This thing about me becoming a girl

In the vehicle, Bei Dao Ya suppressed the violent ups and downs of emotions, and said to Naoju Xing in the driver's seat.

"Miss Nakaju, what time is it?"

Nakaju Xing replied, "At 10:[-], there are still [-] minutes left."

Hearing this, Bei Dao Ya stopped talking and lowered his head.

At this time, her mind is full of Bei Daojiu's appearance at home. To be honest, my determination that has been shaken at any time is indeed shaken. She wants to start as soon as possible, finish as soon as possible, and go home as soon as possible.

Every second of delay will make her reverie about Bei Dao Jiu's current situation more and more.

But it is precisely because she knows who is the culprit that caused Bei Daojiu to become what she is now, that she has to solve it.

Mother is gentle, no matter what, any suffering, she can treat it gently.

But I can't do it myself, I am a wild dog running in the sewer, as long as I can ensure that the pure white snowflakes can always fall on my mother's shoulders, that's enough.

She clenched her fists.

It is because of you that you want to hurt this tenderness.

Bei Dao Crow finally couldn't restrain his emotions, his overstretched teeth were rubbing and trembling, bloodshot eyes were spreading, and saliva slowly overflowed from the gaps between his teeth, just like a wild beast baring its ferocious canines.

Nakai Anko, who was in the driver's seat, saw this from the rearview mirror.

As soon as Kitajima Crow left the apartment and entered the car, Nakai Xing felt her strange state.

The hysterical ferocity under that calm appearance can finally be hidden now.

She glanced at the apartment above, and then thought about the situation of Bei Dao Ya, and seemed to understand something.

Could it be the mother's situation that caused Miss Bei Dao's suppressed negative emotions to explode instantly?

For some reason, the North Island crow slowly regained its composure after that moment of ferociousness.

It was a kind of eerie calm that chilled the bottom of my heart.

Seeing her appearance, Zhongju Xing thought to herself.

Miss Bei Dao's current situation... is close to the edge of rationality.

She thinks that all the reasons are on Shangshan, as long as Shangshan is solved, all problems will be solved and everything will return to its original state.

She thought that as long as Shangshan was killed tonight, everything would be fine.

But...Miss Bei Dao, with your current state, even if you kill Shangshan, nothing will change.

What you get is emptiness, endless nothingness, and one day, this nothingness will cause you to change.

When the idea of ​​killing Shangshan takes absolute place in your mind, and subconsciously ignores other factors, you will be confused afterwards.

Because the essence of this end is to kill Shangshan, it will not solve all the problems at all, and it will not solve the problems of your mother at all.

Your mother will not change anything because of Shangshan's death.

Your mother wasn't saved just because of Shangshan's death.

Shangshan is just an extension of the shadow of your mother’s suffering. Even if he dies, the shadow still exists. Even if you find the end of this shadow and deal with it, the shadow still exists.

Because this shadow exists in your mother's memory, in your mind, you can solve this problem, maybe you are the only one in this world.

It's not that Uesugi shouldn't die, even if he lives this time, Nakai Xing will not let her continue to live in Baihechuan Wanhua's sight.

It's just that Miss Bei Dao in this state should not solve it.

She knew very well that if the North Island Crow in this state killed Shangshan, it was very likely that certain things could not be reversed.

But Zhongju Xing has no right to stop it. During this process, she can only act as a bystander, and tell Baihechuan Wanhua what happened during the process afterwards.

In her eyes, it's not just Bei Daojiu who needs to be saved, Bei Daoya also needs to be rescued.

And the only ones who can save their mother and daughter are the two of them, and nothing else can interfere.

Miss Bei Dao trapped herself in a strange circle, her understanding of an obsession deviated, and she fell into a demon.

Miss Bei Dao, killing Shan Mu was not to solve the problem, nor was it for revenge, but to save your mother.

Also please keep this in mind.

If there is a deviation in your understanding of obsession, and you continue to move forward, then maybe in a short period of time, when this road just deviates, what you want will improve, but the future will eventually be destroyed Yes, and at this time the road has stretched to the point where there is no turning back, and there is no possibility of making up for it.

In the end, the reason was not whether Shangshan deserved to die or how, but what Miss Bei Dao was thinking about, killing Shangshan.

Perhaps Ms. Bei Dao has always thought of her mother, but in fact, what she is doing now is hurting her mother, and the harm caused by Shang Shanmu is even greater.

But even though he thought so, Nakai Apricot thought about it differently. If he was in Miss Bei Dao's situation... he would probably make the same choice as her.

Alas.. This is the right to know that the situation will happen, but have no other choice.

Miss Kitajima is very smart, and Nakai Apricot, who has worked with her for a while, knows this.

Perhaps Ms. Bei Dao is also very aware of this, but there is no other way, she must do it, and she can only put the source of all problems that will be solved on killing Shang Shanmu.

Is this... a fan of the authorities...

Being loyal to Baihechuan Wanhua, she couldn't intervene, so she could only speak slowly.

"Miss Bei Dao, are you listening?"

The Bei Dao Ya in the back row lowered his eyes, looked calm and did not speak.

Nakai Anko looked at her from the rearview mirror, and looked away after a while.

"When you are eager to save something, please be careful not to let it be destroyed."

That's all she can say.

She is now facing exactly the same situation as Baihechuan Wanhua back then, but Baihechuan Wanhua has become a foregone conclusion, and Miss Bei Dao still has room for redemption.

Ms. Bei Dao, your original intention is to save your mother, and all your actions should be extended and born from this obsession. Please don’t forget this original intention.

At exactly nine o'clock, Bei Daoya took out his phone and looked at the screen.

The originally blank screen suddenly appeared dense lines, and then quickly shrunk until it became a map of the entire Tokyo. After a while, a light spot appeared in one of the positions and began to flicker.

"Let's go, Miss Nakaju."

After she said that, Nakai Anko nodded, and the car started moving.

Bei Daoya looked out of the window with his dark eyes, only one thought remained in his mind, and his attention became extremely concentrated.

On the street not far from the apartment, there was a middle-aged couple walking. Perhaps because they were too focused, Bei Dao Ya recorded their faces with just one glance.

185. Building

At 9:01, Shangshan on the top of a tall building watched a light spot that kept approaching him displayed on his mobile phone.

His face was ferocious, like a wild beast that had been cornered.

Because Baihechuan Wanhua blocked all its roads, only death.

But he can't hide, he can only resist.

Because if he hides, the final result will be as Baihechuan Wanhua hoped, and he will really die.

Because there is a positioning chip somewhere in his body, there is nowhere to hide.

He must resist.

But in his current situation, he doesn't have the capital to resist. All the roads are blocked by Yurikawa Wanhua, and he can't take any action, because Sawamura has been chasing him. If he shows signs, he will be caught immediately.

He couldn't start with Kitajima Crow, so Uesugi could only put all possibilities on Sawamura.

Sawamura is the key to breaking the game, only if it does not intervene, then I can start to resist without scruples.

It is enough not to ask Sawamura to help him, as long as Sawamura does not hunt him down.

So he contacted Sawamura Mari Aoi and asked her to create a chance for him to talk to Sawamura Gosho.

Truth Aoi did not disappoint him.

He thought about last night's call.

I truthfully told the Sawamura Imperial Palace everything I knew about Baihechuan Wanhua's plans during this period and his current situation.

But for some reason, the Sawamura Imperial Palace did not mention Yurigawa's plan to attack his family as Uesugi expected.

He had guessed that maybe Sawamura Gosho would keep him as an insider of Baihechuan, or maybe let him do something.

But none of these, Sawamura Gosho just said indifferently

"Did you say that Prince Baihechuan arranged this game for your daughter?"

"Yes."

"Does she value your daughter very much?"

Uesugi was stunned for a moment, he didn't know why Sawamura Gosho asked this, and he didn't know whether Baihechuan Wanhua valued Kitajima Ya, but he said it anyway.

"Perhaps, but because she can become the first outside branch of Baihechuan in the past hundred years, then Prince Baihechuan must value him in some way."

The other end of the phone was silent about this, and there was no response for a long time, and it was only when Shang Shanmu was feeling ups and downs in his heart that he spoke flatly.

"I see."

Other than the first time, Sawamura Imperial Palace didn't say much, and Uesugi didn't know what he meant, but as long as he knew, Sawamura would not interfere with him during this time.

Without Sawamura's stop, Uesugi finally had the conditions to resist.

He used all the money he had saved over the years to hire bodyguards to become the building's defense force.

But he still panicked, feeling that this was not enough, because he didn't know how much preparation the other party had.

And because of Banqiao Senhua's previous affairs, he spent a lot of money to clear up obstacles that he thought might affect his appointment, so in fact, there is not much money left.

Otherwise, he would have invested more money to protect himself, but this is the only thing he can do now.

9: 05.

In the driving vehicle, Bei Daoya looked at the flashing light spot on the phone that had never moved.

The light spot represents the position of the other party, and it will flash again after every three hours for 10 minutes. During these 10 minutes, the North Island crow can see whether there is any movement of the upper fir tree, or in which direction move.

The same is true for Shangshan, who has mastered the movement trajectory of the North Island crow.

But in fact, there is not no room for manipulation. Within 10 minutes of being positioned, no matter which side of the two sides can escape within this time, so that the other party cannot be chased and killed, then the next three hours will be in a state of war. A relatively safe time period, so repeated, although it is a great torture to the willpower, but as long as it is successful, you can spend these three days without bloodshed.