This thing about me becoming a girl

The same is true for human beings, you can't stay in one place, no matter how painful or embarrassing you are, you must move forward. You can look back, reminisce, and miss, but you must never stand still.

Truth Aoi, this world seems to be full of noisy surroundings, all kinds of people, mud and sand, but in essence, it is still your world alone, so everything can only be done by yourself.

If you stagnate, it means that like fish and birds that refuse to migrate, the fate is to be eliminated, no one will wait for you, and everyone is desperately fighting for a place.

So, you can only go forward, be cruel to yourself, and be cruel to others. "

Sawamura Isuzu said, but Sawamura Mari Aoi still didn't respond, as if she didn't hear her words at all, or as if she didn't listen at all.

Seeing this, Sawamura Isuzu sighed in disappointment, didn't speak, just closed the door slowly, and left.

Mariko Sawamura was the only one left in the ward, silent and quiet, and the cold wind blowing in from the window made the space look a little bit cold.

The life she had constructed, like herself, was slowly withering.

385. What is revenge

In a secluded dojo in Tokyo, Daguo Shashengshi was sitting on a futon, meditating.

Logically speaking, he shouldn't be here at this time. After all, his other four teammates participating in the Jade Dragon Banner are all celebrating their achievements in Fukuoka.

And he, who was supposed to be the protagonist of this celebration carnival, unexpectedly appeared here at this time.

This is also because he flew back to Tokyo early in the morning.

Came here.

Every time he was disturbed or encountered any difficulties, he would come here.

As long as he gets here, no matter how impetuous his heart is, he will gradually calm down.

This is the place where he started his kendo, which is also the dojo where Dagu Jingzi personally sent him to learn the art when he was a child.

His master has not changed, it has been Miyamoto Kishi Katsura from beginning to end.

It's just that this former dojo was in disrepair for a long time, and it was too remote and inconvenient for transportation. Therefore, Miyamoto Kishui had already moved the location of Wujianliu's dojo five years ago, and it was in a more convenient place. zone.

And this place, of course, was deserted five years ago.

It's just because Dagu Killing Stone is too loyal to this dojo. Although the new dojo is more convenient and clean, Dagu Killing Stone is still willing to spend more time here to practice.

Therefore, Katsura Miyamoto did not sell this deserted dojo. After all, it is natural to have partiality and love for the youngest and most talented apprentice.

That is to say, up to now, in fact, here, it can be regarded as the dojo belonging to Dagu Killing Stone alone.

However, although only Dagu Shashengshi has been taking care of this dojo in the past five years, it does not feel dilapidated at all, but has been cleaned very clean.

His mind was in a mess, so he got on the plane early in the morning and came back here.

Whether it was confusion or doubt, but as long as he came here, his impetuous heart would be at peace.

This is where he started and where he was first recognized by Shizuko Okuru.

But this time, he didn't get any comfort in his heart.

In the empty dojo, Dagu Killing Stone slowly opened his eyes.

He cannot meditate because the mind cannot be still.

The memories of the past ten years are vivid in his mind. He gave up a lot and gained a lot, just to be able to rewrite the fate of defeat.

Obviously he has won now, and with an absolute attitude, but why...

Dagu Killing Stone spread out his right hand and looked at the palm covered with sweat and calluses, his eyes flashed with indistinct complexity.

But why, I am so empty.

He was thinking for the first time and for the first time.

What do you want to win?

At this time, a person suddenly appeared outside the entrance of the dojo.

"Mr. Dagu, you are still the same as before, nothing has changed. As long as you have nothing to do, you will spend time in this old dojo."

Standing at the door was Jiu Xinzun.

However, unlike him who looked downcast yesterday, at this time he had already put on a decent suit, his slightly gray hair was meticulously combed behind his head, and his face also had a plain expression that did not show any anger or anger.

It was as if, it was the giant Jiu Xinzun who was surrounded by bodyguards even on simple trips.

When meeting outsiders when his heart was in an extremely complicated state, Dagu Shashengshi would naturally not have a good face, even the Qinghe smirk that had always been on his face, he was too lazy to pretend.

He just slowly withdrew his open palm and said indifferently without turning his head.

"It seems that after the destruction of the Noyoko Group, your life is better than I imagined."

Jiu Xinzun just smiled slightly at this, neither denying nor answering.

Dagu Killing Stone said again.

"What are you doing here? I don't need to talk about the old days. I'm not in the mood now."

Hearing that Jiu Xinzun lit the tobacco between his fingers.

"I'm here to congratulate you. I heard about what happened yesterday. I also congratulate you on fulfilling your long-cherished wish."

He took a deep breath of tobacco, his nose came out, and then he looked at the low-quality tobacco burning in his hand, his eyes were a little complicated, and there was also some reminiscence, as if he thought that he was no longer the one who just took out the tobacco, and someone rushed to light it for him identity, and feel a little lonely.

After a while, he looked at the kneeling figure of Dagu Killing Stone again and said.

"It seems that your years of hard work have not been wasted after all. You have defeated the enemy you have always been eager to defeat and regarded as your goal. How do you feel now? Is it wonderful?"

He looked at Dagu Slaying Stone's extraordinarily indifferent appearance, and said again.

"Or... is it emptiness?"

Hearing that Dagu Killing Stone was still indifferent, he just spoke slowly.

"When I'm not in the mood to kill someone, get lost."

Seeing this, Jiu Xinzun took another breath and exhaled the smoke.

"Ah, the ferocity is still the same as before. Well, besides congratulating me, I have another thing to do today."

He left the cigarette butt on the ground and crushed it out with his feet.

"Mr. Dagu, are you interested in helping me kill people? It's tonight."

That's right, Jiu Xinzun's purpose for coming here today is exactly this.

Find the executioner.

In any case, for him now, the Great Killing Stone is the best choice.

Because he is no longer the identity he used to be, and it is impossible to think about what he used to be. If he wants to kill anyone, he just needs to be ordered.

Even if his subordinates may still be alive, they are absolutely unable to protect themselves and are hiding in fear. Under such circumstances, how could they obey the orders of their former boss who is now extremely depressed.

After all, everyone is now a degenerate person. Is there still the same distinction as before?

What's more, Lian couldn't be contacted, even if he was alive, he couldn't find it.

So for the current Jiuxinzun, the Dagu Killing Stone is the best choice.

It's not that Dagu Killing Stone will obey his orders, but Dagu Killing Stone itself is a bloodthirsty person, which happens to be essentially the same as what Jiu Xinzun is going to do.

So, it's like cooperation, each has what it needs, and each has what it needs.

And adding a little bit of my own bewitchment is like pulling up the banner of the Konoe family, showing that there will be many such things in the future, so there is no reason to refuse the Dagu Killing Stone, who believes that his nature loves killing.

He took off his shoes, walked slowly into the dojo, and finally sat down on the futon opposite the Big Killing Stone.

"It's still the same as before, you don't have to worry about any consequences, even less than before, after all, this time you are doing something for the Konoe family, you just need to solve the target neatly.

Mr. Dagu, I really appreciate your lack of pretense. You clearly show bloodthirsty, which others fear, and you do things neatly and simply. So if you are interested, would you like to work with me again? "

To this, Dagu Killing Stone only responded lightly.

"I told you, get out before I kill you."

His indifferent tone, and his lowered eyes that did not shift in the slightest, made people believe his words for some reason.

If Jiu Xinzun doesn't leave again, he is very likely, really will do it.

Seeing this, Jiu Xinzun frowned slightly. To be honest, this didn't look like the Dagu killing stone he knew.

In fact, from the first time he saw the Dagu killing life stone when he first arrived at the dojo, Jiu Xinzun noticed the strangeness of the Dagu killing life stone.

At this time, he shouldn't be like this.

Although Daguo Shaseishi never really said it, but once he saw his eyes full of ambition when he was watching the video of the Mari Aoi Sawamura match, Jiuxin Zun knew it.

The enemy in Dagu Shasei Ishiguchi who had to be defeated, and who made him practice so hard and never stop swinging his sword until he got tired and embarrassing, was Mari Aoi Sawamura.

On the Jade Dragon Banner yesterday, he finally fulfilled his long-cherished wish, defeating Mari Aoi Sawamura.

So he shouldn't be like this now, at least his mood suddenly opened up, and his nerves that had been tense for many years finally relaxed.

Rather than the current indifference and silence.

Jiu Xinzun narrowed his eyes, suddenly thought of a possibility, and then said slowly.

"Is it like I said just now, are you really empty now?"

Hearing this, Dagu Slaying Stone was silent for a moment, then suddenly raised his head slowly, the corners of his mouth gradually raised, showing him a gentle smile.

In an instant, goosebumps appeared on Jiu Xinzun's back, and Dagu Shashengshi's smile gave him an unimaginable chill.

And he also knew very well that Dagu Killing Stone really wanted to kill him.

Although he knew that if Dagu Shashengshi wanted to kill him now, he would be powerless to fight back, but he didn't panic at all.

He looked at the Dagu Killing Stone, which was obviously extremely chaotic and abnormal, and smiled slightly.

He originally came to discuss cooperation with Dagu Shashengshi today, but now it seems that there may be another way.

But the premise must be that the current state of Dagu Killing Stone is the same as he thought.

Facing the undisguised killing intent of the Dagu Killing Stone, he said slowly.

"Give me a little time to talk, maybe I can solve your current state."

Hearing the words, Dagu Killing Stone still had a smile on his face, and after a moment of silence, he said.

"Then I'll give you a chance to defend yourself."