This thing about me becoming a girl

The bridge of the nose collapsed, the brow bones were broken, and he suffered a concussion. He has not been discharged from the hospital until now.

Considering her age and the environment she was in, she could be said to be quite ferocious.

But this personality shift is explainable.

Everyone lives in a specific environment, and has a bottom-line "cognition" for accepting "stimuli" from the surrounding environment, which will allow him to construct an external worldview and internal self in his brain.

Whenever a new "stimulus" appears, if it matches his "cognition", he will incorporate it into it to form a new bottom line. "

And once there is a "stimulus" that has a huge contradiction and conflict with the overall structure of one's "cognition", so that it cannot be summarized at all, there are two possibilities at this time:

One is that he regards this situation as a special case (probably something that has nothing to do with him, but has a serious impact on the world view.)

In this way, there will be no impact on his bottom line of "stimulation", and it will only be an additional supplement.

The other is that the current "cognition" is completely collapsed and broken.

At this time, he will walk out of a familiar "cognition" and rebuild the structure of the external worldview, and the internal self will also be shattered and recreated.

The female driver who had said so much in one breath paused, took a breath, and said again.

"While such reinvention can be good or bad, it can be a beneficial stimulus after all, such as the return of a prodigal son after the death of a loved one, which is a positive personality change.

But compared to this, I am more inclined to have experienced a very violent experience with the North Island Jay, so that she had a personality change after she could not bear the high-intensity stimulation.

And she committed suicide by cutting her wrists to prove this point. Obviously, she lived in such pain before and suffered from mental illness, so she did not commit suicide.

She must have been stimulated by something that was so overwhelming that she could not accept it at all. Under the stimulation of this stressor, the pressure accumulated over the years would burst out at the same time, leading to suicide, and after waking up, her personality would be reshaped. "

After saying this, the female driver stood straight on the spot, lowered her head and waited quietly.

Baihe Chuan Wanhua lowered her eyes slightly, and the unlit room seemed to have covered her delicate and glamorous face with a thin layer of black veil, making it difficult to see her expression clearly.

She was thinking, with her slender hands resting on her sculptural and clean chin.

Was the gauze on the wrist supposed to wrap the wound?

January 1?Isn't this the first day of spring break?It was obviously the beginning of a leisure vacation, but what kind of stimulus did she encounter that made her think of suicide?

"What happened on January 1th? Did she see anyone?"

The female driver shook her head: "No, she was at home that day, and after checking her mobile phone, she didn't find any contact number, except for the message sent to her by her mother."

Baihechuan Wanhua said again: "Advance the time by one day, NO.18 Has there been any change in her daily life, or has she met anyone?"

"On the day of NO.18, she went to and finished school normally as usual."

Baihechuan Wanhua Liu frowned slightly, thinking.

No, since it was an extremely strong stimulus, it must have been experienced in a short period of time. Otherwise, after this high-intensity reaction trauma barely endured the first time, the suicidal personality might have been reshaped before it could wait.

She looked at the female driver and asked again: "In the past few days on the 19th, there is no difference from her daily life at all?"

The female driver heard the words and began to recall.

Because she had considered that the eldest lady might ask the reason why the North Island crow committed suicide, so she carefully read the records of the life of the North Island crow in those few days.

After thinking for a while, she replied: "Yes, on the afternoon of No. 18, according to the custom of harnessing spring, each class routinely held a seminar for parents of students at the end of each semester, and she also participated.

Baihechuan Wanhua narrowed his eyes slightly, a forum for model parents?

"Then who is attending the symposium in her class?"

The female driver's tone is always serious, as if she has always been this serious.

"Sawamura's father, Kamisugi."

21. Durable and strong

Although the parent symposium is not a school rule stipulated by Zhichun, it is indeed a consistent custom of Zhichun.

At the end of each school year, each class will vote for a student who is extremely outstanding in all aspects and has performed outstandingly.

This voted-out student is also known as "Ace."

After the voting is over, the "top" parents will be invited to the school to participate in a symposium held in the class to share some experiences, such as how their children learn on weekdays.

Although the name is a parent forum, only one "top" parent was present, and the rest were students.

Baihechuan Wanhua rested her chin in her hands, her wine-red eyes were a little lost in thought.

Is that girl?

Well, although it is naive and silly to pretend to be a messenger of justice when you are not young, but it is true that you are excellent in all aspects.

As for Uesugi... the son-in-law of the Sawamura family?

Baihe Chuan Wanhua had a little impression of him, and had seen him at several banquets. Although he didn't talk to him, he remembered a little bit of the women surrounded by him, and the way he dealt with them smoothly so that no one was left out in the cold.

Is that the man who hangs out in Tokyo's ladies' circle?

I remember that I also approached her at a party, although she cleverly rejected it.

This kind of man is not worthy of being her contact, even if he has more than half of the resources of Tokyo's ladies circle, it is limited to this.

Which of those women would dare to look up when they saw Baihechuan Wanhua?

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22. Interesting

Baihe Chuanwanhua knew about the parents' seminar, and she was pretty clear about it.

Every year, many students work hard for the symposium after the end of the school year. Perhaps it is because they want to honor their parents, but it is estimated that the title of "top student" is more important.

Although there will be no special treatment or rewards for obtaining this title, it is just a simple title.

But it means excellence, means that you are the best person in all aspects of a class, a status symbol.

To put it simply, the title of "Top" is similar to a medal, a medal that proves to outsiders that you are good enough and can also satisfy your own vanity.

This can arouse the interest of many students. After all, who wants too many "medals"?

Whenever the school year is coming to an end, when other classes are trying to catch up with the title of "Top", but Baihechuan's class is different, the students are chasing No.2.

Because No.1 is Baihechuan Wanhua, it seems that this position has been fixed by her. Every year, there are even many students from other classes who vote for her as their only vote.

Undoubtedly "the best."

Although in the end she didn't have any parents to attend the symposium.

And because of this, the No.2 parents in her class have participated in the symposium every year.

The teacher was also very troubled by this, but the vote was chosen by the students independently, so she had no way to interfere, and No.2 didn't feel any shame, on the contrary, she was very happy, thinking that the result should be like this.

The teacher was a little helpless, but she also knew that these children couldn't even catch up with Baihe Chuan Wanhua's back.

In the end, the teacher didn't bother to care about it, and let this strange phenomenon go.

Therefore, in Baihechuan Wanhua's class, the No.2 parents participated in the symposium every year.

And this absolutely unquestionable hegemony will continue until she graduates.

As if feeling uncomfortable after sitting for a long time, Baihechuan Wanhua stood up slowly, holding the photo in his hand, walked towards the room, and reclined on the large and soft sofa.

As she got up and moved, the female driver followed behind with her head lowered until she stood in front of the sofa.

The lights in the room were not turned on, and the dim light enveloped Baihechuan Wanhua.

She closed her eyes, lying on a recline, her slender neck lazily leaning on the sofa, a few strands of soft black hair slicked in front of her clean and flawless cheeks, her slender body curves were revealed under the elegant black bathrobe, It seems to be a natural stunner favored by God.

Symposium...Elementary girl, does that girl from the Sawamura family still have her father?

After thinking about it, she raised her eyes slightly, and asked slowly, "Did she go home after the symposium?"

The female driver nodded: "Yes, I went back to the apartment after the end, and didn't go out until the wrist was found cut the next day."

She asked again: "Did anything special happen in that symposium, or did she behave abnormally?"

The female driver slowly shook her head: "Although her face is covered by bangs, and she can't tell anything from her expression, her behavior is no different from the past, at least in the monitoring."

After listening to the female driver say these words in her usual serious tone, Baihechuan Wanhua did not reply, she was thinking.

Although it is clear that these three people are unlikely to be related in terms of identity or any angle, Baihechuan Wanhua's intuition told her that there may be some connection between them.

Otherwise, it would be too much of a coincidence. She cut her wrist the next day after attending the symposium, and the mobile phone records showed that she did not contact anyone that day, and stayed in the apartment without going out for half a step.

If it was really because of some strong or even unbearable stimulation that led to suicide, it could only be the three days on 17.18.19.

If the time is pushed forward, it will conflict with the previous conjecture.

Since it is said to be a strong or even unbearable stimulus, at the time when the emotion was aroused violently under the stimulation of such a major stressor, the person's pain would also be pushed to the highest peak according to the intensity of the stimulus, and at this time generally When an emotional disorder occurs, there will be a huge turning point within a short period of time, and all kinds of negative emotions will disappear instantly, replaced by rationality and cognitive changes.

For example, the reason why the primary school girl's personality changed suddenly that the female driver deduced just now.

But that's where the contradiction lies. If the time of encountering stimulation is pushed forward, then the primary school girl should have been reshaped under this high-pressure stimulation.

And if the pain has been endured at the peak, the lower limit of collapse will be shattered and a new lower limit will be formed. At this time, the previous stimulation will no longer make her have suicidal thoughts.

Of course, it is also possible that she suddenly can't bear the current life and wants to end it all.

But this chance is too small.

So if it is really the reason for the suicide that the female driver deduced, it can only be the stimulation encountered in the past few days.

She pointed to the person in the photo in her hand, and said slowly: "I want all her itinerary within the three days of 17.18.19 in detail.

And what did the girl who went to Zawa Village’s house and Uesugi do in the past few days? After the investigation, the time will be pushed forward to see if they have contact with my elementary school girl. The time is pushed to Before she was born, scrutinize. "

Baihechuan Wanhua's intuition told her that the reason for the primary school girl's suicide might have something to do with these two people.

And she always believed in this sudden intuition.

"Hi!" The female driver stood straight and answered in a loud voice, without any hesitation because the matter Baihechuan Wanhua wanted to check was too old and difficult.