Surrounded by sickness, I just want to live in daily life

"Huh? I didn't do anything."

Ren Xueqing expressed her innocence. From her point of view, sleeping with Shen Yi in her arms is really nothing. She had restrained herself just now and did not do anything more outrageous.

Shen Yi rubbed his shoulders, sat up from the hospital bed, and thought about how he could continue to escape.

Jin Xiaotao had already driven Ren Xueqing away, and Ren Xueqing was indeed summoned by Zhang Huaijun to go back to the police station, so she just left.

The door of the ward was closed again, Shen Yi raised his head and glanced at Jin Xiaotao, as if there was nothing unusual, he didn't care, took out his mobile phone and thought about calling Zou Guqing.

The curtains were opened, and sunlight flowed into the room like water from a flood outlet, and the brightness in the room immediately increased several levels. Shen Yi was used to seeing the darkness, and his eyes were stung by the light, so he rubbed his eyes.

The two girls have completely different attitudes towards things, but they both have the same obsession. Jin Xiaotao has given her light, but she may not be able to escape.

Shen Yi smiled bitterly, and this trace of a smile also fell into Jin Xiaotao's eyes, causing her hand movements to pause.

This scene was also quite dramatic. Half a month ago, he went to visit Jin Xiaotao in the hospital by himself, but now, the scene seemed to be a repeat of that time.

He just sat at the foot of the bed, not daring to approach Jin Xiaotao for fear of touching the girl's fragile nerves.

But now, instead of a young girl walking straight towards her, her head was lowered, but she didn't hesitate at all.

To save, or to fall into a deeper abyss.

She walked in front of Shen Yi like this, and slowly raised her head to look at the young man. After their eyes met, the previous dodge was gone, and the fiery Shen Yi wanted to escape.

She slowly sat on the edge of the bed, looked around, and seemed a little guilty.

Then he directly grabbed Shen Yi's hands and pulled them towards his chest, Shen Yi could even feel the throbbing heartbeat in his petite body.

The frequency of the heartbeat was very fast, getting faster and faster, Shen Yi, who was the protagonist of the matter, felt a little dry for a while, and didn't know what to say.

The atmosphere fell into a kind of tranquility before the climax. Shen Yi could sense that something was wrong with Jin Xiaotao, but he had already entered this state, and he couldn't get out of it.

"Shen Yi..."

The girl's red lips parted slightly, and she called the name of her most important sweetheart, her voice was ethereal and melodious like a song.

She seemed to have taken that step, Shen Yi's injury inspired the remaining courage hidden in her small body, and she no longer hesitated to speak at this moment.

At least for this second, she is the most complete.

"Let's run away."

Chapter 132 The Girl's Heart

"escape?"

Shen Yi was taken aback for a moment, countless options flashed through his mind in just a second, but he did not expect Jin Xiaotao to say such a thing.

"Yes, escape, just the two of us."

Jin Xiaotao's small hand gently pinched Shen Yi's big hand, her eyes were as bright as stars, needless to say, she obviously knew what she was talking about, and also understood the consequences of doing so.

For the past two days, she has been in extreme pain, just looking at Shen Yi lying on the hospital bed, her heart is about to break.

She understood the environment Shen Yi was in, and she also knew the unknown side of these girls, seemingly excellent girls.

They are actually the same kind of people, that's why they get together now, around Shen Yi.

Everyone has their own desires and their own dark side, and the outlet of these emotions is Shen Yi in the center of the storm.

I just need Shen Yi to be by my side, but other people's feelings are already out of control.

Instead of letting Shen Yi struggle in this environment, it is better to give it a go and take Shen Yi away.

"But, but, where can I go?"

Shen Yi looked at such a sincere girl, his eyes were blurred for a moment.

His first reaction was not to resist, not to choose to stay, but to really bring emotions into it, and he actually wanted to escape from here.

Zou Guqing's previous judgment was extremely correct. For Shen Yi, freedom is extremely important.

But the fatal point is that Shen Yi has a strong sense of responsibility while pursuing freedom. He believes that every girl's alienation is related to himself, and this kind of thinking suppresses his freedom.

Does he want to escape?Of course I wanted to.

But can he escape?Maybe it's long gone.

The bond between each girl and herself is getting deeper and deeper, this kind of emotion is not as attractive as in the anime, on the contrary, it is extremely heavy, and it is almost overwhelming Shen Yi.

"You can go anywhere, as long as Shen Yi, you can be with me."

Excitement flashed in Jin Xiaotao's eyes, telling this matter was just a gamble, and she never thought that Shen Yi would really understand her feelings.

She grabbed Shen Yi's hands excitedly, and walked out of the ward with Shen Yi who was wearing a hospital gown.

It seems that as long as they walk out of here, no one will hinder them anymore.

But... that's not the case.

Shen Yi let Jin Xiaotao pull him like this, but his mind kept running, his head was very dizzy, and he thought a lot for a while.

His breathing became heavy, as long as he followed Jin Xiaotao out of this door, he would definitely regret it.

Where can I go?

So if you let yourself run, where will you run to?

If you want to talk about escaping, isn't it already escaping when you asked Zou Guqing to beg for death before?

But I still struggled back, I actually didn't want to die.

Momentarily provoked by Jin Xiaotao's words, the desire for freedom in his heart was overwhelmed.

But when Shen Yi really calmed down, he found that he had nowhere to escape.

The enthusiasm just now was extinguished in an instant, Shen Yi opened his mouth like a puppet, not knowing what to say.

There seemed to be an empty piece in my heart, the soil that longed for freedom had dried up under long-term oppression, and then it was filled with another strange thing.

Will Shen Yan let herself escape?Will Wu Kexin let herself escape again?

Even if he followed Jin Xiaotao, he was only physically separated from here, and the bondage never left him.

Should you agree, or should you refuse, or in fact, it doesn't make any difference.

The place Jin Xiaotao wants to escape to is not the same as the freedom she wants. She is also asking for it from herself. Is there any difference?

Then, maybe staying by yourself is the best choice.

"Shen Yi, Shen Yi, let's go!"

Jin Xiaotao vigorously shook Shen Yi's hand, already a little impatient, she was very wrong today, Shen Yi could clearly feel her desire to escape.

Is it your own reason?The things that were affected by my injury this time were obviously beyond my imagination.

Even if Jin Xiaotao was like this, she was inspired to escape, and the other girls hadn't appeared yet, but there was no doubt that things would get tricky again.

In that case, I can't go anymore.

When Shen Yan turned black, she also wanted to escape, but Zou Guqing told herself to ask her heart, so she chose to go to her.

Under the fireworks, the two reunited, and their relationship couldn't return to the past, but the girl stayed by her side anyway.

Now, the people who have been helping me and trusting me unconditionally are leaving, and they can only make their own choices.

The birds outside the window have been chirping for a few days, and it is already a bit annoying.

They are calling themselves, maybe they also want to call themselves to leave together, but they will definitely stop on another branch, so is that considered freedom?

Shen Yi didn't care about Jin Xiaotao's reaction, he gently pushed away Jin Xiaotao's little hand that was holding him tightly, and walked towards the window.

"Shen Yi, what are you doing?"

Jin Xiaotao was taken aback, and hurriedly followed behind Shen Yi, fearing that he would do something that everyone would regret.

But Shen Yi just opened the window quietly, stretched out his hand and blasted away the birds outside the window, after a few ear-piercing chirps, the chirping that had been going on for the past few days finally stopped.

Birds belong in the sky, not here, or at least they don't.

"Huh? What's wrong?"

Shen Yi turned around to look at Jin Xiaotao, took the initiative to grab the girl's little hand, and smiled softly.

It is as bright as the sun, but it seems to have lost something.

Maybe the moment Shen Yi blasted the bird away, he had already made his choice.

Jin Xiaotao was slightly stunned, she felt a little strange looking at Shen Yi like this, but in the end she handed herself over to Shen Yi.

Shen Yi has already made a choice, she can see it.

And Shen Yi's choice was not to run away with him, he surrendered his freedom in exchange for the safety of everyone around him.

He took the initiative to choose restraint, he might not be qualified to escape with Shen Yi.

"Shen Yi, you are, you won't leave, right?"

"Well, you need me here, how can I go? I'm so sorry."

Shen Yi smiled apologetically, stretched out his hand to gently stroke the girl's cheek, and could vaguely see the tear stains hanging on the smooth and delicate skin.

The choice is like this, there is a choice, there is a rejection.

Feeling the temperature on her face, Jin Xiaotao was stupefied for a moment, but after realizing it, she just smiled reluctantly.

"There's nothing I'm sorry about."

Jin Xiaotao shrugged, as if nothing she said or done before had happened.

She didn't say the second half of the sentence, since Shen Yi made a choice, he naturally accepted the consequences and ending.

He wants to live a good life with the girls, but things don't go his way.

However, I just need to listen to Shen Yi, as long as I stay by Shen Yi's side, I should be able to obtain happiness.

Shen Yi didn't mention this matter either, as for running away, it just became a secret shared by the two of them, a secret that has disappeared.

Jin Xiaotao reluctantly broke her little hand away from the warmth of Shen Yi's body. She came today to take Shen Yi away, but besides that, she had other business matters.

"Shen Yi, this is the newspaper from this morning."

She took out a stack of papers from her backpack and stored them neatly. When she passed by the newsstand in the morning, she felt that Shen Yi might be able to use them, so she carefully brought them over.

"Ok?"