This thing about me becoming a girl

After the two entered the house, Nakai Kako began to tidy up the room.

Naturally, she won't leave, after all, she will stay and take care of Zhongju Xing when her sister and brother-in-law come back.

Although her temper was a bit out of character, she still took this matter very seriously.

After all, you can tease Xiao Xiaoxing as you like, and you don't have to be afraid of the chances of her complaining, there are not many!

It's as if everyone had a particularly annoying and teasing elder when they were young, and Kako Nakiya is determined to be the one of Nakju Xing!

Soon, after tidying up the room, Nakai Kako began to prepare dinner.

Nakaju Xing, on the other hand, was sitting in the living room, watching TV.

After she was free, she began to think about Uriharamu Wanhua again.

This time it wasn't because she missed Urihara Mu Wanhua so much, but more because she was thinking about what to say when they met tomorrow.

For children, going abroad, or traveling far away, can always be brought back to show off.

Talking to friends about what they have seen and heard during the trip is exaggerated, and looking at the envious eyes of friends, I will always benefit from it.

The only person Zhongju Xing can share with is Satoharaki Wanhua.

It's a little strange, it's just been together for a day, but in her heart, she regards Ribaraki Wanhua as a friend.

Maybe it's because she's too lonely, or maybe it's because the logs are backward compatible.

In short, at this moment, she was thinking about what to say to Li Yuanmu tomorrow, and how to answer Li Yuanmu's questions, all of which were demonstrated in her mind in advance.

With such thoughts in mind, Nakaju Xing finished her dinner, then went back to her room, lay down on the bed she had been away for a long time, and fell asleep before she knew it.

The next day, early in the morning.

It is very rare for Nakaju Xing not to be woken up by the alarm clock or someone else, but to get up early by herself, after a hurried breakfast, put the bento into the school bag, before even finishing what Nakaju Kako asked, Just go out.

Seeing Nakaju Anko's hurried footsteps, Nakaju Kako who was standing at the door sighed, swallowed what she hadn't finished speaking, and just said.

"Come back from school early."

And Zhongju Xing waved without looking back.

"I see."

Immediately, she ran out of Nakaju's residence.

The reason why she went out so early was of course not because she was diligent and missed school, but because she wanted to go to school with Satohara Mu Wanhua.

But she didn't know how to get in touch, and she didn't make an appointment in advance, so she had to go to Li Yuanmu's house early and wait.

Now, I just hope that Uri Log will stay in bed today.

But she was very lucky, Riharaki Wanhua didn't go to school earlier, but walked out of the house when Zhongju Xing just arrived at the door and was still hesitating whether to ring the doorbell to ask.

After seeing Zhongju Xing, Uranaki Wanhua was stunned for a moment, and then his rose-red eyes showed surprise visible to the naked eye.

"Xiao Xing, you are here, where have you been all this time?"

Nakaju Xing also noticed Uriharagi Wanhua's surprise.

Seeing this, she breathed a sigh of relief.

In fact, she was very scared. Riharaki Wanhua had already forgotten about her. After all, the two had just met and she went abroad, and she thought they were friends. On the other hand, I think so, maybe.

However, after seeing Uraharagi's surprised appearance, Nakai Xing also heaved a sigh of relief.

At this time, Uraharaki Wanhua also walked out of the house and came in front of her.

Immediately, Zhongju Xing began to talk about going abroad, about seeing interesting things abroad, and exaggerating a little bit, eh!Just slightly.

As for Li Yuanmu Wanhua, he was on the side, holding the shoulder strap of his schoolbag with both hands, listening to her with a smile in his rose red eyes.

In April, the two walked side by side, and the back view is one of the countless memories left on this road of cherry blossoms.

If only everything was as it is now.

This is something that Zhongju Xing has been looking forward to for more than ten years in the future.

Back to the present, Zhongju Xing looked at the rain outside the window with downcast eyes.

It's all because of myself, because of my own fault, that things have changed to what they are now.

ps: Alright, back to the main thread, let’s leave the rest to the side story. I’m writing about loneliness. I originally planned to finish all the writing at the beginning without leaving any pitfalls, but it’s really too long. It's too long, after thinking about it, I think it's better to save it for some extra episodes later.

448. catch

The rain outside the window, I don't know how long it has been raining, it is clear and cold, and there is no temperature.

After all, it's another year of winter, and it's coming. I don't know how long it will snow, and I don't know whether anyone's wish will come true this winter.

Nakaju Xing looked at the shattered rain on the floor-to-ceiling windows, and pulled herself out of her memories.

Her Tourette's Syndrome had already occurred when she was in adolescence, and the symptoms disappeared completely as she grew up.

Now, no matter when and where, she may suddenly have strange movements or say strange words.

When she was a child, what she dreamed of and longed to get rid of was still just a memory now.

Perhaps childhood wishes will always come true. Now, she has not become a model that can be published on the front page of girls' magazines. Although she has such abilities, she has long since lost such thoughts.

More than ten years are enough for many things to happen, and it is enough to completely change a person's thinking.

But even though Tourette's syndrome has been cured, she still left the habit of keeping a straight face.

Maybe it's because of getting used to it, or maybe it's because there is nothing that can make her laugh.

The childhood of looking forward to a sweet smile, after all, still no longer exists.

She withdrew her gaze towards the rain curtain outside the window, and closed her eyes.

I am a sinner.

At least for the eldest lady, she is an absolute sinner.

If there is no self, then things will not become like this.

Maybe the eldest lady could have used her own way to change that family, or maybe Uncle Yingshi and Aunt Jiu would get out of their hearts with time.

Maybe Missy... won't become what she is now...

But it was all because of himself that the endgame like that happened back then.

And the reason...is just because of self-assessment...and arrogance, wanting to save Missy.

But in the end, instead of bringing any redemption to the young miss, it dragged her into a deeper abyss.

Therefore, this is her own responsibility. Although the eldest lady feels that this is something that will always happen, it is absolutely undeniable that that kind of thing will happen because of herself.

Nakaju Xing wants to make up for it, she doesn't want to talk about saving any more, which is why she has been working hard to climb up for so many years, she wants to be by Ri Yuanmu Wanhua's side.

It was only because she had heard that Urahara Mu Wanhua had participated in the reserve dispute.

And after following Urihara Mu Wanhua for so many years, she has never seen any hope.

But now, she saw it.

The appointment of the eldest lady is an opportunity for her to have more time to think about herself, and Bei Dao's mother and daughter are also a pair that can affect her existence.

So Zhongju Xing will not let go of this opportunity.

Since she made a mistake, she must make up for it.

She doesn't expect to get back the gentle Urihara Mu Wanhua she used to be, she only hopes that the eldest lady will no longer go into the abyss of numbness and self-destruction like this.

Even if she does everything she can, she will do it.

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Bei Dao's new home, today's Bei Dao Jiu, is still obediently waiting for the little crow to come back at home!

Looking forward to it!Looking forward to it!

And I have to say, the little crow really made her worry so much!Every time in the short period of time before dark, that is, when Bei Daojiu starts to worry about what her daughter is doing outside, and why she doesn’t come so late, she arrives at home on time and asks Bei Daojiu to go less slightly worried.

And today's Bei Dao Crow is still like this, the sky is almost completely dark, and she returns home.

"Mom, I'm back."

She opened the door, took off her long black coat and hung it on the hanger, saying so.

Bei Daojiu also immediately went forward to greet her, and the ones following her were naturally two cats, one big and one small.

Since the move, Baimian and Putao have also instantly upgraded their living standards and lived the life of cats and cats.

But how can it be repaired!It's been a long time since we've been out, don't make it so that there are only two people in the whole family, and there are obviously two cats!Don't forget us!

If flour and grapes had wisdom, they would probably make such truthful complaints.

The smaller one, the pure black one, meowed around the feet of the North Island crow, while the older Baimian, naturally appeared to be much more mature and steady, just sat down in front of him, with his tail tucked In a circle, swaying slightly.

As for Bei Daojiu, he just said the surprise words that would come every day as scheduled.

"Welcome back, little crow! Are you hungry! Mommy is going to cook now!"

Hearing this, Bei Dao Ya smiled and nodded.

Immediately, Bei Daojiu rushed into the kitchen full of energy.

rush!Be sure to make dishes that whet the crow's appetite!This is one of the few pastimes she has every day, and what she is super looking forward to!

In fact, Bei Daojiu didn't feel bad when he changed his home or lost his job.

After all, if the situation permits, going to work is dispensable for her. Of course, not going to work is the best!Because she is shy of strangers, she prefers to stay in the comfort zone of "home" compared to the outside world.

You don’t have to encounter difficulties at work, and you don’t have to be afraid of making contact with people, let alone be afraid of being accosted on the road.

In fact, to put it bluntly, as long as she stays with Bei Dao Ya, she doesn't care, as long as Bei Dao Ya lives in, she can call it her home.

But home and the outside world are two completely different worlds for him from the beginning. Compared with a comfortable apartment, the outside world is dispensable.

So, in fact, she is really super easy to satisfy, and she didn't change the environment, causing severe discomfort.

Of course, loneliness will still be lonely. After all, when I had a job before, I missed Xiaoya, and I could spend this period of time by devoting myself to work, but now I can’t. When I miss Xiaoya... just I can only miss it slowly.

but!As long as you see the little crow!These little emotions will naturally disappear in smoke!Get back into the big surprise!

Just like now, the busy little figure of Bei Daojiu in the kitchen is full of energy!