Surrounded by sickness, I just want to live in daily life

Zou Guqing didn't realize what the accomplice meant before, but now she finally understood.

"Yes, there was a disaster. A big disaster."

Shen Yi smiled wryly, and then stretched out his hand to forcefully pull out a not-so-good-looking smile on the blurred face.

At this time, he didn't care about the embarrassing things that happened before, and sat forward to sit close to Zou Guqing, and grabbed her small hand with both hands and rubbed it gently.

"Then what to do? Will it have a bad influence on you?"

The melting iceberg left behind Zou Guqing's kindest side. She did not break free from Shen Yi's hand, but asked with great concern.

Girls are like this, even if this happens, Shen Yi is the first to care.

Seeing that Zou Guqing was still caring about him at this moment, Shen Yi felt sweet in his heart, but then his bitterness and guilt doubled.

"Not for me, but for yourself."

"I really want to find a way to completely protect you, but I'm sorry, I really can't find it."

Shen Yi lowered his head, his voice was somewhat lacklustre, but he still pretended to be calm and said the following words.

"As you said, although I really don't want to involve you, we are already accomplices."

"Now I can't live without you, and you can't live without me."

Even though it is easy for a young man to learn to confess his beloved girl casually, Zou Guqing's heart was only moved for a moment.

Then looking at Shen Yi's serious face, he realized that he was not joking.

"Next, I'll tell you everything from front to back. How to choose is still up to you."

"All I can say is, I'm really sorry to involve you in this."

Then Shen Yi described the cause and effect of this incident in a calm tone as much as possible. Although the part about the death of his parents eight years ago was omitted, Zou Guqing could still feel the turbulent waves in Shen Yi's peaceful tone.

At first it was Shen Yi who held Zou Guqing's hand, fearing that she would be afraid of some things in the middle.

But Zou Guqing's eyes gradually softened as Shen Yi narrated, and finally Zou Guqing left the chair and sat side by side with Shen Yi on the bed, and turned into small hands tightly holding Shen Yi's trembling hands.

Therefore, Shen Yi has shouldered so many burdens without everyone knowing, and has never told others about it.

Although she was secretly delighted that she was Shen Yi's only audience, Zou Guqing also clearly felt the pressure.

After listening to Shen Yi's narration, it means that I have assumed the responsibility of understanding him.

These are actually nothing, and Zou Guqing does not resist being able to become Shen Yi's accomplice.

My understanding of Shen Yi has improved from zero to one, but it is not enough, it is still far from enough for Zou Guqing.

The girl keenly felt that Shen Yi still had something to hide from her.

Shen Yi is too shrewd, talking to him is like squeezing toothpaste, if the matter advances a bit, he will meditate for a while and then just tell himself what is relevant to him.

He still locked himself up.

So, what exactly happened before.

Why would Shen Yi collapse after he picked up that business card? He has already dealt with so many incidents alone, so it is said that he has already felt numb to such things.

Is it just because you care too much about yourself?

Zou Guqing really wanted to affirm this answer, because it proved that she occupied a very important position in Shen Yi's heart.

But thinking of Shen Yi's painful expression before, her mood sank again.

Or... there is something else hidden.

"That's pretty much the way things are, so I'm really..."

Shen Yi let out a long breath after finishing his memories, and was already ready to apologize habitually.

But Zou Guqing's fingers were already on his lips first, preventing him from saying those words.

"We are already accomplices, there is no need to say sorry."

Zou Guqing said pretending to be relaxed, her heart beat a little faster when she mentioned the accomplice.

I and Shen Yi are no longer ordinary friends, I know his secret, and the bond with him is not comparable to the remaining two women.

This is something only I know, and I will cherish this identity.

"It's just that you haven't made it clear about one thing."

"Since the incidents you have experienced have been resolved satisfactorily, how do you know that the contractor will suffer revenge from the dead souls if the contract is not completed?"

"Ordinarily, you should have never experienced it before..."

Originally it was just a tentative question, but Zou Guqing regretted it the moment he asked.

Shen Yi seemed to be recalling something he didn't want to think of, as if a bomb had exploded in his mind.

His mouth and nose were full of blood, and he hugged his head and beat it frantically.

"Shen Yi! Shen Yi! What's wrong with you!"

"Doctor! Doctor!"

......

This was the third time that the hotel doctor came into contact with Shen Yi today, and after a simple diagnosis, he prescribed some painkillers and sleep aids for Shen Yi.

It was also the first time he had seen such a complicated patient.

There were three accidents in one day, and they were all related to emotional instability. He began to doubt whether Shen Yi's mental state was normal.

"Doctor, Shen Yi's body..."

Zou Guqing gently closed the door of the room, Shen Yi had already taken painkillers and was resting inside.

But Zou Guqing quickly followed the doctor, eagerly inquiring about Shen Yi's situation.

The doctor pushed his glasses, stretched out his hand and twisted the door to make sure it was closed. After a moment of silence, he finally spoke.

"It's not a physical problem for him. The heatstroke this morning was just exhaustion, but this time it's a purely psychological problem."

"He has a knot in his heart, which may be a major event he has experienced before, or it may be the biggest regret."

The doctor paused. His profession was to prescribe countermeasures to patients, but this time he couldn't prescribe any medicine.

"If he can't face it by himself, none of us can help him."

After speaking, the doctor gave Zou Guqing a few more words, which were nothing more than words not to irritate the patient.

Zou Guqing had completely entered the left ear and exited the right ear at this time, she really wanted to rush into the room and ask Shen Yi to tell her what it was.

huge regret...

Could it be that Shen Yi didn't save that important person from the revenge of the dead last time?

The seed of an idea was imprinted in Zou Guqing's heart, and she hoped she guessed it right.

But I am also afraid that things will develop in this direction, these things are too cruel for Shen Yi.

Zou Guqing opened the door, tidied up her mood and walked in with a smile. At this time, Shen Yi was spreading a spare quilt on the floor.

"Uh, Shen Yi, what are you doing?"

"As you can see, I'm on the floor. Of course, if you let me go, I have nothing to say. I promise to get out immediately."

Shen Yi spread his hands innocently, because Zou Guqing had warned him many times not to run away.

Not to mention that the room card is in Zou Guqing's hands, she will definitely lock the door every time she goes out.

And it was past eleven o'clock in the evening, Wu Kexin and Xiaoyan were probably asleep, so where could he go even if he ran?

"There's no need..."

Zou Guqing hid a trace of worry in his eyes, and then directly turned off the lights in the room.

In the darkness, a touching smile appeared on the corner of the girl's mouth.

Chapter 40

Shen Yi originally thought that Zou Guqing would not be able to bear it after knowing the matter. After all, this matter was not just for fun, maybe he would really lose his life because of it.

But Zou Guqing's reaction was far beyond what he had imagined, like a normal person who should do what he should do.

Even when Shen Yi caught her several times and was still snickering, Shen Yi made a judgment for Zou Guqing, this girl's head is not very good.

As for last night, if I had to say it, I had a really good rest, but the process was somewhat helpless.

Zou Guqing saw that she was laying the floor, so she couldn't help but throw the quilt she had worked so hard into the shower room.

The water in the shower was very strong, heavier than the rain that Yiping asked her father for money.

Looking at the quilt that was already soggy and unable to be covered again, Shen Yi's heart became cold.

Then Shen Yi originally wanted to sit on the chair all night, after all, there was a precedent when he was at Wu Kexin's house, he felt that he could resist.

But in the end, Zou Guqing turned on the air conditioner and adjusted it to 10 degrees.

It seemed as if every breath could turn into white mist, Shen Yi was shivering from the cold and finally succumbed to Zou Guqing's lust.

Finally, she lowered her face, gave up her dignity and climbed onto the bed. Before Shen Yi could sit up and warm up, a small hand forcibly pulled him into the quilt.

Shen Yi, who had already made a blood oath not to give in, was shaken the moment he was dragged into the warm bed.

Of course, the plot envisioned by the old porn critics still didn't happen.

After Zou Guqing dragged Shen Yi into the quilt, she was like a Sleeping Beauty sleeping on the top of the tower, and she didn't move any more.

Perhaps there is a lesson learned from the past, this time Zou Guqing was far away from Shen Yi in bed, and there was no physical contact in a daze.

And Shen Yi also drank sleeping pills, and his body was really uncomfortable, so he fell into a deep sleep within a few minutes.

Although he took advantage of sleeping with the beautiful girl, Shen Yi didn't like this kind of advantage.

This world has a set of operating rules, everything you get is secretly marked with a price, Shen Yi doesn't touch it because he knows that he may not be able to bear it.

It is not without cost that the people around you help you so much and get close to yourself.

If you can't make a good balance and want everything, you can only mess yourself up.

Of course, being messy also has a physical meaning, and you may be divided into pieces.

That night, Shen Yi slept peacefully.