This thing about me becoming a girl

The doctor sighed and said, "Contact the family immediately and think about it for yourself."

After finishing speaking, he turned around and left, as if he didn't have any special emotions. After all, his career determined him, and he couldn't make too much noise about this kind of thing that might be life and death, but there will always be some regrets. up.

Hearing this, the owner of the ramen restaurant pursed his lips tightly, with an extremely painful expression on his face.

Through the round window on the door of the ward, he looked inside at the homeless old man lying on the hospital bed with a ventilator, his eyes closed as if he had lost consciousness.

Immediately, he slammed his fist against the wall.

"I'm going to get the money and find a way to contact his son in Shigang. You wait here for the doctor to call me at any time, and then call me."

After speaking, he ran and disappeared into the corridor of the hospital without looking back.

And Mari Aoi Sawamura stood there in silence for a long time.

Immediately, she slowly pushed open the door of the ward, and looked at the homeless old man lying on the bed.

With every rise and fall of his chest, the inside of the ventilator mask will be covered with a layer of white mist. At this time, he is about the same age as him, weak, old, and fragile.

Sawamura Mari Aoi didn't know what she was thinking, but clenched her fists tightly.

"Take...take me away."

Hearing this, Sawamura Mari Aoi froze for a moment, then raised her lowered head suddenly.

Looking at the homeless old man who didn't even open his eyes, but was powerless to open his lips slightly, she hurried to the bed, thinking that he was in pain and didn't want to stay in the ward, but she didn't know how to comfort him, so she could only hold back tightly. She held his hand and passed on the warmth of her palm to him.

But obviously, the words of the homeless old man did not mean what Mari Aoi Sawamura understood.

he said again.

"Take..me home, I'm going to...see my son."

Sawamura Mari Aoi was very anxious, stumbling.

"Uncle... Uncle has already contacted you... your son, he will be here soon."

Hearing this, the homeless old man was silent for a moment, and his expression didn't know whether it was sad or empty.

And his next sentence also made Sawamura Mari Aoi completely sluggish on the spot, and similarly, a huge and unimaginable sadness instantly overwhelmed her.

"My son... died two years ago... when I found him and got news of him, he was dead.

I'm well aware of my physical condition, I can't make it through..I've been looking for my child for 50 years...At least, let me see him for the last time...

So please miss, take me out of here, take me to Shigang. "

"I beg you."

389. Life

In the ward, there was extreme silence, only the cold and mechanized "di-di" sound of the instrument kept ringing.

Sawamura Mari Aoi held the hands of the homeless old man, trembling slightly.

Under the breathing mask, the face of the homeless old man was calm, but seemed to be in some pain. It was not known whether it was due to physical pain or spiritual sadness.

Mariko Sawamura lowered her head, her bangs covered her eyes, but she bit her lower lip tightly, and her teeth were shaking.

Her ears seemed to hear the grief from the old homeless man, heart, emotion, body, everything.

The lips under the breathing mask of the homeless old man moved slightly with difficulty as if he had no strength.

"My child...he died two years ago..."

Perhaps it was because he realized that he didn't have much time and was on the verge of death, so he finally said very slowly what the old homeless man had kept buried in his heart.

And Sawamura Mari Aoi is the only listener.

"Now that I think about it... I really have been a coward all my life. When the child disappeared, I couldn't face the pain of the whole family. I thought every moment, why didn't I go home early, why didn't I go home early in the morning? It took time to catch up on that topic...otherwise, Yunosuke...wouldn't have disappeared.

So, I embarked on a journey to find him, and I always thought that as long as I can find my child, my life will return to the way it was before. Although it is difficult, it is also warm and content. Every day when I go home, I can see my wife The bright smiling face, the appearance of his father taking a nap during his busy schedule, and the hardworking figure of his mother cooking.

This very ordinary scene, until I lost it, I didn't know how important it was to me.

So, I dropped out of school and started looking for Yuunosuke, and made a vow in my heart that if I couldn't find him, I wouldn't go home.

I searched for a long, long time, never went back to Shigang, and wandered all the time, and many years later, about the ninth year after I left, my wife finally remarried.

When I heard the news, I was heartbroken.

But I don't blame my wife. After all, she has been waiting for nine years, and she must have really seen no hope...to make this decision.

So... I don't blame her.

And I have always believed that as long as I find Yunosuke, life will definitely return to the way it used to be.

I will continue to search.

It wasn't until my parents died of old age, and my wife died of illness not long after, that I finally felt hopeless. I covered my face and cried bitterly, and collapsed on my knees. There was... never going back.

But at that time, I was already past middle age, my life had lost any light, and I had lost all my relatives, so I didn’t know what else to do except to look for Yuunosuke.

At that time, I... other than looking for Yuunosuke, life has no meaning to go on.

So, I continued on the road, and completely cut off the connection with my hometown. As long as there are people in the south, east, and north, I will look for them.

At that time, I thought, at least find Yuunosuke, otherwise, after death, I would have no face to face my wife and parents.

I didn't know he died until three months ago, and he died two years ago, in Shigang.

At that time, I fainted, and I don't know how long I slept, but when I woke up, I could see the clear night sky.

This is also the first time in decades that I stopped, and I also began to think about my own life.

I finally realized that I have been running away.

I can't face the disappearance of my child... My wife has been crying all day long, I can't face the parents who forced themselves to smile and comfort themselves, but hide in the room at night and cry in pain...

Because I know deep down... life will never go back to the way it was before, I can't get rid of the pain of my family, I can't get my wife out of the haze, and I don't have the ability to get this family back on track, I can't do it, I want to take it But I can't bear this responsibility, I can only watch my family... the pain day after day.

So... I chose to escape, to find my child, and I didn't want to see my family... in pain.

All my life... I've been running away. "

With the weak breathing of the homeless old man, white mist covered the breathing mask from time to time.

"In my whole life, I have missed a lot, whether it is the support of my parents... or the company of my wife, or raising money for me to study in Tokyo... I look forward to the village uncles who can take them out of poverty after I come back... There are many more a lot of...

I have also failed too much... This life is full of regrets. "

The cold "di-di" sound of the instrument kept ringing, and the homeless old man raised his eyelids with difficulty. His only slightly cloudy eyes looked at Mari Aoi Sawamura, as if he had exhausted all his strength. The hand that was so old that it seemed that there was only a wrinkled skin left, trembling, and very slowly, it held the palm of Mari Aoi Sawamura.

"Take me away."

Hearing this, Sawamura Mari Aoi's lips were trembling. What the doctor said before still echoed clearly in her ears. If there is no operation, it is likely that she will not survive the afternoon.

"But... But, if you don't have surgery, you will die... you will die."

What responded to her was the difficult and slow voice of the homeless old man.

"Miss... don't let me have an operation... I know my situation... I won't have a second chance to walk out of the hospital..."

Mari Aoi Sawamura said: "But the doctor said...there is a chance..."

But before she finished speaking, she was interrupted by the homeless old man.

"I can't take such a risk, at least let me see them for the last time in the last time.

My wife.. my father.. my mother.. and my children.. I escaped all my life, at least let me see them one last time.

Don't let me.. die with such regrets..

So please, take me out of here.. "

It was said that Sawamura Mari Aoi's heart was contracting uncontrollably. If she had surgery, she might die, but if she didn't, she would definitely die.

And the homeless old man, now let Sawamura Mari Aoi take him to die.

The weight of life was just like that on Sawamura Mariko's shoulders.

The consciousness of the homeless old man has become more and more blurred, he murmured.

"Take me...back to Shigang."

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In the manor, the homecoming festival was completely over at this time, and the girls were consciously cleaning up the garbage on the ground.

After packing up, I will go to a mountain forest not far away to participate in the test of courage!

The North Island crow is also naturally among the people cleaning up the garbage.

And the girls around are also discussing about Sawamura Mari Aoi.

They have already learned from Nanako Morishita that Mr. Morishita will try his best to persuade the knight princess to come to the party later.

So it's time!Everyone has to cheer her on!

390. Decision

Now, the girls already know that Mr. Morishita will persuade Mari Aoi Sawamura to come to the party later.

So everyone is discussing at this meeting, what words of encouragement should they say, so that Miss Knight knows that all the classmates are supporting her and accompany her to tide over the difficulties, so that she will not be disappointed in her just because of one defeat Woolen cloth!

Just like those comment leaders on the Internet who obviously couldn't complain, who were so angry that they jumped their feet, but they still insisted on theorizing in the comments. These girls are sincerely supporting Mariko Sawamura.

And the reason why Nanako Morishita worked so hard to get Mari Aoi Sawamura to come is also because of this.

She knew that these girls would definitely use their unique smiles to comfort and encourage Mari Aoi Sawamura.

When a person encounters difficulties, he may just need simple encouragement, and knowing that someone is supporting her is enough to get over it.

So Nanako Morishita also hopes that she, and this group of children, will be a help for Sawamura Mariko to overcome the difficulties.

It’s just that I couldn’t contact Kami Sawamura Mari Aoi before anyway, so it’s a pity that she couldn’t attend the homecoming festival, otherwise the effect would be better, but how to say, she will have to fire all the firepower next, and she can’t contact her. If you want her, then contact her parents, no matter what, they will trick her into the party.

She looked at the smiling faces of these girls after knowing that Ozawa Village would come.

After all, I can't bear to live up to the expectations of these lovely children!

No matter which school or grade you are in, there will always be a group of people who value the friendship of classmates very much. Even after graduation, they will always cherish these as precious memories in their minds.

Not long after, the scene of the Homecoming Festival was cleaned up.