This thing about me becoming a girl

In fact, when Nanako Morishita met Xiao Beijima again in her fantasy, she should have asked many things.

For example, why Xiao Beidao didn't reply to the news on the teacher's line, is that account no longer used, or why Xiao Beidao suspended school, what is the reason, and for example, what Xiao Beidao has been doing during this time.

And most importantly, she wanted to apologize in person, for what happened that day.

And when they actually met, she suddenly didn't know how to speak.

She, who was always good at talking and watching people's words, now fell into the embarrassment of her mouth. She just kept staring at Bei Dao Ya in a daze, not knowing what to say.

And perhaps because of her blatant stare, Bei Daoya also took the lead in breaking the silence.

"Shouldn't Morishita-sensei still be in school at this time, or is this shogi club a part-time job of Morishita-sensei?"

Hearing this, Nanako Morishita came back to her senses, her expression became a little complicated when she heard Bei Daoya's words, and finally, she sighed.

"Teacher, oh no, I have resigned from Zhichun, I am no longer a teacher, now I am just a jobless person, all day long, in this shogi club where my teacher was the owner, Goofing around."

She looked a little downcast, and Bei Daoya didn't speak when she heard the words, and the atmosphere fell into silence for a while.

Kitajima Crow did not ask such a stupid question as to why Nanako Morishita resigned. After all, Nanako Morishita's love for the profession of teachers is visible to the naked eye, even if she doesn't need to observe it, she can clearly feel it.

Therefore, since she will get out of the industry she loves so much, it also shows that the reason behind it will embarrass her.

Therefore, Bei Dao Crow didn't ask, and became the villain who wanted to break other people's sad things.

Moreover, in fact, she could more or less understand why Morishita Nanako resigned.

455. Current status

In the reception room, following Nanako Morishita's words, the atmosphere became extremely silent.

After a long time, Nanako Morishita spoke slowly.

"So Xiao Bei Dao, don't call me a teacher anymore."

Immediately, she said with complicated eyes and downcast.

"It may be a bit embarrassing to say it, but in fact, I have fantasized about meeting Xiao Bei Dao many times before, and in my fantasy, I would have a lot of things to say to Xiao Bei Dao.

But at this time, maybe the meeting came too suddenly, which made me unprepared, caught me off guard, and made me forget all the words I thought before. "

Speaking of this, she seemed to be a little distressed, but in fact, she was even more depressed.

In short, her mind was in a mess, maybe it was just like what she said, the meeting came too suddenly, which made her a little stuck for a while.

But in the end, she still said what she had always wanted to say in her heart, and it was also something she had wanted to say for a long time.

She looked at the Bei Dao Ya on the opposite side, and said sincerely.

"I'm really sorry, Bei Dao-kun. It was because of me that you encountered that kind of thing on the last day of your school trip. It could have been avoided, it could have been absolutely avoided, but it was all because of my negligence. , which caused that kind of thing.

In fact, at the test of courage that day, Mr. Bei Dao, who was the last group, no longer had to go into the mountain, but because my notification was not in place, that happened.

Now that I think about it, I actually had many, many opportunities to discover, but I missed them all. Even if I found out that Mr. Bei Dao was not there after counting the number of people, I should pay more attention to it, not because Mr. Bei Dao was already there. Returning home early, everything can be prevented.

But I... After all, I didn't. This is my fault and my responsibility. As a teacher, I am really ashamed. "

After finishing speaking, she slowly got up and sat down seriously in front of Bei Dao Ya.

"I'm really sorry, Bei Dao-kun, I believe that must be a memory that I really don't want to remember, after all, it was in such a sea of ​​fire... I'm really... very sorry."

As she spoke, Nanako Morishita's own shoulders began to shrug slightly.

Perhaps only she herself knows what kind of abyss of self-blame is in her heart during this time.

Perhaps only she knew how relieved she was when she saw Kitajima Ya and Sawamura Mari Aoi living in peace.

If Kitajima Crow and Sawamura Mari Aoi really had an accident that day in such a sea of ​​flames, then her life would probably come to an end here.

It was because her sense of responsibility was so strong that she took all of this on her shoulders.

Many times, many times, she thought about what would have happened if she had been more careful at that time.

And the answer is the same, that is, it will not happen at all.

The more she thought about it, the more painful and regretful she became.

In the end, let her leave the profession of teachers.

Even though she was still gentle and considerate in front of outsiders, but after facing the client of Bei Dao Ya, the pain and self-blame that kept growing in her heart also burst out during this period of time.

Perhaps it is also for this reason that Kitajima Crow and Sawamura Mari Aoi dropped out of school.

The more she thought about it, the more she felt that she had ruined the lives of the two students.

Wanting to see Bei Daoya so much, besides wanting to apologize in person, why didn't she want to release the attachment in her heart.

The Kitajima Crow, on the other hand, looked at Nanako Morishita who was seated in front of her without much emotional ups and downs.

She knew what Nanako Morishita was thinking at this time, and the facts also proved that her previous guess about Nanako Morishita's resignation was correct.

From the short-term contact, Bei Daoya can also understand that Morishita Nanako is a person who is deeply obsessed with the teacher. She wants all the qualities that meet the teacher's good imagination, and she is serious about doing it, and she , is also very responsible.

It can be seen from the fact that she was able to help a North Island crow that did not bring her any benefits in this way.

Her thinking is too idealistic.

This is both good and bad.

The advantage, of course, is that she is living on the life path she insists on, happy and happy.

And the disadvantage is that once you encounter something that contradicts your ideal, it is easy to get out of it, leading to depression and depression from then on.

As for Nanako Morishita, this may be the case at this time.

Looking at her appearance, after a while, Bei Dao Yaqing said coldly.

"I forgive you."

Hearing this, Nanako Morishita was stunned for a moment, then raised her head and looked at her with red eyes, obviously not reacting.

Immediately, Bei Dao Ya said again.

"Just kidding, after all, Morishita-sensei did nothing wrong, and I didn't make up a poor excuse because I wanted to comfort Morishita-sensei, but the fact, that's it, even if there was no Morishita-sensei that night, or Morishita-sensei was with me all the time By my side, but that kind of thing will still happen, but it may be delayed for a while, maybe tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow, in short, it will definitely happen.

Because, that is not a coincidence, but the end of an infinite number of routes weaved together, it is bound to happen. "

Maybe it was because of Nanako Morishita's kindness, or maybe it was because Nanako Morishita had taken care of her, making it rare for Kitajima crow to say so many words at once.

She looked at Nanako Morishita and said again.

"Morishita-sensei is so obsessed with this point, but for me, it is an annoyance. After all, I thought that the reunion with Morishita-sensei would be more pleasant and friendly."

Hearing this, Nanako Morishita subconsciously wanted to say something else, but was interrupted by Kitajima Crow.

"Since there is no room for change in the past, no matter how persistent you are, it will only produce a more unsatisfactory experience of the current situation. If possible, I still hope that Mr. Morishita will not do this. After all, you are me. Once in school, one of the few friends."

Hearing this, Nanako Morishita was stunned for a moment, Bei Daoya's words also subconsciously reminded her of what she had been worried about before.

That is, what should I do if I never see Xiao Bei Dao again? She is really afraid of such a thing. After all, there is no trace of Bei Dao Crow's departure, and there is no contact with her. way.

But this kind of encounter in the vast crowd at this time can be said to be God's help, and I, should I treat this reunion as I am now.

For a while, her mind was a little confused, said.

"But...but."

However, Bei Dao Crow said again.

"Anyway, Morishita-sensei should get up first, otherwise, if someone comes in and sees this appearance, there will always be some bad misunderstandings. It's not easy to not respect the teacher and respect the way. Then I will learn shogi here from now on. Time is very unfriendly."

She said that with a slight smile on her face.

ps: I feel like I’m not in good shape tonight. No matter how I write it, I’m not satisfied with it. In the end, I just keep writing hard. There are so many small texts every month. It’s so hard.

take a day off

I went to Chongqing with my family for the past two days. I have to say that Chongqing is still fun. I just came back at night and I have to go to work tomorrow, so I can’t stay up late tonight. I will take a day off and update tomorrow afternoon. There are still two chapters, and I need more Started to make up.

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456. Meeting for the First Time (Chapter [-] Words)

"Anyway, Morishita-sensei should get up first, otherwise, if someone comes in and sees this appearance, there will always be some bad misunderstandings. It's not easy to not respect the teacher and respect the way. Then I will learn shogi here from now on. Time is very unfriendly."

Hearing this, Nanako Morishita was taken aback for a moment, and then after thinking about the situation at this time, her face subconsciously showed a blush.

Indeed, if someone who doesn't understand the current situation comes in suddenly, seeing Nanako Morishita kneeling on the ground so respectfully, combined with the calm face of Kitajima Crow, one can't help but feel a sense of bullying.

Thinking of this, Nanako Morishita coughed a few times in embarrassment, then stood up embarrassingly.

It's over!The image of me as a gentle and dignified teacher who spent so much time in school before!It's all broken at this point!

To suffer!It's all because the emotional outburst in my heart was so sudden!Xiao Bei Dao is going to laugh at me now... The teacher who has always acted strong is actually very weak...

But in a blink of an eye, she thought about the two people's positions now. She was no longer a teacher, and Xiao Bei Dao was no longer her student...

Thinking of this, she couldn't help but sighed again, forget it, if the image is gone, it's gone, anyway, she's not a teacher anymore.

Nanako Morishita sat back in her seat. After Bei Dao Ya's words, she was indeed not as paranoid as before.

After all, just like Xiao Bei Dao said, it was hard to meet again in the vast sea of ​​people. If you are too persistent, it will only destroy this hard-won.

For example, at the beginning, I was always afraid that I would never see Xiao Beidao again. Didn't it never happen? At least, I still have a chance to make up for it.

It's not that she stopped blaming and guilty for what happened that night, but she no longer intends to express it with her mouth. After all, she can't do anything except bring a psychological burden to Xiao Bei Dao.

The excitement before was, after all, just the long-suppressed emotions being ignited.

Nanako Morishita is not a talkative person, she likes to do practical things, that is, to make up for the mistakes she has made.

So after she regained her composure, she was very concerned about Xiao Bei Dao's visit to the Shogi Club.

After all, Mr. Yamada said that Xiao Beijima was interested in shogi, so he contacted him.

Nanako Morishita attaches great importance to this matter. Now that she has seen Xiao Bei Dao, she can't let her run away suddenly, otherwise there is no place to make up for it.

After what happened just now, Nanako Morishita also consciously lost her composure. She turned her head and blinked vigorously, squeezing out the slight crystals in her eyes. When she turned her face again, she had already returned to normal.

She had a very resentful and resentful face, as if she was looking at some heartless person, and said with the expression of a rascal.

"Mo, I'm actually one of the few friends Xiao Bei Dao had in school, I thought you'd forgotten me a long time ago.