This thing about me becoming a girl

joke?

Or maybe my own efforts, in the eyes of Maoxue, have always been just a joke?

Why on earth have I been trying so hard to swing my sword!

Sawamura Homi felt that Sawamura Uyuki was trampling on all his efforts.

Why give such a good talent to a person who wants to give up kendo! !Why not give it to me who has treated me like my life these past few years! !

why! !

Perhaps Sawamura Homi's expression was terrified at that time, and Sawamura Uyuki was also frightened, subconsciously took his hand, and his eyes were still expecting his response.

But Homi Sawamura shook off her hand and left without looking back.

He went home, waving the sword, and kept waving the sword with bloodshot eyes.

Maybe the change starts from this moment.

Why, why Maoxue didn't have to do anything, and he won the favor of swordsmanship that he couldn't get even no matter how much he prayed for.

Why, why did Mao Xue want to abandon the skill of swordsmanship that she admired so easily.

Why?Why! !

Perhaps Sawamura Homi has forgotten the original intention of learning kendo, and the existence of Sawamura Uyuki has stimulated him bit by bit until today.

He hated that Sawamura Uyuki surpassed his years of hard work just by holding the sword.

He hated that Uyuki Sawamura didn't do anything, but only possessed talent, so he could give up things that others regarded as his life at will.

He hates all those born with talents like Sawamura Uyuki.

Homi Sawamura just wants to prove that hard work can surpass talent.

Besides, when he swung his sword, there was only hatred for his own injustice left in his heart.

He never wants to see Uyuki Sawamura again, until the day when he defeats her and proves that hard work can surpass talent, he doesn't want to see her again.

Maybe Sawamura Uyuki came to him every day because he was worried about his brother's abnormality last time, and wanted to visit him.

Sawamura Homi has been behind closed doors.

But one time when he was going out, he was still by the lake in the residential area, and was stopped by Sawamura Uyuki who came to inquire.

Hearing what Sawamura Uyuki kept asking about why she hid from herself, and what did Uyuki do wrong, Sawamura Homi finally exploded completely.

"I just hate that face of yours. I hate that face of yours that is always dissatisfied with the talent that countless people crave for but can't get it!!! This makes me feel sick, from the bottom of my heart !!!”

Jealousy and hatred finally turned the boy into a demon.

Sawamura Homi couldn't remember what Sawamura Uyuki's face looked like at that time, but he just gave Sawamura Uyuki the host from his arms, and Sawamura Uyuki gave him the iron horse, and threw it towards the lake with all his strength.

The iron horse drew an arc in the air, under the sun, and fell into the lake with the same harmony as before.

Sawamura Homi threw the last contact with Sawamura Uyuki into the lake, never wanting to see her again.

Then he turned his head and left.

He didn't turn his head for a moment and saw the appearance of Sawamura Uyuki.

But he never thought that this would be the last side.

In the following time, Sawamura Homi took the initiative to go to the residential area in Tokyo that has not yet been completed and is under construction in order not to see Sawamura Uyuki. In the next few years, he seldom returned to Kyoto.

The presiding prayer was still in vain, and the two eventually parted ways.

Sawamura Homi is still practicing kendo with incomparable efforts.

I can still learn about Sawamura Uyuki from TV, newspapers, and conversations among pedestrians.

Her talent is destined to shine.

Sawamura Homi couldn't hide no matter what, but he didn't expect that when he got news of her again, it was the news of her death.

At that time... Sawamura Homi didn't know what he was thinking.

He returned to the capital, looking at the face that had completely lost his voice, he was very quiet and much thinner than before.

Perhaps, she was in pain before she left, and her brows and eyes were still full of regret and haggardness, which is unimaginable. What lies here is the woman who has an invincible posture in the kendo world and is known as the only kendo master after Edo .

She was still very young, too young, so everyone was immersed in extreme grief.

It's just that Sawamura Homi was in a daze.

He also learned from others that Maoxue had always been absent-minded about kendo performance, but for some reason back then, shortly after he left, he began to be extremely serious.

He even squeezed his own life, although his physical condition was already worrying, but he still never slacked off, practicing hard with far beyond what his body could bear.

No matter how persuaded by Yusuo and Dayutaishoxiang, she didn't listen and just replied.

"I have talents that others can't get, and I should do more things as it should be."

However, a certain Ji Yang never smiled again.

Maybe leaving so early... is also directly related to the excessive load on the body caused by practice.

At the funeral, everyone was crying, but Homi Sawamura was in awe.

Afterwards, when he was sorting out Sawamura Uyuki's belongings and walking to the closet, he subconsciously stopped.

Because he remembered that when Mao Xue went out to play with him when he was a child, he always liked to bring back some weird things, and he was afraid that the imperial platform would blame her, so he told him that she hid all these things in the top shelf of the wardrobe In the innermost part, fold the clothes in front and hide them.

Thinking of this, Sawamura Homi took a stool, stepped on it, and looked inside.

He pushed the clothes to the sides, revealing a small box hidden inside.

Knowing that Uyuki has never changed, Sawamura Homi was silent for a moment, then took out the box and opened it.

Inside are still those weird little objects she liked when she was a child, and the one in the center... "Iron Horse Bell Duo."

The "Iron Horse Ling Duo" that he once threw into the lake.

At this time, Odaisho Sho also saw the objects in the hands of Homi Sawamura who was standing on the stool, and after touching the scene, he knelt down on the ground, covering his face and crying.

Later, Homi Sawamura also found out that Uyuki had been staying by the lake for more than a week, going into the water every day, and he didn't know if he was looking for something, but no one tried to persuade him.

And it was late autumn at that time, and the water in the lake was extremely cold... At that time, her body also suffered from long-term cold and soreness.

All I know is that the iron horse was the last thing she brought ashore.

At that time, Homi Sawamura looked at the iron horse in his hand, and he didn't know what emotion he felt in his heart.

Back to the present, the wind and rain were blowing outside the house, and the old Sawamura Homi no longer looked at Chen's samurai sword on the knife holder.

Uyuki is dead, and Homi Sawamura can no longer learn from her whether talent is important or hard work is important.

But now, he can know from Sawamura Mari Aoi, who has the same talent as her.

327. Nothing (Fourth Update)

Leaving the dojo and the place of residence, Sawamura Mari Aoi walked slowly and aimlessly in the heavy rain.

She didn't know where she was going, she just walked numbly in a daze.

Pedestrians passing by all cast doubtful eyes on her, or whispered something to their companions, or secretly took pictures with their mobile phones.

But Mariko Sawamura didn't notice these things, maybe she couldn't feel the feelings brought by the outside world, she just walked forward, sometimes bumping into trash cans, sometimes bumping into pillars, staggering After staggering, he continued walking.

The rain was heavy, and the water droplets splashed high in the puddles on the ground. It was annoying and extremely cold.

The hair in front of Mariko Sawamura's forehead has been completely soaked and pressed tightly against her eyes, so that people can't see her eyes, only her tall nose, thin white lips, and numbness that seem to be nothing Delicate cheeks with half consciousness.

She just followed the crowd aimlessly, and before she knew it, she checked the ticket and boarded the tram.

She stood in the corner of the carriage, "Pa-ta-pa-ta" was the slight and cool sound of water falling from her body and dripping onto the floor.

It also let the water stains slowly spread out from around her feet.

The people on the tram all looked sideways at her, looking at this girl who was so beautiful that even though she only showed half of her face, she could still tell that she was so unreasonable.

She was wearing what seemed to be Jiharu's autumn uniform, but with a larger black sports coat over it.

The dress is very simple, not thick, so some people in the tram are worried that this girl who seems to have suffered a serious blow will catch a cold because of it.

But not long after, the girl got out of the car again in a daze.

Sawamura Mari Aoi walked and kept walking, the rain kept flowing into her eye sockets, her shoes were full of water, and her steps were rattling.

Before she knew it, she didn't know how long it had passed or how long she had been walking, but when she came back to her senses, she saw an apartment building.

Inexplicably, she walked up the stairs, maybe she didn't know where to go, maybe it was too cold, she just wanted to find a place to shelter from the rain.

She didn't even know what she was doing at this moment, she didn't know that it was raining, and she forgot where it was, she only knew that the whole world was silent.

Anyway, she went up the stairs to the room on the second floor.

The door was not closed, she looked at the doorknob, stood still in place, her eyes covered by her hair were full of numbness.

She remembered where she was now.

Why... come here, a person like myself... Isn't it... the farther away the better.

She lowered her head, turned around and was about to leave, but at this moment, a voice suddenly came from the door, causing her to stop in place.

"I know.. I've always known."

Time went back to a few minutes ago, Bei Daoya had just returned home, standing at the door to greet Bei Daojiu, who was still posing in a cute pose and happily saying welcome home.

Of course, this was only when he didn't see the people behind Bei Dao Ya, so he was so cheerful.

So immediately, she asked Sawamura-san, how long has it been since.

To this, Bei Dao Ya replied and would come later.

Then Bei Daojiu said with great enthusiasm that he must make a table full of dishes tonight!To make up for Mr. Sawamura who was not entertained last night!

At that time, Bei Dao Crow looked at Bei Dao Jiu who seemed to be looking forward to entertaining guests. After thinking about it, he still didn't intend to hide it.

Because Bei Daoya didn't expect Bei Dao Jiu to be like this at the beginning, she seemed to really regard Sawamura Mari Aoi as her very good friend, and the fact that she was Uesugi's child...

Concealment may be able to be concealed forever, but it is also possible that it will be exposed at an unknown time.

It can only be said that it is possible, but what will definitely happen is that if it is really exposed in the future, Bei Daojiu will be very contradictory and painful.

Therefore, Kitajima Crow intends to cut through the mess quickly, and will not let Sawamura Mari Aoi come to the house again.