This thing about me becoming a girl

Few people know about these things. After Mr. Li Yuanmu was discovered, he was quickly covered up by his family. After all, this is a scandal after all, so the only ones who knew about it were probably the small group of people who went up to the mountain to rescue him at that time.

I also finally learned of this with the convenience of my family status.

And after Mr. Li Yuanmu became powerful, it would be even more impossible for outsiders to know about these things, so all traces were buried, and it was basically impossible to be investigated again.

As for Ms. Nakaju, she naturally didn't know about these things. She only knew that Hideshi Uraharaki was killed on the day after she found Usahara Muku, and the murderer was Usahara Muku.

So she has always believed that all this was caused by her fault, so she blamed herself so much. Although in my opinion, Ms. Zhongju took the fault on her shoulders too much...but after all, at that time Miss Nakaju is just a child. "

Xia Zao of Huashanyuan sighed again. I don't know how many times he sighed. Perhaps these things really made him very emotional.

He looked at the North Island crow.

"Master Bei Dao, these are all the things I know. As for what exactly happened in the tragedy of Uriharamu's family, what caused it, and what happened during the seven days when Uriharamu's mother and daughter disappeared. What, Urahara Mujiu and why he died, I am really helpless.

After all, perhaps the only person in the whole world who knows about these things is Uraharaki-sama who is the person involved. If she is unwilling to speak, it is impossible for anyone to know about it.

This is not something that can be learned through investigation. "

After talking for so long, Xia Zao of Huashanyuan naturally felt a little dry. He sipped the cool tea and looked at the wind and snow falling in the courtyard. In his eyes, he didn't know whether it was pity, regret, or what it was. other emotions.

"I don't know Master Bei Dao, what do you think after hearing this?"

Saying this, Huashanyuan Xia Zao turned her head and looked at Bei Dao Ya with serious eyes, as if she was really looking forward to Bei Dao Ya's answer.

"Actually, for so many years, I have always been confused in my heart, that is, who did the wrong thing when the Uraharaki family has developed to that point? Or, who is the most wrong party?

Is it the greatest demon and villain, Eiji Uraharaki?Maybe he really did something wrong, and he was completely wrong. After all, he was the core of the distorted relationship in that family, which also meant that everything he did led to the development of the Uraharaki family.

But in fact, speaking from various aspects, Hideshi Uraharaki has always been pushed away. Although this is indeed his own choice, and in the later period, he really turned into a devil, but there is no doubt that Yes, these choices, whether it is for Urahara Mujiu or Urahara Mu-sama, are what they want to see.

So Uraharaki Hideshi is obviously the biggest perpetrator, but it is strange that he seems to be the most wrong person, isn't he?

Is that Urahara Kiku?She did something wrong, she didn't really open up with her husband, she chose the most awkward way to alleviate her guilt, knowing that her husband wanted a divorce, but she still bound him with marriage, and even said If she divorced her husband, she would not be able to live anymore, so she came to coerce Ribara Hideshi not to leave her in a disguised form.

But Urihara Mujiu is passive again, whether it is domestic violence or other things, although she thinks that this is to make up for her husband and make her feel better, but she has never asked her husband to do so, just Including her husband's abuse of her adopted daughter, she just stood by and did not take the initiative to harm her.

So her position in the Yuanmu family tragedy is also very strange. It seems that she is the source of everything, but in fact, she is also a victim.

So, the most wrong person, is Mr. Uraharaki?Master Li Yuanmu was also wrong. She used the most wrong way to choose to protect her adoptive mother and unilaterally lust for such a hypocritical family relationship.

In fact, as long as Hideshi Uraharaki admits that she is Uraharagi Jiu's illegitimate daughter, even if this matter itself is nonsense, it is also a relief for Usaharaki Eiji, and it will really end this matter. Everything, but she still chose to keep this marriage for her mother's idea, unwilling to speak.

But is Mr. Ribaraki really wrong?No, even seriously, she was the most innocent one.

So what about the three members of the Araki family?And who is the real perpetrator?And who is the real victim?

My answer is that both Uriharaki and his wife are both perpetrators and victims.

In the later period, Usaharaki Hideshi was indeed a lunatic who no longer had any rationality, and he also had a big mental problem. For him at that time, only crazy and sick obsessions remained, so at that time he , is the biggest perpetrator of Ri Yuanmu's mother and daughter.

But he was pushed to that point step by step, so at least Hideshi Satoharagi in the early days was the victim.

He wants to divorce, and Urahara Mujiu also clearly knows what he thinks, and also knows that for Urahara Mu Yingshi, continuing to maintain his marriage is the greatest torture for him.

But Urihara Mujiu is still restraining him with marriage, coercing him with his life, and not letting him leave, so Urahara Mu Yingshi has no choice but to continue to suffer in this marriage.

His wife can use all kinds of ways to please and make up for him to alleviate the evil in her heart, but Hideshi Uraharaki has no choice but to mediate by himself until he cannot mediate.

In this whole matter, no matter whether it is Urahara Mujiu or Urahara Mujiu-sama, as long as one side makes a concession and lets Uraharagi Hideshi leave, the tragedy will not happen.

Perhaps the biggest mistake of Hideshi Riharaki is that he loves his wife very much. If he is not indecisive and chooses to divorce directly and neatly in the early stage, then he will be relieved. It is because he is too worried about his wife.

The same is true for Urahara Mujiu, he is the victim of Uraharaki Hideshi's men, and he is also Uraharaki's perpetrator.

But no matter how you say it, Lord Uranaki is definitely the most innocent person among them.

And for Mr. Uraharagi, the biggest perpetrator is actually not Usaharagi Eishi, but Uraharaki Ku!

Her ignorance is the biggest harm.

She shouldn't have stretched out her hands to Mr. Uriharagi who is in distress, and let Mr. Uriharagi mistakenly regard this as love. She clearly knows that Mr. Uriharaki has experienced pain. Since she has no corresponding ability to save her, she shouldn't use falsehood to save her. His behavior, to give Mr. Uraharagi false hope.

Although the unadopted Mrs. Uranaki suffered a lot of psychological trauma, at least she got used to it and became numb. She can continue to wait, maybe she will really wait for someone who will pour all her love into her.

So this person should not be Uriharamu Jiu, and the person who adopted Mr. Riyuanmu should not be her.

It was also her who really plunged Master Uraharagi into a tragic life that could not be saved. No matter who she met in the future, she would never let her feel the sunshine again. "

576. Meeting at the Party

The snow is still falling, looking from a distance, it seems to be a dense white halo, perhaps it is the feeling unique to the quiet snowy day, which always makes people feel a little inexplicably sad.

Huashanyuan Xia Zao looked at the tea in front of her and sighed again, not knowing who she was feeling sad for.

"This is all I know about Uraharaki's family. There are more secrets, and I'm sorry I can't do anything. After all, as the only insider, Mr. Uraharagi, if he doesn't open his mouth, no one will know. The only thing that can be done is to investigate to this point.”

After finishing speaking, she looked at the wind and snow in the courtyard, and she still remembered that year, which was also the same winter as now, but it was colder and the weather was more cruel.

"And after knowing this, I also paid more attention to Mr. Uraharaki who was in the hospital at that time and was still very young.

One is because of my desire to explore, and I want to reveal the truth from Mr. Uraharagi. The second is that at that time, I was in the stage of focusing on the study of the hearts of young children, and for such a special research object as Mr. Of course I won't miss it.

As for the other reasons, that is... I really want her to come out of the pain, after all, this is also my duty as a doctor, and I really don't want to see a girl who should have a happy childhood, in the Under my eyelids, I was tortured by the pain in my heart and couldn't relieve it. "

There was some regret in Huashanyuan Xia Zao's eyes.

"But it's a pity that until the end, I didn't walk into the heart of Mrs. Uriharamu, and I didn't let her reveal any thoughts at all. It is impossible for someone... to walk into the depths of her heart again.

As a doctor, I... can only look at patients who obviously have huge problems, but there is nothing I can do. "

He sighed.

"In short, more than half a year after that incident happened, the former prince Wusheng became the current head of the sect, and the battle for the reserve naturally started immediately, and Lord Uraharaki also participated in that battle...

At that time, I heard that she had become a puppet for Xiaoga Takihime to reduce competitors, so I immediately wanted to find her, worried that she would be used and hurt, and she would go astray.

But since then... I have never seen Uraharagi-sama again, and when I saw him again, four years have passed, and Uraharaki-sama has also reached the age of 14.

Yes, it was the year when Xiaolu Takihime was backlashed by her, and at that time, Lord Uraharagi also greeted me friendly, but with her identity, I couldn't treat her like I used to treat her as a patient up.

Immediately, I rotted everything in my stomach. To this day, Lord Bei Dao is the first listener. "

Huashanyuan Xia Zao said so much in one breath, not only dry mouth, but also a little tired, not only mouth tired, but also heart tired from being a doctor but unable to do anything.

It was only when he met Uriharaki Wanhua that he realized that even he, who is called a genius, still has patients who can't be cured no matter what.

For a doctor, this is a loss of enthusiasm and a drop in self-confidence.

After a while, he sorted out his emotions and state, looked at Bei Dao Ya, and nodded respectfully.

"That's all I know, Master Bei Dao."

Hearing this, Bei Daoya personally refilled a cup of tea for him, with a calm expression, as if Li Yuanmu Wanhua's past had not caused any waves for her.

"Thank you Mr. Xia Zao for clarifying my doubts. These things are enough to satisfy my curiosity. It's really hard work to spend so long talking."

Huashanyuan Xia Zao gently shook her head.

"As long as I can clear up Lord Bei Dao's confusion, I will feel at ease."

Bei Dao Crow opened his mouth lightly.

"Yes, I am not confused by troubles, I believe I will be able to sleep well tonight, this is all thanks to Mr. Xia Zao."

Huashanyuan Xia Zao smiled and said, "That would be the best."

Time passed, and after the two chatted for a while, Huashanyuan Xia Zao was finally ready to get up and say goodbye.

"If there's nothing else to do, I won't bother you any more. Please forgive me and say goodbye first, Mr. Bei Dao."

Hearing this, Bei Dao Ya smiled lightly.

"The communication with Mr. Xia Zao made me feel the joy that I haven't seen for a long time. If there is any place where the hospitality is not good, please forgive me."

"Nothing, it's my honor to be able to help Mr. Bei Dao."

In the tea room, it was quiet, only the crisp bamboo joints of "Scared Deer" in the courtyard sounded from time to time.

Xia Zao of Huashan Yard had already left. Sitting in the cloth group, Bei Dao Crow lowered his eyebrows, not knowing what he was thinking, while the maid, kneeling respectfully by the side, made tea.

At this time, a gust of cold wind suddenly gushed into the courtyard, slightly stirring up the black hair tied behind the head of the North Island Crow.

The North Island Jay looked out of the courtyard, and it was covered with snow-white vegetation and scattered white spots.

Is it the past of Yuanmu Wanhua...?

After hearing these things from Xia Zao of Huashanyuan, Bei Daoya didn't feel too much trouble in her heart. There was either regret or sympathy, but this would not affect her decision.

Was Urihara Mu Wanhua ever miserable? It was miserable, but from what Huashanyuan Xiazao mentioned in a few words, one could know that she was not someone who had experienced happiness.

Abandoned by her biological parents, then adopted, gained love, possessed light, and then abandoned by the light source in a disguised form for the second time, in the end everything was destroyed, and nothing remained but herself.

If Huashanyuan Xiazao hadn't lied, Yuanmu Wanhua had indeed had a miserable life, and perhaps it was far more miserable than Huashanyuan Xiazao thought.

After all, Huashanyuan Xia Zao didn't know everything, and many of these things were guessed by him based on clues, and there were also many, many key things that he didn't know.

Therefore, Urihara Mu Wanhua is likely to be much more tragic than what has been revealed so far and imagined.

These, and only Satohara Mu Wanhua, knew about it.

But this can't affect Bei Daoya's decision or behavior. After all, she lacks empathy and can't empathize with others. These are always other people's lives.

But for the North Island crow, there are also great gains.

That is, maybe she understood why Urihara Mu Wanhua looked at Bei Daojiu differently, and why she had paid so much attention to herself in the past.

In the end.. it is all behavior shaped by experience.

Even if Li Yuanmu Wanhua is so detached from his own way, he cannot escape this point.

Perhaps this is true for everyone, and so is the North Island crow.

Bei Dao Ya withdrew his gaze towards the courtyard, drank the remaining tea in the cup, and seemed to be thinking about something in his eyes.

Nine...

Immediately, she looked at the waitress beside her.

"You're smart, so you understand."

Hearing this, the maid immediately bowed her head and pressed her forehead to the ground, very respectful and humble.

Seeing this, Bei Dao Ya ignored him, got up and left the tea room.

Her thin figure, wrapped in a wide plain robe, walked on the wooden side, which is the middle of the corridor.