This thing about me becoming a girl

Originally, she planned to take a bath together, but was rejected by Bei Dao Ya, so they went one after the other.

She washed first, followed by Bei Dao Ya, and immediately washed Bei Dao Ya's hair without cleaning it up, and then helped Bei Dao Ya to dry her hair after washing, but her own hair was still wet and never dried.

Bei Dao Ya wanted to help her blow it first, but Bei Dao Jiu snatched the hair dryer, pressed her on the sofa, and said with a grin, "Little Ya will come first."

Bei Daoya was no longer arguing, she could see that Bei Daojiu enjoyed the feeling of being able to take care of her.

Bei Dao Ya stroked Bei Dao Jiu's wet hair, straightened a few strands of messy and knotted hair, and was about to turn on the hair dryer.

At this moment, Bei Daojiu said, "Little Crow, wait a moment."

After she finished speaking, she turned around and sat on the sofa facing Bei Dao Ya, with her legs spread apart, her smooth little face upturned, and her wet hair hanging down her head.

She looked up at Bei Dao Ya, her eyes sparkling, "Okay, okay, let's start!"

The two of them were facing each other. In fact, it was not easy to blow their hair like this, but since Bei Dao Jiu wanted to do this, Bei Dao Crow didn't care, it just took more time.

Turning on the hair dryer, Bei Daojiu looked up with a small face, watching Bei Daoya blowing his hair coldly.

She has a soft face, clear eyes, and a smile.

The little crow is so pretty!I can't get tired of watching it!

Ever since Bei Dao Ya cut off the bangs that blocked her face, she liked to stare at Bei Dao Ya's face.

Although she was worried at first, after all, this layer of bangs was left by Bei Daoya since childhood.

But then I thought about it, didn't my mother just want to unconditionally support her daughter's decision!She didn't bother to ask.And in her understanding, cutting off her bangs wasn't Xiaoya's decision to say goodbye to her past self and change herself!

Bei Daojiu decided to support it!support!Never ask!Just act like nothing happened!

But he couldn't take back the sight of Bei Dao Crow's face.

Little Crow has really changed a lot...

At the beginning, the doctor also told me that although the person was rescued, many of these people who failed to seek death will have a great change in personality after waking up, so you have to be mentally prepared.

After Xiaoya woke up, it was indeed as the doctor said, lying on the hospital bed very quietly. Although it was still silent as before, but the pale and thin face was less cowardly and more calm and dead.

In fact, Bei Daoya made up his mind at that time, even if she kept doing this, she would take care of Xiaoya for the rest of her life.

Although Bei Dao Ya didn't continue to seek death after waking up, as Bei Dao Jiu was most worried about, but she seemed to have lost her soul, like a marionette.

A few times when Bei Dao Yamumu looked out of the window, the breeze lifted her bangs slightly, and Bei Dao Jiu could see her somewhat confused dark eyes.

While Bei Daojiu was distressed, he also took care of the Bei Dao Crow meticulously. Until he was discharged from the hospital, the Bei Dao Crow still looked like rootless duckweed, which made people unable to grasp it, as if it would go away and disappear in the next second.

Until that night, the arrival of that man.

Bei Daojiu saw it very clearly, Bei Daoya's dead eyes gradually slowed down, as if he had finally accepted something, the process of flickering light.

Something slowly but clearly formed in her eyes, what Bei Dao Jiu couldn't understand.

With a vicious air, just looking at it makes people feel stinging, as if there is a lion hiding in their eyes.

Serene yet malicious eyes.

And this change in eyes was all because of Shang Shanmu, and she looked a little sick with the knife that night, Bei Daojiu was very worried, worried that Bei Daoya would not want to go to Shang Shan in a meeting.

She doesn't want anything, she doesn't want any changes in her life now, she doesn't even desire to seek revenge on Shang Shan, she just hopes that he will never come here again.

As long as... can live a peaceful life with Xiaoya all the time. Apart from this, she doesn't desire anything.

But as time passed, Bei Dao Crow did not show this idea, and Bei Dao Jiu gradually felt relieved.

Looking at Bei Dao Ya's calm expression, concentrating on drying her hair, her eyes are like crescent moons.

She also likes such a handsome little crow.

She felt that she was becoming more and more dependent on Bei Dao Ya.

Bei Dao Jiu Luoli sat on the sofa, with her white face upturned, feeling the comfortable temperature of the hot air from the hair dryer on her face. The snoring sound is only covered by the somewhat strong "hum" sound of the hair dryer.

Little Crow, we must always be together like this.

13. Planning for the future

In the early morning, the sun shone through the glass into this small, not-so-spacious home. Bei Dao Ya had already packed up, put on his uniform and was sitting on the sofa, stretching his slender and pale hands forward.

Bei Daojiu squatted obediently and petitely in front of her, turned his head completely to one side, and did not look at Bei Daoya.

She was applying medicine to the wound on Bei Daoya's wrist, but her face was turned to the other side, she didn't dare to look at the wound at all, she carefully rubbed the medicine with her hand very lightly, and asked if it was here or it hurt It doesn't hurt.

She was afraid that she would cry uncontrollably when she saw the wound, and she would cry for a long time.

Bei Daoya had said before that she could apply the medicine by herself, but Bei Daojiu was a little stubborn and asked her to apply the medicine.

So that led to the current situation.

Bei Dao Ya sat on the sofa, Bei Dao Jiu squatted obediently in front of her, with a white face facing her.

Her side face was a little nervous, holding a cotton swab dipped in medicine in her small hand, she wiped the medicine on the hideous wound on Bei Daoya's wrist very lightly and carefully.

He kept asking softly in his mouth: "Does the crow hurt? Is the wound right here? Could it be that mother is a little bit stronger."

Although Bei Dao Ya kept shaking her head and replied: "No", she didn't lie, it really didn't hurt, it was just a little itchy.

But Bei Daojiu still felt that the Bei Dao Crow was enduring the pain and didn’t want to worry himself, so his little face became more tense and his hands became softer, like a layer of light and soft gauze gently caressing the Bei Dao Crow wrist wound.

Her eyes would always turn to this side unconsciously, but before she saw anything, she turned away immediately and forcibly endured.

Whenever the cotton swab lightly touches the sutures of the wound, feeling the bulge and strange sensuality, her eyebrows will be raised timidly, her nose will be sour, and her eyes will immediately turn red.

So, Bei Dao Jiu was right not to look directly at the wound...

Bei Daoya looked at Bei Daojiu rubbing the medicine for himself with his face tilted, and felt a sense of déjà vu for no reason.

Is this a blind massage...

The medicine was applied, and then the bandage was wrapped. Bei Daojiu was more serious, and she had to make sure that it would not be too tight and hurt Bei Dao Ya, but also that it would not be too loose and cause it to fall off, so she spent extra time until After wrapping around the wound completely, he asked in a low voice.

"Is it covered?"

Bei Dao Ya nodded lightly, "Yeah."

After ensuring that he would not see the wound and cause himself to cry out in distress, Bei Daojiu turned his head.

The gauze had to be wrapped more than once, and Bei Daojiu continued to wrap it carefully.

Her eyes were red, she sniffed from time to time, her fair face was full of distress.

After wrapping the last round of gauze, she carefully tied a small and cute bow on both ends of the gauze, then buried her head and kissed the wound wrapped in gauze, and when she raised her face again, her face was already full smile.

"Will, will, will!!" With a pleasant smile on her face, Bei Daoya looked at the bow on the gauze.

"Little Crow! Isn't it super cute!!!"

Bei Daoya looked at the gauze bow on his wrist, and nodded slightly.

"Well, super cute."

"That's right, that's right! It's super cute! I learned this specially on the Internet! If you wrap the gauze in this way, it won't attract too many strange eyes. On the contrary, you will think Xiaoya is a very cute child." Woolen cloth."

When she mentioned this, she suddenly put her chin in thought: "Although she is very cute!" Then she smiled again.

"Well! It's cute, but mom just learned this kind of tying method! There's nothing else to learn, and I have to rush to work every morning, so this kind of bow can only be tied once!

If Little Crow asks me to pester me a few more, Mom will be very embarrassed..."

As if feeling that something was wrong, she hurriedly waved her hands again: "No, no! Mom doesn't mean that there will be other wounds on Xiaoya's body that need me to wrap bandages, but that it would be nice to wrap one of such cute bows around her body! It’s not cute anymore! Less things are the most precious!”

"That's right...it's...that..."

Her voice was getting lower and lower, her hands were twisting the corners of her skirt, she was a little nervous, her fair face was timidly looking at Bei Dao Ya, with anxiety hidden deep in her eyes.

What she wanted to say was actually not these, there were still unknown worries and purposes hidden in her words.

But Bei Daoya understood, she smiled calmly, and reached out to rub Bei Daojiu's soft black hair by her ears.

"I won't do this kind of thing again, Mom."

Bei Daojiu's body trembled for a moment, and then broke his power in a second, and threw himself into Bei Daoya's arms and cried loudly.

"Little crow, little crow, mom is really scared! Wow wow wow."

Bei Dao Ya looked at Bei Dao Jiu rubbing her face in her arms non-stop, she was a little helpless, she patted the crybaby's back lightly, and glanced at the clock hanging on the wall.

I shouldn't be late.

Zhichun Higher Private Women's College.

Bei Daoya is sitting in the classroom, the teacher is lecturing on the podium, the weather is fine outside the window, probably because it just rained last night, the sky is extraordinarily clear, and a few soft clouds are slowly floating , the sun is warm but not scorching, and it shines warmly on people.

Occasionally, a flying sparrow would fly past the window with fluttering wings, leaving behind a string of chirping sounds.

Bei Daoya listened carefully, she was not late, and rushed to the classroom 5 minutes before class.

The teacher is explaining the questions she doesn't understand, and she is taking notes next to the questions in the book.

And when the teacher speaks something that is particularly meaningful or knowledgeable, she will take out her notebook, write it down on it, then tear off a piece of note paper to make a note, and paste it on the top of the page, so that even Closing the notebook also reveals half of the note paper so she can quickly turn to the page.

This is the habit of her predecessor, her notebook is filled with dense note paper, and there are countless circles and notes in the teaching book.

And Bei Dao Crow also chose to inherit this habit, she understands that learning is very necessary.

Why is the place where I lived in my previous life called a poor area?Why is it so poor? Although it is also related to the chaotic environment there, the most important point is that it is too ignorant. Few people have gone to school, and they have little knowledge of the world outside the poverty-stricken area. .

Bei Dao Crow has also suffered a lot in this regard, and now she has the opportunity, she will definitely not let it go.

Besides, since she has decided to change her current life, getting into a good university is also an indispensable part of her plan.

A good education is a stepping stone to many industries.

Although the university admission rate in Japan is generally not high, this does not mean that there is no competitive pressure, on the contrary, the pressure is still very high.

It can be seen from a very popular sentence in Japan in the past few years-four when five fall.

It means that if you only sleep for 4 hours a day, you can be admitted to the university, but if you sleep for 5 hours, you will fail the exam.

In Japan, the best prestigious universities are almost all national. Although there are private universities such as Waseda University, there are very few famous universities in general.Moreover, national and public universities charge relatively low fees.

Therefore, almost all candidates are competing for those famous schools.

And Bei Daoya is already a sophomore in high school, and is beginning to face the pressure of entering a higher school. Like other high school sophomore candidates, they have already had endless private schools during this time period.

And Bei Daoya can't afford the high cost of going to a private school for the time being. Although if she tells Bei Daojiu, she will definitely find a way to take it out, but Bei Daoya doesn't want to do this.