Surrounded by sickness, I just want to live in daily life

Wu Kexin also understood what she had just done at this time, but she was still stubborn, and she didn't dare to meet Ren Xueqing's gaze at first, and whispered something.

"It's a guilty conscience, why are you standing behind the door?"

Shen Yi even heard what Wu Kexin was talking about, and suddenly his face was darkened. Looking at Ren Xueqing, he was already smiling angrily.

"Hehe... well, my fault, my fault."

With her hands behind her back, she was ready to take out the handcuffs to teach the girl who offended her a lesson, but the voice from outside the door made her uncomfortable again.

"Officer Ren, the captain told you to assemble!"

Ren Xueqing's teeth itched with hatred, her beautiful eyes were ready to squirt fire at this moment, but instead of looking at Wu Kexin, she turned her head and gave Shen Yi a hard look.

The meaning in the eyes was also obvious, "Shen Yi, let's wait and see!"

Shen Yi rubbed his nose, looked at Ren Xueqing who trot away with his colleagues, a little confused, and then smiled wryly.

I'm too unlucky, obviously it has nothing to do with me but it comes down to me.

Although he didn't care about these things, he also vaguely felt that something was wrong with Ren Xueqing. If she had been thrown into the detention room before, is she being more lenient to herself now?

Sure enough, the girl's mind is the most difficult to guess, especially this kind of arrogant girl.

Zou Guqing had already walked in front of Shen Yi, and she turned her head to signal Wu Kexin to close the office door, but Wu Kexin did so obediently, and the confrontation between the two was no longer so tit-for-tat.

Zou Guqing looked at Shen Yi's haggard look with some distress. He had exhausted all his energy talking about the case with Zhang Huaijun just now.

The next thing I can do is very little, and if I don't force myself, the exhaustion will be obvious at a glance.

Like how Shen Yi touched herself before, Zou Guqing put her little hand on Shen Yi's head and rubbed it lightly.

"Come on~ Be good~"

Shen Yi was amused by Zou Guqing's actions, and made a puff, which made Zou Guqing blush.

What happened to the girl in front of me, she was so lonely and arrogant, but now she cared about her like a sister next door, and her tone was completely different from before.

But it's nice to have her around.

"Yi, you can tell us what you think, and we will help you share it."

Wu Kexin also found an empty space under Zou Guqing's armpit and squeezed in, tilting her head up and smiling at Shen Yi with a sunny face.

Shen Yi murmured to himself whether the two had discussed it well, and his mood became much clearer.

But I have to say that it really worked, Wu Kexin and Zou Guqing originally held a very important position in Shen Yi's heart, and at this time they turned to comfort himself, the effect was naturally miraculous.

"Actually... I don't know what I was thinking."

Shen Yi sighed, as expected he still couldn't hide from them, so he told the truth.

"I don't know? Then don't go to her."

Wu Kexin's big eyes rolled up, and he tentatively said a word, but before he finished speaking, Zou Guqing's knife hit his forehead.

"That's not what we discussed just now."

Zou Guqing said coquettishly, Wu Kexin looked at Shen Yi's weird expression, and could only chuckle, holding his head and running to the side in a timely manner.

"Don't you think so too, hypocrisy~"

Zou Guqing could understand why Ren Xueqing was so angry just now, perhaps only Shen Yi in this world could tolerate Wu Kexin's nervousness without getting angry.

"Shen Yi, you left too hastily, it's been too long since you asked what you want."

"If you can't live for yourself, how can others trust you?"

"No matter how well a person does things, there is a limit. You are used to being alone, which is why you work so hard. You must learn to rely on others."

Zou Guqing said this, but it felt as if the words were deliberately directed at herself, Wu Kexin stared at herself with her mouth open in disbelief, the girl was a little embarrassed, and added a few more words.

"You are really powerful, but everyone is independent. You can't ignore what we think just because you want to protect us."

"Perhaps safety and shelter are not what we want at all?"

Of course, she didn't say the last sentence, what she wanted, or what Shen Yan wanted, might be very simple.

Staying by Shen Yi's side as equals is enough to be very happy.

As for going further, Zou Guqing's heart is also a little confused, what is her real thinking when she persuades Shen Yi here.

"There is still time, Shen Yi, you need to be quiet."

Chapter 85 Introspection

"Think about it for yourself."

Zou Guqing left such a sentence, and then grabbed Wu Kexin by the neck without any explanation and dragged her out of the office.

"Hey, hey, hey! What are you pulling me for? Infringement of personal freedom, I will sue you, believe it or not?"

Wu Kexin kicked her legs in the air like this, her two white arms turned into big windmills and kept spinning in the air, and one hand happened to hit Zou Guqing's breast.

The lump of meat bounced like a piece of jelly, Shen Yi swallowed while watching.

This is too Q bomb it.

"Amount ⊙? ⊙!"

Wu Kexin instantly petrified, visible to the naked eye, Zou Guqing's face turned black, and it also turned black and then red, indicating that her master was very excited at this time.

"I told you to let Shen Yi be quiet."

Zou Guqing was convinced too, why is this person like a brown candy, it is so difficult to keep her away from Shen Yi.

"Yi! Yi! Help me!"

Wu Kexin let out a desperate cry, but Shen Yi's performance was to ignore it.

What Zou Guqing said was right, she was always avoiding and unwilling to face this matter, which made her big mistake now.

What kind of feelings do I have for Shen Yan? I have been a deserter for too long, and it is time to face it.

Wu Kexin was like a mandarin duck that had been forcibly torn apart, wiping tears there, but Zou Guqing became more hard-hearted, and finally the door of the office was slammed shut, declaring Wu Kexin's struggle failed.

"call."

Shen Yi exhaled a long breath, and his already cloudy eyes became more and more clear.

Shen Yan's cell phone was lying quietly in her palm at this moment, she hadn't touched it for a long time, but she saw it but didn't know what to say.

This mobile phone was bought with the money he earned from his first part-time job. Shen Yi still remembers how happy Shen Yan was at that time.

Like a happy little bunny, she bounced around her, but when she really gave her the phone, the girl covered her little mouth with pearly tears dripping down.

She would rather Shen Yi not buy this kind of thing for herself than to see Shen Yi working so hard.

The girl was so sensible back then, and it was this sensibleness that covered up her greed.

It has been several years, and Shen Yi also has some income from doing cases. After the situation improved, he also mentioned several times that he wanted to replace Shen Yan with a new one.

Changing the phone is just to let Shen Yan take it out so that she won't be ashamed in front of her friends.

But the girl just held the phone tightly in her arms, shaking her head like a rattle.

Shen Yi pressed the power button, then his gaze fell on the screen, and what he wanted to say turned into a wry smile.

Sure enough, the wallpaper on the phone hadn't been changed since then, and it was still a photo of himself and Shen Yan when they were young.

At that time, his and Shen Yan's faces were still very green and immature. He stood behind Shen Yan and hugged the girl with his hands, but the girl didn't look at the camera. Her field of vision was already occupied by the boy's face.

"When I watched it before, I didn't feel this way."

Shen Yi murmured softly, he also had this photo, but it was only used as an intimacy between brothers and sisters before.

But now it seems that maybe since then, I have left an indelible seed in Shen Yan's heart. Was her gaze so hot before?

The object that was supposed to carry the sweet memories was broken and embarrassed at this time. Before I knew it, the phone had been smashed to pieces.

The screen has been cracked into several pieces, and the photo of himself and Shen Yan is also fragmented, which is very similar to his current relationship with her.

What is he afraid of? Xiaoyan is his most important person, there is no doubt about it, why is he afraid of his most important person?

Shen Yi closed his eyes, memories flooded out like a tide, and all the previous bits and pieces came back.

I just don't want Shen Yan to be bound by my side, she should have a broader future, unlike me being tied up in memories and unable to break free.

So, I made that decision when I faced her eight years ago. I thought that time would smooth everything out, but I also had emotions that even time could not take away.

"I can't hurt her."

Shen Yi knew that this was just an excuse he made, but it was the only way to relieve the depression in his heart.

Isn't he in a desperate situation if he stands alone? Because Zou Guqing is involved in the incident, he has no way to save her 100%, and he can't even save himself.

Shen Yi didn't dare to look into Zou Guqing's gaze, fearing that the bone-chilling coldness or strong hatred would overwhelm him.

But is she like this?

It doesn't seem to be the case, Shen Yi doesn't know why the girl doesn't care about his life and death and plays around with him, why he can comfort himself in this situation.

He didn't understand, just like he didn't understand why Shen Yan cared so much about him.

The words that Zou Guqing entrusted before leaving just now began to spread like a touch of green in the wilderness.

I have always fought alone, even if I at least let Wu Kexin help me, I just want to drive her away.

Because Shen Yi always thought that this was only his own business, and only he could solve it.

I want to create a good environment so that the people I care about can live happily, but at this time my task has not been completed, and the people I care about are no longer around.

"What exactly does she want?"

Shen Yi asked knowingly, Shen Yan had used the power of medicine to pour many thoughts into her head before, that terrible possessiveness and pathetic humbleness made Shen Yi tremble.

She was just a child, a child angry when her favorite toy was taken from her.

I shouldn't have lied to her, even if I didn't have the courage to face such strong emotions at that time, I shouldn't have used this most despicable way at all.

Shen Yi's shoulders trembled, his hands tightly clutched Shen Yan's mobile phone, the girl on the screen smiled so brightly, she had already confirmed the ownership of the boy who was hugging her at this time.

Previously, he forcibly suppressed his emotions because of handling the case, but now that there was no one around, Shen Yi finally broke out.

Clutching his heart tightly, there was a tearing pain there, he missed Shen Yan very much, and was even more worried about Shen Yan.

He didn't know what caused Shen Yan to leave, but it was not the result he wanted.