Surrounded by sickness, I just want to live in daily life

I was locked in the incomparable darkness of fear, covered with bruises, what kind of love is this?

"This is love, but it's a little special."

"It's just that my brother is the one who understands me best, so he must be able to persevere and understand me."

Listening to the girl's words, Shen Yi had a bad premonition, his neck was hugged tightly, and what Shen Yi hadn't said was instantly aborted.

"Hold on to what..."

At this time, there was a sharp pain from the back of the neck, as if he had been stabbed in the opposite direction.

It was as if my spine had been pulled out and chopped into pieces, and it could no longer function as a support, and the whole person fell backwards on the wall.

It became pitch black in an instant, and I couldn't see anything anymore.

Shen Yi opened his mouth wide and wanted to shout, but no matter what, he couldn't hear his own voice, the severe tinnitus had blocked his hearing.

Listening to Shen Yi's scream, Shen Yan slowly pulled out a syringe from the back of his neck.

All the medicine inside had been pumped in, and the syringe naturally lost its function, and was thrown aside casually.

"Xiaoyan, Xiaoyan, my...head hurts, save me, save me."

Painful and broken moans escaped from those seductive lips, like pearls with broken strings.

As if a big hand was stirring in his mind, Shen Yi felt that all the nerves in his brain had been twisted together.

It is not impossible to think at this time.

Beads of sweat slipped from his forehead, and Shen Yi instinctively searched for a way to relieve the pain.

He clings tightly to the softness in his arms, his hands are tied behind his back, but he seems to want to crush the softness into his body.

Shen Yan's expression froze for a moment, and she couldn't hide the distressed look deep in her pupils.

But then the corners of his mouth curled up, his vermilion lips parted slightly and let out a mouthful of foul air, his mood became extremely joyful.

The effect of the medicine is even better than I imagined, and now, I can finally start to correct the mistakes that have already occurred.

Shen Yan didn't resist Shen Yi's movements, she stuck tightly to Shen Yi's body.

The little hand imitated the way Shen Yi rubbed himself before, put it on Shen Yi's head, and touched it gently.

"Xiaoyan knows that her brother is hurting, but Xiaoyan can't help it. After all, her brother has done something wrong, and he must learn some lessons."

lesson?mistake?

What is the girl in front of me talking about?

Shen Yi couldn't hear Shen Yan's words at all, the strong tinnitus had deprived him of his auditory nerves.

It doesn't matter what you say, now I just ask for someone who can help me end this pain.

The body seemed to be repeatedly soaked in oil pan and ice water, hot and cold.

The bone marrow seemed to be boiling, and it swelled and hurt trying to break the skeleton.

As for the bones, they were extremely crispy and itchy, as if millions of ants were gnawing on them.

The gentle massage sensation from the head seemed to be the only antidote to this pain, Shen Yi instinctively raised his head to look for Shen Yan's little hand.

Like people instinctively looking for light at night, Shen Yan nodded slightly feeling Shen Yi's closeness.

Wasn't it the same for me before, Shen Yi is my ray of light.

He saved himself, loved himself, and should belong only to himself.

But these are all fictions, and he abandoned himself eight years ago.

It is really pitiful that I have been abandoned by my only light.

Chapter 66 Chaos (2)

"Brother, be good, if it was like this earlier, it would be great."

It's just that if Guangming doesn't care about himself, he can only be taken down from the sky.

He must hold it tightly in his arms, even if his radiance is greatly reduced, he must hold it in his own hands.

Shen Yan snickered, she was so beautiful, extremely coquettish.

Shen Yi also seemed to feel the girl's smile, and the pain eased a little.

However, in the next second, Shen Yan withdrew her small hands rubbing Shen Yi's temples, just like Shen Yi buried her feelings, she also removed his salvation.

Shen Yan opened her eyes quietly looking at Shen Yi in the dark, her deep pupils seemed to become darker.

It's as dark as ink, but it's intimidating.

Like a nursing child cut off from breast milk, the only comfort in pain disappears.

The side effects brought by the medicine once again prevailed, turning into a ferocious beast and devouring Shen Yi.

"This is a punishment, a punishment for misbehaving children."

Shen Yan hugged her little hands, stepped back a little but still sat on Shen Yi's lap.

She quietly watched the veins in Shen Yi's temples swell, and quietly watched the chains rattle.

Watching him struggle, it's like he doesn't want to face his feelings and keeps running away.

Seeing him unable to escape, a kind of joyful emotion arose in my heart.

Now he is in pain.

I don't want to see it like this, but only now he needs me.

"Brother, do you know how painful I am?"

"Why have you always refused to admit my feelings? If you have always been like this, why did you save me eight years ago and let me just die?"

But Shen Yi couldn't hear Shen Yan's words, resisting the drug residue had exhausted all of his mind, and he didn't have any energy left.

"You are the cruelest person. You gave me hope, but you pushed me into the abyss with your own hands."

"Do you know, eight years ago, what I needed was not so-called salvation at all, I just needed an answer from you."

Shen Yan seemed to be talking to Shen Yi, but she was facing someone who could not answer her.

She laughed at herself, then grabbed Shen Yi's tie again.

"An answer, is it so difficult?"

Shen Yan's voice gradually rose and became sharp.

She couldn't control her overwhelming emotions and didn't want to suppress them at all.

She is an outcast, someone who lost once eight years ago.

But she was taken care of by the person who rejected her for eight years. During these eight years, she saw countless hopes and even broke the bottom line.

It was clear now that her hopes were once again despair, and despair breeds madness.

It's like the medicine injected into Shen Yi's blood.

This paranoia and madness have been brewing for too long, and once it explodes, it can no longer be stopped.

She held Shen Yi's trembling head tightly with her hands, forcing Shen Yi to look at her.

However, it was not what he wanted, his eyes were dull.

But what's the difference.

The pampering and love in daily life, the kind of eyes that looked at him, but didn't care about his feelings.

He just wants to think of himself as his sister.

Although not at all.

"However, I still love you, and you are the most important thing to me."

"It was the same before the memory disappeared, and it is the same now that I have recovered the memory."

"Eight years ago, you gave me a way, and now I will give you a way."

Shen Yan stared at Shen Yi closely, and whispered in an extremely serious and crazy manner.

She shook her head, feeling that her head was a little unclear.

After being with Shen Yi, he was always like this, everything was chaotic, and he was always passive because he cared too much.

However, it may be the same as what Qing Guoguo said.

I was a little too easy to talk about, which made the situation come to this point.

I have no choice but to change, and only in this way can my nature be fulfilled.

Shen Yan seemed to think of something, her eyes flickered.

The fingers of the little hand moved and slowly parted Shen Yi's lips, and pressed them against his teeth.

Then, using light force with two fingers, the little hand penetrated into Shen Yi's gums.

The gums were hard. I used to brush my tongue lightly, but I was afraid of being discovered, so I didn't dare to study it carefully. Now I finally have a chance.

Like a curious cat, Shen Yan studied the interesting scene in front of her little by little, pressing her small hands along the gums.

Shen Yi kept trembling and wanted to close his mouth, but it was impossible.

The mouth was forcibly opened, and the mouth gradually became moist.

Seemingly tired of Shen Yi's struggle, Shen Yan stretched out her other small hand and slightly stuck his throat.

Then her little hand pressed on her tongue, this is a toy she can only enjoy when Shen Yi is unconscious.

Feeling the soft tongue flowing continuously under her fingers, the girl's face became even redder as her throat let out a painful whimper.

"Look, how perfect it is."

"It's just... just... why can't it belong to me."

"Why do you always reject me? Isn't everything you said to me false? Didn't you say you love me the most?"

The ferocity in his eyes became more intense, like a naughty boy who would destroy other people's toys if he could not get the toys, the hand that clasped the throat was tightened.

An unprecedented suffocation came, Shen Yi's face instantly turned red, his body writhed in pain, trying to shake off the person on him.