This thing about me becoming a girl

Having said so much, he is also a little tired, after all, it is already very late now.

In the end, he said a little tiredly.

"Don't underestimate the power represented by the rights you have, and don't think that this can be taken away by others, even me."

Lily Chuan Wusheng knew that Bei Dao Ya had always regarded him as an imaginary enemy, thinking that she could deprive her of what she had, and would deprive her of it. Maybe it was because he gave her the right to embark on this road at the beginning, so That's what she thinks.

But Lily Chuan Wusheng will not do this. Maybe it was possible when she was a pawn, but that was before, and it will not be possible now. From the moment she showed her value, it will not be possible.

The farther Bei Daoya can go, that is all her ability, even if she becomes the crown prince, it is also her ability, Lily Chuan Wusheng will do her best to cultivate it, and vice versa, if she falls, it will be her choice.

"Since it's your decision, you can do it if you want, as long as you don't regret it."

Lily Chuan Wusheng said so, rubbed the center of his brows, and signaled that if there is nothing else, let's go.

Hearing this, Bei Dao Ya nodded, sat down and bowed, then got up and left.

Seeing Bei Daoya's back until it disappeared, Lily Chuan Wusheng also sighed.

Lily Chuan Wusheng is not young, and he also knows that with his own ability and time, he can no longer lead Baihechuan to the next 50 years.

So he set his goal on the possible successor of himself. He wanted to choose a perfect successor for Baihechuan, a perfect successor who fit his wishes.

Everything he does is for this.

Or, in fact, up to now, he no longer has his own selfishness, but only for Baihechuan.

But he didn't want to force Bei Daoya either.

It's not that I don't want to force it, but that I can't force it.

After all, he no longer sees ambition in Bei Dao Ya, and he no longer uses unscrupulous means to achieve his goals.

And in this way, even if Bei Daoya is willing, it is not a suitable heir for Baihechuan.

Even if Lily Chuan Wusheng can pave the way for Kitajima Crow, just like he once paved the way for Satoharaki Wanhua, so that she can have these again, but who can guarantee how long it will last?

What if... she was fine at the beginning, but after becoming the crown prince, or even the eldest son, she suddenly lost her mind like today?

Lily Chuan Wusheng would not consider such a person with too many uncertainties.

So even though it's a pity...but it's just a pity, after all, he has seen too many excellent people.

As for why she promised Bei Dao Ya that she would not take back her separation status.

It's also because Baihe Chuan Wusheng's consistent approach to people like Bei Daoya is that if they can't be tied to a boat, then kill them.

He's tired too, maybe he's getting older and doesn't have the energy he once had.

She got up and walked towards the bedroom.

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Walking on the vehicle on the road, Bei Daoya's cell phone rang at this time, and after she connected it, Zhongju Xing's voice came.

"I'm sorry to bother you by calling late at night."

And Bei Dao Yadao.

"what's up?"

Zhongju Xingdao.

"Since Yuzuru left in the afternoon, Ryutonan has tried to escape four times until now, but he was subdued every time. I am worried that this will affect your plan, so I got in touch with you .”

Nakaju Xing said this, she also knew about the bet between Kitajima Crow and Satoharaki Wanhua, and obviously under such circumstances, if Ryutoo Nanshuji really escaped and got out of Kitajima Crow's control, Uraharagi Wanhua would be able to let Uraharagi Wanhua Hua has a lot of room to play.

But even so, Nakai Xing did not do this either, maybe she has other thoughts, or maybe this is her strictly forbidden character, doing things in her position.

Hearing this, Bei Dao Ya thought for a moment and said.

"Don't worry about it, just keep an eye on him."

The phone hangs up immediately.

Bei Dao Crow looked out the window.

Although she had already made a decision in her heart, she didn't think about telling the two parties involved, the father and daughter of the temple.

After all, if he really wanted to take Yanxiusi Yihe away, then the Tiansi faction had to have no precautions in advance, so it was best not to tell anyone about this matter, even the person involved.

Looking at the snow outside the window.

After making up his mind... Bei Dao Ya really can't wait for a moment.

I've been waiting for so long, and it's time to end.

Mom must be in pain.

Hopelessly waiting.

Bei Dao Ya opened the window and let the cold wind water his face.

She is really relaxed now.

She is indeed... going to give up becoming the crown prince, and give up the hard work she has been working on for the past six months.

Maybe suddenly, maybe a little inexplicably, but this is what she thought.

After all, it was enough for her now.

Why did I want to become the crown prince in the first place?

For myself and my mother, one day I can be truly happy.

And becoming the crown prince, can she really get everything she wants?

No, sitting in that position is the beginning of true involuntary control, and many things can no longer be judged unilaterally.

That position is very good, Bei Daoya also admits this, but good at the same time, it also means that you will lose a lot.

It's glorious, but at that time, my position must be based on the family's interests.

If she wanted to become the crown prince, she had to be mentally prepared for this.

She will lose what she really wanted, and there will be no turning back.

The most important thing is that Bei Daoya is really afraid that after he stands in that position, he will no longer be himself.

After all, she will change too, and no one can escape change.

She is afraid that she will become a stranger.

I am afraid that I will become like in my previous life...the person who is always pursuing something, but can never pursue it.

She was really afraid... One day she would no longer love Bei Daojiu, and abandon that painful woman.

If I have abandoned her... then what is left of her?

If I have abandoned her... then what is left of me?

The end of this road may be that one day the Beidaoya really climbed to the top of the pyramid of power.

And at that time, would I really be satisfied with having these?Will she really stop again?

What is the difference between this and my previous life, no desire, but blindly pursue, never stop, always pursue, but until the moment of death, my heart is full of emptiness.

Bei Dao Crow opened his lips slightly, and his black hair was blown by the cold wind that poured into the window.

That's right... During the year when my mother passed away, I also didn't have a single moment of happiness.

Whatever it is.

Even if she defeated one opponent after another, she didn't feel any pleasure watching them exit, merge into her own faction, or surrender.

She is very numb, she just regards this as her goal, and after solving one, she will immediately focus on the next goal.

I walked higher and higher, but I never thought about when to stop. I just felt that it was not enough, not enough at all, and I had to go higher. Only when I reached the highest level could I get what I wanted.

Since then, my thoughts have become paranoid...

After figuring it out, Bei Dao Ya really felt so relaxed and relaxed.

She also smiled, and thought of the father and daughter of the temple.

So before the end... let's get this done.

671. Inadequacy of One's Own Ability

There are only three days until the time limit for Yizuru of Yushuji to succeed Tiansi.

This also means that there are only three days left in the game between Bei Daoya and Satohara Mu Wanhua before they can see the result.

But even so, up to now, there is no trace of Urihara Mu Wanhua's actions.

It was obvious that Long Dounan of Jixiu Temple was in the hands of Bei Daoya, and the other party had already taken such an advantage, but Uriharamu Wanhua was still not in a hurry.

It was as if she didn't care about the outcome of the bet at all.

On the top floor of a certain building, Li Yuanmu Wanhua was lying on the sofa with his chin propped up.

The lights in the room were not turned on, as if Li Yuanmu Wanhua didn't like the lights at night, she seldom turned on the lights in her room.

And her rose-red eyes seemed to shone with unimaginable beauty in the dark environment due to the light problem.

In the large and dark room, there are two people.

Uriharaki Wanhua looked at the night view of the city outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, while Uesugi Mariko sat on a chair, dazed.

Of course not because the two live together.

It's just that every time he saw Uesugi Mariko's cold appearance, Uriharaki Wanhua couldn't help but want to tease him, so he said that since it was personal protection, he was not allowed to leave before he fell asleep.

And Uesugi Mariko didn't bother to say anything, after all, it was useless to say it.

So she just waited for Li Yuanmu Wanhua to fall asleep, and fell into her own thinking.

But it's a pity that Uriharamu Wanhua didn't feel sleepy at all.

She withdrew her gaze from the window, and looked at Mariko Uesugi sitting in the living room with interest in her eyes.

After so much preparation, according to Mr. Mario's state, it should be almost the same.

Thinking of this, Uriharaki Wanhua said.

"Are you still suffering, Mario-kun, it's already very late at night."