This thing about me becoming a girl

She thinks that the safe storage room is a nightmare that the crow can't get rid of. She has long been used to beating and scolding sounds that are normal in her childhood. Everything, for the little crow, was unbearable.

Why do I feel that the life I have long been accustomed to is normal for Xiaoya.

The reason why the little crow took risks... was all because of his own fault.

Even the reason she took the risk was because of herself...

The reason why I don't tell myself is that even if I tell myself, what's the use? I can only cry, I can only cry, I can only cry, but I can't do anything else, and I don't even have the courage to stop Xiaoya, because Afraid that the little crow would hate him.

Just like at that night, all I could do was cry, and there was no real obstacle other than crying.

Everything is the fault of being too cowardly.

I have never protected the little crow, and the little crow has always protected me.

I have never been relied on by the little crow, and I have always been relying on the little crow.

All the time, I have been asking for it, and I have never given it.

The one who can't live without the other party is also oneself...

Bei Daojiu hated his own weakness like never before.

She's going crazy.

All because of my own fault.

The ship was overturning, and the tilt of the ship became more and more obvious.

Bei Dao Crow looked at Bei Dao Jiu, who was lying on her side directly below, and watched her collapse.

Bei Dao Crow pulled a gentle smile with difficulty.

"No, mom didn't do anything wrong, it's because of mom that Xiaoya can feel loved and how to love others.

Mother taught Xiaoya not to live alone, but to share everything with others. "

Bei Dao Jiu couldn't help but burst into tears when he heard this.

Bei Dao Ya continued.

"Everything that Xiaoya has is given by her mother. Mom didn't do anything wrong. She just gave everything she had to Xiaoya. Such a mother, no one can say that she did anything wrong."

Bei Dao Ya showed a weak smile, she could no longer feel the pain from the gunshot wound on her back, she was already paralyzed.

"This feeling that the body moves before the mind reacts is really amazing. The little crow likes it very much."

"Buzzing" is the sound of dense helicopters approaching and approaching.

Another tactile liquid fell on Bei Daojiu's face. It was warm and creamy. The moment it landed on her face, it splashed and overflowed.

Tears slid down from Bei Dao Ya's eyes, and fell on Bei Dao Jiu's face along his cheeks.

She herself forgot whether she had ever shed tears.

She didn't know what the future she was about to face, so her eyes were full of reluctance and nostalgia.

Bei Dao Crow showed a somewhat shy smile, with tears rolling down his face. It was a smile that had never appeared before. The tenderness brought by that moment of softness was indescribable.

"Little Crow has never repaid her mother's care and love.

But whether it was before, now, or in the future, Little Crow loves her mother the most. "

Yuluo is the sound of objects hitting the floor.

Bei Daojiu's eyes were covered with cloth strips, so she couldn't perceive the surrounding things, but she opened her mouth wide and couldn't breathe, as if some cracking sound sounded in her body.

The next second echoed throughout the cabin, only cries, the woman's mournful cries, seemed to be the sound of the world collapsing.

The helicopter stopped above the cabin, and teams of special personnel broke in through the windows, including Baihechuan Wanhua and Zhongju Xing.

Baihechuan Wanhua looked at this scene with indifferent eyes, and he didn't know what was contained in it.

She spoke softly to Nakai Anko who was beside her clenched her fist.

"The third generation of Dingsawa Village, if there is anything to do with Kitajima, don't keep a single one."

When she said this, she didn't show any emotion, and she didn't have any sadness in her heart. Some just seemed to be peeling off.

And it wasn't just them who saw this scene, there was another person.

Sawamura Mari Aoi's eyes seemed to lose their luster.

The girl curled up on the ground, her eyes were covered by her black hair, but her pale and bloodless face was still stained with tears that hadn't dried up.

She just curled up there quietly, making people pitiful, and the blood continued to spread from her position.

And next to her was a woman who was tied to a stool and had collapsed to the point of losing any consciousness.

Sawamura Mari Aoi thought of the phone call her father had made to her that night.

"Jinzhen Aoi, father has something to do and needs your help."

And before she came, she also knew everything, everything, everything Shang Shanmu had done.

What happened to Bei Dao Crow, what happened to Bei Dao Jiu, what happened last night, what happened tonight, why did my father call me for help, and what happened after I promised to help.

She knows everything about it.

But she didn't believe it, so Sawamura Gosho asked her to come and see for herself.

Although there was no fir tree on the scene, this scene can already prove everything.

She remembered what Isuzu said, walking backwards would brew an unbearable result.

With my own help, this scene happened.

She knelt on the ground, covering her face with her trembling hands, without making any sound.

Just the destruction of faith, the questioning of what was done, and death in silence.

206. Ashes to ashes, dust to dust (end of this volume)

It's late August, the weather is hot and dry, and the whole land is covered with steam. The little birds stop weakly on the branches, with their heads up and chirping, as if they are venting their dissatisfaction with the sun. .

And in the ward of a certain hospital in Tokyo, there was also chirping.

"Little crow! Is this okay! Will mom be very strong?"

"no"

"Then how about this! Will it hurt!"

"No pain."

"Then how about this! Are you uncomfortable!"

"No."

"Then how about this! Will the posture be weird!"

In the ward, Bei Daojiu carefully held Bei Daoya's left hand and moved slowly.

And Bei Daoya was wearing a hospital gown, leaning on the hospital bed, with an extraordinarily pale complexion, which inexplicably matched the surrounding environment.

She let Bei Daojiu move her left arm carefully and slowly.

It has been a month and a half since that night, and Bei Daoya has also spent a month and a half in the hospital.

Nearly two weeks after being admitted to the hospital, the North Island crow can do some minor recovery activities, which will also help recovery.

And Bei Dao Jiu, since that day, has changed a lot.

She has been with Bei Dao Ya in the hospital every step of the way until now.

Even after leaving that apartment and being in the outside world, she no longer bowed her head like she used to, with a cowardly look.

But even though he was afraid, he still straightened his body and looked directly at everyone.

Bei Daoya could see that she was not trying to force herself, but trying to make changes.

So the North Island crow did not stop it.

It's just that every time she tried to have a calm and normal conversation with someone, she would bury her head in the quilt-covered lap of Bei Dao Crow when she returned to the ward.

It seems to be doing something very, very tiring, and it also seems to be replenishing energy!

Bei Daojiu has really changed a lot, towards the direction that Xiao Crow can rely on in his mind.

During this period of time, she didn't shed a single tear in front of Bei Dao Ya, even if she became teary after seeing Bei Dao Ya's wound, she would immediately run to the toilet to wipe her tears secretly by herself.

She has already made an oath that she will never be a waste who can only cry again, and she will work hard to become the real support of the little crow, not the weak and vulnerable support in the past.

She couldn't forget the feeling outside the operating room, waiting for Xiaoya's operation results.

She was already crazy at that time, even if it was over now, she couldn't bear this pain again.

Can't forget, but can't even think about it.

She wants to be a trustworthy, dependable mother who can protect the little crow from danger.

So first step!Even if you walk out of the apartment, only by overcoming the fear of the outside world can you protect Xiaoya from the outside world.

During this period of time, she has been supporting Bei Dao Crow with her small body to do slight rehabilitation training, and today is finally the day when Bei Dao Crow removes the cast from his left hand.

The plaster had been removed, and she gently moved Bei Daoya's left hand, and remembered what the doctor said.

Bei Dao Crow's left hand is useless.

The wound on the wrist has been said by the doctor to cause weakness in the hand in the future, but now the penetrating injury of the palm and the dislocation of the hand, the body still has a period of strenuous activity, which causes damage to the soft tissue connecting the joints and other structures. Damage is irreversible.

This also caused the North Island Crow's left hand to never return to its original state. No matter how it was done, there would be obstacles, and excessive force would most likely cause it to dislocate again.

This made Bei Daojiu feel distressed, and it also made her more determined to protect the little crow.

She suppressed the grief in her heart, moved her left hand for Bei Dao Ya, her face was smiling like a little sun.

"Little Crow, how is it? Does it hurt?"

Bei Dao Ya smiled and shook his head: "It doesn't hurt."

It has been two months since the time has come. Although the North Island Crow recovers slowly, there is nothing serious about it. Although it is still a little weak, it is no problem to get out of bed and walk.

And in fact, it can be discharged from the hospital, but Bei Daojiu is unwilling and wants Bei Daoya to rest for a while.

At this time, there was a knock on the door of the single ward, and the two of them heard the prestige and looked over.