This thing about me becoming a girl

"Isn't it all said? Don't discuss these topics today."

Hearing this, looking at the gentle smile on his father's ugly face, Kishuji Izuru nodded.

There was relief in her eyes, but also sadness.

Yeah, stop thinking about these things now.

She glanced at the bag she was carrying in her hand and thought so.

And following her line of sight, Long Dounan of Xixiu Temple also saw the bag, and couldn't help asking.

"Is it containing something very precious? Look at the one you were in the kitchen before, and keep it by your side at all times."

Hearing this, Yanxiusi Yihe smiled lightly.

"That's it."

Immediately afterwards, Long Dounan of Jixiu Temple didn't ask any more questions, but continued to look up at the night sky above the glass window.

It is a pity that there are dark clouds tonight, but some luck is that there is a little snow tonight.

Looking at it from the bottom up like this, it seems to be scattered with confetti.

he opened his mouth.

"I remember when we were young, we often sat together and looked at the night sky like this, right?"

Jixiu Temple Yihe nodded.

He smiled emotionally, and spoke again.

"Thinking about it now, it really gave you a lot of wrong knowledge, such as the location of each constellation.

In fact, I didn't know much about these things at that time, but every time I looked at your eyes eager to answer, I seemed to be driven by the dignity of being a father, and I said nonsense every time, but you believed it every time. "

Long Dounan of Yanxiu Temple said with a wry smile.

Hearing this, he repaired the Yihe Road in the temple.

"I remember, every constellation that my father said at that time."

Long Dounan of Jixiu Temple tilted his head, somewhat surprised.

"Do you still remember? I don't even remember. After all, I made them up."

Kanshuji Izuru explained with actions.

She points to the upper right corner of the night sky.

"Here is Vega, there is Ursa Minor, then Orion, and Cepheus, and Cassiopeia."

Jishuji Yizuru quickly pointed to one place after another, and gave these places one constellation name after another, even though all of them were wrong.

Under the huge glass windows, even though the clouds were so dense that no starlight could shine down, Yishuji Yizuru was still able to clearly point out the positions and constellations that his father had made up one by one.

Even though Long Dou Nan of Jixiu Temple didn't have any impression.

He didn't say a word for a while, and seemed to be surprised that the nonsense he uttered more than ten years ago could be remembered by Yuxiusi Yihe for so long.

After pointing out one after another, there are known ones, and some made up randomly by Long Dou Nan of Yanxiu Temple, such as the forest seat. After knowing all the points, Yihe of Yanxiu Temple stopped.

She hugged her knees and stared blankly at the night sky, as if the past events were emerging one by one.

In the childhood memories of Izuru Gyoshuji, the longest time her father spent with her was when they watched the night sky together.

So for what his father said at that time, Yushuji Izuru really remembered for a long time, whenever he looked at the night sky, he would think of it.

662. Begging in the Snow

In the attic, following the series of identifications made by Yanxiusi Yihe, Yanxiusi Long Dounan also fell silent.

After all, he just mentioned this incident casually, but he didn't expect his daughter to remember the content of this incident for so long.

At this time, Yanxiusi Yihe, who was sitting curled up with his knees in his arms, said again.

"Actually... When I grew up, I discovered that most of the constellation positions my father said were wrong, and some of them even didn't exist.

But in my heart, those constellations have always been in that position and have never changed. "

She said this with a faint smile, and she seemed to recall the flushed face when she argued with her classmates over the position of the constellations in elementary school.

Hearing this, Long Dou Nan of Yanxiu Temple became even more silent.

The reason why Yihe can remember so clearly is that she spends too little time with him... So she can only extract precious memories from this little time.

In fact, thinking about it now, the one who has been wrong all along is himself.

He often ignores Yihe.

Because he killed all his blood compatriots with his own hands, Long Dounan of Xixiu Temple has always believed that he is not worthy of family affection.

Family affection is too much of a luxury for a vicious person like him, and he doesn't deserve it. If he can still enjoy the happiness brought by family affection in peace, it will undoubtedly be an insult to Quan Xia's brothers and sisters , an insult that they would hate even in reincarnation.

Therefore, he has been ignoring Yihe all the time, and he has been avoiding Yihe's dependence all the time.

He was just turning a blind eye and letting Yihe grow up without asking.

Even when other parents would send their children to report to school, Yihe started to be alone.

Yihe has never gained anything from himself.

But because of herself, she was criticized, squeezed out, and bullied all the time in the clan.

She did nothing wrong, the only thing wrong, maybe she is my daughter.

But she can't decide these.

Long Dounan of Yanxiu Temple was a little shaken, and his originally firm heart began to waver.

Do you really want to do that?Is that fair to Izuru?

Obviously, I have never paid for her, but in the end, do I still want to do this kind of thing?

However, the wavering was only for a short moment, and soon Long Dounan of Yanxiu Temple became firm again.

I have to do that.

After all, not doing that would be the greatest cruelty to Yihe.

Thinking of this, Long Dounan's eyes were full of sadness.

he said.

"Yihe, if one day my father does something very serious, will you forgive me?"

Yushuji Yizuru nodded after thinking for a while.

"If it was my father, I would forgive."

Hearing this, Long Dou Nan of the Jixiu Temple asked again.

"Then what if it's very serious, so serious that Yihe won't forgive my mistakes?"

This time, Kanshuji Izuru began to think carefully.

She thought and thought, thought over and over again, frowned for a long time, and finally choked out a sentence.

"Then forgive me next time!"

Speaking of this, she herself seemed to be amused, and let out a snort.

"Well! Forgive me next time!"

Seeing this, she looked at her daughter, her only daughter.The sadness deep in the eyes of Longdounan of Yanxiu Temple was even deeper.

"Then I will try to perform better next time."

Jixiusi Yihe nodded and said with a slight smile.

"Ah."

After she finished speaking, she looked at the evening that had arrived outside the window above her head.

The snow is falling.

Ah, it's time to go, after all, it's impossible for her to stay outside overnight, and Xixiu Temple won't allow it, and insisting on doing so is just causing trouble for Miss Bei Dao.

It seems that Long Dounan of Jixiu Temple also realized this, so he stopped talking, as if cherishing this short-term tranquility.

After a while, he stood up and said.

"I've been avoiding and ignoring you all this time. I'm really sorry. After all, embracing family affection is too ridiculous for my hands covered with relatives."

Saying so, he took out the kitchen knife he had hidden in his waist in the kitchen before.

But Jishuji Yizuru didn't see this scene, she just smiled and put her hand on the bag.

"Ah, I should be the one to say I'm sorry, for giving you trouble all the time."

The light in the room was not turned on, and Yanxiuji Longdounan was standing behind Yanxiuji Yihe, the slight night light fell on him through the window above his head, making his shadow extend infinitely until it completely covered Yanxiusi Yihe.

At this moment, she was sitting curled up with her knees wrapped around her knees, as if being swallowed by shadows.

The hand of Long Dounan of Yanxiu Temple shaking the cooking knife, his eyes were red, miserable, and infinitely owed.

For him, what is family affection?

It was red, and since he succeeded Tiansi, he had been red all the time. Every article was full of red, and every drop of red was the trace left by his former brothers and sisters, until it dyed all his vision red.

Even the last... is red.

"see you later."

He said so.

But just after he finished speaking, it was not Yushuji Yizuru who fell down, but him.

As if he had been clicked, he fell to the floor, his muscles spasming.

And the cooking knife also fell to the ground, making a clanging sound.

Long Dounan of Yanxiu Temple fell to the ground, his hands were still stretched forward tremblingly, his eyes were blood red, his whole face was trembling, as if he was struggling to stand up, but he couldn't stand up anyway.

And Yushuji Izuru also retracted the stun gun stretched out at his waist, facing his back.

This is what Bei Dao Ya handed her directly.