This thing about me becoming a girl

Every time he saw his father being exhausted, bent down by a heavy burden, but still gently telling himself that it was okay, Yushuji Izuru felt distressed and angry, so angry that the palm hidden behind his back was already Clenched tightly into a fist.

Her anger is not because of anyone, but at herself, at her own incompetence, at her own uselessness.

Angry at himself.. unable to share the pressure for his father, he can only live under his protection.

She knows that she is still young and has not yet reached the age where she can live in the adult world with ease and share the pressure of her father, but every time she hears her peers in the family laughing at her father in front of her face, she can't restrain herself She couldn't help but think, if she was a particularly outstanding person, as good as that princess from the Xixiu Temple, would these people still laugh at her father in front of her.

If they were particularly good, would they still be so unscrupulous and laugh at her father face to face without considering her feelings?

And will my father be happier and show more smiles when he sees his excellent self?

Yuxiuji Yihe also understands very well that he is simply too useless, among his family peers, he can only be regarded as an ordinary mediocre talent, coupled with his special status, that's why he is so excluded and ridiculed and isolated.

She also tried to argue with those who laughed at her father face to face. She was so weak that she couldn't talk to others, so anxious that she even summoned up the courage to pick up a stone and hit someone, then turned around and ran away.

But in the end, it was only the elders who brought the younger generation with gauze wrapped around their heads to trouble their father.

Even though it was obviously his fault, my father apologized because of the difficult position he was in.

Seeing the way his father bowed down to apologize, Jishuji Izuru almost cried out of heartache.

Mingming's father in her childhood memory was always an upright man, with a waist as straight as a mountain, and eyes that seemed to be as vast as the sea. She admired that kind of father the most.

But I don't know why, since becoming the so-called patriarch, it has become like this.

In short, since then, Yushuji Izuru has never paid any attention to those who laughed at her or her father, because she knew that even if she ignored it, it would be useless, and even if she fought back, it would only cause trouble for her father.

Therefore, she has always chosen to be patient, but she also thinks that if she is so good that the elders in the clan have to look at her differently, then she will definitely be able to share the pressure for her father, so that he will not be so tired anymore.

But it's a pity that she is not that kind of person. Although she has made many efforts, she is still a mediocre person... Ordinary, without any characteristics.

Therefore, she also looks forward to those outstanding peers.

Just like the Bei Dao Ya in front of her now, she also yearns for it.

Her eyes were a little dazed.

This is what a child of a big family looks like. Such a demeanor, such calmness, and such a cultivated demeanor, it seems that there are no flaws. Compared with me, it is much, much better.

From this point of view, Miss Bei Dao should really be a child of some big family, perhaps from the three families, and it is also very possible.

Just why, I have never heard of this surname before. Among the three, is there such a prominent surname as Bei Dao?

Thinking about it, Ji Xiuji Yihe suddenly sighed for some reason.

Even if they are the children of the other two families, they have nothing to do with me... After all, they don't bother to get acquainted with people like me, so I don't know, it's normal.

Thinking of this, Izuru couldn't help remembering what Nanako-sensei said when she introduced Ms. Kitajima to her, that the two are of the same age and should get along well and become friends.

She began to recall in her mind that the last time she heard such words was at that time.

It was Yushuji Kaoru who also said this when he introduced her brother to her.

At that time, Kishuji Izuru was really happy when he heard that Kishuji Kaoru wanted to be friends with her.

After all, among the same clan, she basically has no friends, and no one wants to be friends with her.

So, when she found out about it, she was very happy.

Not only because of myself, but also because, if I have a good relationship with my peers, it will definitely bring more convenience to my father.

Thinking this way, she started contacting her concubine Shuji Kaoru, trying her best to use her sincerity, hoping to get the other party's sincerity.

But it's a pity that Yuxiuji Yihe just used her for fun and humiliated her in a more novel way, and also trampled on her sincerity like a stepping stone in a puddle.

She was taken to a gathering of her peers and humiliated face to face.

Usually, just to guard against this kind of thing, Yihe of Yanxiu Temple generally stays far away from his peers in the clan. Even if he sees them, he will detour, not wanting to hear their ridicule, and disgusting himself.

But that time, it was also because she was really getting along with Yushuji Kaoru with all her heart, so when she said that she would go to see her brother together and introduce them to each other, after a little consideration, Yushuji Yizuru agreed.

The result was obvious, Ji Xiuji Yihe was ridiculed by a group of people, and loudly insulted her for having an extremely cowardly, cowardly and incompetent father.

And her "friend" who wanted to exchange her sincerity for her sincerity, Kaoru Shuji, covered her mouth with a light smile, and said something when it was over.

"My brother and the others are just joking, Yihe, you probably don't mind?"

What kind of mood was it at that time, Jishuji Yizuru almost forgot, and she didn't want to remember.

She only remembered that when she regained her senses, she had already left the villa in a panic.

To be honest, it hurt her self-esteem very much, because there was nowhere to escape at that time, she could only leave in the hall, listening to their unscrupulous ridicule at her, until it was over.

But to be honest, Yuxiuji Yihe was also thankful that she left that villa early and didn't stay long.

At that time, she kept holding back her tears on the road, and she couldn't control the grievance until she got into bed when she got home, and then she fell asleep.

Then, when I woke up the next day, I got a piece of news.

None of the people in that villa, including the security personnel, remained, and all of them died.

When people found out, the room was full of blood splashed on the wall, and there were corpses everywhere. The extremely thick bloody smell seemed to make flies dare not fly into the house, and the silence was extremely dead.

It is said that the most painful death was Kaoru's elder brother, Shuji Shin. He was still on the stairs at that time, with his hands stretched forward, as if he wanted to escape, and the gun hole penetrated from his mouth to the back of his head, making him so hideous and complicated. The indescribable expression was frozen at the moment before death.

When he heard the news, Jixiusi Yihe was shocked, and he was extremely afraid and fearful. After all, she had also been to that villa. Maybe if she left a little later, her death would be like this Usually, the next day, after being woken up by others, it was regarded as shocking news.

Immediately, as a matter of course, she was invited to investigate. After all, she was the only survivor among those who went to that villa that day.

Then, she accepted inquiries from the clan. This situation lasted for several days. After all, she was the only one alive. Whether it was a conspiracy theory or a normal guess, it was really suspicious.

It was not until the end that no suspicion could be found on her, and this kind of investigation ended, and she was regarded as the lucky one who was lucky enough to leave the villa early and survived.

Even Yuxiuji Yizuru herself thought this way, if she hadn't left in time, maybe she herself would have ended up in the same way.

And just when the investigation of this incident had not made any progress, several deaths of members of the clan occurred again.

And the people who died were all the same, they were the new generation children of Xixiu Temple, as if someone was hiding in the dark to hunt and kill. The news of who died would appear every few days.

During that period of time, all the people of the same age in the Xixiu Temple were in panic, afraid of becoming the next person to die, even those who are usually invincible, felt the shadow of death above their heads, and returned to their residences honestly. After all, this is death.

And the family quickly issued an order not to allow the fourth generation to leave the residential area alone.

And during that time, it was the same for Yizuru of Jishuji Temple. He stayed in the residential area and never went to school.

But in fact, she didn't completely tell the family about the villa.

At that time, seeing the aloof appearances of those elders, and hearing their questioning tone of contempt from the bottom of their hearts, Izuru thought that maybe they had done this to her father before, and then, by some strange coincidence, she didn't fully restore what happened that day.

Ninety percent of her words were true, without any embellishments, but it was precisely this inconspicuous [-]% that was the most deadly.

She concealed that after she walked out of the villa, she met a woman at the gate of the villa.

The woman, who was wearing a maintenance worker's clothes, walked past her and walked into the villa.

She could no longer remember the woman's face, the only thing she could remember was the dark face and a pair of dark eyes.

In addition to being dissatisfied with the tone of being questioned, the reason for concealing this matter is that Yushuji Yizuru is not stupid.

Because she knew very well, if that woman was really the murderer, why was she safe and sound when she saw herself?This is more suspicious than surviving from the villa, and it is more indisputable.

He didn't say it, but it could be explained that he left early, didn't leave the villa before the killer arrived, and escaped by chance.

But if she said this, then she probably nailed the suspect to death directly, even if she was innocent, she couldn't tell.

Therefore, for the sake of his own safety, Yuxiuji Yihe was also dissatisfied with the tone of the questioning, so he concealed the matter.

Immediately, hearing that there would be new deaths every day, and those people who died happened to be the most serious people who excluded her, and Yushuji Yizuru couldn't help thinking, maybe, this is God's response to this decadent person. The punishment of the family is not certain.

Even, she began to look forward to this assassin, perhaps because of her strength. After all, Kishuji Izuru always yearned for a strong and outstanding person, and an assassin who could still succeed in such a family search must be a very Strong man.

Or maybe it was because of the Stockholm Syndrome. After all, if the woman in maintenance clothes who passed by her in front of the villa was really a killer caught by the family, then she would have spared her life. Therefore, Yushuji Yizuru couldn't help but feel grateful.

In short, the longing is the longing, but during that time, Yushuji Yizuru still stayed in the residential area honestly, and didn't go there. What if someone wants to kill the grass and roots, what should I do to eradicate myself as a witness? Going out at this time is not about to die what.

This situation continued until two months after the killer incident, the timid concubine Shuji Izuru dared to leave the residential area.

After pulling himself out of the memories in his mind, Shuji Yizuru continued to look at the two people who were still playing chess.

She looked at Bei Daoya's half face covered with sunlight, slightly glowing with light and dust, concentrating on playing chess, and couldn't help but think about it.

Speaking of which, Miss Bei Dao's eyes are just like that of the lady in the maintenance worker's clothes, as dark as Ye Yuan.

But just thinking about it, she shook her head.

How come, just the skin color doesn't match, and I started to fantasize again.

460. Bei Dao Crow: I'm a Genius

Ji Xiuji Yihe shook his head, thinking that it was too naive to guess randomly based on the same eye color.

Of course she knew that this was not realistic at all, she just wanted to fantasize, after all, she also knew that she had such a problem, and she couldn't control her little head that loves to fantasize.

Hmm.. maybe that's an advantage too?After all, the level of brain supplement development of Yanxiusi Yihe is several levels higher than that of ordinary people!

Just rely on imagination!Then she is a genius level figure!Like every night before going to bed, she can live a completely different brilliant life in her head!And every night is different!

However, if Miss Bei Dao knew that she had associated her with the suspected killer without authorization, she would definitely be dumbfounded.

Thinking of this, it was as if Yushuji Izuru experienced the moment of social death after the fantasy in his mind was exposed, the moment when his face turned rosy subconsciously.

That was really disastrous.

She put aside these miscellaneous thoughts and focused on the chessboard in front of her.

Of course, the battle situation is clear at a glance, and it is still the situation that Miss Bei Dao is about to lose.

But for some reason, Jixiusi Yihe looked a little responsible.

To be honest, during the time she was learning shogi, she felt the gap between geniuses and ordinary people for the first time. Although she still lost miserably, Miss Bei Dao was already growing at a speed visible to the naked eye.

Having played against Nanako Morishita for a week, that is, Yushuji Izuru, who has been tortured by blood every day, more or less understands Nanako Morishita's level.

At least she knew very well that Nanako-sensei didn't use all her strength at the beginning of the match against Miss Bei Dao, which could be seen just by feeling.

Probably, there are several lore ways to choose, but Teacher Nanako always uses the last way, which is to delay the time of Miss Bei Dao's dead chess.

What I want to describe is some kind of battle game. Nanako Morishita is a high-level player, while Ms. Bei Dao is a novice. During the battle, Nanako Morishita doesn't know how to lose. Operations are not for winning, but simply for being handsome.

The principle is very simple. I believe that everyone has experienced this experience when inviting friends to enter the game they play.

So even though Yushuji Izuru is very good at shogi, after all, she has been in touch with shogi much longer than Kitajima Yakuza and knows more things, so she can easily see this. Teacher Nanako is just playing and always uses The most dangerous, but also the best way to win, such as self-explosive chess, or deadly chess.

But it's true, when she played chess with Bei Daoya, she had a short 10-minute experience of abusing vegetables, and she can actually understand why she did this. , that's too boring.

However, what makes Jishuji Izuru complicated and surprised is Kitajima Crow's talent for shogi.