This thing about me becoming a girl

I believe that my father is a villain who will use all means to frame his people, so what is he who has always taken the integrity he taught as his direction?

So Sawamura Mariko has always believed in this way, even if it is true that she framed her clansman, she also believes that her father has difficulties.

But father, what is your reason for making you do this kind of thing?

Sawamura Mariko didn't understand, she just thought of her childhood, seeing her father who was seriously injured after saving someone lying on the hospital bed, and she was full of longing.

"It's not a big deal, my father just did what he could do, to give a little help to those who are close at hand."

Uesugi said such words, while Ozawamura Mari Aoi opened her big clear eyes, making up her mind.

Truth Aoi, you must become a person like your father in the future!Become a knight helping others!

And Truth Aoi has always used her best kindness to face anyone, just like the determination she made in her childhood.

Just like her honor, I don't want to see weak tears, I hope everyone is happy.

Uesugi also taught her these things, just like before she learned kendo, Uesugi said, hoping that the sword in her hand is not a weapon, but something that can bring happiness and help to others.

Thinking of this, Sawamura Mari Aoi buried her face deeper in her arms, and she couldn't help but think of that phone call again.

"Jin Aoi, do you still believe me? Do you believe in my father? I have no choice but to leave Sawamura. One day you will understand everything, but I am in a very dangerous situation now, and the only one who can help me is you , would you like to help me?"

Sawamura Mari Aoi also forgot what she was thinking at the time, but agreed directly without thinking about it.

And what Uesugi needs her help is to give the mobile phone to the imperial court. He has very important matters, which are related to the crisis of the Sawamura family and his own life, so he has to tell the imperial court.

But he currently has no way to contact the Imperial Palace, so he needs his own help.

Mari Aoi Sawamura heard that this matter was about her father's life and about Sawamura's crisis, so she quickly ran towards the main house with her mobile phone.

During the process, I met Sawamura Isuzu.

Mari Aoi Sawamura was shaken by what her aunt said, because she knew very well that her aunt would never lie.

But she quickly found a reason to persuade her. Her father had a difficult reason. She couldn't know what the reason was, but her father must have a reason. All she could do was not to be shaken by any external factors, but to trust her father.

but....

Mariko Sawamura thought of that cold rainy night on the sea again, even though there was a fire and smoke in the cabin, everything presented in front of her eyes was so cold.

Mari Aoi Sawamura couldn't forget the girl's appearance as if she had lost her life, and she couldn't forget the crying face of the mother who was so sad.

She knew everything, and understood her aunt's last meaningful words.

The phone I brought to my grandfather allowed my father to contact my grandfather, and all this happened.

In my own eyes, the father who taught and cared for me growing up was an indelible shadow of fear in another family.

I live in a world full of kindness, but the mother and daughter are just suffering what they shouldn't have to suffer.

What the father brought to himself was salvation and teaching, but what he brought to the mother and daughter was only endless shadows.

Mari Aoi Sawamura finds it hard to accept that under her own happiness, there is another pair of mother and daughter lingering in the mud.

She thought of her father's other daughter.

Pale, withdrawn, don't like to talk, always lonely, as if there are many things hidden in my heart, and I can't be happy.

That's right... how can you be happy when you encounter such a thing.

She thought of this, and she didn't know how to feel.

And the father who made her suffer so much unfair treatment is also dead.

She also didn't know what to feel in her heart.

It's just that the things she has always insisted on have been destroyed since the moment she knew the truth and faced the truth.

She was sitting by the wall with her knees hugged, her face deeply buried in her arms, the curtains of the room were drawn tightly, as if there was no way for a ray of light to shine in.

Everything she believed in disappeared completely when she saw the situation of the mother and daughter.

False... what my father did is false, what he taught me is false, chivalry is false, my own honor is false...

His father, who taught him the way of chivalry and regarded him as a role model, has been doing the opposite. The self who also accepts this false idea is also a fake.

What makes everyone happy...it's all fake, and I'm also fake...

At this time the door was opened, and Sawamura Isuzu walked in with a cold face.

Holding a bento box in her hand, she sat across from Mari Aoi Sawamura.

"time to eat."

She said so, but the other party didn't respond.

Seeing Sawamura Mariko's appearance, Sawamura Isuzu didn't say anything, but squatted in front of her with a comb, combing her knotted hair.

Sawamura Mari Aoi has not stepped out of this villa for nearly two months.

The death of Uesugi, the collapse of faith since childhood, and seeing that it was because of his help that the mother and daughter were so miserable, Sawamura Mariko was completely swallowed by the pain of reason and sensibility. Closed the heart, no longer accepting the outside world, and reduced to a body like a walking dead.

And in this case, it can still be called lucky that the girl didn't have an accident, so I was able to interrupt Zhen Aoi's suicide, otherwise, I couldn't stop it.

Truth Aoi blamed herself for what happened to the mothers. If something happened to that girl, it would be the last straw that crushed Truth Aoi.

Although her situation can no longer be described as bad, at least she is still alive.

With the temperament of Sawamura Isuzu, I feel that this kind of behavior of Aoi can be regarded as cowardice. Everything has already happened. What you have to do is not to escape, but to move forward.

But she also understands... With the nature of Zhen Aoi, this kind of thing is unbearable.

Sawamura Isuzu combed the hair of the girl with knees buried in front of her, and asked about the musty smell emanating from the tip of her nose.

Sawamura Mari Aoi, who has completely collapsed and closed her heart, has lost the ability to take care of herself. For the past two months, Sawamura Isuzu has been taking care of her, occasionally cleaning her body, changing her clothes, combing her hair, and even changing her incontinence pants. Otherwise, she might be more than a musty smell now.

Sawamura Mari Aoi really can't see the outside world, she has lost a lot of weight.

After Sawamura Isuzu combed her hair, she stood up and pulled the curtains aside.

The scorching sun at noon poured all over Sawamura Mari Aoi in an instant, and she subconsciously buried her face deeper in her arms.

Seeing her appearance, Sawamura Isuzu said nothing.

She knows that Truth Aoi always faces everyone with the greatest kindness, but some people are just hopeless, and no matter how great the kindness is, it is impossible to save this completely depraved soul, so at this time, it is impossible for this "" The good intentions of "evil" have become greater "evil".

This is the situation that Zhenzhen Aoi is also facing. She knows the true face of Uesugi, and she can't believe it, but she has to believe it.

Because her "goodness" comes from "evil", under certain circumstances, her "goodness" becomes a greater "evil".

She who has been denied all meanings will naturally deny herself.

She was sitting opposite Sawamura Mari Aoi, the two of them were bathed in the same sunlight, she said.

"Truth Aoi, your friends have approached you. It's about Yulongqi. They have been preparing for it for more than a year. If you, as a general, don't attend, they will also lose their qualifications."

Sawamura Mari Aoi did not respond, and Sawamura Isuzu said again.

"Truth Aoi, how long are you going to keep doing this? Some things happen and there is no turning back. All we can do is keep moving forward. If you stop at this point, it will only show that you are weak, nothing more than that. "

Sawamura Mari Aoi still did not respond, but died in silence.

Even the reason for holding the sword is false and no longer exists, she can no longer hold the sword.

Take a day off.

Please take a day off, ah, I'm sorry that the update has been a bit unstable these two days, the main work is quite busy, now I'm going back to Chengdu by car, and the normal update will resume tomorrow.

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209. School starts

The rare good weather, the morning sun like a floating sun poured down from the sky until it spread to the whole land, the city also woke up from the hazy sleepiness at night, exuding the same but different brilliance from yesterday.

Today couldn't be a better day to start school.

In the small Beidao apartment, there is still that look full of vitality.

"Little Crow, have you packed up yet? We're going to be late~"

Bei Daoya was brushing his teeth in the bathroom, the front of the black hair hanging on his forehead was a little wet, and his voice was a little lisp.

"It'll be all right soon, Mom."

She was wearing Zhichun's summer uniform, a pure white short-sleeved shirt with a red Kanto placket, and then a light black knee-length pleated skirt with a circle of white patterns on the hem, and a pair of small leather shoes on her feet. Boots and bubble socks.

Compared with schools that are becoming more and more diverse now, and even use colorful uniforms as a gimmick to recruit students, Zhichun's summer uniforms are much simpler, fresh and bookish, black and white looks more traditional, and perhaps the only thing that stands out is the chest. The same Cherry Blossom Medal as before.

However, there are two sets of summer uniforms. Bei Daoya wears a relatively simple and traditional one, and the other is a more beautiful uniform that can satisfy the beauty of girls of this age. After all, the school also needs to make progress with the times. Well.

After washing, Bei Dao Ya looked in the mirror at his long black and smooth hair lazily draped over his shoulders.

It's time for a haircut, she thought, and then she took a light blue ribbon and tied the hair that fell at the back of her head into a ponytail.

After tying it up, she walked out of the bathroom, and what caught her eyes was Bei Daojiu, whose little head was hanging down from time to time on the sofa in the living room, eyes closed and beating in a daze.

"Mom, we're leaving. Don't you need to arrive at the company early today?"

Hearing that Bei Daojiu's little head that had just fallen down suddenly lifted up again, as if some sleeping bubble burst with a bang, he blinked hard a few times, and then saw Bei Dao's queen in front of the bathroom, showing a bit silly innocent smile.

"Are you ready, little crow~" After she finished speaking, she glanced at the time, her face shook, and she woke up instantly.

"Oops! Mom is going to be late!"

She usually goes to work at nine o'clock, but because of something in the company today, she needs to arrive early, so she went out with Bei Daoya.

The two walked out of the apartment until Bei Dao Crow sent Bei Dao Jiu to the station.

"Eat bento well! Get along well with your classmates! Send text messages to your mother after school! And you must reply to your mother's message!"

Bei Daojiu repeated this over and over again before getting in the car, and felt a little sad when the people around him looked at Bei Daoya's left hand intentionally or unintentionally.

On Bei Dao Crow's pale and slender left hand, in addition to the bandage around the wrist that remained unchanged, there was also a bandage on the back of the hand that was wrapped until it completely covered the palm of the hand.

It was because under the bandage, there was also a penetrating scar on the palm and back of the hand.

Bei Daojiu pursed her lips slightly, a little sad, because she felt sorry for the little crow, and also because of the strange eyes of others, although there was no malice.

But she quickly thought of the imitation skin gloves that the doctor said, and she will take Xiaoya to order a pair in a few days!

She is full of energy again!Going to make a lot of money!Maybe there will be some technology to repair the skin in the future!But it must be expensive, so start saving now!

Thinking of this, she smiled again on her small face.