Surrounded by sickness, I just want to live in daily life

The girl sat up straight in the water, her white chest sticking out of the water, and then the girl noticed it too, her face turned red and she bowed her body again.

"Don't look! Abnormal!"

Shen Yi still has a bit of a headache because of the addition of a perverted title for no reason, he would instinctively look at girls dressed like this, he was a man before he was Shen Yi.

Chapter 30 Apology (1)

"Shen Yi... are you really alright?"

After Zou Guqing and Shen Yi quarreled with each other, they thought about the purpose of their trip.

The smile on her face gradually faded, she tidied up the hair sticking to her chest, finally pursed her lips, and sat down quietly next to Shen Yi.

There is no distance between the two of them at this time, the elastic youthful body is right next to him, but Shen Yi can't have any evil thoughts, he can feel the girl's change.

The girl's mood suddenly sank. Thinking about it, she came out to find herself, didn't she just have something to say?

Among the girls around Shen Yi, only Zou Guqing could have this kind of treatment.

If it was Shen Yan, if she stuck to Shen Yi, Shen Yi would definitely run away in fear, the girl would definitely hold back some bad moves.

But Zou Guqing is different, she is gentle, considerate and meticulous.

Therefore, it is the easiest for Shen Yi to get along with her, but also the most difficult.

In her pair of beautiful eyes that can see through everything, Shen Yi feels that he has always been naked, and there is no secret to hide the girl.

What did she see this time?

"What do you mean, aren't we all very happy?"

Shen Yi rubbed the back of his head, and squinted his eyes to look at the girl. At this time, looking at that snow-white body, although the blood would still boil, but at this time, there was another kind of emotion that surged more.

Under the intentional guidance of the girl, some dark things in the subconscious reappeared in Shen Yi's mind.

She has already suppressed it, but is Zou Guqing still aware of it?

"I'm very happy. I've always been very happy with Shen Yi."

"Because you are everything to me."

Listening to Shen Yi's sophistry, Zou Guqing curled her lips in displeasure, then stretched her waist, and stretched out her little feet to shake slightly in the water.

Like a mermaid, she was sitting on the reef by the sea at this moment. As for the reason for going ashore, it was naturally to find the prince beside her.

The prince will not leave, which makes her feel happy, but the prince is always addicted to the past and cannot get out of it, and cannot devote himself to the present love.

However, Shen Yi could see that when she said "everything", the beautiful mermaid was irresistibly hurt for a moment.

There are sharks in the East China Sea, they can live for thousands of years, weep into pearls, and they are priceless...

"It's just, Shen Yi, I..."

"I've been with you for a long time, and I'm still a little worried. I'm afraid you're still hiding something from me."

Zou Guqing's eyes struggled a bit, she really wanted to see Shen Yi's optimistic smile at this time, but she forced herself to turn her head and only looked at her reflection in the writing.

Sitting up a little bit, she pressed her hands on the large hot spring stone she was sitting on. She looked at her reflection in the water and said word by word.

"You have always been like this. There are some things that you just hide in your heart alone, and you will tell me with a smile only after you have dealt with them."

"Because you are such a person, so... that's why I have been worried."

Zou Guqing's words trembled a little, and so did her body. Ripples appeared on the originally calm water, the girl bit her lip, trying not to lose her composure any more.

If it was a beautiful mermaid just now, now she is like a mermaid that was swept up by a storm and forcibly flung onto the land, leaving the environment of the sea, struggling painfully in the air.

"Gu Qing..."

As if realizing what Zou Guqing was going to say, Shen Yi's face changed. He stretched out his hand to touch the girl, but suddenly a sharp pain came from his right hand, as if a steel nail pierced through his palm. crucify.

The black nail pierced the palm of his hand, but directly hurt his soul, making him miserable.

That incident had already been sealed up by him, and he should never be awakened again.

Although I would wake up at night, but what I can control should not be exposed in front of the girl.

But at this moment his fingers were trembling uncontrollably, and finally turned into twitching.

The hot spring water is warm and slippery, almost like blood.

Shen Yi stared blankly at his right hand, feeling a sharp pain in his head.

For a moment, he saw his right hand was covered with blood, it was...

"We've known each other for a long time, but I feel like I've never helped you, as if I were the trouble."

"Including that incident, the reason is also caused by me."

"If I had been more decisive then, Shen Yi, you wouldn't have to bear these burdens."

Zou Guqing took a deep breath, and confided to herself in the water, only in this way could she spit out all the guilt in her heart without looking at the boy's face.

Her calmness before was all an act of faking. In fact, she had already hated herself terribly in her heart.

When talking with Wu Kexin before, Wu Kexin's words hurt her deeply.

What Wu Kexin said was right, she was the one who hurt Shen Yi all along, but she always covered it up with love.

Is this love?

If it was love, why in retrospect, my love for Shen Yi was all hurt?

"call--"

Shen Yi's breathing was a little short, the hot spring water seemed a little too hot at this moment, otherwise why would he be sweating?

He seemed to be brought back to that day, and the muscles in his body ached uncontrollably, and they all felt that what happened that day was too painful.

The truck crashed into the cold storage, and Zou Guqing was going to finish that annoying Zhao Shuang, but the price was that the girl would be swallowed by darkness.

He seemed to have another chance to choose. He looked at his right hand, and the fire ax seemed to appear in his hand again.

Given another chance, how would he choose?

"Do not say that."

Shen Yi controlled the facial muscles, trying to pull out a smile, but it was uglier than crying.

People are not grass and trees, and are always shaped by external things, so if a person is surrounded by misfortune, he will also be shaped into an unfortunate person.

Staring into the abyss for a long time, the brave will become a dragon.

"Shen Yi, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."

"It's all my fault, that thing before that, and everything else."

Zou Guqing listened to Shen Yi's consolation, the guilt in her heart could no longer be concealed, she expressed the unhappiness in her heart at once, and apologized over and over again.

"I've been wrong all along, I shouldn't be like this, but..."

"But why, every time I see you with others, I feel so uncomfortable."

"My heart is about to die of pain."

If possession is love, her love has caused serious consequences, not only Shen Yi's broken vocal cords at this time, but also the past that everyone can't get back.

From the moment Shen Yi raised the knife and committed the crime for her, everything changed.

Tick-tick-tick-

The sound of water droplets was particularly obvious in such a silent environment, and the girl was sobbing.

And the teardrops fell into the water like pearls with broken strings, and the self in the water was also distorted.

Shen Yi has never felt that Zou Guqing would be so weak, even in the face of any difficulties, he has never cried like this, what happened?

He keenly grasped a trace of strangeness, Zou Guqing must have made some important decision behind his back, but those things can only be pursued later, at this time he is more concerned about the girl.

This was the first formal solitude between the two of them after that incident ended, and it had been two months.

Chapter 31 Apology (2)

What my boyfriend did was really dereliction of duty. I didn't even notice this kind of thing, but it has been piling up in the girl's heart, and it is constantly backlogging.

She and herself are just the same kind of people, but they always feel sorry for themselves.

While feeling sorry for the girls, his strong dislike for himself emerged again. He controlled himself not to have too deep contact with the girls, because he also began to be afraid of himself.

Zou Guqing saw this, so she must have come looking for her.

It's really too meticulous, I should be lucky to have such a girlfriend.

Shen Yi took a few long breaths, and pulled out his right hand from the water. At that time, he used this hand to...

Although I made a lot of excuses for myself afterwards, be it in self-defense or in desperation, the facts are the facts.

Why did Yu Zhuang smile so happily at that time? Did he already guess the future development at that time?

Did he think he was the next him, the next psychopathic murderer?

With his head still hurting and his stomach rolling, Shen Yi forcibly pulled himself together and stared at his right hand.

Blood flowed from the fingertips, and then slowly soaked the entire palm, and the hand was already numb.

It was someone else's blood, but Shen Yi would rather it was his own blood, so maybe he wouldn't suffer so much.

"Actually, I don't think you are wrong, Gu Qing. What can you apologize for?"

"We were originally accomplices, do you remember?"

The conversation with Wu Kexin in the morning also came out from the depths of my mind at this time. Why did I say that at the time? Was my resistance to the girls already so obvious?

It was I who said the irritating words first, and Wu Kexin became strange after that.

I want them to stay away from me, because maybe I am also a ticking time bomb.

"Accomplice... But, I obviously did something excessive, I was wrong!"

The girl pressed her chest with one hand, raised her head and looked directly at Shen Yi, trying to prove her correctness, but Shen Yi's words silenced her.

"Although I still don't quite understand it, didn't you say it was love?"

"Then, I'm willing to believe you. Since it's an expression of love, why do you have to apologize?"