This thing about me becoming a girl

Seeing this, Higuru Ryo waved his hand meaninglessly.

"I thought you just tilted your head and looked out the window because you felt that what you said just now was too nasty."

After finishing speaking, Higurashi Ryo said again.

"Anyway, since you've said that, I'll rely on you from now on! I'm a woman who knows how to spend."

Ri Muliang seems to be in a very good mood, even the smile is not the tacky smile of the past, but a row of teeth, making the mouth appear a little bigger, and there are more wrinkles on the face.

Half an hour later, the vehicle entered the Baihechuan residential area and stopped in front of Bei Dao Zhaizi.

Ri Muliang got out of the car and looked at the extraordinary style in front of him, as if it was only in ancient TV series, and it was a quiet mansion that would only appear in that kind of old drama, he couldn't help being stunned.

"This...is this your current home you said?"

Hearing this, Bei Dao Ya nodded and said.

"It will be yours in the future."

After that, she walked towards the door.

And Ri Muliang, who was in the same place, couldn't help chuckling when he heard her words.

She found that her cheap granddaughter always seemed to like to say such arbitrary and straightforward words, but it was true that it could bring people a great sense of security.

"Welcome back, Patriarch."

Bei Daoya ignored the people who greeted her, but said to a woman whose job was similar to that of a housekeeper.

"This is my grandmother. She will stay here permanently in the future and arrange a room for her."

Hearing this, the woman bowed.

"Hi!"

Immediately, Bei Dao Ya led Ri Mu Liang to walk in the courtyard.

And Higurashi Ryo seemed to be very new to everything, and kept looking around, but she was not restrained or anything, maybe because this was the home of her cheap granddaughter after all, or maybe it was because of her personality.

Soon, Himuliang's room was arranged.

Seeing this, Bei Dao Ya also said.

"Okay, let's rest today, you are also tired, I have something to talk about tomorrow."

Higurashi Ryo didn't have any objections, after all, it was really late now.

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In the middle of the night, heavy velvet snow fell in the sky again, and the dark night sky was dotted with white. It looked bleak, but also quiet and elegant.

On the corridor in front of the tea room, Bei Daoya was wearing a kimono and sitting quietly, and beside her was a maid who lit a stove to keep her warm.

From time to time, there was the sound of the stove being scraped. Other than that, the whole world with catkins floating seemed very quiet.

"It seems that some people like to lie more. They obviously said they were going to sleep a few hours ago."

Slight footsteps sounded in the corridor, and at the same time such joking voices sounded.

Hearing this, Bei Dao Ya tilted his head to look, and saw Hi Mu Ryo walking slowly in Japanese pajamas.

"By the way, isn't it too big here? I almost got lost when I wanted to go to the bathroom at night."

While rubbing his neck, Ri Muliang walked up to Bei Dao Ya and sat down next to Bei Dao Ya as he said this.

Seeing her kneading her neck and looking a little unhappy, Bei Dao Crow asked.

"Is the wound on the neck hurting again?"

Hearing this, Higurashi raised his eyes and pointed to the bandage around his neck.

"It's not because of this, it's just that I'm not used to sleeping on the pillow, and I feel like I have a stiff neck."

Listening to her explanation, Bei Daoya nodded, and understood that this kind of honest tatami pillow is like this.

"It's like this. If you're not used to it, just ask someone to change it to your liking."

Hearing that, Higurashi Ryo didn't talk about this topic too much, but said.

"So what are you doing here so late? It's because you're young that you can't have the bad habit of staying up late. Otherwise, you won't be able to get rid of it in the future. That's what I am now. When I get older, where can I not get rid of it? Comfortable."

Regarding this, Bei Dao Crow just said.

"It's just that I can't sleep."

Seeing Bei Daoya's calm face, but seeming to hide many worries, Ri Muliang put down the hand that was kneading his neck, and said.

"So, is there something bothering you?"

Bei Dao Crow said nothing.

Seeing this, Ri Muliang let out another breath.

"Then it seems that it should be a very troublesome thing that should not be underestimated, otherwise I wouldn't be unable to sleep at such a late night."

Saying this, Higurashi Ryo suddenly clapped his hands again and smiled.

"Just right! I can't sleep, so why not chat to relieve boredom!"

She looked at the North Island crow.

"Speaking of which, I haven't seen your mother yet. She went to bed too late, so you didn't bother her."

Higurashi Ryo asked enthusiastically.

Hearing this, Bei Dao Ya just lowered his eyes.

She looked at the falling snow outside the eaves, and said calmly.

"Mom, I'm going overseas."

Ri Muliang looked at her fair side face, as if faintly aware of her unspeakable concealment and powerlessness.

"Is that so..."

Higurashi Ryo just said so, and didn't continue to ask.

As if she also lost interest in chatting, she put her hands on her knees and looked at the snowy night sky outside the eaves.

Seeing this, Bei Dao Ya glanced at her.

For some reason, Ryo Higurashi seems to be very similar to Jiu Beijima in some respects, although the two of them seriously don't have much communication, and Jiu Beijima has never been taught by Ryo Higurashi, but it's the same.

Like Bei Daojiu, she always likes not to ask or talk, no matter what it is, it is the same. If there is a problem, she will keep it in her heart.

It's like knowing that there may be many reasons behind Bei Daojiu's going overseas, but she doesn't have any intention of actively asking.

Of course, it is also possible that she knew that Bei Dao Crow would not harm Bei Dao Jiu.

Similarly, for example, what happened to Bei Dao Ya in the past year to have such power as it is now, but Higurashi Ryo didn't ask.

Like Bei Daojiu, she doesn't want to know anything, she always suffers, always like an ostrich with her head buried, and like a rootless duckweed fluttering in the wind, she has no independent opinion, and everything will follow her The backbone to which it is attached.

Perhaps in this regard, Higurashi Ryo is better than Bei Daojiu, that is, she will not choose to trust anyone, and there is no backbone for her, a rootless duckweed, to cling to. Her incomparable reality, whoever gives her money, who If you give her benefits, she will fall for whomever.

The essence of her and Bei Daojiu is the same, having love means losing selfishness.

It's just that she is more mature and experienced more.

646. Once upon a time

The snow is still falling in the sky.

Bei Dao Crow looked at the person beside him who was completely opposite to Bei Dao Jiu, but looked very similar from a certain angle.

Ri Muliang's non-inquiry also reminded Bei Daoya of his mother who was far away across the ocean.

"Before, you lied, right?"

Hearing this, Higurashi turned his head to look at her, as if he didn't quite understand what Bei Daoya meant.

Seeing this, Bei Dao Ya explained again.

"Just a year ago, you told me that the reason why you gave birth to a mother was because your husband strongly demanded you."

Hearing this, Ri Muliang was silent, but not for too long. After all, she was talking about chatting to relieve boredom before, so since Bei Daoya has spoken, she naturally has no reason to be silent.

She tilted her head, looked at Bei Dao Ya and smiled.

"I still remember this."

Higurashi nodded.

"Well, I actually wanted to give birth on my own initiative. After all, I believed he could give me a family. Of course, thinking about it now, I was really too young at that time."

Ri Muliang took out a cigarette, asked Bei Dao Ya with his eyes, and lit it with a lighter after seeing that she didn't mind.

She took a deep breath.

"If it's your grandfather, you will definitely not admit it, so just call him that man. After all, he has died a long time ago, so you don't need to know too much.

That man was said to have been a bastard since he was a child, and he entered the juvenile prison when he was very young, and he naturally joined the yakuza after he came out.

Thinking about it now, in fact, I would follow him at that time, most likely because of that deformed sense of security, brought about by violence, thinking that if I followed him, at least I would not be bullied?After all, I was only fifteen or sixteen years old at that time, and he was a very powerful person to me.

Say I love him, no, I just feel that I can get shelter or something, and although he is indeed a complete bastard, he often beats me, but at least he does not let anyone else besides him. Bullied me.

In short, after I finally got pregnant, I believed that he could give me a home, and I also thought that after having a home, he would get better. In fact, it doesn't matter if he doesn't get better, as long as he can get safety.

But unfortunately, he is not the kind of responsible man, and he has no family in his bones. He never thought of marrying me.

Not long after I gave birth to my child, I realized this, maybe for revenge, or maybe for something else, I ran away, and I ran away without anyone knowing. "

Higurashi looked at Bei Dao Ya.

"Of course, your mother was also abandoned by me. Do you think I'm a rotten, rotten woman who abandoned me even though she was the child I wanted to have?"

Hearing this, Bei Dao Crow nodded.

"It really sucks."

Higurashi smiled coldly.

"Yeah, but that's just me."

Higurashi Ryo's smile hides many inexplicable things.