This thing about me becoming a girl

"Truth Aoi, you are so weak, you can't do anything."

And Sawamura Mari Aoi opened her mouth slightly, as if she was in pain, and she seemed to want to say something, but in the end, it was just blood, flowing down the corner of her mouth.

She looked down slowly, and saw that the samurai sword held by Dagu Shoushengshi had already sunk into her waist, while the other end was stabbing out from her back.

The blood-stained tip of the knife was particularly stinging in the night where the flames were burning.

The blood slowly flowed out of the wound, flowing down the blade until it reached the blade, and then splashed to the ground.

Sawamura Mariko's mouth was trembling.

But the Dagu Killing Stone still spoke with compassion.

"See, this is the gap between you and me, as long as I'm serious, you won't have any power to parry at all.

Let me tell you kindly, the reason why there is such a huge gap between you and me is that I have reached the ultimate holy state that all swordsmen dream of, and my heart is clear.

Maybe you've never heard of it, but you just need to know that all your attacks are transparent to me, that's all.

And facing me like this, you naturally have no chance of winning, it's cruel, but it's a fact. "

After speaking, he slowly pulled out the samurai sword that had been buried in Sawamura Mari Aoi's waist.

Feeling the great pain of the wound being cut open again, Sawamura Mari Aoi and even her pupils couldn't help shaking.

In the end, Daguo Sacred Stone pulled out all the samurai swords, and in the process, Sawamura Mari Aoi, who didn't know how painful she had experienced, couldn't control her body and fell to her knees on the ground.

Fresh blood overflowed from her wound, and then spread on the soil until it formed a bloodstain.

"I tried my best to avoid your internal organs, but I don't know if I successfully avoided it, but I still advise you that you'd better not move around, otherwise, if you lose too much blood, I can't guarantee what will happen."

Big killing the killing stone, looking at her on the ground, after saying this, he said sympathetically.

"Zhenzhen Aoi, you are too weak, so weak that you can't do anything, you can't change anything.

Truth Aoi, you just need to remember that all the reasons for what happened today are because you are too weak, so weak that you can only watch everything happen, and you can't stop it.

So weak, you can only lie here now, and you don't even have the qualifications to stand up.

It's all because you are too weak. "

After Dagu Killing Stone finished speaking, he turned around.

But at this moment, the corner of his trousers was grabbed by a hand.

Sawamura Mari Aoi was lying on the ground, her body was still trembling slightly due to the pain, while her hand was struggling to grab the trouser leg of Dagu Shoushengshi.

Seeing this, the Daguo killing stone just kicked her in the face suddenly, and Mari Aoi Sawamura also received force, rolled over, and lay face-on on the ground.

Immediately, Dagu Shashengshi didn't look back, and with a samurai sword in his hand, with a ferocious smile on his face, he walked towards Bei Dao Ya.

Sawamura Mari Aoi was still struggling to get up, but the penetrating wound at the waist seemed to make her breathe, with blood foam and unimaginable pain.

Moreover, the kick that hit her face just now by the big killing stone also made her a little dizzy, and she didn't know whether it was because of the flow of blood or the impact on her brain before.

It hurts so much, you have to stand up quickly, student Bei Dao.

The blood was flowing, and her thoughts were messy.

I... am I going to die?

Even in the end, the only right thing, I couldn't do it.

Now think about it, since when did I start to escape.

when is it...

Sawamura Mari Aoi vaguely remembered it, and then suddenly understood.

Oh yes, how could I forget these things.

I started since I was a child.

Since she can remember, the world in her eyes seems to be a little different.

Both the maids and housekeepers seem to be black.

Sawamura Mari Aoi couldn't tell what it was, but in short, it made her very uneasy and a little scared, so she never, never took the initiative to say anything.

And because in her world at that time, there was only that villa and a small back garden, and these were the only people she could see, so she always thought that all people had only one color.

Similarly, she also thought that the world in everyone's eyes was like this.

However, since when did I know that this is not the case.

It was when she walked out of that villa for the first time, the maid held her hand. Obviously she could feel that when the maid held her hand, she seemed very uncomfortable and didn't like it, but the maid still held her hand with a smile. her hands.

This also made her confused and depressed, but she still let the maid hold her hand and walked out of the villa that she hadn't left since she was born for the first time.

They came to the park, Sawamura Mari Aoi, it was the first time they saw so many people.

And it was here that Sawamura Mari Aoi saw other colors for the first time.

All colors are available.

But soon, for some reason, when they looked at themselves after talking with each other, the color gradually became a little darker, as if they were unhappy.

Suddenly, there was no chance for Mariko Sawamura to adapt. Suddenly, there were so many eyes facing him, and the colors of the people who looked at him were all dark.

Facing so many uncomfortable feelings at the same time, this also made Mariko Sawamura fearful and uneasy at the time, and even almost peed his pants and wanted to run away directly.

She wanted to hide behind the maid, but the maid's color was also like this.

So at that time, she could only be helpless and fearful, but her face was full of indifference. After all, she couldn't make other expressions.

After that incident, Mari Aoi Sawamura never wanted to leave the villa again, she was afraid to face these things, which made her extremely uneasy.

And her first real contact with the world was also online.

Listening to the chatter between the maids, she learned that there is a thing that knows everything, called a computer.

Extremely smart, even too smart, she quickly mastered how to use a computer easily.

And from the computer, she also learned...it turns out that she is different.

Everything other people have.. I don't have.

She was terrified. It turned out that the world in her own eyes was different from others.

Perhaps the word Baotuan has already been engraved in the DNA of human beings, and the young Mari Aoi Sawamura immediately wanted to find someone like herself.

She posted on the Internet about the world in her eyes, but there were only a few comments.

"Maybe it's an eye disease?"

"I think it's mental illness."

"Grandstanding."

"If it's true, then it can only be said that you are a monster."

"Then since there are all monsters, it means that exorcism is real. The poster should be careful! lest one day be expelled by an onmyoji."

Looking at these few comments, when she was young, one word suddenly appeared in her mind.

Heterogeneous.

She also remembered where she got this word, but she knew that she was... a different kind.

An outlier unlike anyone else.

She doesn't have everything that other people have.

But what she has, will only be regarded as a monster by others.

Although very young, Sawamura Mari Aoi also understands what a monster means.

This is something that the protagonists in all cartoons have to eradicate.

No one knows what kind of fear Sawamura Mari Aoi spent that night hiding under the bed.

She doesn't want to be a monster, doesn't want to be a different kind,

...and don't want to be killed.

She seemed to be killed because she saw herself being discovered to be a monster.

Since then, she has become more afraid of contacting anyone, afraid of being found out that she is a monster, and since then, she has never watched her few entertainments, cartoons.

She wants to be a normal person.

And at this moment, Shang Shanmu appeared.

Even though his body was darker than anyone he had seen before...

But Mari Aoi Sawamura still restrained her strong fear and uneasiness, and agreed to take care of herself.

After all, a normal person would definitely have a family.

And this is something that Mariko Sawamura does not have. Since she was born, she has never seen the so-called "family."

Therefore, Shang Shanmu is the only family member he has ever seen.

And she has only one choice, the chance to get rid of the monster status.

Therefore, she is almost obedient to Shangshan.

Later, she began to study in the enlightenment school in the clan. With teachers, classmates, father, and a normal life, she became more and more like a normal person.

But Mari Aoi Sawamura knew that was not the case.

Because, she can still see a lot of things.

At this time, she already knew that black color meant that this person didn't like her.

And every day, she could see Shang Shanmu's loving and gentle face, and the rich black on his body.

This also reminds Sawamura Mari Aoi all the time that all this is false, and she is still a monster.

And the knight playing game that boys in the enlightenment school in the clan often like to play, looking at the boy who was beaten playing the monster, this has been telling Sawamura Mariko that he is the monster to be beaten.

And for some reason, after everyone looked into her eyes, they would look away, and then the color of their bodies gradually darkened, as if all the secrets in their hearts had been seen through, and they hated this feeling.

This also caused Mari Aoi Sawamura to hold the knife with trembling hands many times, trying to stab her eyes blind so that she would never see these things again.

But she didn't even have the courage.

When she was young, she hated, was angry, and cried out in her heart, why did she see this kind of thing, why did she have such eyes.