This thing about me becoming a girl

And you can't see these things in the dark, so you can only guess wildly. The North Island crow has smelled a faint smell of blood several times.

The fear caused by staying in this kind of space is unspeakable, maybe another person would have collapsed long ago.

Of course, the reason why the North Island Crow stayed there for an hour was not because of any special penchant for masochism.

It was because shortly after she came out of the alley, she realized that someone was following her.

It was very hidden, without a trace of signs, and even the North Island Crow suspected that it might be an illusion.

But the feeling that there are always eyes peeping behind her is lingering.

Bei Daoya, who lived in the poverty-stricken area for 17 years in her previous life, knows that she must not easily ignore this sudden unnatural feeling of not knowing where the strangeness lies.

When you encounter some troublesome things, think about it carefully. In fact, many times this feeling has reminded you, but you just didn’t pay attention.

When turning a blind corner of the street, she quickly got into the gutter.

To be honest, the posture during the process was not elegant at all, completely different from the protagonists in the TV who still looked calm and calm even when they were hiding themselves, but rather embarrassed, and even their shoes almost ran away.

But fortunately, the problem is not that big, the shoes didn't fall off, and she also hid herself.

What happened next also proved her feelings right.

She stayed quietly in the gutter, and after a while, there was a sound of heavy footsteps on the street. She lingered for a while, as if she was looking for something, and walked not far above the North Island crow several times. Left after 5 minutes.

After the sound of footsteps disappeared, the North Island Crow did not come out immediately. Instead, he closed his eyes and waited slowly until he felt safe and his body couldn't bear it anymore.

If she is really still watching her, then she admits she is dead, and will change her strategy and stop avoiding.

Although she didn't know the purpose of the person following her, Bei Dao Ya was planning for the worst.

And the simplest outcome of the worst-case scenario is exposure.

Why is Bei Dao Crow wearing a mask so tightly that he doesn't even reveal his voice?It's nothing more than not wanting to reveal your identity, and once your identity is revealed, there will be a lot of trouble.

Take a simple chestnut.

Japan is a very realistic and depressive country. On the premise that you don’t have any background, whether you have a criminal record and a criminal record is a very important and serious matter. If you have these, you basically have no hope in your life.

Carrying a criminal record means that you can't find any formal job, you can only work odd jobs that don't require a labor contract, and it's hard to get ahead.

This contradicts the future planned by the North Island Crow.

The criminal record here does not describe trivial matters such as fighting between bad people, thieves and robbers, but crimes.

Bei Daoya knew very well what his behavior was, and there was a qualitative difference between fighting and intentionally hurting money.

In addition, there are a lot of reasons. In short, the identity cannot be exposed, and it cannot be done for a long time. Once the money is enough, it will be stopped.

Bei Dao Ya is a very measured person.

She thought about it, thought a lot, and finally felt that she should not have been exposed, otherwise there was no need for the stalker to waste so much effort, and just wait for her at the door.

As for the reason for the stalker, after much deliberation, she felt that the only possibility was that red-eyed woman.

When entering the alley, Bei Dao Ya clearly saw that the woman looked at Huang Mao with a characteristic carnivorous playful light in her eyes.

This woman is very dangerous, and Bei Daoya is very good at avoiding danger due to her previous life experience. Instead of provoking Baihechuan Wanhua, she just let it go.

But... Baihechuan Wanhua found her.

She raised her head, her black pupils were as cold as the night.

She remembered what happened today.

After pushing the rectangular manhole cover back to its original position, Bei Dao Ya put on his mask and turned to leave, his thin body walking in the rain.

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At this time, Bei Dao Ya had already cleaned up the apartment, and crept into his bed.

Because the apartment is very small and there is no bedroom, the beds of the two are laid on the floor next to the coffee table in the living room, very close to each other.

Although it was difficult for Bei Dao Jiu to wake up once he fell asleep, Bei Dao Ya still lay quietly on the floor and covered the quilt softly.

She looked at Bei Daojiu's peaceful sleeping face, and looked away after a while.

Go to sleep.

Time passed, half asleep and half awake, Bei Daoya felt very cold. She was wrapped tightly in the quilt, but it was still very cold.

Her eyebrows were raised, her pale and weak cheeks were a little flushed, shining with pain.

He tried to open his eyes but couldn't, his head was heavy and his consciousness was hazy.

In this vague feeling, she suddenly felt that a "thing" got into her bed, and a pair of soft hands slowly circled around her waist, with her head resting on her chest , Breathing rhythmically with my heartbeat, seems to be whispering something in sleep.

Slowly, the North Island crow calmed down, and the pain weakened.

It was not too cold, and she gradually fell asleep.

24. About the weak and sickly North Island crow

Where are you, why is it so hot...?

Bei Daoya wanted to open his eyes, but he seemed to have lost the strength to lift his eyelids, his consciousness was blurred, he was heavy, and he couldn't breathe.

The head is so dizzy, the nerves in the temples are constantly agitating, and the headache is splitting.

Is it vertigo... But why is it so serious today.

She was insane and unable to think.

It's so hot, it's hot everywhere, especially the wrist that feels like it's on fire, and it's very hot and painful.

Bei Dao Crow wanted to sit up and raised his head slowly, but his body was so weak that he couldn't make any effort to load it on the pillow again.

It's so uncomfortable... the head seems to be splitting.

Obviously feeling very hot, but Bei Dao Crow's body kept shivering, sweat soaked her pale and weak cheeks, her brows were tightly drawn, her complexion was full of pain and unnaturally flushed, and her chest was panting with rapid breathing. Heaving, breathing hot.

Consciousness is obviously very vague, but the pain is clearly transmitted in bursts.

There was someone lying on top of her.

In his sleep, Bei Daojiu felt a little uncomfortable.

It was clear that it was cold and refreshing before, and the tip of the nose was lingering with a familiar aroma. I couldn't describe the subtle fragrance, but it was very cold and ethereal.

Just like the snow never stops all year round, the lily flower swaying on the top of the high white snow mountain.

Although there is no such mountain, and no lily blooming in the snow, she has never smelled it.

But she decided that was the taste.

She slept comfortably in this familiar smell.

But I don't know when it started, the cool feeling gradually disappeared, replaced by burning heat, and the reassuring rhythm in my ears became very rapid.

She rubbed her eye sockets and slowly opened her eyes. She raised her head from Bei Dao Ya's chest, and all she saw was blackness. There was still something on top of her head, and a scorching breath was floating in the space.

She froze for a second to react.

what!Last night, I got into Xiaoya's bed again.

She does this kind of thing a lot, and she often opens her eyes to see this kind of scene.

Sure enough, there was a skinny body leaning on her side, and she felt sorry for Xiao Ya so thin again, so give her more meat!

In fact, Bei Daojiu has never been stingy about the food of the Bei Dao Crow, on the contrary, she is extremely generous, as long as the Bei Dao Crow wants to eat, she will buy whatever.

I didn't have much money, so I went to sign up for a high-fee nutritional cooking class. As a result, I didn't learn nutrition. I learned a lot of meat dishes that can feel the weight of calories just by listening to the name.

She has a deep obsession with wanting the North Island crow to grow meat.

Every meal can be less, and there will be no less meat.

Although every time the North Island crow couldn't eat it because of some anorexia, she just swallowed it into her stomach with pain.

While thinking about what to cook today to make the skinny little crow into a fat little crow as soon as possible, she was a little puzzled, why is the little crow so hot?

Her head got out of the quilt, her hair was a little messy, and her soft face was a little hazy, as if she hadn't woken up yet.

After suddenly coming into contact with the cold air outside, her little face shivered, and she was a little greedy for the warmth in the bed.

But the next second she saw Bei Dao Ya's appearance, she froze for a moment.

Her face, which was so pale and pitiful in the past, was now full of unnatural flushing, and the uneven black hair on her forehead was soaked in sweat and stuck tightly to her skin. Her brows were tightly frowned, her complexion gleamed with pain, and her breathing was short and hot. .

Bei Dao Jiu Meng lost all sleepiness, his face flustered.

"Little Crow!?"

Bei Dao Ya closed his eyes tightly, his chest rose and fell violently, and he breathed out quickly without answering her.

Bei Daojiu hastily moved forward a few steps, and touched Bei Daoya's sweaty forehead, a scorching and moist feeling emerged in her palm.

"It's hot."

Then she stood up quickly, looking for the thermometer in a panic and haste.

Because Bei Dao Yau often catches a cold and has a fever, Bei Dao Jiu always has a thermometer.

After she took out the thermometer from the drawer, she hurriedly sterilized it, then ran back to the floor, knelt down beside the face of the North Island crow, put her head gently on her lap, and carefully poured the mercury The thermometer stuck into the mouth of the North Island crow.

Seeing the North Island crow pillowed on her lap as if enduring great pain, her eyes turned red and filled with tears.

Bei Dao Ya is like this, she suffers from serious and minor illnesses, but Bei Dao Jiu has never gotten used to it, and every time she sees Bei Dao Ya's painful expression, her heart will throb.

Although distressed, she did not lose her composure.

She pursed her lips tightly, fighting back tears.

It takes about 5 minutes to measure the temperature. During this time, the crow should feel better.

She supported Bei Dao Ya's head and gently put it back on the pillow, then ran to the bathroom to get her own towel.

Little Crow was shivering even though his body was very hot. It was wind and cold, so he needed a hot compress.

She returned to the bed with a washbasin filled with hot water, wrung out the towel, first wiped Bei Daoya's sweaty face, then soaked it in water again, wrung it out, folded it, and applied it to her forehead.

She reached out and touched Bei Dao Ya's face, stroking it gently with her thumb.

Feeling the scorching heat in her palm, and looking at the painful expression, she pursed her lips tightly, her eyes flushed.

It's okay, little crow, you'll be fine soon, mom will always be with you.