This thing about me becoming a girl

Although she has some guesses about Bei Dao Jiu's mental state overseas...but it's still just the tip of the iceberg.

And when the truth is really exposed before her eyes, she realizes how shallow she is...

In the end, she didn't stop until Ebina Fuyutsu felt that she had finished speaking, and no matter how carefully she searched the memories in her mind, she felt that there was nothing missing.

In the end, she lowered her eyebrows with a sad expression, as if unconsciously brought into Bei Daojiu's feelings, she spoke slowly.

"Master Jiu, I really miss you...so can you go and see her, Lord Crow."

596. The Throne Where Blood Can't Spread

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"Master Jiu...I really miss you, can you go and see...Master Crow."

In the tea room, Ebina Dongjin knelt on the seat, and said to Bei Daoya with irresistible hope in his eyes.

As for Ebina Fuyutsu's expectations, Kitajima Crow was speechless.

She didn't know how to answer, and she didn't know how to make a promise... because it was very possible that this promise would be brought into Bei Daojiu's ears when Ebina Fuyutsu went overseas.

And Bei Daoya himself was tortured precisely because of this speechlessness.

She was silent.

Seeing Bei Daoya's silent appearance, Ebina Fuyutsu seemed to understand something, and his eyes suddenly turned to Zhihong, and he inevitably felt a little disappointed.

What should be said has been said, and it is time for Ebina Dongjin to leave, and Bei Daoya did not keep him.

Finally, Ebina Fuyutsu said.

"If possible, I really hope that you, Master Ya, can go overseas to visit Master Jiu... After all, Master Jiu really misses you... Please."

After finishing speaking, Ebina Fuyutsu bowed respectfully and said goodbye.

In the tea room, Bei Dao Ya sat quietly.

She sat like this until the night.

It's snowing, and it's snowing again.

The snowflakes are not very big, but with the oppressive and gloomy sky, they look extraordinarily lonely.

Soon, the courtyard was slowly covered with a layer of whiteness.

Bei Dao Ya looked at the wind and snow in the courtyard. There was floor heating and a fireplace in the tea room, but there was no chill.

But for some reason, her spine, which had always been straight before, seemed to droop inexplicably at this moment.

From the time Ebina Fuyutsu left until now, she has been thinking about a question.

What exactly is what I want.

From the beginning, I knew that once my mother went overseas, she would never have any happiness at all.

But he still let her go.

Although it was my mother's initiative, but after all, my mother saw her embarrassment and wanted to share it for herself.

Then if I hadn't been embarrassed from the beginning and insisted on keeping my mother in the country, what would it be like now?

Perhaps the road will be a little bit more difficult and the dangers encountered will be more, but the two will always be together.

But I still agreed to my mother's wish to go overseas.

This is indeed the best choice, and it is also the most sensible choice. Not to mention other things, at least going overseas, mother's safety is guaranteed.

But is it really for the best?

Bei Daoya always thought that he kept his original intention, but now that he thinks about it, did he give up something along the way?

She has always known that her mother's life overseas is not good and she is not happy, but she still thinks that this is a temporary forbearance, something that must be experienced for a happier future.

But when Ebina Fuyutsu told the true situation of Bei Dao Jiu, when the straightforward and excessive facts were in front of his eyes, Bei Dao Crow suddenly felt that he was ridiculous.

The so-called happy future is just your own happy future.

In the past, when the facts were not completely in front of him, the North Island Crow could still deceive himself, which was necessary for the future, but now looking at the real situation, the North Island Crow was speechless.

As a child, do you really have to turn a blind eye like this?

It used to be fine, because when Bei Daojiu first went abroad, Bei Daoya really didn't have any ability to change anything, but now it's different, she has such ability.

Because even if she withdraws from the battle for storage right now, the power she possesses is definitely enough to protect Bei Daojiu's safety.

With what she has now, once she digests it, it won't take long at all to become a pivotal figure in Baihechuan.

And let's not talk about these, to put it bluntly, even if she wants to forcefully bring Bei Daojiu back to China, she can do it without any accidents after paying some things.

But she always felt that it was not the time.

The North Island Crow is now very powerful. Although it cannot be fully demonstrated in the reserve struggle, once the reserve struggle is over, many things will all become real power.

So, why am I so obsessed with Chu Jun?

Bei Dao Crow was silent, thinking, she wondered if she really gave up something that she didn't notice.

The snow fell until late at night, and the North Island Crow also sat quietly until late at night.

She figured it out a bit.

To put it bluntly, the suffering in the past was caused by being content with the status quo. There are many places that can be fought for, but I did not fight for it, which made the situation worse and worse.

She will no longer leave her mother and her own fate in the hands of others.

The current Bei Dao Crow seems to be powerful, but he always faces a more powerful enemy and can only wait for death.

And leaving the platform of Chu Zheng, there are many people who are stronger than her.

Now, only by becoming the crown prince can one truly control one's own destiny and one's mother's destiny.

Only there is the throne where blood will not spread.

Bei Dao Crow will never forget, that kind of unforgettable hatred is not hating others, but hating the incompetent self.

And will she choose to forgive?No, the person who pushed herself to this road, and the person who intuitively brought suffering to her mother counted as one, and she had to remember, wait for the opportunity, and count these things carefully.

And to do this, you also need to be strong, beyond comprehension.

There is no way to have both in the world. If you want to do this, you have to give up some.

Now, she can think of a way to forcibly bring Bei Daojiu back, but the result is that she will be degraded after paying something. The most intuitive impact is the reduction of her right to speak in the reserve dispute.

After all, it is no secret that my mother is overseas. If you want to bring her back safely, in addition to the test of Lily Chuan Wusheng, you must also consider many factors. It is fundamental not to pay anything. impossible.

Similarly, there is a more serious point, that is, the safety of mother's life.

After all, it is impossible for such an obvious weakness of oneself not to be exploited. My mother can still guarantee the safety of her life when she is overseas, but once she returns home, she will face many dangers.

For example, the assassination that Bei Dao Ya has encountered now is countless.

So now, it's not yet time to pick up his mother. For Bei Daojiu's safety, Bei Daojiu must forcibly restrain himself.

The only thing to do now is to end the storage dispute as soon as possible.

The closer you are to the end of the reserve dispute, the less you can panic and the more rational you must be.

Because only by ending the reserve struggle and moving towards the highest position, will everything be complete, and it will be when I reunite with my mother and have no worries.

597. The Beginning of Cooperation

In Bei Dao's mansion, even though it was already late at night, Bei Dao Ya still ordered to go down to prepare the car.

At this time, Uesugi Mariko also returned here from her mother.

As soon as she got back to the house, she saw the appearance of the North Island crow preparing to go out. Although she was a little confused about where she was going at such a late hour, she didn't ask any questions, but followed.

In just three to two minutes, the vehicle was already waiting outside the house.

Sitting in the back row of the car, after Bei Daoya explained his destination, the car started to move.

Looking at the night scene of the city with lights and festoons outside the window, Bei Dao Ya's face was cold.

After some figured it out, or strengthened his beliefs, Bei Daoya understood what the only thing he needed to focus on now was.

Reserve disputes, end reserve disputes as soon as possible.

And the closer it is to the end of the reserve dispute, the less you can panic, the less you can be anxious, and you must be cautious in every step.

So be calm.

But just like Urihara Mu Wanhua's thoughts, Bei Dao Crow and her have one thing in common.

That is, I don't want to continue to see Chu Zheng calm down like this.

Xiaolu, Domoto, Toda, and Rongcang, to be honest, these four factions are an eyesore.

Because the four of them are people who are trying to maintain the status quo.

After all, they understand that as long as they disperse, they will not have the ability to compete with Bei Dao Ya and Urahara Mu Wanhua alone, so for them, the longer the time delays, the better.

Bei Dao Crow had wanted to defeat them one by one for a long time, but because of a fisherman like Li Yuanmu Wanhua who wanted to watch the fire from the other side, he could only wait and see what happened.

But the situation is different now, the formidable enemy standing on the other side, at this time, took the initiative to throw out the olive branch of cooperation, and the reason for throwing the olive branch was naturally because of the four people trapped in the middle of the river.

Although cooperating with a character like Uriharaki Wanhua who will stab you if you are not careful is to seek skin from a tiger, but in other words, why not for Uriharagi Wanhua?

Could it be that she really dared to cooperate with Bei Dao Crow with peace of mind and trust?

It is impossible for the two to trust each other, but from a certain point of view, cooperation does not mean that mutual trust is required, as long as there are common interests, it is enough.

And those four factions are undoubtedly very worthy of the benefits of the cooperation between the two.

So from the moment Li Yuanmu Wanhua lifted the restrictions on the four factions and released the signal, Bei Daoya knew that it was only a matter of time before the two of them cooperated.

It's nothing more than seeing who takes the initiative to find whom first.

In the beginning, the North Island Crow wanted to waste time and Ri Yuanmu Wanhua's patience. After all, as long as Ri Yuanmu Wanhua spoke first, the North Island Crow could increase its right to speak on certain conditions of cooperation, and vice versa. The same is true for Li Yuanmu. After all, in the early stage of cooperation like this, the comparison is who will wear out whose patience first.

But after what happened today, Bei Dao Crow figured it out.