatred and is deeply in his memory.

That woman was so high above her that she didn't even look at her, her thin lips were slightly parted.

"The operation is scheduled for tomorrow, which is punishment."

He was less than 20 years old that year. He begged for mercy, cried, and made a lot of ugly appearances, but it didn't help.

From the moment he lay awake on the operating table without anesthesia, he suddenly stopped any words of begging for mercy, and just kept this process in his mind forever.

Since then, Shang Shanmu has changed, he has no emotions, he really knows what the environment he is in, this marriage is not a glory and wealth for him, so any opportunity to climb up, even if the bones are broken Bite tightly.

His mind has long been twisted.

Just to chop up the face of Sawamura's small caged bird into a meat paste, and feed it to Sawamura Isuzu.

Thinking of that scene, slowly, for some reason, Shang Shanmu regained his composure, with a decent smile on his face again, gentle but without a trace of warmth.

He smiled and nodded at Baihechuan Wanhua, with a gentle voice, as if he was talking about something completely unrelated to himself.

"I was placed on an operating table by her. There was no anesthesia, and I had to remain awake for the castration operation."

Baihechuan Wanhua also noticed his change, and couldn't help showing a smile as if he had discovered something interesting, feeling a little novel.

From now on, she really started to look at Shangshan.

In the eyes of Baihechuan Wanhua, the current Shangshanmu is like a hungry beast whose sharp teeth are stained with blood, and is covered with a layer of warm human skin.

Even if Uesugi is not smart enough, after so many years in Sawamura, there is still no improvement, but if he can endure what ordinary people can't bear, it is worth letting Yurikawa Wanhua take a look.

Maybe if he is given a chance to release the patience accumulated over the years, he can give me a pleasant surprise.

On the other hand, he closed his eyes and tried his best to reduce his sense of existence, like Xixiusi Quanya who couldn't hear anything, but his heart was shocked.

He actually knew that Shang Shanmu was "married by his son-in-law" just like himself, but his situation was more difficult than his own.

But now that he heard it, he felt a little sympathetic to Shang Shanmu after knowing that what happened to Shang Shanmu was more difficult than he had imagined.

After all, at least his wife loves him.

As for the reason why Uesugi lost his masculinity, but still maintained his masculinity, it is not difficult to guess.

Baihechuan Wanhua looked at Shangshan and smiled.

"I admire you, Uesugi-kun."

What she said this time is the truth, this kind of patience that can poke her own wounds is worthy of being called a characteristic.

Shang Shanmu just smiled gently: "Your Excellency Chu Jun is really flattering you."

Baihechuan Wanhua stroked his hair and asked again.

"Then can I know the origin of this illegitimate daughter? What's the story between Uesugi-kun and her mother?"

Uesugi pondered for a moment, but he didn't think it was disrespectful. When he could gently tell the truth about being castrated, he no longer cared about the image he was portrayed. the opinion of.

Baihechuan Wanhua saw his hesitation, and said, "Is there something unspeakable? Uesugi-kun."

Shang Shanmu shook his head, ready to speak out.

After all, it is no longer up to his will to say or not. Since he wants to board the boat of Baihechuan, there must be no concealment.

Moreover, Prince Baihechuan can sit in such a position at this age, coupled with the cruelty of the "reserve competition" system of the Baihechuan family, since she can stand out from the crowd, it means that her back is full of bones of other people's desires.

Worldly conceptions of justice cannot affect such people.

He said slowly: "Back then, there was a girl I had been chasing for a long time, she looked like pure white snowflakes falling on her shoulders, from the first time I saw her, I was extremely infatuated.

But she seems to be very shy of strangers, no matter how I try to get close, she will only run away, looking at my eyes full of deer-like panic, and dare not even say a word to me.

Perhaps for me at that time, she was the girl worthy of my whole life.

I pursued her like this, even if I was always run away by her, I would also think about whether my overly enthusiastic actions troubled her, but the idea of ​​wanting to get close to her was always controlled no matter what Can't live.

Later, when I hoped that one day I would break her heart, someone came to me and explained to me that the well-known beauty, the Sawamura little cage bird that ordinary people like me are not even qualified to see her face. There is a child, and the father of the child is me.

At that time, I was probably in a state of being overwhelmed by too huge surprises, after all, this was too light novel style.

Then the person who found me asked me to marry this princess-like character. Although he told me that it was just an empty shell, he was still extremely happy. Even though it might be troubled on the surface, the joy inside was irrepressible.

It was probably an ordinary farmer who learned that he would marry the king's daughter. Even if he had concerns about whether it was a conspiracy, his joy was absolutely irrepressible.

Those who can refuse must not be ordinary people, at least I cannot refuse.

At that time, I even had the fantasy that even if it was just an empty shell marriage, maybe I would have a long-term relationship with Sawamura Xiaocage.

After all, this kind of development is not uncommon in light novels. What was just used as a shield at first, but later I gradually fell in love with it, and it turned into a relaxed and loving plot.

That's it, compared to the beauty who is well-known throughout the country and whose suitors are like Jiang Zhiqing, the girl I once thought could be together for a lifetime seems to have lost her shining point.

Maybe it's because I don't like her as much as I thought.

In short, when I think about my identity as the son-in-law of the Yusan family in the future, she gradually becomes ordinary in my heart. Maybe this is also the commonality of men. The higher the unattainable existence, the more I yearn for it.

But I am not reconciled, I am not reconciled to working hard for so long without getting any results, at least in this last time, I will not leave any regrets.

So I pursued her more enthusiastically and pressed harder, but she still didn't respond.

This made me actually feel a little resentful at the time. After all, I felt that I was the son-in-law of the Yusan family, and pursuing her was actually lowering the standard.

Finally, when I was about to be taken away by Sawamura, I was a little drunk that night, and went to find her in a hazy state...

After waking up, I was very scared and guilty, so I had to run away.

When I met her again, it was already the fifth month after I got married with Sawamura Kokoto, and only then did I know that she was pregnant. "

Baihechuan Wanhua blinked: "Ah, so it is like this."

After finishing speaking, she said: "What about after that, can you talk about it in detail?"

Shang Shanmu hesitated for a moment, but still nodded.

"Because when I arrived in Sawamura, I realized that the situation was not as good as I imagined. Not to mention the fact that after getting along with each other for a long time, I never saw the face of the little caged bird at all, and was rejected by the tribe.

I almost woke up from the dream, and I knew what my identity was, so I felt that if the existence of this child was exposed, it would put me in a very dangerous situation.

And at this time, Zhenzhen Aoi was also born. In fact, at that time, I had the idea of ​​using this opportunity to get along with the little cage bird, so the existence of this child should not be exposed.

I advised her to get rid of the child, but her reaction was extremely extreme, and this was the first time I saw her like this.

So I had to tell her that I must not reveal that I am the father of the child.

But in the end it was exposed, and what happened next. "

Baihechuan Wanhua heard the words, and said again: "Then what happened these years, have you visited them?"

Shang Shanmu nodded: "Yes, often."

"Maybe it's because she felt that she didn't protect this secret, or it might be that she needs to vent her anger, that kind of addictive feeling after something once dreamy was suddenly torn apart in front of her, that kind of uncontrollable continued destruction Desire caused me domestic violence."

Hearing that Baihechuan Wanhua nodded, she was indeed like what Uesugi thought, she would not be affected by any secular concept of justice, and would only judge her attitude when she was in a matter by virtue of her interest.

She looked at Shang Shanmu, she found the reason why the elementary school girl hated her father so much~

It's because of my mother.

Ah, looking at the performance of the elementary school girl before, it is understandable.

She looked at Shangshan, squinted and smiled.

"Uesugi-kun, I admire you very much, so I will tell you a secret, such as this very good friend opposite you."

After she finished speaking, she tilted her head, rested her chin and looked at Xixiusi Quanye.

"Kenshuji Quanya, a member of the fifth Zhuangming faction in the Jishuji family, is also the biggest anti-Yurikawa faction, and Uesugi-kun should be very aware of this."

She looked at the nervous face of Ji Xiuji: "But do you know why he is here?"

After Shang Shanmu thought about it, he still shook his head to indicate that he didn't know.

And Baihechuan Wanhua looked at the tense face of Jixiu Temple and said.

"Quenya-kun, answer Uesugi-kun, what have you been doing here?"

With fine sweat dripping from his forehead, Ye Xiuji took a deep breath and replied.

"I told Lord Chu about the short-term direction and future direction of the faction I belong to, the distribution of power held by each person, and the handles of the members of the same faction in my hand, as long as I know everything."