Surrounded by sickness, I just want to live in daily life

How to decide the right to go round and round, back to their own hands.

Chapter 119

Standing in front of the display board, Shen Yi was so frightened that his legs went limp and almost fell to his knees. Destiny seemed to like to play jokes on him, and the probability of a coincidence happening to him was also very high.

Whoever I give the ticket to can be the first, this embarrassing situation naturally made Shen Yi's previous thoughts in vain.

Average, how can this be average? Isn't it clear that you let yourself choose?

The fact that the number of votes is so even is obviously the result of the girls' management, among which methods such as exchanging votes and suppressing them emerged one after another.

In the end, they took the decision into their own hands.

It seems that I have great rights, isn't this just letting myself die?

Shen Yan's fruit knife is not a vegetarian, Zou Guqing and Wu Kexin have also shown signs of blackening, not to mention Jin Xiaotao, she has killed people before.

Shen Yi rubbed his hair angrily, if he could abstain, he really wanted to abstain directly.

Or you can try to say to the girls, "You are all my wings", and then be executed and dismembered.

Why did things become like this, Shen Yi felt that the card in his hand was extremely heavy, and he was almost unable to pick it up.

If she gave the ticket to Shen Yan, she would definitely regret it.

A bathroom drama like the one she wrote about at school?

It would be better to kill yourself.

As for Wu Kexin and Zou Guqing, they both write in a more gentle way, and they are all young girls' longing for love.

It's okay to play with them, but if you choose one of them, you won't be forgiven by the other.

As for what Jin Xiaotao wrote, Shen Yi was stunned the first time he saw it.

He frowned, took a few steps forward in disbelief, and pasted it on the exercise paper.

[I should die at the age of 20, and bury me in the spring breeze. 】

[The oxygen of the world is a bit too heavy for me, injecting my skin makes it gradually rot. 】

[This kind of me, this kind of me, can I also pursue my own light? 】

[Guang told me, don't worry, just open your palms to bear it. 】

【Try, my fingers feel the warmth, but they melt in this warmth. 】

【Light gave me another path, not rot. 】

[I should die at the age of 20, hugging him together. 】

【...】

......

Silence, long silence.

The students around looked at Shen Yi as if he was stuck in front of the display board, and looked at him strangely, but Shen Yi couldn't see it.

All his attention was on the paper, and he couldn't tell what mood he was in.

Shen Yi glanced at the words, Jin Xiaotao's words were not as elegant as Zou Guqing's, nor were they as round and cute as Shen Yan's.

Neat and neat, just like every student who has received exam-oriented education.

Why is she different from others, why does she encounter such things one after another, why can't she write a romance novel properly?

[Is this poetry?It looks so advanced. 】

Looking at the comments left under the paper, Shen Yi angrily tore up that part.

This is not something advanced, but the child's wrong ideas that went astray.

What Shen Yi read was only the wedge part, and there were a few thick pages in which her story was densely written, which was also Shen Yi's story.

Shen Yi could understand what Jin Xiaotao was expressing, it might be better to say that this novel is only for himself to read.

He seemed to suddenly understand how much responsibility Jin Xiaotao said earlier about being "obedient".

I was recognized by Jin Xiaotao as her light, and I was responsible for the life of a young girl in her prime.

Is that why she was calling herself at that time?

To let myself listen to her dying voice is to force myself to make a choice.

If he hadn't saved her at that time, things wouldn't have developed like this, but if he saved her, she couldn't leave him.

Why on earth did I answer that call.

"I should have died at 20...what the hell."

Shen Yi spat, and there seemed to be an unknown fire burning in his heart. He had the urge to tear off the paper and question Jin Xiaotao.

But what effect does this impulse have? When the girl's light takes a rough attitude towards the girl, will it accelerate the destruction of her world?

The girl's condition was very bad, even worse than Shen Yi thought.

She was completely dependent on herself, but kept revealing that she was tired of this world.

Shen Yi felt that he was terrible, what he did was only superficial, and he didn't go into Jin Xiaotao's heart at all.

Thanks to myself for taking her out of the shanty town on the third ring road, her heart is already dead, so it doesn't matter where her body is.

Looking at the words of other girls, these words seem to be connected to him, but they are also stuck to him like the manipulation strings held by the puppeteer.

I have self-awareness, but I don't have too many choices.

Shen Yi sighed, at this moment he didn't understand his thoughts, he felt very uncomfortable in his stomach, this feeling of being forced to make a decision was really bad.

He sighed, squeezed the card tightly in his hand, and twisted it into a ball with his strength through the thin paper.

Vote for Jin Xiaotao, then go back and scold her, at least let her get rid of this kind of thinking.

Zou Guqing is gentle, maybe she can measure her own feelings, she should forgive herself.

She should also speak for herself, after all, she also accepted Jin Xiaotao, she is also concerned about Jin Xiaotao, isn't she?

Shen Yi didn't know why the first person to feel sorry was Zou Guqing, and now she would forgive herself when she did something.

Zou Guqing had a good idea, Shen Yi couldn't leave her anymore, but she couldn't hold on anymore.

This is tearing down the east wall to make up for the west wall, but Shen Yi has no good solution now.

Walking back with some heaviness, Shen Yi lowered his head and felt his head was in a mess. He wanted to have a heart-to-heart talk with the girls before, but until now things have exceeded his expectations.

Shura Field?

Don't be kidding, have you ever seen such a heavy Shura field?

Shen Yi returned to the classroom step by step, his face was ashen, his legs seemed to be poured with mercury, every step was so heavy.

Jin Xiaotao smiled at him as usual and poured him a cup of hot water, but Shen Yi was not happy at all.

"Jin Xiaotao..."

The questioning words that he had thought up in his heart just now got stuck on his lips. He saw the girl's shrinking eyes, as if he was afraid of himself like this.

I am not a light, and I am not a pillar of others. I have been forcibly endowed with such a concept, what should I do?

"Shen Yi...what's wrong with you...your complexion...is so bad."

Looking at Shen Yi like this, Jin Xiaotao felt flustered for no reason. She knew that Shen Yi had lost sight of the display board, and she also knew that Shen Yi would definitely read what she wrote.

This feeling was very contradictory, she was afraid that Shen Yi would alienate her after watching it, but also hoped that Shen Yi would listen to her heart carefully.

There, pounding and beating, just for one person.

He was the one who picked him up from the brink of life and death, half of his body was his blood, and he was inseparable from him.

However, I am not good enough, I have low self-esteem, and I have never thought highly of myself.

There are already so many outstanding people around Shen Yi, why would he keep himself, is it just because he is pitiful?

What's the difference between my own behavior and being miserable, but I really hope that he can look at me more.

He will help himself and be considerate of himself, which I have never experienced before, and this feeling makes me obsessed.

This kind of self will only hide behind him in misery, but look at him obsessively, it's really disgusting.

However, he just couldn't restrain himself.

A small seed cannot grow without light, so it will instinctively tend to the light, and the branches also struggle in the direction of the light.

But what about light?

The light is the same to everyone, and will not give more to yourself.

Want more of yourself, want more!

No matter what method is used, no matter how despicable or humble it is, as long as it can be illuminated by the light.

"Shen Yi..."

Jin Xiaotao wanted to explain something, she felt that this kind of Shen Yi was very strange, she had a feeling that she would be thrown away, so she eagerly opened her mouth to explain something.

However, the class bell rang and the last class arrived.

"Let's go to class, I'll talk about it later..."

Shen Yi's mouth opened and closed, and finally closed, never saying such radical words.

I was supposed to die at 20, what the hell was that.

Shen Yi was extremely heavy, and in the classroom at the other end of the corridor, there seemed to be a lonely and heartbroken person, Zou Guqing, an excellent student who had never asked for leave or skipped classes, was in the seat of Zou Guqing, but there was no one at this time.

She stood in front of the display board and stared blankly at the result, watching her plan crumble to pieces.

Finally...cry out loud.

Chapter 120 The Ghost in the Night (1)

Time flies, shouldn't it be like years when people are tense?

Shen Yi was afraid of the activity time of the literature department, but before he knew it, the school bell rang.