This thing about me becoming a girl

He thought for a long time, and even played several songs before he showed a helpless smile.

Looking at the brightly lit road ahead, he thought, yeah, it would be great if it was really satisfying.

In this world, how can anyone be [-]% satisfied with their life.

Even if there is, that person is not Sakano Kursuke.

He knew that he was still seen through by Bei Dao Ya.

She's just such a young girl, it's really scary.

he said.

"Hey, don't let me see through so easily. How can I say that I am an adult, it will make me feel ashamed!"

After speaking, he sighed again.

"Children nowadays really don't give adults any sympathy. It's not the time when I had to respect the elders like when I was a child."

Sakano Kurasuke was a little bit embarrassed and emotional, but finally said.

"Since I've been seen through, I won't say anything meaningless anymore.

Mr. Mask Man, even so, I don't plan to make any changes in my current life. This is not a matter of dissatisfaction with life, but that I cannot change it.

After all, if things weren't too troublesome, you wouldn't say things like "I'm going to change your life."

And I don't want to encounter any more troublesome things, just like in the quagmire of Komachi Street, I just need to live this life in peace and stability. in unknown circumstances. "

Speaking of which, he subconsciously wanted to take out the cigarette case from his pocket, but he remembered that there was a minor in the car, so he withdrew his hand from his pocket.

After all, he didn't know that there was a girl under the mask of the masked man before, so he was so casual, but now that he knew it, he had to pay attention to it, not to mention that the other party was such a delicate girl. For this "gentleman", it is even more important.

Don't underestimate the gentlemanly behavior of men when facing beautiful women!

He continued.

"To put it bluntly, I am afraid of death. I am very afraid of death. Ever since I brushed shoulders with death, I never want to experience that feeling again.

You should also know, after all, even if I hated Shang Shan so much, if I could see him at that time, I would definitely bend my waist into my crotch to polish his shoes, from this point, you should be able to see , How afraid of death am I?

Maybe you think that I am greedy for life and afraid of death, cowardly, and timid, but I advise you to just think about it in your heart, and it is best not to say it, after all, this is a compliment to me!Even a thick-skinned man like me would be embarrassed to use so many words to praise me all at once.

So no matter how much you persuade, as long as I can't change the nature that my life may be in danger after I promise you, then I won't promise anything you said, remember, it's anything. "

Immediately, he raised his eyes and looked at the girl reflected in the rearview mirror, whose face hadn't changed at all from the beginning to the end.

"Then now, Mr. Masked Man, you can say your real purpose for coming to me, that is, what you mean by asking me to change my life.

If it is not too troublesome, then I will readily agree to you, and if it makes me feel very troublesome, and may even be life-threatening, then I will refuse you. "

After finishing speaking, Sakano Kurasuke thought of something and added.

"Of course, you can also threaten me with my life and ask me to cooperate with you. That's fine too. After all, judging from the past deeds, I believe you have such abilities."

After speaking, he nodded as if agreeing with his words.

"Well, that's probably the only way to let me risk my life, after all, I don't really want to owe favors.

But if this is the case, then after helping you with this incident, I will repay your kindness to avenge me indirectly, and I will not owe you anything.

Just treat it as a fair deal, and afterwards, I also hope that you will never appear in my world again. "

He looked at the face of the North Island crow reflected in the rearview mirror.

"Mr. Mask Man, I'm saying this sincerely. No matter what you say, I won't have any complaints. Just treat it as my return."

But just after he finished speaking, he added with a smile.

"Of course, if I had to choose, of course I would choose to continue to live a safe and stable life, but it's not up to me to choose.

Now it's your turn to speak, Mr. Mask Man. "

What Sakano Cangsuke said is very clear, because he is afraid of death, so he will not agree, but if Bei Daoya wants to use him to repay his kindness, then he will agree, but no matter what he is asked to do, as long as it is done After that, I hope that the two of them will settle the matter, and I also hope that Bei Dao Ya will not come to him again.

Kitajima Crow didn't answer immediately, but what Sakano Kurasuke said before made her suddenly think of something.

She spoke slowly.

"I remembered a band combination. In the vocal music class at school, the teacher once told their deeds, and I suddenly remembered it just now.

That band, my teacher, liked it too.

Several young people gathered together to pursue their dreams and formed a band. After many years of ups and downs, they were finally appreciated by the record company.

But maybe it was God's will, on the eve of his debut, for some reason, he was kicked out by the company, and after years of hard work, all his achievements fell short.

However, a few young people did not fall into this situation, but performed free band performances in the streets and alleys.

However, in the era when Japanese rock was close to the golden age, bands also sprung up like mushrooms, and it was so easy to become famous and pursue dreams.

So even though a few young people worked hard with enthusiasm, there was still no improvement. They just took part-time jobs during the day and wandered around the bustling streets at night, performing for free.

This kind of life lasted for many years, and they never gave up at all, and perhaps it was this kind of suffering that made them create the first song at that time, which quickly exploded once it was released.

The song is about the accusation against the injustice of fate, and the insistence on resisting fate, and finally, with this song, they really entered people's eyes.

At that time, countless media used them as positive material to write articles. After all, isn’t this kind of example of pursuing a dream that has been pursued for many years without giving up, and finally succeeded, isn’t it very passionate.

However, just when everyone was optimistic about their prospects, this band continued to release two-handed songs, and then disbanded hastily, and all members quit the rock world. "

After finishing speaking, Kitajima Crow and Sakano Kurasuke, who was looking in the rearview mirror, looked at each other.

"Why do you say, Sakano-kun."

Sakano Kurasuke was silent when he heard the words. He knew which band Bei Daoya was talking about, but she didn't expect that Bei Daoya also knew this band.

As expected of a student who has read a lot, even if he doesn't know something, the teacher will teach him.

He was silent, yes, why.

I used to always think that it was because of some force majeure, or the inability to get rid of the irreversible situation, that led to the disbandment of the band as a last resort.

But in the end, it turned out that the reality is not as beautiful as Sakano Kurasuke imagined.

He went to visit the two old people who were still alive in that band. Why did they disband the band back then? When the prospects were bright, the answer they got was...

I have long wanted to disband.

The old man who was the lead singer of the band said so with a smile on his face.

I wanted to disband a long time ago. In fact, the fact that I can persist for so long is not to pursue my dreams. I just want to play for a few more years and do more things I want to do when I was young.

In fact, their plan at the beginning was to disband the band after releasing a song and return to their respective lives, but unexpectedly, it became popular, so they temporarily postponed the disbandment time, but in the end, everyone still agreed. I can't stand it anymore.

Those who want to get married get married, and those who want to go home and inherit their father's business inherit their father's business. In short, each has its own things.

Music is not their dream, they are just a group of young people gathered together, what they really enjoy is actually the carefree time when they gather together.

And after that period of time, you will naturally return to your own normal life.

Their ambition is not in music, so they will naturally disband.

When Sakano Kurasuke learned about this, he couldn't tell what he felt in his heart, but he clearly knew that they were actually just ordinary young people, not as bright, persistent, and full of pursuit as the media said. The blood of dreams.

At that time, Sakano Kurasuke's emotions were very complicated.

In fact, when he first heard about the band, it wasn't exactly a good encounter scene.

It was not long after he was kicked out by Sawamura, when he had nothing and was extremely miserable.

At that time, he wanted to kill himself several times.

At this time, he also heard the band's first song and learned about their deeds.

They were also kicked out by the company at the beginning, and they also had nothing to do with their desperation, which greatly aroused the sympathy of Sakano Kurasuke.

After all, he was still very young at that time, really too young, so he didn't want to die at all, but he didn't have a thought of surviving, he wanted a thought of surviving.

At this time, this band appeared, and their deeds became Sakano Kurasuke's idea of ​​continuing to live.

It may be naive to be infected by a song, but the real reason is that Sakano Kurasuke wants to live, so even if the song that appeared, and the band that disbanded in the last century, became the reason for him to live motivation.

Therefore, he has always been grateful to this band of the last century.

However, when he learned the truth from the lead singer's old man, he felt very responsible in his heart.

It's not that his faith has been shaken because of this. After all, he has experienced so many things anyway, how could he be decadent like this.

But no matter what, since then, he has really never thought about making progress, and has been steadily managing the information on Komachi Street for the Shangui Group for many years.

Because he knew that the singers who accompanied him through that trough period were just ordinary people, and he himself was just an ordinary person.

Ordinary people don't have so many fates to fight against, it's enough to survive.

But is he really satisfied with his life? The answer is no, not satisfied, even very dissatisfied.

But even such an unsatisfactory life is not easy to come by.

He is always cautious at all times, for fear of offending someone who can't afford to offend, and then this hard-won life will be destroyed.

After all, just a glimpse of the leopard, just a mountain ghost group, is enough to crush him so hard that he can't breathe.

He also wanted to be himself, he also wanted to be less afraid of death, he also didn't want to bow down to those so-called big shots, he wanted to be proud, he wanted to say no to many things.

But unfortunately, he is just an ordinary person.

At this time, Bei Dao Ya spoke again.

"You should also know about the Baihe Chuanchu dispute, and I am also involved.

Because I want to control my own destiny, I want to change my own destiny, and I want to no longer be interfered with by others, but unfortunately, I am just a small person among them.

I won't hide it from you, the current me, in the reserve competition, is even considered a so-called inferior horse, not favored by anyone, just an unknown member.

And in this case, do you choose to follow me? "

Hearing this, Sakano Kurasuke thought for a while, and said.

"Is there anything about me that deserves your attention? At least I think that I should not have anything particularly outstanding, and it should be something that you can specialize in. After all, for a small person like me, Chu Zheng is really too heavenly."

As for this, Bei Dao Ya just said.

"Since I will come to you, then you will naturally have a time to play its role."

After finishing speaking, she looked at the night view of the city and said again.

"What about your choice? This is one of the few things that I can give people in my plan a choice in the process of completing one thing."